One Step Forward
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This personal story begins in childhood and ends in adulthood, as a man faces choices about love, career, marriage, family, and life. Along the way, he faces uncertainty about his own place in the world and his relationship with God. The story is infused with humorous references to movie scenes and quotes, which engage the reader to follow along their own path to spirituality and salvation.
Michael J. Ewens
He graduated with a Bachelor’s degree in Sociology/Anthropology and a Master’s degree in Education. He worked for several years as a counselor and administrator in colleges and universities, as well as in a career consultant capacity with his own business, assisting individuals and groups with personal and professional goals. He served many years as a volunteer in education and church settings. His personal experiences have included many moments of joy, grief, uncertainty, and love, leading him to a special relationship with God.
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One Step Forward - Michael J. Ewens
PROLOGUE
My story begins here, though my life began a long time ago. I did not know that, however, until April 2009. At the time, I was 48 years old. Until then, I always believed in God and knew that He intervened in our lives on a regular basis. Yet, I never gave Him full credit, in spite of the many occasions in my life, when I knew He was present.
Suddenly, my whole life and the world became clear to me, through His eyes. It wasn’t the near death
experience many have read about, nor was it sudden and miraculous, yet the culmination of a series of events, circumstances, and spiritual awakenings. After resisting for years, I gave up and my new life began.
chapter one:
The Early Years
I was born and raised Roman Catholic. It was 1959 and the Church was burgeoning with all their members, schools and missions. Among my immediate family (relatives, that is), we had one Catholic priest, along with 3 nuns. So, Church and religion was a big thing!
My mom considered entering the convent, but instead chose to have eight children. That’s what happened back then – lots of big families. Dad was at work, and Mom was home with the kids. Fortunately, with all the religion and prayers, we were always safe. Or so we thought?
My brothers and sisters attended the same Catholic elementary school and 2 of my brothers attended a Catholic High School. We had nuns teaching us in the classroom and the priests visiting and saying Mass. The nuns used discipline as their weapon and the nuns and priests used guilt to keep us in line.
I remember one nun in second grade, pulling the pigtails of a girl classmate, when she wasn’t listening. I remember another scolding a male classmate because he batted his eyes. I saw several classmates getting their knuckles whacked by a long pointer. Fortunately for me, the worst penalty I received was placing gum on my nose until the end of class.
Aside from these examples of rewarded behavior (just kidding here), there were so many rules, it was hard to keep track. For example, you could not receive communion, unless it had been at least an hour, since you had last eaten. If you didn’t go to confession enough or attend Church, you were a sinner and you were going to hell.
That was the law of the day and that was what I and many others learned, as we tried to make our way through our youth and adolescence. Of course, the priests could not marry and males ruled the Church. We all know how that worked out over the years. Through all this, I wondered if there was something missing.
I do not recall any major circumstances, nor feelings throughout my childhood, when I felt the presence of the Holy Spirit, Jesus, or God. Of course, we were told the Trinity was alive in all of us and if we listen and pray, you will receive salvation. But how does an eight or twelve year old understand that and what sense does it make, when you hear the same stories, week in and week out?
All I recall is that I, (like my children at a similar age) was bored and could not wait for Church to be over, so I could play with my friends, watch television, or just hang out. In fact, by the time I was about 15, I managed to do just that, instead of attending church. By then, my parents had divorced and my mom had a tough time keeping track of all us kids.
Typically, my mom would go to church with a couple of the younger kids and I would plan to attend a later mass. I would show up at church, but then meet a friend outside, sneak to the grade school near the church, smoke cigarettes and then return home at the obligatory time.
Of course, we made sure to return to