Madem's Memoirs

By Ebony “The Doctor”

This short read is a collection of tales based on true events. The main character "Madem, takes you on a journey of self-discovery and sex-capades. She ultimately realizes that her childhood trauma relates directly to how she operated in her adult relationships. A product of the Butterfly Effect, she takes an ugly situation that could have sent her down the wrong path and turns it into something beautiful.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Ebony “The Doctor”
• Release date: Apr 15, 2022
• ISBN: 9798201236311

Ebony “The Doctor”

Born and raised in St. Louis, Missouri, Most people call me The Doctor". I am an intercourse enthusiast, a business owner, a podcaster, an author, a host, and a mother. I desire to help as many people as I can discover new and fun ways to spice up their love life. Not only through sex but most importantly through better communication. Overall, my true passion is to simply entertain you.

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Introduction

With the lips of a Goddess, supreme jaw control, and the wettest vaginal canal around, I could get a guy to do anything I wanted him to. That’s the mode my mind stayed in. I knew exactly how to please them. The problem was, no one ever told me that when you mix muscle grip with Niagara Falls, that can bring the monsters out. Funny thing is Halloween is my favorite holiday.

I had many ups and downs. Most of us face several challenges but what a horrible beginning I felt I had. I cried many tears of pain before I was finally able to cry tears of joy. The universe finds a way to balance things out. I realized what you are taught, see, hear, and experience growing up will contribute to how you operate in adult relationships. These  things  mode  you  and  if  you  don’t  identify  and process your childhood trauma’s, the trauma itself will shape how you view and respond to adult relationships. Being blind, guarded and stuck in your ways are all signs of unhealed trauma. Working actively to make yourself a better person, must start where it all began and end. within oneself.

There are many tales that happened in life where I can clearly see the effects of my childhood traumas appear. You can never really tell when you’re in that very moment. Looking back, it all makes sense now. The best times in my life, were generally fueled by the pain inside caused by things that were not dealt with from childhood.

Tale One: Fifty Shades of Crave

Iremember thinking , this man is not my type at all. He’s old, short, and bald. He called me every day for months. He’s cool to talk to but I just got out of a long-term relationship less than a year ago. There is no way I’m giving in to someone that I’m not physically attracted to. I had no idea that one day soon, my body would crave this man. Daddy was always in charge. He commanded me to please him, and he knew exactly what I liked. Why would I not subject myself to this type of pleasure? I couldn’t help but think he must have slept with hundreds of women. Every stroke was felt good. Every lick made me want him more. He was my favorite thing to do. How could he know how to sex me so well?

During the first encounter, while he was performing oral on me,  I tried to warn him it was about to be a splash, waterfalls!!!! I tapped him on the shoulder and moaned, Oh God!!. He replied, Yeah, call him!! and proceeded to tongue kiss and suck on my clit. Once he finally came up, everything was soaked. His face, his beard, the bed, the back of my legs. EVERYTHING. Two rounds later, my legs start to shake uncontrollably. That was just the first shade. I jokingly begged him to go home. He took me to my house to get a chance of clothes and brought me right back. My car stayed parked at that man house for 72 hours straight. The sex seemed to get better and better every time. He’s aggressive while he’s putting it