My Journey with Jesus

By Victorious Deliverance

Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In
my Fathers house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have
told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a
place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that were
I am, there ye may be also. And whither I go ye know and the way ye
know.
John 14:1-4 (King James Version)

• Language: English
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• Release date: Jul 16, 2013
• ISBN: 9781483651101

Victorious Deliverance

To all my brothers and sisters in Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Let me introduce myself. My name is Janice R. Parker-Brown. I was blessed to be born to Ronald L. and Lucy A. Parker in Albuquerque, New Mexico. We moved to California during the last three months of my senior year of high school. The school was Compton Senior High. I attended Compton Junior College and then from there I went on to graduate from San Bernardino Valley College in which I have two degrees in business. Later I moved to Richmond, Va. During my time in Virginia, I worked as a supervisor at Wal-Mart stores while attending college to earn my degree in B.A degree in business. Missing my children and family, I moved back to California. What a blessing to see the smiles of my older children faces as well as seeing the largest smiles bigger than the sun on my parents faces. I then married a wonderful man who I would have never thought in a million years that Jesus would bless me with. Truly, it seems as though we are two separate people our hearts beats as one. We then became the grandparents to sixteen wonderful grandchildren. Therefore, in closing let me tell everyone who is reading or listening to my deepest thoughts just when you think that you cannot take anymore is just when Jesus steps in with a blink of an eye

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Contents

Dedication

My Journey With Jesus

My Journey With Jesus

About The Author

Dedication

I wish to dedicate these words of what I am feeling to everyone in the world. Somewhere over the years we all have both been lost. This can be mother and child or simply between sister and brother.

As I begin this journey, I want every one of you to know that I love everyone from the deepest part of my soul. You might not might feel the same as I do. Matter of fact I know that a lot of you do not.

For over the past year and a half I have taken verbal abuse, fighting, yelling and screaming at each other. At first, the name-calling was hurtful and I did not know where to turn.

I cannot even imagine being so disrespectful to my parents as the way you have been toward me or any parents in general. The bad part of all of this is that some people have gone as far as to tell their children or even grand children that person is dead or even better yet that I was a dog and not all dogs go to heaven.

Some children of the world have such hatred in their heart that they will not allow that bond between grandmother/grandfather to grandchild. When a person who have been on drugs and have been clean for over 15 years this world still judges you regardless if it’s your own children or a person who is homeless. Speaking for myself I live my life now for Jesus for those years are my past and will continue to serve My Lord and Savior. What I don’t understand as being a parent while the children in today society would say such hurt things to their younger siblings. Some children will go as far as to say they were left alone, which in most cases is not true. As far as myself yes my parents watched over us. But at no time was my family left homeless, without food, clothing, or any basic need. As parents it is our job to be with our children for emotional, mentally, and physical support.

Not one of you truly said thank you for when I checked out of the hospital to make sure your weddings were complete or simply walk around a track to make sure you would no longer get in trouble at school.

If I had to do all over, again I would not change a thing. For the simple fact if I was to change what I did during that time then Jesus would not have changed me.

I am proud of the person that I am today. I live each day for Jesus for when I am alone, he is there. When my family or friends hate me to the core of their very soul I can go to Jesus and plead his blood over everyone of your souls.

I thank God that I can be a help to someone else who has gone threw what I have. Especially anyone who has been on drugs and their children or even their family members who have nothing else to do but put a person down because they feel they are better than anyone else is.

I pray that Jesus will never allow your children or any one’s children to be treated and disrespect you as you have me. I will continue to ask Jesus to have mercy on your souls as he has done for me.

Your mom

Victorious Deliverance

Matthew 5: 3-9

Bless are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the gentle, for they shall inherit the earth.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied.

Blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.

Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God. The world’s way of thinking is upside down!

The world says, Blessed are the confident and capable. Jesus says, Blessed are the poor in spirit.

The world says, Blessed are the happy? Jesus says. Blessed are those who mourn.

The world says, Bless are those that push to the top, Jesus says. Bless are those who are gentle.

The world says, Blessed are those who pursue physical pleasure any way they can get it. Jesus says, Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness.

The world says, Blessed are those who get back at those who have wronged them. Jesus says, Blessed are the merciful.

The world says. Blessed is the person who gets away with deception. Jesus says. Blessed are the pure in heart. The world says, Blessed is the person who gets their own way. Jesus says. Blessed are the peacemakers for they shall be called sons of God.

To My children do you even have a clue now of what is going on. On the other hand, are you so bitter that even the word of Jesus cannot get through to you?

PSALMS 1

Blessed is the man who walks not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor stands in the path of sinners, nor sits in the seat of the scornful; but his delight is in the law of the Lord, and in His law he meditates day and night. He shall be as if a tree planted by the rivers of water, that brings forth its fruit in its season, whose leaf also shall not wither; and whatever he does shall prosper.

The ungodly are not so, but are like the chaff which the wind drives away. Therefore, the ungodly shall not stand in the judgment, or sinners in the congregation of the righteous. For the Lord knows the way of the righteous, but the way of the ungodly shall perish.

Dear Jesus:

I started this journey about a week and a half ago. This was a journey that I did not know where it would lead me. Until this day Jesus, I still do not know where it will lead me. I pray that it will lead to a place of peace and happiness, comfort and a stronger walk with you.

There was a big disagreement at my home so I do not need to tell you the people that were involved. At the end of all of it, I was the one with the bruised ribs and my back hurting even more. I felt that I was in a war zone in my own home.

Proverbs 31: 1-9

The words of king Lemuel, the prophecy that his mother taught him. What, my son? In addition, what, the son of my womb? In addition, what? The son of my vows? Give not thy strength unto women, nor thy ways to that which destroyed kings. It is not for kings, Oh Lemuel, it is not