I Am the Woman at the Well

By Camilla Ruiz

The book is about going back to live and follow Jesus so in the end time days come Ill be ready to see him and how hes always been with me trying to guide me in the right way the sins Ive done and why Jesus would love someone like me die for me for my sins but he did on April 14th 2014 10 20 am and how its changed me and the abuse Ive had threw out my life with the 5 husbands and the men I lived with did to me my childhood my life here on earth.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Dec 15, 2014
• ISBN: 9781496957085

Camilla Ruiz

was raised in small county north Carolina raised by a strict father raised to believe in Jesus was in church all my life till I left home turned into a drunk at 27 years old I worked in nursing homes for 30 years. then after I turned 54 Jesus came got me back and then I started living a real life with peace and started following the holy ghost still voice and now my life has changed so much and I regret letting Jesus down I’m trying so hard to be what he wants me to be I want to build a church for him with the money from this book I have a son a grandchild I love so much and I want this book to help someone like me with Jesus everything is possible he told me the day I got burned again to write this book I followed the holy spirits voice and did it this is what Jesus wants so I did it I praise my god my father my savior for ever for everything he’s done in my life before I was aved and after and I thank him for all the wisdom he’s given me and all the wisdom to come this is the beginning for me thank you Jesus.

Book preview

Chapter 1

This started in april 14th am in the morning, i had a man i lived with around 1990 he had a son jake was 12 years old was a really good little boy best friends with my son who was 6 years old we split up in 3 years later i cheated on him while he was at work my sihis brother told him took me to my mom’s one day left me with 20 dollars and didn’t say buy anything. It took me two weeks to find a hud apartment. When i walked in i broke down and cried me and shane had nothing but our cloths and a car and shane’s bed it was nasty filthy nasty. Daddy gave me some furniture and i painted it and we went on with our life. A hard one to, i’ll get to that later, anyway in june i was going to a pain clinic in lenoir. And was looking for xanax me and my ex daughter in law had been shoplifting for weeks. Anyway neil showed me a picture jake had drawed in prison he’s in there over robbing drug stores in texas and somewhere else he’s now become a preacher, i didn’t know that when i got his address to write him, i wanted him to draw me a picture of my son and his son but i didn’t write him the next time i went to neil’s i told him the letter came back, but this time i wrote him i told him everything i was doing to get pills, screwing people mostly stealing so i didn’t have to use my money on pills or steal stuff i needed so i could buy them. He wrote me back this pam if you want to live to see that little boy grow up you have to stop or die i was already down to 93lbs. He also said this tome the only thing that helped me was the lord i was in the county jail and someone slid a bible under my door. I didn’t have nothing to do so i read it. And my life has not been the same since. I have joy peace and contentment in my heart that i’ve never known i’m now a preacher. But i know the simple truth that many people don’t either preachers don’t change people church don’t save people and pastors don’t the only thing that can save you and change us is the power of the lord. The word of the lord, i’ve been through so much stuff you’re going through now i would give anything to help you i’m powerless, to help you i can tell you what changed my life and i promise you that it will do the same for you. If you truly want to see that little boy grow up and want peace you can’t describe a joy that no drug can match a love to nothing in the world can change all you have to do is spend time reading the bible the lord will do the rest i can guarantee you that if you take about 30 days and devote 2 hours a day reading in quiet no tv no nothing you will radically change you will want to go to church and be around christians another thing i can promise you is that own your own we aren’t strong enough to change ourselves the lord is the only one who can change us and make us better. There is no perfect prayer or magic word all it takes is the sincerity from our heart and ask for forgiveness and help if you ask he will give it all you have to do is except it and know that i love you and am praying for you "may god bless you and keep you be graces and merciful unto you lift up his countenance. To you and make his sun to shine on your face and give you peace. God bless you pam i love you get a king james bible and start with john .

I did this then in bout 2 months the lord came to me april 14th at 7;30 am and i started shaking and crying and couldn’t breathe my mom wanted to take me to doctor i told her i don’t need doctor i’m dealing with god and i’m afraid she said do it and you’ll never be afraid again i wanted to call a preacher i didn’t i fit it until 10:20 am then i cried out to the lord cause i didn’t know how to pray i said as much of the lord’s prayer i knew and peace came over me like i was high and drunk id had nothing my whole life came before me i knew why things had happened he also said to write this book and build me a house a church the church i go to now is like a tent. This will come true cause he said it would.

Chapter 2

After i wrote jake back he wrote this to me you have no idea how much joy you brought me, i’m so happy for you i am so happy for you! I am and apply it to your life. Now prayer is only done a certain way. I talk to god so glad you read the bible that is so very important. The power of the word will change your life and will continue to do so it doesn’t stop now this is only the beginning. You’ve asked me many questions, but i think it best for me to wait to answer them now that the spirit of jesus, the holy spirit of jesus lives inside you he will speak to you it’s important for you to talk to him and listen for him to speak to you. He will help you to understand the bible and apply it to your life. Now prayer is not something that is only done a certain way i talk to god as i walk around, when i’m writing preaching having conversations with people, talk to god like you would talk to me. And he will talk to you, i promise. Just spend time reading your bible and ask god what stuff means when you ask just sit quietly for awhile and listen for him to speak to you the more you do this the closer you come to him and your relationship with him will be comforting. It will be thru the pages of your bible he will speak to you and will never say anything that the bible don’t confirm. Well everything was so good at first i was on cloud ten on a high like i’ve never been on went to church that night at clifton church and they started to sing this song i’m not a shamed i stood up and it was like i was being lifted up off the floor i couldn’t stand without holding on to the bench and i screamed out i got saved at 10:20 today, my son who had been praying for me for 4 yrs. And said he had give up he smiled and looked like the happiest person in the world and he told me later i wanted to not go to heaven if you weren’t there i would have went to hell for you said shane i love you and i wouldn’t want to be there without you. But now i do i want to see jesus the one who died for me the one and only person that really loves me this is what i’ve been searching for all my life now i go to sleep with him on my mind and i wake up with him on my mind people if you want what i have then read that bible and follow jesus that’s the only way you’re getting there the bible is your road map to heaven i build a cross on top of a hill tied it together with a purple string from a shirt its laying down its so big i can’t pick it up but i go there to pray and beg god for all sinners in the world to be forgiven and my family my friends the whole world. We need to pray for the united states god’s going turn his back on us cause of isiral and the hard times we’ve been threw is to get us ready for what’s about to happen soon we are in the end times the first blood moon has come the next one in oct 8 2014 watch the signs read the bible. We have to repent daily hourly and pray pray pray ask for mercy he promise all his that come to him to protect you from plagues everything evil that’s on us right now. I face it every day i’m married to a mexican that believes in idols and wanted me to change i did he turned on me all my friends did say i’m crazy i’m not crazy i wake up each morning read my bible listen to hummingbird027 a woman that teaches what’s going on then i work then i read again then i pray and study and listen to perry stone then sleep the holy spirit talks to me. I dress like he says i fix my hair like he says i follow him one day at a time and when i don’t listen i pay till i fix it, people we can’t judge