Facial Shift: Adjusting to an Altered Appearance
By Dawn Shaw
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Your face, and your life, has been radically altered. Accident, military injury, medical condition...the result is the same. You are now having to confront the world with a "different" face, and understandably this has wrecked your self-image and undermined your confidence, leaving you with a thousand questions and concerns including:<
Dawn Shaw
Author and motivational speaker Dawn Shaw understands adversity and the value of diversity. She was born with a rare tumor, the removal of which left her face half paralyzed, so she grew up looking "different." Despite the insecurities and unfair treatment this sometimes brings, she became an expert on resilience, learning to accept and even embrace her difference. Her inspiring memoir "Facing Up to It" shares her stories and experiences during her own challenging journey, while "Friending the Mirror" offers specific instructions on how you, too, can overcome insecurity and loneliness, finding beauty through happiness. She hosts an online series called "Friending the Mirror" which addresses appearance related issues. Dawn currently lives in Washington state with her husband of 19 years, 3 cats, 3 dogs, and a variable number of Icelandic horses. For more information on Dawn and how she influences her world, visit her web site www.facinguptoit.com. You can view a short video of her dynamic and engaging speaking style at http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=-FSygsl9jwQ
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Facial Shift - Dawn Shaw
Facial Shift
Adjusting to an Altered Appearance
by Dawn Shaw
Copyright
Copyright ©2016 Dawn Shaw
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form without permission in writing from the author. Reviewers may quote brief passages in reviews.
ISBN: 978-0-692-66382-0
DISCLAIMER
No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, mechanical or electronic, including photocopying or recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, or transmitted by email without permission in writing from the author.
Neither the author nor the publisher assumes any responsibility for errors, omissions, or contrary interpretations of the subject matter herein. Any perceived slight of any individual or organization is purely unintentional.
Cover Design: John Matthews and Carolyn Sheltraw
Internal Design: Carolyn Sheltraw
Editing: Kate Makled & Maggie McReynolds
Author's photo courtesy of the author, taken by AJC Photography.
Dedication
For David, Colleen, Tom, Crystal, Vanessa, JR, Vernon, Brian, Pauline, John, Kathleen, Durwood, Dean, Roland, Charlene, Barbara, Mark, James, Brady, Aneesa, Adele, Greg and all the other wonderful, inspiring people I've met and interacted with in the facial difference community.
You are living proof that what this book is about is achievable.
Table of Contents
Introduction: My Life is Ruined!
Chapter 1: Everyone Treats Me Like a Freak!
Chapter 2: I Feel Disfigured!
Chapter 3: My Friends and Family Don't Want to Be Seen with Me.
Chapter 4: No One Will Love Me.
Chapter 5: I Cannot Possibly Live a Full, Happy Life.
Conclusion: Embracing Your Identity
References
Resources
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Thank You Offer for Readers
Introduction:
My Life is Ruined!
The effect your difference has on your life.
Looking back, your life seemed pretty perfect. Friends, a job, living on your own, a significant other. You were well liked, and didn't lack for things to do and people to hang out with.
Then all that comfort and stability changed in an instant. Your face, once symmetrical and normal,
has been forever altered. What can be done medically to stabilize you has been done, and your physical wounds are healing or have healed. You may still have some surgeries ahead of you, but they are no longer imminent or all consuming. You are at a point at which you are confronted with having to live your life.
And you're not sure what to do.
I grew up with partial facial paralysis. Admittedly, I've had nearly five decades to adjust to my different appearance. I know what you're thinking, and in a way, you're right. Since I've never known anything different, it's hard for me to relate to someone who has to adjust to such an abrupt change. Unlike you, however, I will never know what I would have looked like without my facial difference or the condition that caused it.
More significantly, here is what we do have in common. How others react to our appearance is the same, whether the alteration of our physical features happened in infancy or last week. The severity of our difference doesn't seem to matter much in others' perceptions. They see us as different,
and they notice.
Our insecurities and our fears are also remarkably similar.
First, my story.
• • •
When I was born I could barely breathe. A growth about the size of my dad's fist protruded from the cheek and neck on my left side, interfering with my airway. My dad stands well over 6 feet tall, and even in his 80's, he sports a sturdy, robust build. So we're talking a sizable fist. Imagine that on the neck of a newborn.
I was immediately whisked away so they could insert a breathing tube into my trachea below the tumor. Only after this life-saving procedure was complete could they address the nature of the growth itself. As soon as feasible, they scooped out the contents, much as you might shell out the contents of a Halloween pumpkin. A biopsy of the material removed revealed the benign but fast-growing tumor to be a rare type called a teratoma. A teratoma is typically made up of organ tissue from other parts of the body that has congregated to one location and grown in an unusual pattern. Mine consisted primarily of brain tissue. Thankfully, there was still the requisite amount of brain tissue left in the proper place, safely encased in the crown of my skull.
Since they had carefully worked around the bone structure, nerves, and blood vessels, my face remained largely intact after the tumor's initial removal, though I did have a large, floppy flap of skin hanging down where it had been stretched by the interloper.
Just over a month later, however, the tumor grew back. This time, the medical team knew they had to be more assertive. They discovered the tumor to be intertwined with bone, nerve, and muscle, which meant that during the final removal, all that had to come out, too.
By the time they were done, I was minus many of the important structural components making up the left side of my face. My jaw was free-floating, unattached on the left side. The missing and damaged nerves not only paralyzed that side of my face, but left me with significant hearing loss in my left ear. Lack of muscle meant there was nothing to hold my facial features in place, so the corner of my mouth, the left side of my nose, and the soft tissue below my eye all droop downward, in stark contrast to the fully muscled, fully functional right side.
I went through childhood enduring taunts and often being excluded. I went through puberty and entered adulthood encountering zero interest from the opposite sex. But I wasn't totally alone. I had great support and encouragement from family and educators, and though I didn't have many friends, I had formed a handful of good, solid relationships, albeit with other outcasts.
Reconstructive and cosmetic surgeries have gradually improved my overall appearance over the years, but the symmetry could not be restored. After a failed surgery threatened my life at age 21, I came to the inevitable conclusion that medical science couldn't fix
my face. I was always going to look different, and determined the degree of difference mattered little. I was always going to have a face that people noticed and children stared at, and I resolved myself to learning to live with