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    A Field of Beheaded Roses
    A Field of Beheaded Roses
    A Field of Beheaded Roses
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    A Field of Beheaded Roses

    By J. Pagaduan

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    Sometimes twin flames are mistaken for true love. These poems seek to help heal those who have been there before. Tragic, heart rending, and ultimately purifying, these poems attempt to make sense of something that, in the end, was never meant to be. When the fires of love burn away what was weighing us down, we find what was supposed to be ours to begin with.  

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherJ. Pagaduan
    Release dateJun 22, 2023
    ISBN9798215023488
    A Field of Beheaded Roses
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    J. Pagaduan

    J. Pagaduan (he/they) is a Filipino-American writer who weaves dreams and nightmares into stories. His influences range from Edgar Allen Poe to Junji Ito, and his works range in scope from series that span decades to flash fiction that somehow feels just as robust, to the occasional poem or essay. When not writing, he can be found cooking, knitting, caring for his little one, and doing his part to make the world a better place than he found it. 

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