The Scars to Prove It
By Chris Gulino
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August 19, 1970 and now lives in Las Vegas, Nevada.
He is a 43 year old Italian American who lives with his
girlfriend Loretta Hembre and their soon to be born
son Anthony Christopher Gulino. He enjoys playing
drums and singing in his local Punk Rock band Urban
Disposal and playing backgammon on his free time.
Other than that, he is a very busy guy..
Chris Gulino
Chris Gulino is a writer born in Buffalo, New York on August 19, 1970 and now lives in Las Vegas, Nevada. He is a 43 year old Italian American who lives with his girlfriend Loretta Hembre and their soon to be born son Anthony Christopher Gulino. He enjoys playing drums and singing in his local Punk Rock band Urban Disposal and playing backgammon on his free time. Other than that, he is a very busy guy………..
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The Scars to Prove It - Chris Gulino
COPYRIGHT © 2013 BY CHRIS GULINO.
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REV. DATE: 08/13/2013
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CONTENTS
DEDICATIONS AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
FOREWORD
A GREAT TIME
A LESSON IN PAIN
A MISTAKE?
A WEAKNESS OF THE THINKING PROCESS
ABORTION OF THE SELF INDUCED KIND
ACCIDENTS
ALL THE WOMEN IN THE WORLD
ALL WOMEN ARE BITCHES
. . . AND NOW A WORD FROM A PSYCHO
ANOTHER LOST CHANCE
ANOTHER STORM ROLLING IN
ARE YOU WORKING?
AT THE BAR AGAIN
AT THE DISPERSAL OF OTHERS
AWAITING BLISS
BACKSTABBING LIAR
BAD DAYS
BATTERED HEART
BATTLE OF WILL
BETTER SAID THAN DONE
BEYOND DEMAND
BLEEDING NATION
BLONDE HAIRED GUYS ARE ASSHOLES
BOREDOM BRINGS BAD THOUGHTS
BROKEN SAVIOR
BULLSHIT AND MISERY
BURDEN TAKER OF RECYCLED PAIN
CAN’T HIDE FROM THE TRUTH
CHANGE OF FATE
CHARM (THINK QUICK)
CONTAMINATION
CREATOR OF FALSE DESIRE
CROWN OF THORNS
CYCLE OF THE LIFE MACHINE
DEAD IN THE WOMB
DIE ALONE
DISASTER
DISTRAUGHT
DOING TIME
DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY
DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT
DON’T BE SURPRIZED
DRAGGED DOWN
EVOL LOVE
EXCERPTS FOR THE SUCCUBUS
EXCERPTS FROM A BORED PERSON (PART 2)
EXCERPTS FROM A BORED PERSON
FACT OR FICTION
FAITH
FATE BY CREATION
FINAL WORD, DEDICATIONS, AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
FOR SOME REASON
FREEFALL
FRIEND OR FOE?
FUCK MY WORLD
GHOSTDANCE
GINA… .
GOING AGAINST THE NEGATIVE POLE
GOING CRAZY
GOING HOME LONELY
GOLD DIGGERS
GONE FOR GOOD
HEARTLESS? . . . . YOU BET
HER KEEPERS PUNISH
HER
HOLOCAUST OF THE ANT FARMS AND THE PYRAMID SCAM
HOW DO I GIVE LOVE WHEN I NEVER RECEIVED ANY?
I AM YOU
I’M FUCKED
IDENTIFICATION G.E.N.O.C.I.D.E.
IF ONLY
IMPOSSIBLE
IN DEBT WITH THE VAIN
INNER DECAY
INTERLUDE
INTERNAL DECOMPOSITION
IT TAKES ONE
IT WILL COME
JUDICIAL MISCARRIAGE
JUICE
KARMIC WHORE
KING SPIDER
KINGDOM OF HATE
LASHBACK
LAST TIME WAITING
LATE FOOL
LIGHT OF MY LIFE
LONELY OUTCAST TRAVELER (A TRAINEE IN PAIN)
LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND CRY
LORD OF BETRAYERS
LOST
MAJORITY RULE
MALE KILLERS
MAYBE IT’S BETTER THAT I DIDN’T
MEATZI
MENTAL GIRL
MIDDLE SCHOOL
MOMENTS TOO LATE
MONGERS OF PLANET GLITZ
MORNING SICKNESS
MR. SANDMAN
MR. WRONG (THE MAN OF HER DREAMS)
MY DARKEST HOUR
MY FUNERAL
NEGATIVE BELIEVER
NEVER
NO CHANCES
NO SANCTUARY
NO SOLUTION
NOBLE FINDINGS OF THE MEEK
NOT A PLACE TO BE
NOT MADE FOR SOCIETY
ODE TO GRANDPA
OLD FAITHFUL
ON NEPTUNE SHE BURNS WITH ME
ONE SIDED LOVE
ORACLE OF EROTICISM
OUTCAST
OVERPAID MENNEQUIN
PARADISE
PARTY FAVORS
PEOPLE
PERFORMANCE IN AMERICA
PINNACA (COURT OF THE DEAD)
POLICE BRUTALITY
PRAGMATIC LEADERS OF DECEIT
PROCESS OF ELIMINATION
PROSTITUTE KILLER
PROVE YOURSELF
PURITY’S RETURN
PUT YOUR HEAD DOWN AND WALK STRAIGHT AHEAD
RAN DOWN AND OUT
RAZOR SHARP OBSERVATIONS
REAL LOVE IS REAL PAIN
RECYCLED ENERGIES
REGRESSUS AD UTERUM
REMNANTS OF LIFE
RENAISSANCE GIRL
RICH, ASSHOLE, KNOW IT ALL, LAWYER, DRUMMER
ROCK BOTTOM
RUN FOR SHELTER
SCARRED FOR LIFE
SELF DESTRUCTIVE BRAIN SEX
SHE IS
SHE’S GONE AND OVER
SHOULD SHE HAVE KNOWN?
SHUT DOWN
SLUMBER
SOMEBODY GIVE ME SOME ANSWERS
SOMETHING HILARIOUS
SPACEMAN
SPLIT SOUL
STUPID (PART UNKNOWN)
SUBCONSCIOUS WOMEN
SUICIDE (ALL IN THE NAME OF LOVE)
SWEET, SWEET PAIN
TABLOID SHIT EATERS
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT
TALK SHOWS
TEST OF THE OBEDIENT
THANKS TO YOU
THE ASSHOLE
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ROLLINS AND I
THE DREAM OF FOREVER
THE LONGING
THE LUCKY ONES
THE OUTCOME
THE PARANOIA OF FAMILY ANGST
THE PRICE OF LOVE
THE PROM
THE RING (WOMEN OF THE LEFT HAND)
THE TRASH / MAN
THE TROUBLE IS… .
THE ULTIMATUM OF MECHANICAL CONFORMITY
THE WOMAN I’LL NEVER MEET
THE WRONG IDEA
THINGS AIN’T THE SAME
THOUGHTS OF HAZE
TRANSITIONAL CIRCUS SIDE SHOW
TRAPPED FOR GOOD
TRIUMPH OR TRAGEDY
TRUST, FAITH, DEATH
UNREASONABLE DOUBT
UNVEILED (THE DECADENCE OF EMPTINESS)
USERS AND THIEVES
VISITORS
VULTURES
WAITING
WASTE OF MY TIME, ENERGY, BREATHE, BOREDOM AND MORE ETC.
WELL OFF HOLLYWOOD FOOLS
WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN
WHAT IF
WHEEL OF DECEPTION
WHEN I LEAVE
WHEN THE FIRE BURNS OUT
WHERE DID WE GO WRONG?
WHIPPED
WHO EVER THOUGHT
WILL SHE COME AROUND?
WOMEN ARE DOGS TOO
YOU MAKE ME SICK
35904.jpg DEDICATIONS AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS 35904.jpg
THANKS TO ALL OF MY FAMILY AND WHAT FRIENDS I HAVE FOR THEIR INTEREST AND SUPPORT IN THIS PIECE OF WORK. ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE ALMIGHTY AS WELL AS MY LOVING ANCHOR IN LIFE AND GIRLFRIEND LORETTA HEMBRE AND OUR SOON TO BE BORN SON ANTHONY CHRISTOPHER GULINO FOR GIVING ME MORE AMBITION TO SUCCEED. I THANK THE GREAT PEOPLE AT XLIBRIS FOR MAKING THIS PROCESS VERY EASY AND THIS WORK A POSSIBILITY. STAY ALERT FOR MY NEXT PIECE OF WORK, EXILE
.
35904.jpg FOREWORD 35904.jpg
THIS BOOK WAS WRITTEN AS A PREQUEL TO UNIDENTIFIED
. IT CONTAINS NO CHAPTERS FOR THE BULK OF THE BOOK IS EXCLUSIVELY POETRY. THE REASON FOR THIS IS THAT IT WAS WRITTEN AS EARLIER THOUGHTS AND PHILOSOPHICAL VIEWS BY OUR ANONYMOUS CHARACTER IN UNIDENTIFIED
PREDATING HIS ACTIONS IN THAT READING. THE READER MAY GET A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF OUR CHARACTER IN THE SCARS TO PROVE IT
TO GAIN A WIDER KNOWLEDGE OF HOW THE CHARACTER THINKS, WHAT MOLDED HIM INTO WHO HE WAS AT AN EARLIER STAGE IN LIFE, AND WHAT ULTIMATELY CONSTRUCTS HIS VISION TOWARD THE OUTSIDE WORLD LATER IN LIFE. MANY TRACES OF OUR CHARACTERS’ EXPRESSIONS ABOUT LOVE, POLITICS, DEPRESSION, AND THE HUMAN CONDITION CAN BE FOUND IN THE POETRY OF WHAT OUR CHARACTER HAS WRITTEN, WHICH IN TURN CAN HELP THE READER UNDERSTAND BETTER HIS THINKING PROCESS IN UNIDENTIFIED
.
SO, WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, WALK INTO A MADMAN’S MIND, OR IS IT REALLY A REFLECTION OF YOURSELF? SANITY OR INSANITY? YOU MAKE THAT DECISION AND AT THE SAME TIME JUDGE YOURSELF AS WELL… .
35904.jpg A GREAT TIME 35904.jpg
INFEST; JUNEFEST
DIDN’T HAVE A VERY GOOD TIME THIS YEAR
ALTHOUGH THE MUSIC WAS GREAT
HUNG AROUND WITH A BUNCH OF ACQUAINTANCES
LATER THEY ABANDONED ME
NEVER FELT SO ALONE
FELT MORE ALONE WITH THEM AROUND
SITTING THERE ALONE SURROUNDED BY TRASH
AMAZING HOW MUCH PEOPLE BECOME ASSHOLES IN A CROWD
YOU TRY TO PUSH YOUR WAY THROUGH THE NOISE TO GET TO ISOLATION
THEY PUSH YOU BACK AS IF THEY WANT TO KEEP YOU IN
BRING YOU DOWN TO THEIR LEVEL AND KILL YOU
ALL THESE PEOPLE WITH SOMEONE ON THEIR ARMS FEELING THE JOY AND HAPPINESS OF LOVE
I NEVER FELT SO EMPTY. THAT MUST FEEL NICE. THEY DON’T KNOW WHAT PAIN FEELS LIKE
COULDN’T HANDLE IT
A NEWSPAPER BLEW AND STUCK TO MY LEG. MAY 24
TH
NO GIRL; NO SANITY. I GUESS THIS WAS A METAPHOR FOR: I’M YESTERDAY’S NEWS
. . . A WEEK LATER… . SUICIDAL TENDENCIES
STANDING ON THE STEPS WATCHING THEM
SOME LONG HAIR
WAS STANDING BEHIND ME. DIDN’T BELONG. DIDN’T UNDERSTAND
WHAT THE SHIT WAS ALL ABOUT
HE SAID I BUMPED INTO HIS WIFE: I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PUNK SHOW.
IF YOU CAN’T TAKE A BUMP, GET THE FUCK OUT!
IT WAS BULLSHIT. I DIDN’T TOUCH ANYBODY. JUST MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS
I TOLD HIM I WAS THERE FIRST AND TO GO TO ANOTHER AREA.
LIKE AN OVERLY INTELLIGENT PRICK, HE SAID FUCK YOU
IS HIS WIFE MADE OF FUCKING GOLD?! SICK OF ASSHOLES WHO HAVE NO CONCEPT ABOUT PAIN
SO I GRABBED HIS PRECIOUS FUCKING HAIR AND BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF HIM
I GOT KICKED OUT. GOOD NIGHT
WRITTEN: JUNE 14, 1997
35904.jpg A LESSON IN PAIN 35904.jpg
TONIGHT
HOW IRONIC THAT I HAD TO PLAY A DEAD MAN
STUPID CPR CLASS
CHRIS PRACTICES RECKLESSNESS
I’M THE DEAD MAN. THERE IS NO HOPE
LOWEST PULSE OF THEM ALL
NUMB IN MY RELAXED STATE
RATS LOOKING DOWN ON ME
TRYING TO GET INSIDE ME
TO INHERIT AND INHABIT MY BODY
. . . . THEY HAVE GOTTEN TO ME!
THEY WANT A PIECE TO FORGE THE EASY WAY OUT
WITHOUT A DOUBT. A FREE RIDE TO INSANITY
THEY’LL TAKE WHATEVER THEY CAN TO OVERPOWER ME
EAT ME UP. VULNERABLE. TASTE MY POWER. FEEL IT’S STING
DON’T EXPECT ME TO SAVE YOUR LIVES. DEATH IS YOUR PENALTY
I’LL WATCH YOU DIE LIKE YOU DID I. I’M THE DEAD MAN
WRITTEN: JANUARY 16, 1996
35904.jpg A MISTAKE? 35904.jpg
GOD
NEXT TIME YOU CREATE A WORLD
COULD YOU PLEASE NOT GIVE IT TO THEM?
THEY DESTROY EVERYTHING THEY TOUCH
INCLUDING THEMSELVES AND THEIR OWN KIND
PEOPLE SUCH AS I
WORD SAYS THEY ARE ALL YOUR CHILDREN
FACT IS THEY’RE WORSE THAN CHILDREN
UNCONTROLLABLE
THEY’RE MORE LIKE COLLEGE FRAT HOUSE PARTY ANIMALS
NOT GIVING A FUCK AT PARTIES CAUSE IT’S NOT THEIR HOUSE
GETTING DRUNK AND ROWDY
THE EVOLUTION OF INDUSTRIALIZATION
LEAVING A DUMPSTER OF A MESS BEHIND, WITHIN
LET THE OWNER CLEAN IT UP
IT’S NOT OUR HOUSE
IT IS BUT IT ISN’T
THE BEER BOTTLES I MEAN, NOT THE HOUSE
OUR POSSESSIONS, NOT THE EARTH
PUNCHING HOLES IN THE WALLS
THIS ISN’T WHAT I THINK AS I OBSERVE THE SMOG LAID OUT BEFORE MY EYES
AND WORLDWIDE OIL SPILLS
WHAT IGNORANT CHILD’S PLAY
WRITTEN: JANUARY 6, 1996
35904.jpg A WEAKNESS OF THE THINKING PROCESS 35904.jpg
WHY DO YOU SPREAD RUMORS?
DO YOU BELIEVE EVERYTHING YOU HEAR?
WHY WOULD YOU EVEN CARE?
I’M A FREAK, REMEMBER?
ANYWAY, YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND, DON’T YOU?
AND FRIENDS
SO WHY WOULD YOU EVEN CARE?
WHY WOULD YOU HATE SOMEONE YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW?
DOES IT MAKE YOUR ADRENALINE FLOW?
ARE YOU THAT SHALLOW OF A PERSON TO BECOME AND BELIEVE
THAT THE PERFORMANCE OF SOMEONE’S SEX DRIVE DETERMINES HOW MUCH
OF A HUMAN BEING THEY ARE?
DO YOU LOVE TO HURT PEOPLE?
DOES THE ASSURANCE OF BREAKING ANOTHER HEART MAKE YOU FEEL MORE SECURE?
DOES FEELING LIKE A SELFISH AND EVIL PERSON MAKE YOU HORNIER THAN HIS BIG ROD
INSIDE OF YOU?
OR DO YOU REALLY FEEL PASSIONATE LOVE FOR ME DEEP DOWN INSIDE?
UNHAPPY WITH WHAT YOU GOT?
FANTASIZING ABOUT A CHANCE WITH ME TO FIND OUT IF THE RUMORS ARE TRUE?
BUT YOU KNOW IN YOUR BLACK HEART THAT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN
BECAUSE OF WHAT YOUR FRIENDS THINK
AND THEY THINK THE SAME AS YOU WHICH MAKE YOU ALL THE MORE MECHANICAL
SO, KNOWING YOU CAN’T HAVE ME, JEALOUSY SETS IN
AND TO COVER IT UP, YOU SIDE WITH THE CROWD SO YOU WON’T BE OUTCAST AND SHUNNED
OR LEFT OUT IN THE COLD, ALONE AND ACHING LIKE ME. BUT YOU KNOW WHO IS RIGHT
YOU COULDN’T TAKE THE PAIN I’M FEELING RIGHT NOW
YOU WOULD HAVE KILLED YOURSELF A LONG TIME AGO
FROM THE BURDEN OF HEARTACHE YOU HAVEN’T COME CLOSE TO FEELING
BECAUSE YOUR WEAK AND I’M STRONG
DID YOUR FRIENDS THINK I WAS A GOD BEFORE THE RUMORS?
THEN TURNED ON ME FOR FEAR OF THEIR REPUTATION?
WRITTEN: NOVEMBER 1, 1995
35904.jpg ABORTION OF THE
SELF INDUCED KIND 35904.jpg
IS IT POSSIBLE?
IF ONLY I COULD FIND THAT .45 I’LL PROCEED WITH THE JOB MYSELF
COULD I BE IN FOR A LATE ABORTION
OF MYSELF?
I NEVER REALLY LIVED IN THE FIRST PLACE
AS I LOOK BACK
SOMETIMES IT LOOKS AS IF MY FATHER IS GOING TO FINISH
IF MY PARENTS COULD LOOK INTO THE FUTURE WHEN I WAS BORN
AND SEE HOW UNCERTAIN MY LIFE WAS TO BECOME
A JOB LONG OVERDUE
WOULD THEY HAVE WENT THROUGH WITH THE PROCEDURE THEN?
IT SURE WOULD HAVE SAVED THEM A LOT OF TIME AND MONEY
AND HEADACHES
HE WILL CLENCH HIS COLD .44 MAGNUM IN HIS HAND AND… .
AS I RECALL MEMORIES FROM THE WOMB:
THAT SLIMY TUBE CONNECTED TO ME
TURN AROUND AND… .
IT’S IRRITATING AND UNCOMFORTABLE
HOW DO YOU GET IT OFF?
BLOW MY HEAD CLEAN OFF MY SHOULDERS!
I TRY MY HARDEST EVERY DAY TO SNAP IT AND DISCONNECT IT
BUT IT WON’T COME LOOSE; I CAN’T SET MYSELF FREE
THEN I FOUND IT
IT FOUND ME
THEN I BECAME TOO OCCUPIED WITH THE OTHER
BRAINS SPLATTERED
I WAS TOO BUSY DISCOVERING NEW THINGS TO GIVE A DAMN
ABOUT BEING SET FREE
AGAINST THE WALL
UNTIL FINALLY IT WAS TOO LATE. I PAID THE PRICE FOR NOT PAYING ATTENTION
BUT I DIDN’T GIVE UP WITHOUT A FIGHT. I CAME OUT BACKWARD, FEET FIRST
TRYING TO KICK IN THE HEAD AND SPLIT THEIR SKULL FOR WHOEVER TRIED TAKING ME OUT
KICKING AND SCREAMING. I WANTED BACK IN. SO I COULD GET THAT CHANCE AGAIN
STRANGLE MYSELF WITH THE CORD. NOW I’M 25 AND NOT MUCH HAS CHANGED.
WHERE IS MY GUN?
WRITTEN: AUGUST 30, 1995
35904.jpg ACCIDENTS 35904.jpg
THIS WILL KILL YOU
WE ALL MAKE THESE
THAT COULD PROVE FATAL
BAD JUDGMENT
MUCH TO THE DISLIKING
OF YOUR SURVEILLANCE
MAYBE IN DEMAND OF THE ESOTERIC
TO DAMAGE OUR PRIDE
WE ALL HEAD FOR ACCIDENTS
SO THEY SAY
THE VIRTUE OF THEIR CHARACTER
WHICH IS NONE
DRENCHED IN LIES AND DANGEROUS TRUTH