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    I Am:Am I
    I Am:Am I
    I Am:Am I
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    I Am:Am I

    By Richard Hubbard

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    This is a story about Robert Austin, an iconoclastic, womanizing, nonbelieving, unhappy rogue who finds an inviting ray of sunlight between the clouds of his confusion and discontent and decides to take on the challenge of mastering his emotional shortcomings and empowering his behavior. Little does he know the magnitude of his commitment to undoing the undoing in his life. He repeatedly arises, phoenixlike, from his defeats in an Odysseus-like saga, fighting battles in his dreams, psychoses, and the temptations of Jesus, while rallying himself in psychoanalysis, med school, law school, and humanistic discovery.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherXlibris US
    Release dateJul 10, 2008
    ISBN9781465330000
    I Am:Am I
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    Richard Hubbard

    BIOGRAPHY Dr. Richard Hubbard is a physician in Rancho Mirage, California. He is divorced and lives in Desert Hot Springs, California. His interests include philosophy, psychology, and fiction writing. He originally wrote his first novel I AM:AM I in 1995, but did not earnestly pursue its publication until 2007. He is currently working on a second novel about a writer who discovers an honest, insightful, superresponsive mediapolitic complex that, although in plain sight, is unknown to most of the public. It is a group with immense understanding , a superdemocracy that tries to enlighten and guide the ailing democracy in the United States.

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