Finding Joy: A Journey Through Depression in Poems
By Erin Troup
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Finding Joy is a book of poems from a first-time author. A journey of finding one's way out of the darkness and into the light. Written as a journal in poems, this simple book reflects the grace of a loving God who grants us second chances. The author hopes to inspire the message that there is a place for all of us. These poems are the quiet story of one woman's redemption. A reminder there is healing in writing words and hope in speaking aloud what once trapped her in silence. May you find hope, follow the light, and find your joy in the morning just as she has. This is her prayer. Be inspired, dear friend. Be brave enough to write your truth as the Spirit of our loving God holds your hand. Be healed and be loved, for you always were.
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Finding Joy - Erin Troup
Footprints
Snow is on its way
The sky was pink this morning blooming cloud flowers
Before it all fades to white
And silver and blue
Makes me think of wool and rabbits and the comfort
Of lying next to you
Maybe the shame is inescapable
It comes fast like flu entering the hurt places in me
Making storm and making waves,
Everything becomes black and blinding and gray
It strips me bare
I imagine myself before Jesus with nothing
Left, as if I am bereft,
Is this humility?
Is this necessary to find my way back
These sometimes holes of despair I fall into
Floating in a Universe of regrets and pain
Wondering what is on its way,
Remembering the soft down of their newborn heads
Or the smell of the crease in their necks the soft of their cheeks I
Kissed so many times in the quiet of morning
The dark of starry nights
My heart so filled with life,
Not even darkness could find me after the miracle of birth
I loved the sleeping hours,
The gentle rise and fall,
Little pink lips and toes and fingers
I touched every part
I ran every mile with fire in my heart
And now such fire you both possess,
You even raise your boy swords to me
Piercing my heart and surprising me with your fierceness
Your desire for independence
And I sometimes long for the days when you
Slept against my skin
Like a cloud from heaven
Earths sweetest blessing warming me for those short years
How swiftly they passed
How quickly the hardest parts return to me now
My feet move slowly in the snow, the white of my hair comes through
Reminding me I am sky bound someday
As I walk I leave little pieces of the past in a few secret places
The oak and the bird watch how I bend to place what I no longer need
All that I did not find is behind me now
Jesus where are your footprints,
Where are your hands
I know you are there somewhere
Like the distant sounds of the forest I hear
Though do not see
Come to me
O come to me
In my despair, like the streaks of blue in the sky
Streaks of white in my hair, streaks of tears upon my face
Streaks of sadness that bleed through my joy
Find me someday,
Tell me I have done my best
I fear you will remind me of my worst and leave me in the darkness with
What I do not know,
Though I want so much to
Be good
Through and through
For the snow to enter my mouth and fill all of my hopeless
Places,
Make me whole again
There is you, such a mystery
A goodness I could not dream
I feel unready and unworthy and unsteady
Still you always show me the sky and its beauty
The stars and their connections of light
A coat worn by angels that lights
A darkened heart
Cradles the body of an ailing mother
Holds her like she held the growing boys
Reminds her she is not alone
I never knew birth would come through me and to me
Giving and taking
Renewing and breaking
Filling and emptying my very tender heart
Keep me safe Lord,
Keep me steady on my way
Help me to love,
For I know not how and what to say
All of the mistakes
Form bruises on my words
Forget to sing like Spring birds
Find silence like pools of water in the wood
Like ripples from a drop