Stronger Together
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Marrying personal stories, interviews, and statistics, Stronger Together is author Stephanie Yuen's candid memoir that shares a personal journey with Alopecia, an autoimmune condition that causes hair to fall out. As the reader, you will dive deep into Yuen's chronicles as well as fellow Alopecia
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Stronger Together - Stephanie Yuen
Contents
Part 1.
Introduction
Chapter 1.The Discovery
Part 2.
Chapter 2.The Decision
Chapter 3.Getting Used to the Look
Chapter 4.School’s Back in Session
Part 3.
Chapter 5.Stereotypical and Social Stigmas
Chapter 6.Bullies — Don’t Hate, Alopeciate
Chapter 7.Brow Game: Weak to Fleek
Chapter 8.High School: Dreading It to Missing It
Chapter 9.No Hair = Best Hair
Part 4.
Chapter 10.FrUsTrAtEd but Thankful
Chapter 11.Masks On
Chapter 12.Conquering My Fear…of Dating
Chapter 13.Joke’s on You!
Part 5.
Chapter 14.I’m a CAP Kid
Chapter 15.The New Generation of Alopecians
Chapter 16.Changing the Frame
Chapter 17.One Heck of a Rollercoaster
Acknowledgments
Appendix
Part One
Introduction
After a humid May school day during my seventh-grade year in 2014, I came home, yelled, Hey, Mom!
and ran upstairs to take a shower. It was a day like any other, but when I looked down this time, I noticed clumps of my hair surrounding me in the bathtub.
At that time, I wasn’t too worried. I formulated plenty of excuses in my head. It was probably due to having my hair pulled back too much or having it too tight. I thought nothing of it and did not tell my parents. For the next week or so, I let my hair down and did not tie it up once. However, one night, as I was doing my homework and getting stuck on a math problem (as usual), I ran my right hand through my hair as I got more and more frustrated. Suddenly, I felt little, prickly things on my scalp. It turned out to be baby hairs; the texture was like a man’s stubby moustache. Again, I thought nothing of it, so I didn’t bother going to the mirror to check.
Then came the next day. As I washed my hair, the same thing happened. As I rubbed shampoo and conditioner in my hair and rinsed it out, clumps of my hair accumulated in my hand. I hurriedly finished showering and checked my scalp in the mirror. Lo and behold, I found a dime-shaped bald spot. It stuck out like a sore thumb. I stared at it for about ten minutes. I was so scared to tell my parents. What if I did something to make my hair fall out like that?
I finally built up the courage to show my parents my bald spot and they were immediately panicked. For the next few months, my mom helped me wash my hair.
I will never forget hearing my mother quietly sob as she washed and brushed my hair. She didn’t want me to hear. She tried to hide the crying, but despite her best efforts, I could still hear the quietest sniffles. She was equally as frightened as I was. We didn’t know what was happening. Frankly, we were scared shitless.
I was thirteen years old at the time, amidst puberty—the awkward stage of life everyone experiences. I kept the news strictly within my family. It started out as a bald spot, yet it quickly progressed and I lost more than 80 percent of my hair. After dealing with the spots for two months, I made the decision to shave it off and finally free myself from the person I didn’t like seeing in the mirror. Neither my parents nor my family know this, but I would take a towel and cover the mirror so I would not have to see my reflection when I brushed my teeth. Seeing my hair fall out right before my eyes, more and more every day, made me upset and scared.
It was only two months after receiving the diagnosis my alopecia areata, or just patchy hair loss, rapidly progressed to alopecia universalis, or hair loss of my entire body. During that process, I had alopecia totalis, or total hair loss of my scalp, before losing all the hair on my body. Some individuals may only lose the hair on their head or have bald patches on their scalp. Others, like me, may have complete hair loss. As mentioned, I started off with alopecia areata. The hair loss got to a point where I only had a couple of strands on my head. So, I decided to do the deed and shave off the rest of the random spots. I felt liberated when I shaved off the rest of my hair. My dad, on the other hand, teared up. It was definitely difficult; I felt as if I was losing a part of me. Now, I know it’s just
hair, but hair is a way women express themselves. I am blessed to be healthy and loved by so many people, yet when I see other girls walking on campus or sitting in class playing with their hair or styling it in some way, it makes me upset sometimes. The decision to shave off the rest of my hair was only a week before I started the eighth grade—not the brightest decision since I cried almost every night leading up to the first day of school. I was terrified, lonely, and clueless.
I was so lucky to have a teacher in my middle school, Ms. Chandler, who had alopecia as well. She reached out to me one day and had such an impact on my journey. In times of frustration, she was the person I could turn to and ask questions. When my hair first fell out, I did not know what was going on. I didn’t know if there was something wrong with me that was causing this change. Ms. Chandler’s kindness and expertise were such a huge turning point for me that a few words in a book wouldn’t do her justice. She really has been supportive in shaping me; without her, I would not be the positive person I am today. The day I took control was the day I shaved my hair, but that does not mean I immediately gained 100 percent confidence as the last bit of hair was shaved off.
I didn’t even have the courage to tell my best friends. I was so scared they would view me differently when they saw me without hair. I was also hesitant and extremely self-conscious about my wardrobe because from experience, many individuals thought I was a boy since I did not have any hair, wore no makeup, and was usually wearing a sweatshirt. I had many encounters with individuals who called me sir
or thought I was a boy for a while.
The summer of 2019, I was accepted to be a youth mentor for the National Alopecia Areata Foundation, or NAAF for short. By July of 2019, I had my first mentee request for me to be her mentor. It was extremely rewarding. She was struggling with doing her makeup and feeling comfortable in her own skin when she would go out in public. I have been able to give her makeup tutorials to help, such as what products I use to do my eyebrows and eyeliner and how to apply them. We text regularly and communicate via other forms of social media. I am there to offer advice and encouragement on her low days. I was in the same position she was when I first lost my hair. It’s all new. No one in our families understood what we were going through. It’s a very challenging experience and I’m glad I was able to help her just as Ms. Chandler had done for me.
Losing hair at thirteen years old during puberty—when everything about you personally, emotionally, and physically is changing—is hard. I would have crying episodes and my parents were sometimes frustrated or annoyed. Maybe it was because they were frustrated with themselves since they did not know how to help me cope. My mentee goes through similar emotions and I am able to help her since I understand. When she has any question or concern, I am the person she can ask and confide in, and I take so much pride in that. It makes me so happy to help others and make a difference in their lives, whether it be big or small.
That’s just the CliffsNotes of my journey that took me from a frightened middle schooler to activist. But before I go any further with that part of the story, let’s talk about its backdrop: alopecia and societal norms.
According to the National Alopecia Areata Foundation, 147 million individuals worldwide have alopecia, yet many people do not have any knowledge about this condition, let alone have ever heard of it. If you saw a bald girl or woman at your local grocery store or mall, would you be like, "Oh yeah, she has alopecia!" or Oh no! Does she have cancer?
Kudos to you if you picked option one; however, I typically get the she-has-cancer stares from people wherever I go. You know—the worried eyebrows, the big eyes, and the little frown. Sometimes, I do get approached and am asked if I have cancer, and I reply I have alopecia and have that chance to explain the condition to them.