Portrait of a Rape
By The Advocate
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The Advocate
Walking through her testimony and sharing her SURVIVAL tools to find her calling is an intense story. She has become an advocate for those who has been through similar violations of their body and SOUL. As a child her mother drill into her: "I don't care what you are, be an educated one. " Her goal was to be a Medical Doctor. Her educational accomplishments were a Bachelor's degree in Business Administration majoring in Marketing and Management, Master 's degree in Labor and Emlpoyee's Relations and became a Doctor of Philosophy (PhD) in Holistic Natural Health & Nutrition along with being an Ordained Holistic Health and Healing Minister. She is a certified Natural Health Practitioner and certified Holistic Nutrition Practitioner.
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Portrait of a Rape - The Advocate
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Contents
Introduction
Chapter 1 My Story How I Lost My Virginity
Chapter 2 Where Did My Virginity Go?
Chapter 3 Going Back to School
Chapter 4 Second Nightmare in the Same Year
Chapter 5 Details of the Second Event
Chapter 6 The Hospital
Chapter 7 Returning to School
Chapter 8 After Skating
Chapter 9 The Birth of My One and Only Child
Chapter 10 Chicago
Chapter 11 Air Force
Chapter 12 Another Bad Decision
Chapter 13 Germany
Chapter 14 VA Compensation
Chapter 15 The Curse
Chapter 16 No More Drugs
Chapter 17 Friday the Thirteenth
Chapter 18 Date Rape
Chapter 19 Culture Rape
Chapter 20 Snake Oils
Chapter 21 Reflections
Chapter 22 Where Is God?
Chapter 23 Colors and Their Meanings
Chapter 24 Crystals, Gems, and Earth Energy
Chapter 25 Positive Affirmations
Thank You
Back of Book
Introduction
The main attribute a female is born with is her body, and then she develops pride and self-esteem … maybe. A woman needs pride and self-esteem to love and respect herself so that others will give her love and respect. These attributes are learned after years of lessons in life. Without self-esteem, people will walk all over her. Self-esteem is defined as confidence in one’s worth or abilities and having self-respect.
When I see a woman who drinks a lot or is on drugs, my heart is filled with so much sorrow because I see a woman in extreme pain. While others likely call her a drunk and laugh at her behavior, I see a woman seeking help, screaming for comfort in her time of distress. She resorts to selling her body to fill the void of abandonment while seeking security. The void in her soul is filled with lies and empty promises. She is lost in a whirlwind of complex feelings—highs and lows spinning toward mental breakdown and melting in a tangled web of PTSD, mental illness, isolation, aggression, outbursts of anger, anxiety disorders, bipolar disorders, depression, eating disorders, schizophrenia, and many other altered mental states. Rape can leave several forms of residue in one’s life. The most terrorizing result of rape for a woman is becoming homeless. A vulnerable woman may live on the streets because she has lost the ability to make sound decisions. Or she may move in with a man or woman who wants to use her body and then discard it like trash.
Until a woman is united with her mate, she stands alone with God and her church as her shelter. Many ministers/pastors/men of God take advantage of her broken soul in the name of God. When a female is stripped of her security, her pride leaks out and her self-esteem is swallowed. She is left with a hollow shell and is full of shame, with the inability to raise her head to face her life. Some resort to drugs and alcohol, others to lives of crime. Some just fade away into depression. When a female is raped, she loses more than her body; she loses her life full of happiness and joy, or even her ability to smile.
Let’s be clear that men are sometimes raped also. When a man is violated, the impact is as great or greater than a woman’s shame. Men’s egos can be damaged beyond repair. When a man is sent to prison, he can become a victim of rape or become a rapist. The prison system is an ideal