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    To Walk Through Pinefield
    To Walk Through Pinefield
    To Walk Through Pinefield
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    To Walk Through Pinefield

    By Nicholas M. Abdo

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    Eb and flow, sable to indigo
    A journey abrupt, stretching endless
    Through a maze darkened senseless
    Eb and flow, sable to indigo
    A journey fleeting, prolonging deathless
    Through grayed lobes wrought defenseless
    — Nicholas M. Abdo

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherNicholas M. Abdo
    Release dateMay 30, 2020
    ISBN9781370687398
    To Walk Through Pinefield
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    Nicholas M. Abdo

    Nicholas Marion Abdo is an New York poet, short story and fiction author with an infinity for the grim...and amiable. Author of the new poetry anthology To Walk Through Pinefield on mental illness, life and love. With an introduction to writing short stories in early adolescents, his writing, in later years, soon extended to poetry and then, once again, back to satirical short stories, which often are little more than derivative mockery. Raised in nothing short of an ideal environment, he has abided neglectful parenting, a myriad previously untreated mental illnesses, and several hospitalizations.Contact Nicholas M. Abdo at nabdowriting@gmail.com

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      Book preview

      To Walk Through Pinefield - Nicholas M. Abdo

      TO WALK THORUGH PINEFIELD

      Pine E-Title 4 MP

      First Edition Published by BPD Publishing

      Blood of Phantasmagorical Demons Publishing

      Publisher Nicholas M. Abdo

      Copyright © 2020 Nicholas M. Abdo

      All rights reserved.

      When There Is No Title Contributed By Benaiah Thruber

      Copyright © 2020 Benaiah Thruber

      All rights reserved.

      Cover art and illustrations by Nicholas M. Abdo

      Dedication

      To my ever loving sister, Ben,

      And To the staff and fellow patients of Pinefield, Ward Willow,

      Queen of the Night

      Moonlight

      On Woody stems…

      Caresses spicate barbs,

      Unfurls petals, divulges stigmas,

      In dusk.

      TABLE OF CONTENTS

      INTRODUCTION

      TO THWART DESIRES OF THE GLOOM

      FORGING OF A BETTER MIND

      THROUGH THE DARK

      BECAUSE OF YOU

      SEDUCTIVE WHISPERS FROM THE ABYSS

      RIDDLE OF THE HEART

      SONNET Ⅱ

      TO THE MOON AND BACK

      TO SPEAK OF ONE’S TRUE SELF

      WHEN I RETURN

      A LAND OF INDECISIVENESS

      CRACKS

      THE CASTLE OF PINEFIELD

      SCARLET DROPS

      LEAVING A HOME

      IN MEMORY OF FREDRICK N. ABDO

      TO VENTURE INTO THE PINEFIELD

      WHEN MY SKIN WANTS TO BE HEARD

      SESTINA Ⅰ: MY MIND

      GROWING A VERSE

      SESTINA Ⅱ: MY LOVE

      THE ILLUSIVE PATH TO PEACE

      THE WORST TIME OF THE DAY

      PEARLED DROPS FROM THE DARKNESS

      DURING MY ABSENCE

      THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN FATHER AND SON

      COMPANIONS OUT OF THE DARK

      THE LANDS OF THE FALLEN

      A GHOST FROM ANOTHER LIFE

      THE INEVITABLE STREAM

      A DIALECTICAL ILLNESS

      A FATHER VS. A DAD

      IGNORING A PLEA

      ALONE IN A CROWD

      LOSING AT LIFE

      MONSTROUS

      FEARFUL ACCUSATIONS

      HIGH SCHOOL

      HOMELESS

      MY MOST WONDROUS JOURNEY

      A SEA OF FACES

      THINGS ARE HOW THEY SEEM TO BE

      WRITING CHANGED ANEW

      BLACK RAINBOWS

      WHAT COMES NEXT?

      WHAT MAY THEY BE?

      IF I CAN

      WHY I CAN GET BETTER

      HOW I LONG FOR YOU

      ORANGE

      WHEN THERE’S NO MORE TIME

      THE INEVITABLE RETURN

      HIS RETURN

      HIS FACE

      HIS VOICE

      TIMES UNCHANGED

      SUFFOCATING

      AN UNEXPECTED LIGHT

      BEING BROKEN INTO

      WORK EVER GROWING

      THE INNER PEACE FOUND IN NATURE

      STARVATION

      WHEN THERE IS NO TITLE

      I’M SORRY

      MY WILLOW TREE

      THE BURDEN OF KNOWLEDGE

      A STRANGE DAY

      THE, ALMOST, UNENDING FALL

      FLOWERS

      BEAUTY IS SIMPLY AN ILLUSION

      MY DECK

      THE WAY I SEE YOU

      DISORGANIZED

      WHEN ITS NEAR

      BEN

      MISS JESS

      MISS LAUREN

      A RELUCTANT GOODBYE FROM A HOME

      IN MY LITTLE TIME

      PURPLE

      LOVE

      CONTRIBUTORS

      AUTHOR’S BIOGRAPHY

      The August before my senior year of high school I had the greatest mental break down in my life, to date. I was hospitalized

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