Unipolar Tales: Memories of an Unquiet Mind
By Sam Firth
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About this ebook
This debut work from Sam Firth was written as an accompanying text to the debut album 'Unipolar Tales' (2021). (Also by the author). It is a collection of lyrics, poems, 'thoughts', essays and photos. The book goes into further details about the intent behind each song in the album as well as expanding further upon the authors' process of dealing with mental health issues.
Sam Firth
Sam Firth is a contemporary singer-songwriter focused on storytelling with a highly conversational and introspective lyrical style. His live performances are well known for their emotional honesty and a must see.
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Unipolar Tales - Sam Firth
Preface
Please read this before continuing.
In the name of safety and for the comfort for those who want to read this work I have marked some chapters with an asterisk in the contents page (*).
These sections contain discourse that some will not want to engage with.
At the start of each of these sections there is a more precise disclaimer regarding the nature of the discourse so that you may make as informed a decision as possible.
I do not wish these words to cause any harm.
I have ached over word choices yet there are some things that cannot and should not be disguised or skirted around.
Please take care.
Foreword
At the heart of it, this work is selfish and self-centred.
My hope is that by pushing my introspections outwards,
I might get some peace from them.
Placing the ephemeral self onto paper has a funny way of making it understandable.
That which I can understand I can cope with,
or at the very least, cope better with.
I hope you find something in these words
They are not all I have,
but they are truly very dear to me.
I have held onto them for such a long time
I think I have stunted them for myself.
Hopefully they will thrive in the new pastures of another mind.
First Thought
I know what I want from life,
at least I have an idea.
My issue isn’t really even that others will not like what I do.
(Though that is a vital necessity for my dreams to be realised)
My true fear is that I will get it all.
I will realise the internal fantasy into reality and still feel the same as I do now.
That it will not help
That I will not be content.
Song 1: Unipolar Tales
Verse 1:
I’ve got something to say
The words don’t come out
‘Cause I’m afraid
To break the silence
Over my small thoughts
So, I’ll pretend I forgot
Pre-chorus 1:
For when I say exactly
What’s on my mind
People don’t have time
But I found with melody
It’s alright somehow
Chorus:
I don’t want you to save me
It’s not why I write these words
I just want my unipolar tales to be heard
Verse 2:
And I feel so doe-hearted
My legs tremble at the thought
Of what people
Will think of me
So, these lights became
Somewhere I could breathe
Pre-chorus 2:
Then I bruise pages
With black and blue lines
Telling stories that I
Can’t say out loud
But with melody
It’s alright somehow
Bridge:
Oh, this is just my side
Of the conversation
You finish it with your ears
Just by being here
Chorus:
I don’t want you to save me
It’s not why I write these words
I just want my unipolar tales to be heard
This song wasn’t the first written for the album, but writing it was the point of generation for the album as a whole concept.
‘A collection of stories that would highlight and explore my personal experience of mental health struggles.’
The concept developed further but the core has always remained the same. ‘Unipolar Tales’ is intended as the ‘explanation song’ for the album.
The lyrics flow between three different focuses. The first, (the verses), describes aspects of my symptoms, focusing on my anxiety to express my thoughts to others:
"I feel so doe-hearted, my legs tremble at the thought of what people will think of me"
The second, (the pre-choruses), explains how I realised that when people discuss their issues (whether related to mental health or not) in a song, it somehow becomes more socially acceptable:
"With melody, it’s alright somehow"
I couldn’t imagine laying my true thoughts on the table to someone in a conversation, but with a song, I can hide in plain sight behind a melody and a guitar and still feel as if I have expressed myself.
The third (the chorus) states my intention. This isn’t a way for me to ask for help. I don’t want you to comfort me. I just want to tell my tales. I just want to be heard.
The bridge section attempts to explain that an audience listening to these songs is what allows me to feel catharsis. Having people listen makes me feel like they might understand and accept what I am saying. (Of course, they might not, but their silence weaves the illusion on my behalf).
I think that the core of each of these songs is simple. The English teachers of the world stress that in everything there are always a million side interpretations that stem and blossom into theories and ideas of their own. Perhaps that holds true for these words as well.
Second Thought
Each day a page,
Some dog-eared and creased,
Lingered over in quiet nights.
Some have faded ink
Etched on brittle yellowed leaves.
Some filled with crossings and scribbled lines,
Stories retold at every telling.
I wonder
Is there a library my book will be placed in once it is full-grown?
Will its’ spine be creased or left alone?
I’m not sure it matters.
I just hope,
Sitting between its’ covers,
There’re a few good stories.
The land imitates the volcanos that created it
- Taken by James Chisholm
Childhood
I’ve always wanted to look back and find the moments that have made a difference. The flap of a wing that caused the ripples in the present. There must be those moments, right? With enough thought and information surely, you can find the important moment that defines who you become.
Maybe it’s a range of moments, each adding momentum to the crashing of the present wave? This search has been a struggle. My memory has many blank pages. Perhaps I have spent a great deal of time with my eyes closed?
My memories seem harder to recall than I feel they should. They are abstract concepts, stories of another person, a line of words on a page that I read a long time ago and have since lost my place. Forgotten the book exists entirely in some cases. I want to know where the road