Discover My Sexuality

By Martin Lechuga Rodríguez

Sexuality is a world that must be enjoyed to the fullest, the pleasures of sex make us live with joy. Here I will tell you a little about my 100% real experiences, about how I have lived and exploited sex in my love relationships, what makes it very interesting is that I am a man with a disability, who does not allow me to walk (quadriplegic). Each detail that you will read next is exactly how my partners and I did it and lived, I lacked details to describe exactly what was experienced in sex, even so, I think they would like it. In what is written here I only explicitly focus on my relationships, especially on the sexual side and on every way I had sex with them. Starting from how did I meet them? ¿ How did I boyfriend of each? and how do we end our relationship?

• Language: English
• Publisher: Martin Lechuga Rodríguez
• Release date: Sep 22, 2021
• ISBN: 9798201004705

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Discover My Sexuality

Title:

Discover My Sexuality

Subtitle:

Rediscovering My Sexuality

Writer:

Martin Lechuga Rodriguez

Editing: Martin Lechuga Rodríguez

Address: Municipio San Rafael de La Cruz, Chihuahua, Mexico:

Municipality San Rafael de La Cruz, Chihuahua, Mexico.

My poems are, All written always inspired by a woman, all speak of the beauty of love.

My poems are also inspired by the beauty of nature, its landscapes and all the magic they contain.

I hope you will travel with me in these poems.

The poems you will read with me are written about the wonders I have lived and known.

The biographies will be true in their entirety and in every detail revealed.

Introduction

Sexuality is a world to be enjoyed to the fullest, the pleasures of sex make us live with joy. Here I will tell you a little of my 100% real experiences, about how I have lived and exploited sex in my love relationships, what makes it very interesting is that I am a man with a disability, which does not allow me to walk (quadriplegic). Every detail that you will read below, is exactly how my partners and I did and lived it, I will lack details to describe exactly what we lived in sex, even so, I think you will like it. In what is written here I only focus explicitly on what I experienced in my relationships, especially sexually and in every way I had sex with them. Starting from how I met them, how I became boyfriends with each of them, and how we ended our relationship, to what I have lived and experienced with each of them.

From what I have lived and experienced I leave you with this advice, do not be afraid to take the initiative in what you want, propose new ideas, be creative in sex, do not be afraid to kiss sensitive areas of our body, do what no one has done to you and never be afraid of anything new because he who lives in fear does not really live.

If you have a shy boyfriend or girlfriend, wife or husband who do not experience anything sexual, it is time to give a 360° turn to your way of having sex, recommend them this book.

If you like what you will hear next in my letters, let me know, so I can tell you the second part.

Rediscovering my sexuality for the second time, what do I mean by second time? here I am going to tell you, pay close attention, because it will be quite interesting, exciting, even in suspense I am going to leave you in suspense.

Well, making clear what it is to discover sexuality for the first time, you know it is when we are beginning to feel beautiful, a certain attraction for women, or for men depending on what you are, this learning of sex, culminates when you have sex for the first time.

That happened in a normal life in the majority of all teenagers, in my case it is something different, my adolescence was normal, you can say it was like everyone else's, without any physical setback or limiting in a way.

I lived my normal life until I was 17 years old, I worked, I studied, I played and I had sex, according to my life stages clearly. One day everything changed, that day I was driving at high speed, drinking beer, obviously and I had a car accident, in that accident I broke my neck, becoming a quadriplegic, this means, that I could no longer walk or move by myself, not even to sit by myself. I told you about this condition so that you will understand perfectly everything I will tell you in the future about this fantastic life story. Don't worry, I won't tell you everything about how I live, only about my romantic life and everything that has to do with it.

At the beginning of my accident, I could feel absolutely nothing on my body from my nipples, to the tips of my toes, nothing at all. You can imagine what it meant in the first days, in the first months, even in the first years, an unbearable depression. But with the passing of the months, of the years, I was recovering sensitivity of my whole body little by little, with the therapies.

Imagine that you have all the parts of your body asleep, and one day, one by one, they wake up, so you start to feel them at least, to move them is already a great improvement.

That was happening to me, suddenly I could start wiggling my wrists of my arms, every day I was getting stronger of them and I felt how the sensitivity of my whole body grew day by day, the prognosis of the doctors was that I would never recover neither sensitivity much less movement of my hands. But one proposes and God disposes.

Suddenly I began to feel a lot of discomfort in my penis, first because I was using a catheter, for those who do not know a catheter is a hose that they put through your penis, up to the urinary bladder, that with sensitivity is painful, every time I saw my penis with that horrible hose, I said to myself, bye sex life, bye women. Thanks to that I was feeling more and more, until one day I demanded to have it removed, the doctors did not believe that I felt it, but I did not care and they had to remove it. After that day, I will not deny it, my self-esteem took a little step towards the positive side.

Little by little I was increasing my sensitivity about my sphincters (when I felt the urge to pee or poop).

I was slightly feeling when I felt the urge to go to the bathroom, obviously I do it all in a diaper. Until I got to a point where I feel when I have to go, I am more than grateful to God for giving me that sensitivity that I thought I would never recover. That was a big step for my self-esteem to improve, just imagine, being with your girlfriend or boyfriend and not feeling when you are going to poop and suddenly without warning it all comes out, no what a shame, right? In those days I had involuntary erections, like every morning, I wake up one hundred percent with my erections. Some years went by like that, but my sensitivity and the recovery of movement was advancing, also getting stronger in my arms, until one day after thousands of attempts I could finally reach my penis and touch it again, after many years. You can imagine the emotion I felt when I was able to achieve it, after that moment I never felt depression again.

However, when I touched my penis again, my sensitivity was still too low to be able to produce a reaction on it, that is, to get an erection. To get an erection when I touched myself, more years had to pass, I do not remember how many, but it was more than two. Even so, I did not recover my sensitivity to one hundred percent, I feel a lot and very well and very rich, but I do not feel 100% of my whole body, from the nipples to the tips of my toes, I do not feel pain, I feel the cold, I feel the heat, I feel when I go from one to two, but I do not feel pain.

So, as you can see, I still have limitations in sensitivity. However, I think they are minimal, because thanks to God, he has given me enough sensitivity to feel very rich.

I have always been able to go out for walks, to parties, from time to time I went out with an uncle, who is almost my age, and we would go to see the girls, many times I hugged and kissed many girls then, but never, we never went further than that, as they say pure kiss, hug and affection, but up to that point, not one dared to go a step further with me. At that time, I understood, I was reasonable with the situation, but little by little I realized that I could go to the next level, which is to have sex, but it was difficult to achieve it for the first time. I remember one of those times, I was about to have sex for the first time, but when we were completely naked, she started to be afraid, she asked, what is going to happen next, what are we going to do next? obviously we used a condom, I already had it on, she put it on me, and when she was about to put it on inside, that is, to penetrate herself, I remember we were in a car, I was leaning back in the seat, with the seat that reclines backwards, I was completely leaning backwards, she was on top of me, obviously, but she hadn't penetrated herself yet, she was still hesitating, when she was about to go through, That was the straw that broke the camel's back, since she was having doubts, and that helped her to decide not to do it, I said, oh well, now my uncle came to water her, we were about to do it, well, that's why things don't happen, and why things happen, that was my first opportunity to rediscover sexuality. And when she was about to put it inside, that is to say, to penetrate herself, I remember we were in a car, I was leaning back in the seat, with the seat that reclines backwards, I was completely leaning backwards, she was on top of me, obviously, but she had not yet penetrated herself, she was still hesitating, when she was about to pass, and then my uncle arrived, That was the straw that broke the camel's back, since she was having doubts, and that helped her to decide not to do it, I said, oh well now my uncle came to give it to her, we were about to do it, well things don't happen for a reason, and for a reason things happen, that was my first opportunity to rediscover sexuality. And when she was about to put it inside, that is to say, to penetrate herself, I remember we were in a car, I was leaning back in the seat, with the seat that reclines backwards, I was completely leaning backwards, she was on top of me, obviously, but she had not yet penetrated herself, she was still hesitating, when she was about to pass, and then my uncle arrived, That was the straw that broke the camel's back, since she was having doubts, and that helped her decide not to do it, I said, oh well, now my uncle came to give her a blowjob, we were about to do it, well, that's why things don't happen, and that was my first opportunity to rediscover sexuality. I was lying on the seat, with the seat that reclines backwards, I was completely reclined backwards, she was on top of me, obviously, but she had not yet penetrated herself, she was still hesitating, when she was about to pass, when my uncle arrived, with whom I was walking around and opened the car door, That was the straw that broke the camel's back, since she was in doubt, and that helped her to decide not to do it, I said, oh well, now my uncle came to water her, we were about to do it, well, that's why things don't happen, and that was my first opportunity to rediscover sexuality. I was lying on the seat, with the seat that reclines backwards, I was completely reclined backwards, she was on top of me, obviously, but she had not yet penetrated herself, she was still hesitating, when she was about to pass, when my uncle arrived, with whom I was walking around and opened the car door, That was the straw that broke the camel's back, since she was in doubt, and that helped her to decide not to do it, I said, oh well, now my uncle came to water her, we were about to do it, well, that's why things don't happen, and that was my first opportunity to rediscover sexuality.

She was still hesitating, when she was about to pass, when my uncle arrived, with whom she was walking around and opened the car door, without knocking before, that was the straw that broke the camel's back, since she was having doubts, and that helped her to make up her mind, not to do it, chin I said, well now my uncle arrived to water her, we were about to do it, well for something things don't happen, and for something things do happen, that was my first opportunity to rediscover sexuality. She was still hesitating, when she was about to pass, when my uncle arrived, with whom she was walking around and opened the car door, without knocking before, that was the straw that broke the camel's back, since she was having doubts, and that helped her to decide not to do it, I said, oh well now my uncle arrived to water her, we were about to do it, well, something doesn't happen, and things happen for a reason, that was my first opportunity to rediscover sexuality. And that was my first opportunity to rediscover sexuality.

She clarified that she was never my girlfriend. She was a good size if she was about 1.60 m, or a little above, she was a brunette, with beautiful big