Healing Through God, from My Inner Wounded Child

By Laura Jean Ewing

Sometimes we feel abandoned, unloved, not safe, or like we are losing our identity. Some of us may have suffered through the storms of physical, emotional, and sexual abuse. There is a silent cry that only Jesus can hear. There is healing and deliverance in the Mighty Name Of Jesus.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Aug 12, 2004
• ISBN: 9781418449278

Laura Jean Ewing

Born and raised in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Laura J. Ewing was delivered and set free from alcohol and drugs in February in 1999. What I admire most of all about her is her love for the Lord and the faith that God has blessed her with. As she searched for more of God through a lot of fasting, praying and meditating, He gave her a vision. Part of this vision was the book; Healing Through God, From My Inner Wounded Child which is one of the books the Lord has given to her. She was asked to chair a women N.A. meeting at the county jail in 2001, which she is currently still doing, shares her story (testimony) in churches, treatment centers, banquets and missions for the homeless. She has also opened her home as a stepping stone to women coming out of treatment centers. If you would like for her to speak for you, you may request an appointment at [phone].

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Healing Through God, From

My Inner Wounded Child

By

Laura Jean Ewing

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Table of Contents

Acknowledgments

Dedication

Foreword

Introduction

Prayer

Sometimes we feel abandoned and unloved

Not safe

Wounded parents

My relationship with my mother

LoLo

The adult child and the wounded child reunite

Loosing my identity

Abuse

Toxic shame

My story

Denial

Prayer

Past fears, pains and ghosts

When God introduced me to my inner wounded child

My heart and Jesus

Love

Restoration

Mediation

I am right where I need to be

My intercessor

God’s will not mine

Self-love

Understanding God

We must keep our lamp burning by putting oil in it

When I thought I was all alone, He was right there

Trusting God

God’s not through with me

Peace that surpasses all understanding

My inner child and me

God held me and wouldn’t let me go

Even now

Psalm 48

How Bishop Gregory and Jeassy Saez came into my life

The stone that the builders rejected have be come the cornerstone

The healing energy from God

Acknowledgments

I would like to first thank God, my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost for the inspiration and the ability to overcome the inner wounded child in me and to write this book. I give thanks to John Sholten and family, my pastor Mr. and Mrs. Stedford Sims, Step of Faith International Ministries, Mr. and Mrs. Maurice Jones of Pilgrim Rest Missionary Baptist Church. I would also like to thank the following ministries: His Place Ministries, Calvary Church, Bethel Pentecostal, Spanish Church of God, Anointed Ministries COGIC, Clancy Street Fellowship, William T. and Prophetess Veter Nichols of New Covenant Life Ministries, Minister Lois Anderson and Pastor and Mrs. Curry Pikkaart of Orchard Hill Church, all of Grand Rapids, Michigan; Bishop T. D. Jakes of Texas; and Joyce Meyers of Fenton, Mo.

Dedication

This book is dedicated to every believer whom God has called to the healing of the inner wounded child. There are many of us learning to love ourselves through Christ Jesus. It is especially dedicated to women all over the world who are searching, wanting to know how to find that peace that is missing. That peace is the inner child that became wounded and lost through the tragedies in their lives, which God can and will restore.

This book is also dedicated to the women who have been such a strong inspiration in my own life: to my prayer warriors Robin James, Joann Cox, Cathy Braylock, Hazel Sims, Linda Balton, Belinda Stanley, Gretta Sanders, Dana Staten and Judy Gordon. You have truly seen me through.

Foreword

I believe my book to be an inspiration from the Holy Spirit. I feel that it is for men and women who desire to be healed and delivered by God from the wounds of the child within. There is truly healing and deliverance in the name of Jesus! Believe!

Receive your miracle now!

Introduction

Sometimes we feel abandoned, unloved, not safe or like we are losing our identity. Some of us may have suffered through the storms of physical, emotional and sexual abuse. We may have been abused at school or in church, and as a result of all of these events in our lives we suffer from toxic shame.

Mark, chapter10, verses13 and 16 say, And they brought young children to him that he should touch them; and his disciples rebuked those that brought them. He took them up in his arms, put his hands upon them, and blessed them.

We grow up with parents that were just doing what they were taught. Often they do not know how to be parents themselves. Children do learn what they live, so parents do things based on the experience of what was done to them.

There is a silent cry that only Jesus can hear. Children awaken my own sense of self when I seen them hurting, struggling and testing or when I am watching their eyes and listening to their hearts. Children are gifts from God, if we will accept them.

Children look at the world and us with fresh eyes, and their attitudes are free of cynicism. Children’s hearts are open, and they have the ability to react spontaneously to the events in their lives. What they feel is who they are. Close observation can help us.

A child’s simple honesty can serve us well, and a child will instinctively trust those who take care of him or her. God says in His word that we must humble ourselves as little children to enter into the Kingdom of Heaven. There is healing and deliverance in God, and God desires to heal the child inside of us that has been wounded and hurt—the child that no longer trusts.

Prayer

Dear Heavenly Father,

Lord, we come in your dear son Jesus’ name, asking for forgiveness of all the sins we have committed, in mind, in thought and in deed. Father,