Secrets In My Mind

By Sianna Smith

These are poems that I've written based on how I felt, with all the secrets traveling in my head, and past events. Not all are based on me though. I've started writing poetry and I want to be able to share it with everyone. The world can be a cruel place, and I hope that with my poems, I can let everyone know that they will never be alone.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: Feb 5, 2017
• ISBN: 9781365734663

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Secrets In My Mind

Secrets In My Mind

Table Of Contents

Unloved

Here's To Them

Daydream

Beautiful Girl

Never Give Up

Try

Happiness

Pointless Fights

Hidden Remarks

Believe

I Can't Love Myself

Anxiety

Love Me Daddy

Numb

Reasons Why We Hide

Importance

Overwhelming

Note

Done

I Love You

Friendship That Has Ended

Forever And Always

Depression

Self Harm

Burning

Don't Stay

Sinking

Darkness

Worthless

Keep On Smiling

Love

Attention

Birth Giver

Purpose

My Baby Boy

Fit In

Big Brother

Closure

I Wonder

Cry

You're Not Alone

Priceless

Starry Night

Take You Back

I'll Be Okay

All Days, Most Days, Some Days

I Shouldn't Have

This Guy

I Looked In The Mirror

Adulthood

Why I Have No Friends

Trust Is Gone

Christmas Wish

Survivor

Show The World

Life

Meaning

Concealed

You've Always Known

Fallen Battle

These Happy Golden Years

This Isn't The End

Come Home

My Happy Ending

The Color Blue

Dedication

Unloved

I'm so tired of all the pain

I'm tired of standing in the rain

The moments I felt so blessed to be alive

Seems to just a past point in time

I'm so tired of this awful place

Why was I placed with this awful race?

Why is my destiny here?

Where nobody even dares to come near.

If one person tries caring,

They are very very daring.

I just push everyone away

Making sure nobody wants to stay.

You're saying you love only me,

But I cannot believe what you're having me see.

There must be more behind the scene,

A place where you're wiping your hands clean..

They were words I've always expected,

It's not like I was unprotected.

Of course it hurt so much.

It's not like a broken heart is just a hush.

You said you loved me,

But I know you didn't, yes indeed.

You make it more than obvious,

I'm not cut out for this.

I must've cried so hard

You had torn me apart

I gave you everything I had,

Now I'm just so very sad.

I'm going to go away.

I'm not staying in this miserable place.

I'm broken and hollowed out,

Leaving behind what I once cared about.

Should I say goodbye,

Or should I not bat an eye?

I'll just leave you alone,

My broken heart turned to crumbled stone.

©S.S

Here's To Them

Here’s to the kids that can’t fit in,

Here’s to those that are God’s sin.

Here’s to not doing it anymore,

But never being quite sure.

Here’s to those with broken hearts,

Feeling like they’re falling apart.

Here’s to the ones that feel so crappy,

Their only wish is to be happy.

Here’s to those that want to die;

That want to speed up their parting time

Here’s to those with scars on their thighs,

Only they know the reasons why.

Here’s to the ones that need to know;

You are beautiful and not alone.

I know you’ll be happy, see,

You just have to believe me.

Learn to accept and love