Wisteria Lane

By Robert Bogle

Caring for people is a hard job at times.
Love comes in all forms and can take you many places.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: Aug 21, 2019
• ISBN: 9781982233532

Robert Bogle

He has witnessed the tramatic effects people go through when deeling with health and other decisions.

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ISBN: 978-1-9822-3352-5 (sc)

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Balboa Press rev. date:   08/21/2019

July 27, 17

Everyone

thinks they know the real me, but nope. Sorry. No one does, or will not even Geoffrey.

I have played games for years, always trying to make my family proud. Will I kinda blew that when I married Geoffrey. No divorce or break up in the future. Just love, and forgiveness

July 28, 17 305am

People think I’m a pussy push over, my balls are bigger than there’s and carry more spunk. So lets have a shooting contest and see who wins. (Not really) Just a nut reaction.

I cant fight it. I cant run away, I chose this life. Now I have to stay, (don’t have too want too) Some people hurt me so bad, but I backup, and I go forward, no questions asked. I put myself were I am, now, either I choose to stay or walk away.

Bubba is my world. A long with Harly M. I built my world around them? I am just being silly, I’m, happy loved and honored here so why would I leave?

9/11/17

The hurricane is mooring, my heart is ok, but I cant explain the rest, its 3 in the morning til can’t sleep, I have, to know I am here, my heart is here I can’t leave, I won’t my home, my life it will be ok. My heart. I’m home.

Oct 7, 2017 4 pm

Been a while since I last wrote, a-lot is going on right now, but I’m trying really hard to cope with it all.

My sister Edie is having her toe amputated due to diabetes and my brother Jr. has a rare form of cancer. And on top of all that life has thrown me curve after curve.

The weather is dreary and somber. These days are why I began to get depressed. A-lot. Seasons changing really mess with Bi-polar people like me. I get depressed. Very easily, upset very easily. I find it hard to be happy despite my best attempts.

I feel that sometimes I’m home sick, but too much is going on for me to get stuck in the middle of all the drama!

10-7-17

I must say, the meds do work when I have them, I still can’t figure out how I ran out 14 days before they were done. But when you drink like I did, it’s pretty easy to figure out.

Perhaps a change of pace or something new will break this stale mate my mind is in but, that will only last for a short time and I need something pessimist.

I need a hobby besides painting, of course I’m writing again obviously. But, I don’t even know how long that will last.

I need hope, stability and something that’s all mine.

I really miss my daughter Harly. But she’s 24 now, has a life of her own, and lives her own life. I have a really nice vehicle, yet, I go nowhere it sets in the driveway most of the time, but it is there should I need it.

10-7-17

Geoff is back at work after 2 surgeries and 6 months off. I must say I got use to him being home, but once again, I’m home alone. It’s so lonely, but, it gives me time to think and re-flect. But that is a double edged sword.

That simply can ruin your life, thing in the past keeps you there, and I really had a rough past, which I need to forget but that’s impossible nobody forgets everything, we all have skeletons in our closet, some can cope. Some can’t, I’m once who can’t, it’s really difficult to re-build, but it’s time for me to do so.

I’ll be 53 at the end of the month & Ive wasted way too much time focusing on the past, harboring resentment over things I have no way to stop or deal with it, or them.

10-7-17 750/pm.

Just got back from dinner & shopping with Geoff. I really believe I ate too much. But I was hungry.

Now, were back home, with the dogs. And its seems to be a quiet night thus far, hopefully it will stay that way. I’m tired even though I slept well last night for the first time in weeks. So I woke up feeling better, more alert and alive than the last few weeks were 2 or 3 hrs is all I got per night.

I bought artist canvas 5 for 11 dollars. Saved 9.00 on it, good deal I’ll say. Plus I got another journal. So when this one is filled I’ll have another to write in so I won’t have to quit.

Been bored, last few weeks wanting something to do, so, I figured I’d start writing again, feels really good but I’m also gonna paint.

10-7-17

Painting was my first love, that and