Indoda Ayikhali: A Syndrome That Almost Killed Me

By Lindokuhle Sibeko

Indoda Ayikhali: A Syndrome That Almost Killed Me details challenges that are faced by men from all walks of life, issues that men, young and old alike grapple with because society has conditioned them to be strong while they are silently dying inside because of there own silence. These are the hidden thoughts of young man who had never seen the freedom in "freedom Of speech." These are the words behind the bitterness, anger, silence, pain, and everything the journey of masculinity can present. This book expresses all the bottled up emotions and all the feelings that the Author have kept caged. It is in my eyes and expressed in this thought-provoking book that conversations should be held about the issues that imprison, decapitate and enslave men in the solitude of their minds.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lindokuhle Sibeko
• Release date: Jun 9, 2021
• ISBN: 9798201010515

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ACKNOWLEDMENTS

Iwould like to thank the almighty God for giving me such a great opportunity of publishing my first book at the age of 18. Thanks for also being given the gift of talking life into people’s dreams through motivation, for being an inspiration to older and younger generation. I would like to send my sincere gratitude to my lord and my Saviour Jesus Christ. You are more than life to me. And will spend my whole life worshipping you.

A special thanks to:

The most amazing beautiful women in my life. They are everything to me, My mother Nomthandazo Mlambo (Ndazo) and my Grandmother Thembi Sibeko. I really appreciate my mother for giving birth to me. She gave birth to a Hustler. Your love and support have made me who I am today, I know it was not easy ut I really appreciate and am truly out of words, and I will always thank the lord for keeping you for me thus far and so that you can be witness this book. You were able to raise me as single parents without any fatherly assistance, for that I will always appreciate you and would like to let you know that you are both my heroes. I am grateful mom for always supporting me in everything I do and always know that you are the reason why I am still hustling. I really love and appreciate both of you.

To my family:

The Sibeko family; I will always appreciate Your support and will always love you all. I wish could thank every one of you for the impact you had in my upbringing. I will always appreciate you and all, your names are engraved in my heart.

To my friends:

I will always appreciate you guys a lot, thank you for always providing me with support in everything I do. I won’t name anyone because you are all amazing and I can’t leave anyone behind because you are many guys.

To my school:

Bhukulani Senior Secondary school, to my Teachers, thank you a lot for giving us the best education ever. You are all doing the most amazing job to ensure that we get the best education. I am a proud Author today because of the same education I got from this school.

To my classmates: Grade 12 F:

Thank you immensely guys for believing in me more than anything, making me your Representative class leader (RCL) for 3 years. This has really shaped me to become the best version of myself and for that I will forever be grateful. Thank you for being part of my high school journey. I will always remember that you were my first platform of motivation.

To Mr Masina:

Thanks a lot for believing in me even though I caught you off guard. Please also continue helping other people, for that I will forever be grateful.

To BaB Masoka:

Thanks a lot for playing a huge part in our high school years. Opening and closing classes which we use every day. For that I will always be grateful. You are truly a front worker.

To my mentor:

Nkosinathi Manana, you have always been a big Brother to me. I really look up to you. I am a proud motivational speaker today because of your guidance and support. I can’t thank you enough. You have truly had a great impact in my life and for that I will forever be grateful. ‘Ngiyakfatela Buthi ‘

To Thandah Mbeje:

Also, thanks for the advices throughout the project.

To Nhlonipho Mthethwa:

Thanks for the support throughout this project and your support will always be remembered. You are a true friend; in fact, you are a Brother to me.

To Nqobile Motha:

Thanks for the support my brother.

To my designer:

Sthupheshe you are the best designer. Your artwork will go places with this book and that’s a promise. Thank you for your good heart and patience and for that I will forever appreciate you.

To Momo Gugulethu Maseko:

I don’t know where to start or who to call you. You have been more than just a sister to me. You have always supported me in every Idea I pitched to you. Always know that I will always appreciate you and you will always have a special place in my heart.

To Prophet Treasure Gama:

Thanks for everything you have done for me. Thanks for believing in my dreams even before you met me in person. I appreciate and you are one of the people that had an impact in making this dream a Reality.  

To Zanele khanyile:

You were the first person to pre order the book the first day I announced it and for that I will always be grateful for the support.

To Mighty Vocal Mass Choir:

Thanks for your support thus far. Thanks for sharing the massage. You are a family indeed. For That I will always love and appreciate all of you guys.

To Bright Hobyane:

Thanks for the support mphathi, I will always be grateful

To Truth in Salvation Ministries:

Thanks a lot, to ARCHBISHOP D. NTULI for being a father to us as a ministry and for connecting us to the Almighty. Thanks a lot, to the whole ministry and to name only one person that will represent my church, Brother Tebogo Ngwane, your support will always be appreciated.

To House of YADAH Publications:

Thanks for believing in my dreams regardless of my age and background. You really ink dreams. You are the best publishing company. Thank you for also