True Love: My Beautiful Chief Editor: Volume 3

By Nan TianXing

The young reporter who had just joined the office was drunk. When he woke up, he opened his eyes and saw a beautiful female editor lying beside him …

• Language: English
• Publisher: Funstory
• Release date: Oct 11, 2019
• ISBN: 9781646775200

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CHAPTER 201 - AN IRRESISTIBLE MAGIC

When we first met, when I first found out about this person, I didn't feel that he was that important. However, as these days passed by, there was something in my mind that I couldn't get rid of, and in my heart, there was always a knot. Gradually, this person seemed to have an irresistible demonic power, which made me keep thinking about him, Liu Yue softly said: So, when I wanted to see him, I thought about the knot in my heart …

When I heard this, I was somewhat puzzled. What is it that you can't get rid of? What knot is there in your heart?

Liu Yue shook her head: I don't know, I can't explain it clearly, it's not for nothing, I can only understand it … Ever since I first saw his picture in the newspaper and talked to him, I had a feeling that this person seemed to have some sort of connection with me. As for what it was, I can't really say …

You — I looked at Liu Yue. Liu Yue, you … Did you think too much of your brother? When you saw Liu Jianguo, you started to hallucinate and think of him as your brother …

After I said this, I saw Liu Yue's body violently tremble. Liu Yue looked at me with an anxious gaze. You can tell that Liu Jianguo is similar to my brother? Say, do you think Liu Jianguo and I look really similar? Tell me …

When I see Liu Jianguo, I hope that he is my own brother. However, I clearly saw her brother's grave and I clearly heard Liu Yue personally tell me that her brother had already been buried in the ocean.

Liu Yue, don't worry, just speak slowly, I said to Liu Yue. "This Liu Jianguo, this person, honestly speaking, I am very close to him, and it is not because he picked up the BB machine to return to me, nor is it because he does not require payment. I keep feeling that I have met this person somewhere before.

Yes, yes, I feel the same way. We feel the same way! Liu Yue said anxiously, I couldn't sleep at night, so I thought about this person. The more I thought about it, the more intimate I felt …

Perhaps, this is what people usually say about fate. Perhaps, we are fated to be friends with him, and as for whether or not he looks like your brother, I have never seriously compared him. However, if you look at the things in your eyes and seriously think about it, you two do have a bit of the same feeling … No, I said.

Jiang Feng, is what you said true? You didn't lie to me, did you? Liu Yue was slightly agitated as he grabbed onto my arm, his eyes revealing a helpless look.

I looked at Liu Yue, my heart became wet, and nodded: It's true!

Then we must find him. Where did he go? Where did he go …" Liu Yue shook my arm, he spoke incoherently, and his tone suddenly sounded helpless, as though he was dependent on me.

At this moment, I suddenly felt that I had grown up in front of Liu Yue. I felt that I could give Liu Yue love, comfort, safety and warmth.

This was just a split-second feeling, and this feeling made me suddenly feel like I wasn't a small man in front of Liu Yue. I should be a man, should be able to protect and protect Liu Yue, should be able to make Liu Yue feel reliable.

Don't be anxious, Liu Yue, I said to Liu Yue in a comforting tone, He will definitely appear. He will definitely come. I will definitely find him …

Hearing my words, Liu Yue calmed down a little and let go of my arm. She stared at me in a daze, then turned her head back and raised her face, staring blankly at the lonely night sky.

At that moment, a man hurried over and ran straight through the door of Ol 'Three, knocking me sideways on the shoulder. We both took a few steps back.

Nonsense, what's going on? It can't be slower! I was still vexed at being rammed by such a sudden attack. I was furious, and even before I could see the other party clearly, I had already started shouting loudly.

After shouting, I started to look at the other party. A young boy around 20 years old held a schoolbag as he gasped for breath and looked at me apologetically, Right … Sorry, I'm in a hurry, I'm late …

I looked and heard again. This person clearly came to class, but this person isn't a student. There isn't a student this young.

Seeing that the young man was about to enter again, I said: Hey — come here!

The young man hurriedly stopped and looked at me with a somewhat restrained gaze. Is there anything else? I've already apologized!

I looked at the schoolbag in the young man's hand and asked him, Are you here for class? A student of English? "

Yes … Oh... No! The young lad gave a contradictory answer, and then asked me: Excuse me, is Teacher Qing Er attending class here?

Are you here for class or to look for someone? I looked at the young man: Yes, the one who is taking English class is Teacher Qing Er!

Oh … That's good, the young man heaved a sigh of relief and wiped away the sweat on his forehead. I'm not here for class, I'm here to look for Teacher Qing Er … "

Just then, Liu Yue also turned around and looked at this young man quietly.

When I heard that, I couldn't help but size up the young man again. Why are you looking for her? I asked. If I don't come to learn, what's the matter? "

I immediately thought, This is not a foreign language student. He has a crush on the teacher and wants to get close to him at night.

F * ck, you want to have a sibling relationship at such a young age!?

The young man looked at me with an unfriendly gaze, and was a little displeased. What does it have to do with you!? Qing Er is a woman, and you are a man.

As he spoke, the young man turned around to head back inside.

Halt — I quickly put my right hand on the young man's left shoulder and exerted a little strength. Halt!

Ouch! The young man cried out in pain and turned to look at me angrily. What's the matter with you? You're looking for trouble, what's the matter with me?

Tell me, why did you not come to class to look for Qing Er? I still put my hand on the boy's shoulder.

Who do you think you are? Why should I tell you? Piss off — The young man, clearly also on the verge of death, tried to free himself from my grip.

I had expected him to do this, and the moment his shoulders shook, my hand followed, still holding him firmly by the shoulders.

Bastard! The youngster looked at me furiously. Who are you to be so unreasonable. I have never provoked you. Even if I had bumped into you, I would have apologized. Are you not done yet?

Cut the crap, speak, why are you looking for Qing Er? My hand tightened. Don't say it, I won't let you go!

The young lad got angry and carefully placed his schoolbag on the ground. Then, he looked at me and clenched his fists: Alright, if you want to play, I'll play with you. What business do I have with Qing Er to screw with you? I won't tell you. I'll see what you can do …"

This guy is going to fight me.

At this time, Liu Yue walked over, and glared at me: Stop, let go!

I let go.

The young man kicked at me angrily and rubbed his shoulders.

Liu Yue turned around again, and spoke to the young lad in a friendly manner: Little brother, are you looking for Qing Er?

Yes! the young man said angrily.

Hehe … We are all Qing Er's friends, Liu Yue said as she pointed at me. This is Teacher Qing Er's boyfriend.

What? You are Teacher Qing Er's boyfriend? " The young man looked at me in surprise.

Nonsense, it's a fake bag exchange! No, I said.

What's your name? the young man asked me.

Jiang Feng, the Yangtze River, the summit of the mountain! No, I said.

Are you really Jiang Feng? Teacher Qing Er's boyfriend? The young man's eyes became friendly.

That's right, if not, how could I be so concerned about what you are doing with Qing Er? No, I said.

Oh … Big Bro Jiang, I'm sorry, I've offended you so much! The young lad laughed: If you can't meet Teacher Qing Er, it's fine if you can!

I also became friendly: It's alright, what are you looking for Qing Er for? How should I address you?"

I was asked by someone to give something to him! The young lad said: My surname is Niu, because I am an ox myself and also a Taurus, I am called Niu Niu!

Niu Niu? I smiled. It was an interesting name. What are you going to give me?

That's it! Niu Niu bent over and picked up his bag: There is something inside!

Liu Yue and I saw that it was a single-player computer and English tape.

Undoubtedly, this is what Qing Er learned from Liu Jianguo.

I calmed down and stretched out my hand to receive the bag, but Niu Niu quickly retracted his hand and looked at me. Are you really Teacher Qing Er's boyfriend?

Yes, yes, I am, I said anxiously. Niu Niu, did Liu Jianguo get you to deliver this?

Hearing me say this, the doubt in Niu Niu's eyes lessened, but he still refused to give the thing to me: Jianguo told me to pass this down, I can pass it down to Teacher Qing Er or Big Brother Chu Jiang, but, how can I prove that you are Jiang Feng?

I — I panicked, and took out my reporter's card to give it to Niu Niu. Niu Niu, look —

Niu Niu took it and gave it a closer look, before finally letting out a relieved laugh, Haha … Chiang-ge, please do not be offended, I have to approve it well, I cannot casually pass it to others!

With that, Niu Niu handed over the schoolbag to me. Alright, my mission is complete, I'm going!

With that, Niu Niu turned and left.

Wait — — Liu Yue and I shouted at the same time.

Niu Niu's foot had already stepped down the stairs, but he stopped once again. Big Brother Jiang, is there anything else this big sister needs?

Mm … Yes, yes! No, I said.

Brother Niu Niu, can you come in for a while? Liu Yue invited: There's something I want to ask you!

Oh … Niu Niu hesitated: Alright!

Liu Yue said to me: Go find Ol 'Three, get his office key, let's have a chat at Ol' Three's office!

I hastily went upstairs to find Ol 'Three, who was sitting at the back of the classroom with Sister Lan listening to Qing Er's lecture.

I stuffed Liu Jianguo's bag into Ol 'Three's hands. Give this bag to Qing Er later and give me the key to the office. Liu Yue and I will use your office!

What? Ol 'Three looked at me warily.

CHAPTER 202 - I'LL CHECK IT OUT LATER

Fuck — what are you thinking about? I said, Liu Yue and I are going to receive a guest …

Hearing that, Ol 'Three relaxed and handed the key over to me. I'll go check it later … Don't do anything bad …

Go to hell! I lowered my voice and glared at Ol 'Three, then raised my head to look at Qing Er who was giving lessons, and walked out of the classroom straight towards Ol' Three's office, opened it, and invited Niu Niu in.

Liu Yue enthusiastically invited Niu Niu to sit, and I brewed some tea.

Niu Niu was a little flattered and looked at Liu Yue and me. Big Brother Jiang, this sister, why are you guys so courteous?

Niu Niu, I want to ask you something. Liu Yue sat beside Niu Niu and looked at him, Um, Liu Jianguo, why haven't you come to class yet? How do I get you to send something?"

Oh … You mean this, Niu Niu said. Something happened in Jianguo's family … "

Liu Yue and I looked at each other. I asked anxiously, What happened?

His father is dead!

What? His father died? " I was surprised.

Ah — his father … Liu Yue was stunned, she looked at Niu Niu in a daze.

Yeah, a few days ago, his father passed away. Jianguo took his father's ashes and left. He said that once he leaves, I don't know when he'll be back. I'll arrange for his tricycle to be given to an uncle who's off duty …

He left with the ashes … I murmured, Where is he? Where are his father's ashes?

Liu Yue also looked at Niu Niu.

I'm back home, in the south, very far away, Zhejiang, Niu Niu said. Jianguo had long promised to bring his father's soul back to his homeland. After lying in bed for 15 years as a vegetable, he is finally going to fulfill this old man's wish …

What? Was his father a vegetable? Fifteen years? Liu Yue looked at Niu Niu: Niu Niu, be specific!"

Yes, 15 years ago, at that time, I was still young, only 5 years old, and I still could not remember what happened. Later on, I heard from my master that Jianguo's father was in a car accident and became a vegetable, so he was unable to move from his bed. At that time, Jianguo was only 15 years old and had not even graduated from junior high yet. Niu Niu said.

Is there anyone else in his family? Liu Yue asked: Do you know anything else about Liu Jianguo?

Niu Niu looked and nodded at Liu Yue: No one else but my home and Jianguo's family are neighbors. I heard my father say that their family wasn't local, and came from the south twenty years ago, and when they came, it was these two father and son. At that time, Jianguo was only ten years old, but his father was already in his fifties, and was still a mute. It was only later that my father found out that they had fled from the south and came here. Since he had not succeeded in finding their family and could not go back, he decided to stay here and rest … They built a thatched cottage in the forest by the river near my house, and stayed there. Dummy went out to pick up trash everyday, and used the money he had spent to buy trash to raise Jianguo to attend school … Then, five years later, when the mute went out to pick up trash, he was hit by a car and concussed. The car got away. He was saved, but he became a vegetable … From then on, his family's livelihood was gone, and he had even left behind a large amount of medical debts. From then on, Jianguo no longer went to school, and made some money to feed the mute father by giving him a paper carton from the Zhi Zun boardroom factory at home. At the same time, he paid off his debts, until he completely paid off his debts. By the time Jianguo turned 20, because he did not have a diploma, his handwriting was good, he could even write poems, and the streets took care of him as a correspondent in the street office's culture station. However, the year before last, when the streets were cleared of temporary workers, the Jianguo did not have any connections nor did he have any background. Right now, the laid-off workers are everywhere, Jianguo has no education, it is difficult to find a job, and he does not have the funds to do business. Helpless, Jianguo got on his tricycle …

I'm shocked, so that's how it is. Liu Jianguo's background is actually like this, it's too tragic!

Liu Yue's eyes were filled with tears, and her voice trembled as she asked, Liu Jianguo … Didn't he have a family?

No, back then there were a few girls who had their eyes on Jianguo, but none of them were willing to raise a vegetative mute father. As for the Jianguo, they were definitely not willing to give up on this point, so … After that, the Jianguo refused all matchmaking attempts and never sought for more … Niu Niu said with regret: Actually, the Jianguo is a good place, and people are talented, but this family …"

Do you know where he came from? Liu Yue continued to ask.

I don't know … Niu Niu shook his head: Not only I don't know, even my father doesn't know. The dumb grandpa couldn't explain it clearly, and Jianguo usually doesn't want to talk much, he only knows that they came all the way here asking for food from Zhejiang. When he was young, the Great Master asked the Jianguo's mother about it, but he didn't say anything, he just shook his head and said he didn't know … He said he was here to seek a marriage alliance. As for what kind of marriage alliance he was looking for, he wasn't too sure either. He only knew that when they arrived at the river, the one they were looking for wasn't in the river anymore. At that time, it was guessed that Master Mute had brought Jianguo to find mother, and they all said that Uncle Mute was the old lass, and it wasn't easy …

Liu Yue frowned, her expression was filled with sorrow.

I asked Niu Niu: Niu Niu, did Brother Liu say if he would return it or not?

I didn't! Niu Niu said: He said he wants to see how it's going to be when he gets back. Maybe he'll come back, maybe he won't come back … My father said that their origins were not here, that after the old man passed away, they would return to their roots, and perhaps the Jianguo would not be able to return … Sigh … In truth, I like the Jianguo very much. He is quite ambitious, ambitious, and loves to study. In addition to working hard to earn money for the old man, I usually only study through books. I often get his guidance in writing essays in the past …

Liu Yue stared blankly at her, her eyes red as she stared at the ground without saying a word.

Seeing that, Niu Niu stood up: Big brother Jiang, this sister, if there is nothing else, I will go back first …

Wait a minute — I took out one of my business cards and passed it to Niu Niu. Brother, if there's any news of Brother Liu in the future, please call me or give me a call, okay?

Sure, wooden problem! Niu Niu agreed readily: Then I'll be going. Goodbye!

I sent Niu Niu out, but Liu Yue just sat there stunned and did not move. He seemed to be entranced, and even forgot to greet Niu Niu.

I came back and sat by Liu Yue's side. Looking at Liu Yue's expression, I was a little worried.

Liu Yue's brows had always been knitted tightly, she was deep in thought. Her expression seemed to be in pain, seemed to be at a loss, and was even at a loss.

At this time, Old Third pushed open the door and saw the scene inside the room. He frowned and went out.

I sat there, not knowing what to say.

After a while, Liu Yue raised her head and looked at me: I'm leaving now …

Saying that, Liu Yue stood up, her body swayed for a bit, and I immediately extended my hand out to support her.

Liu Yue steadied her body and looked at me with mournful eyes, Sigh … Every day in this world, this tragic comedy was played out … In this world, who knows how many Liu Jianguo s there are …

Liu Yue, don't worry about him, Liu Jianguo is an adult now, after taking care of father's funeral, he has no ties left. I think, he will do his own thing, he is not the type of person who is willing to be ordinary, he is just a person who has been involved with the debts of his family. Right now, he has nothing to worry about, he should have a future ahead of him … I looked at Liu Yue.

Liu Yue nodded her head, but then suddenly laughed mournfully: Actually, there is something I have yet to tell you. In my mind, I subconsciously felt that he was my little brother, which is why I spent so much effort to find him … This time, I woke up. That's right, my little brother has long since … I was only daydreaming, Liu Jianguo clearly had a mute father … These days, I felt like I was in a dream of chaos and loss. Only now did I wake up. Such a big tsunami, such a big wave, so many adults in the Jiangyue Village were gone, how can a five year old child survive?

After saying that, Liu Yue sighed heavily, and said to me: I'm tired, I need to go back and rest.

I'll send you back! No, I said.

No need, Liu Yue turned around and stopped me, then looked at me while forcing a smile: I'll go back and sleep, then everything will be fine, there's nothing left!

I didn't insist and nodded. Don't let your thoughts run wild. Face the reality. Don't dwell on the memories of the past …

Look, you've grown up. You're beginning to comfort and enlighten me … Liu Yue smiled and continued, I'm going. Goodbye …"

With that, Liu Yue waddled out as if she was drunk.

Worried, I followed her to the door until I saw her get into a taxi and leave.

After sending Liu Yue off, it was still difficult for me to calm down. I could not calm down even after hearing about Liu Jianguo's miserable life and could not calm down after a long while.

At night, when I returned to the dorm, I gloomily lied on the bed and read. Qing Er organized her documents and placed Liu Jianguo's bag on the bedside table.

feng-ge, the National Day is coming soon. During the holidays, should we go home to take a look! Qing Er told me as she packed her stuff.

Oh … I remembered that I was going to Beijing, so I put down the book and said to Qing Er: Qing Er, before the National Day, I want to go to Beijing, I might have to spend the holidays there …

Oh … What to do? Going to the party and the national holiday? " Qing Er chuckled as she looked at me.

Of course not, it was Zhang Buzhang leading the team from Ministry of Propaganda. The Director Department of Public Information from the three big news agencies in the city participated and visited the central Public Information Units in Beijing to deepen their relationship and build closer relationships with each other, making it easier for them to send out drafts in the future. During the holiday period, they would have to visit the city to play for a few days. No, I said.

Good, how good it is to go to the capital of the Great Motherland for the National Day! Qing Er was very happy: Didn't you never go to Beijing before? Didn't you always want to go to Beijing? I'm so happy for you! Go on, have some fun … Sigh … If only you could bring your family members, I can go with you …"

This time, it's mainly for work, playing is side by side! Of course, you're not allowed to bring your family. Besides, you're not even considered my official family member. No, I said.

I know, I know even if you didn't say it. Damn it, I have to say it! Qing Er pouted, he suddenly thought of something, and asked me: This time, it's Zhang Buzhang and the three Public Information Units's Director Department of Public Information?

No, there are others who are following us, Public Information Section's Chief s and Chief of Staff s are also going! No, I said.

Oh … Is there anything else? " Qing Er tilted her head and looked at me.

Mm … I hesitated. Also, she … She's going too! "

Qing Er's face darkened.

CHAPTER 203 - ASTHENIA

She has to go, she's in charge of this area. Plus, she went there for work and had no other intentions … Somehow, I felt weak, and weakly explained.

Qing Er pursed her lips and looked at me, then said: feng-ge, I didn't say anything, why are you so anxious to explain? What's going on in your head? Are you thinking of coming back from Beijing to buy me clothes and makeup boxes again?

I … I was speechless.

Talking? Qing Er looked at me.

No, it's not … No, I said.

Why not, why not? Qing Er said: I finally made it to the capital, why didn't you bring me some good stuff? I want to take it, but, don't use other people's money, use your own money … Before I leave, I will take out 5000 yuan for you to take along. When you are away, you can call it difficult, but you can't call it hard either. You are short on money, inferior to others. You want to buy things for me, use your own money to save your own face. You can use other people's money to impersonate yourself …"

Qing Er's words made me feel listless. I threw the book down, laid down on the bed, leaned over and closed my eyes: I know, I'm sleepy, sleep!

Hee hee … Qing Er laughed: Alright, I won't take off Big Brother's scars anymore. Okay, go to sleep, I'll busy myself later, pack up my things and go to sleep.

With that, Qing Er turned off the light and turned on the lamp.

In fact, where am I really sleeping? I am lying there, stuffy and gasping for breath.

After a while, I felt Qing Er's soft body approaching me. Qing Er gently put his face close to mine, gently rubbing against it, hugging my back, and whispered into my ear. Obediently kissing big brother, breathing heavily …

As he said that, Qing Er's hand reached into my waist and lightly scratched my itch.

I burst out laughing and turned around.

Hee hee … Good big brother, hug … Qing Er laughed, and took the opportunity to lean on me … "

After a while, Qing Er bent her body forward, looked at me and laughed: Hee hee … feng-ge, just relax …

I didn't have anything to begin with? No, I said.

Hmph … What are you still talking about? Look at how you acted just now, wasn't it me who said a few words to you? Like a big bear, puffing and puffing. Are you angry? Qing Er pouted and asked me.

I don't have any. How am I angry … I leaned against the headboard and sat up. But you don't need to worry so much. I'm going to Beijing as a public school, as a job, as a …

Got it … feng-ge, don't say anymore, I know that this is official business … Qing Er covered my mouth: Alright, now that everything has passed, I won't say anymore, but in the end, do I believe you? Or do I still believe that you are my man? I shouldn't have been petty, I shouldn't have been so worried, okay …

After he finished speaking, Qing Er crawled up: I'm going to pack up again, then go to sleep ….

I watched as Qing Er packed her stuff and wasn't sleepy anymore.

After a while, Qing Er took Liu Jianguo's bag and placed it on the table: feng-ge, tell me, is it really strange, why didn't Liu Jianguo come? Is something wrong? "

Yes, something has happened to him … I looked at Qing Er.

Ah — what happened? Qing Er stopped and looked at me.

Thus, I repeated the content of Niu Niu's words to him. Of course, I didn't mention those things regarding Liu Yue.

Qing Er's eyes were filled with hot tears.

feng-ge, tell me, how could such a pitiful thing happen in this world? Qing Er asked me.

This world is very cruel. It's much more cruel than this … I said, This is a society where the strong preys on the weak. We live in the middle and lower levels of this society, and in the real lower levels, there are countless shocking human tragedies. It's just that they don't have the power to protect themselves or fight back. If we don't get to college, we won't be able to eat the treasury food, we'll have to farm at home, we're part of the lowest group, no one will treat us like we do today, we won't enjoy the glory and pride of this nothingness … This is reality, this is a bloody life …

Sigh … Qing Er sighed, he used a towel to wipe his tears, then started to pack up the things in Liu Jianguo's bag, at the same time saying: This society is really cruel!

To be honest, in a sense, this is a society where people eat people. The weak groups are always being bullied … No, I said.

feng-ge, look, what is this? Qing Er opened the English textbook and an envelope fell out onto the table.

Qing Er brought it over and looked at it. feng-ge, this is a letter Master Liu has given you … "

Saying that, Qing Er handed the envelope over to me.

I received it and looked at it. It was signed by Liu Jianguo.

The words of the Master Liu are so beautiful! Qing Er praised.

The envelope was sealed with glue. I tore open the envelope, pulled out the letter, and opened it.

Qing Er snuggled over: feng-ge, can I look at it?

Of course I can! No, I said.

Thus, Qing Er crawled onto the bed and leaned against the headboard together with me. With their heads together, they read Liu Jianguo's letter.

I unfolded the letter and saw that it was a letter written by Liu Jianguo with a pen. The words were very elegant and free, just like Liu Jianguo's eyes that were filled with light.

Qing Er lied on top of me and read Liu Jianguo's letter with me.

"Hello Younger Brother Jiang, your words are like the surface of your face.

When my father passed away today, I brought my father's ashes back to their homeland to bury my father. When I was doing this, I was in a hurry. I couldn't say goodbye to my father in front of him. I apologize!

After knowing this brother for a few days, they seemed to have no fear of meeting each other. This brother and Mr Xu were truly a perfect match for each other.

Not only are you and your sister-in-law good people, your friends, Third Brother, Sister Lan, as well as my own family, your Liu Jie, are all good people. To be able to recognize you good people, I am honored and cherished.

My brother always seemed to be interested in my personal situation. In fact, I was just a poor, ordinary person who had been living in poverty ever since I was a child. Now, my father had finally grown old, and in order to fulfill his wish of returning to his homeland, I brought along my ashes and went south, returning to my homeland and burying my father.

Before leaving, I arranged for my neighbor Niu Niu to return Mr Xu's single-player computer and English learning materials. At the same time, he deeply thanked Mr Xu, and deeply thanked …

I don't know if I can meet again in the future, and bury my father. After that, I have no plans for what happens next. The world is vast, and I don't know where I can rest.

Brother is a learned person, his writing is sharp and wonderful, he has a sense of responsibility and true love, a sense of mission, can pay attention to the vulnerable groups in society, let me have a whole new level of respect for you, in this year, there are not many people who can really help the vulnerable groups by drumming and crying!

When a person, when a group, reaches the stage of fighting for their survival, that person, that group, basically has no dignity at all. Dignity is reserved for those who are well-off …

This is the law of things, and the experience of my life.

My friends in tricycle driver and I will never forget a reporter like you. You are a true reporter for the people!

To me, fate determines character. I don't have the qualifications to let my character take control of my fate, so I can only let fate forge my character. My life doesn't belong to me, it belongs to my father... After my father's death, I began to control my own fate and to live for myself …

Bless me, Younger Brother Jiang — while I bless you, you also bless me.

A vast sea of people. If fate wills it, then we shall meet again!

Time flies, people in the depths, grip your hand!

— — Your old felt hat friend Liu Jianguo. "

After reading Liu Jianguo's letter, my heart was filled with mixed emotions.

Qing Er was extremely moved and sighed.

feng-ge, this person, this Liu Jianguo, is a good person … Liu Yue laid in my embrace, and kept wiping tears off his face.

I looked at the letter in a daze, looked at every word Liu Jianguo said, and repeatedly read the contents of the letter.

Liu Jianguo is an intelligent person, I have to confirm once again.

Character determines fate. I have always believed that there is a great difference between a person with a negative and lazy personality and a person who strives to be positive. It's better not to talk about whose life is better, because everyone has their own value orientation. It was indeed beautiful to be bold and passionate, but even more so to be plain and indifferent.

However, Liu Jianguo said: Fate determines character.

I was a little confused, and started to ponder again. Perhaps, thinking about it, what Liu Jianguo had said was not unreasonable, a person who had lived a superior life since he was young and had lived a comfortable life, and a person who had suffered many hardships from a young age, might not have a completely different personality, but they were very different.

I think this is not a question of who is right and who is wrong, about life, fate, never was a question with an answer.

I concentrated, and my mind began to wander again.

In the beginning of life, when a person's mind had matured from learning how to speak, fate decided personality. The formation of a person's character was closely related to their family background and their growing up. Wait a minute, that's what he was talking about. Although internal factors are the key to determining things, it does not mean that a person's personality is innate, or something that they are able to decide for themselves. The objective environment is even decisive before a person is able to exert his or her subjective initiative and independent social capacity. I have never been a complete materialist. So why do people who grow up in the same environment have a lot of differences in personality? Contradictions have their universality but also their particularity.

When a person grows up to be a social person with an independent personality, the way they behave is largely influenced by their personality. It is always true that people who are competitive and confident and optimistic are more likely to succeed. Perhaps this is why individuality is being valued more and more in a society that is becoming more and more assimilated.

Things are always changing, not absolutely, and even a person who has formed his or her independent personality will change his or her character in the course of his or her social activities because of something, some even completely, so that the purpose of his or her capacity to act is changed.

The most complicated thing in the world, and the most difficult to explain, I think, should be humans!

The perspective that Liu Jianguo spoke of, I believe it was a deep experience of his life.

Experience determines experience, experience and achievement thoughts. I thought of that again.

CHAPTER 204 - SHE DIDN'T THINK OF ME AS AN OUTSIDER

She doesn't regard me as an outsider

Liu Jianguo's departure made me depressed. My depression was not only because Liu Jianguo had left, but also because Liu Yue's mood was so terrible.

After knowing Liu Yue for so long, I have never seen Liu Yue in such a state of panic and helplessness tonight. Maybe, this is what Liu Yue revealed in front of me when she reached the limits of her endurance — — She doesn't treat me as an outsider.

feng-ge, I feel that Liu Jianguo will definitely return! Qing Er laid in my embrace, looking at my depressed face. He lightly reached out his hand to caress my chest.

Why do you say that? I put down Liu Jianguo's letter and looked at Qing Er.

It's very simple, because he hasn't even passed the self-study exam. There's also an English class! Qing Er said: I think he will definitely come back to register for the examination. I think, he isn't the kind of person to give up …

Oh … I nodded, then shook my head. There's no set date for the self-study exam. Who knows when he'll come? Maybe after a few years?"

From what you know of him, do you think he will? Qing Er said.

I don't know, I said, shaking my head again. Of course I hope he won't, but who can say for sure?

Qing Er was speechless, and looked at me silently: feng-ge, I feel that you have a special interest in this person. Why?

My heart stirred, and I sighed. I embraced Qing Er's body, and stroked her shoulders: I don't know!

What do you think he will do in the future? Is he not coming back from the south? Qing Er asked me again.

I don't know. He might return, or he might stay in the south, or he might travel even further to the north … I said, It could be anything!

These words of yours are equivalent to not saying anything, it's the same as wasting words, Qing Er playfully pinched my chin. "These words of yours are just like those books that you wrote.

I shamelessly laughed, Wooden solutions, I am just used to talking and can't change my words. You can only adapt to me, I can't adapt to you. If I'm not used to you, you can not listen. It's very simple …

Qing Er snorted, Forget about you, go to sleep, and hug me …

I lied down and turned off the lights. I embraced Qing Er's soft body in my arms, gently patted her body and went to sleep.

The next day, after breakfast, Qing Er and I went out for a walk, passing the newspaper office and the dormitory construction site.

The construction site was rather deserted. There was no longer the bustling sounds of the machinery, and there were only a few workers.

"Qing Er, look, this is the newspaper company's future office. It's a newspaper building with 20 floors. I proudly pointed to the building and said to Qing Er.

Good, good, so high! Qing Er looked up and praised, What a tall and thin building, it's just like a tower …

When I heard this, I felt a little uncomfortable. This is a building, not a tower.

But feng-ge, I feel that the money needed to build such a tall building would be better than building a building with 10 floors. It looks thick, such a tall building is too thin, how many rooms can each floor have? It's not practical …" Qing Er said.

What do you know? Nowadays, building buildings of various units all have high standards. As long as the height is high, then it's fine. The higher the height, the more elegant and impressive it is. The higher the reputation … No, I said.

Shee hee … Qing Er laughed, and held onto my arm while shaking it: This building's reputation is huge, building a building is like a chimney, haha... He's determined to save face and suffer …"

Hearing Qing Er's words, I became a little discouraged.

feng-ge, why did this building stop working? We haven't seen any construction work? Qing Er then said, It was obviously not completed. It was just a frame, why did it stop building? It won't end up like this, right …"

Mm … Maybe it's because of the temporary shortage of funds. The difficulties are temporary and will be solved … No, I said.

Mei Ling told me that she was in charge of building the newspaper. All of the money was spent on her and she was the one who raised funds and ran to the bank to get the money, Qing Er said. Why didn't you immediately build it …

Maybe I can't get it for now … I shook my head and walked with Qing Er. After a while, my spirits rose again as I proudly pointed towards the construction site of the dormitory. "Look, Qing Er, when we build the dormitory, I will be able to split one of our residential works.

Qing Er was excited, Let me see, ah, there's more than 10 levels, we need an elevator. It's really good, don't you have any points?

Yes, I heard that we can split it after the construction is completed! No, I said.

Oh … When can it be completed? Qing Er looked at me in anticipation: This dorm seems to have stopped construction as well and I don't have any funds. You guys don't have any money, so why are you pretending to be magnanimous? Can we live in this dormitory in the year 2000? "

Pfft. I laughed. Little girl, why are you so pessimistic? In the year 2000, when my son was already able to play soy sauce?

Hehe … Your son? Qing Er looked at me and laughed: Wrong, how can you call your son?"

Then what should I say? No, I said.

Stupid feng-ge, you should say that I'm my son! Hee hee …" Qing Er hopped happily beside me and hugged my arm.

Hehe … Yes, yes, my son. I'll give you a laugh.

But what if I have a daughter in the future? Qing Er tilted her head and looked at me: You can only have one now, you are your only son, if you had a daughter, would your mother skin me alive?

Damn — do you think so? My mother dotes on you, but it's too late. I said, Qing Er, what do you want? Son or daughter? "

Mm … If you don't consider the goal of succeeding the next generation, I still want a daughter. Little girl, how nice, she's as cute and beautiful as me, hehe … Qing Er grinned, I can dress her up beautifully every day, put her in a beautiful ponytail, wear a beautiful flowery dress, and hold her small hand. Just like a beautiful daughter like Ni Ni … Sigh … I just don't know if I'll be able to have a daughter …

I extended my hand to scratch Qing Er's nose and said naughtily, You still don't know what the program and process for giving birth to a child is, why are you talking so shamelessly about having a son and a daughter here? Let me ask you, what do I need to do to give birth to a child? Can you do it?"

You're so bad! Qing Er's face flushed red, she extended her hand and grabbed her little pink fist before hitting on my body non-stop: Scoundrel feng-ge, Scoundrel feng-ge, bully me …

I laughed out loud as I took Qing Er's shoulders and whispered into her ear, Darling, on the night of our wedding, I will teach you all my work and life so that you will know how a little child was born … As long as you learn humbly, I can guarantee that you can master it quickly …"

Qing Er hugged tightly onto my shoulders, her face was burning hot as she mumbled, Hmm … Scoundrel, stop flaunting your experience, hmph … Make me angry... I know where you learned it from …"

When I heard this, I felt weak and dejected.

Looking at my discouraged expression, Qing Er pinched my ear. What's wrong? You don't dare to say it, do you feel guilty? Hmph … I know what you're thinking …"

I nodded honestly.

Hmph … What I have right now, she will never have again. What she has, I will have, Qing Er said in a somewhat jealous voice, Big woman, little man, sibling love, there won't be any good results, I never wanted to say these, I never believed them, little man is infatuated with big woman, I understand, big woman loves little man, I don't believe, I don't want to satisfy my dreams, I just want to find my youth … Aren't you just a love story? Am I not grown up? Am I not developing? Can't I be a mature young woman? One day, I will give you the things you were infatuated with, and she will never give you the things you enjoyed from me …

Qing Er suddenly said a whole bunch of them in one go, it was somewhat unexpected to me.

I was silent. I didn't know what to say.

Qing Er saw that I was not happy and immediately stopped talking. She grabbed my arm and spoke gently: Alright, I won't say anymore. I don't know why, but I suddenly said these words just now … Love is selfish. I won't let anyone share love and my good man, but I won't hate her either. I know she isn't a bad person. I don't hate her. I already said that I don't hate her … Of course, if we can be friends, that would be for the best. Even if we can't be friends, we don't want to be enemies …"

I looked up at the sky and let out a small breath, still not saying anything.

feng-ge, you're unhappy, aren't you? Qing Er looked up at me and shook my arm lightly.

I lowered my head and smiled. Silly girl, are you unhappy with me?

's face started laughing: That's good, feng-ge, I sometimes think twice too much when I speak. In front of you, I'm used to thinking and saying whatever it is that makes you unhappy, so you should try your best to restrain me …

How can I let you go? I said, Of course I know you're used to thinking and saying things in front of me, but sometimes it doesn't seem like you're going to say everything.

I have something to say.

Qing Er was slightly stunned, her eyes wandered around for a bit, and then she grinned.

Hee hee … I don't know … Qing Er laughed, then pulled my arm and changed the topic. feng-ge, let's go play by the river!

Thus, Qing Er and I headed towards the riverside park.

The construction of the city of Jianghai was very ordinary. Usually, the citizens would go to the riverside for a walk since they had nothing good to do during their leisure time.

The river water in the autumn changed from its usual yellow and overflowing color to much clearer. The sand in the river seemed to have settled down and become much more restrained.

Beside the river, a group of middle school students were practicing their poetry recitation loudly.

Qing Er and I sat on a rock by the river, watching the river roll away, and listening to the high school students recite their poems in a clear and lively manner. My heart was boiling, from my childhood until now, I haven't felt this kind of surging blood in a long time. Although I don't have the talent and talent of a poet, and I can't write anything that is full of excitement, but I can understand their feeling of looking at the source of the river for a long time.

CHAPTER 205 - A DYING MEMORY

Looking at the river water and the boat, I thought of the bustle of the fireworks in March, the novelty of crossing the river when I was young, the feeling of the river at that time was yellow and overflowing, there was no sense of beauty, even a little seasick, I always felt that the river was not safe, maybe we would all fall into the river at once.

Now that she saw that the river had become more leisurely and limpid, it was very rare for the river to be so peaceful. At this moment, she was like a good friend that had been separated for many years, quietly staying by your side and accompanying you to count off those memories that were about to fade away …

I quietly looked at the river, letting my thoughts slowly spread...

Qing Er leaned on my side, supporting her cheek, she did not make a sound, and stared at the river.

I need to find my mother … Sob, sob …" In the distance, a child's cry could be heard.

Qing Er and I looked at the same time, it was Ni Ni!

Ni Ni was being carried by the baby nanny and was crying on the baby's shoulder.

Hearing Ni Ni's crying, my heart ached.

I quickly stood up to greet him.

Qing Er hurriedly followed me over.

Ni Ni... What's wrong?" I went over and patted Ni Ni's shoulder.

Ni Ni looked up at me, her face full of tears.

Seeing Qing Er and I, Ni Ni felt like she was meeting her next of kin, and cried out in grievance, Wa — — She extended her arm towards me.

I immediately hugged Ni Ni.

Ni Ni embraced my neck, tears and snot running down my face as she cried, Big brother, I want to look for mother … I need to find mom …"

Good boy — Ni Ni, what's wrong? Qing Er was crying so much that tears flowed out of Qing Er's eyes. She held Ni Ni's hands and comforted her: My darling, don't cry, big sister is here ah …

Ni Ni could not speak, and cried in grief, gasping for breath.

I was crying so much that my heart was aching. I gave Ni Ni to hug and asked the little nanny: Little sister, what's wrong with Ni Ni?

Nothing — nothing? The nanny gave me a faltering look, then quickly turned her head.

It's nothing, Ni Ni, why are you crying? I was a little anxious. Look at how sad she is crying …

I... I don't know …" The nurse's eyes showed fear.

You don't know? I looked at her suspiciously.

She nodded, her eyes twinkling.

I turned my head to look at Ni Ni. Under Qing Er's comforting, I didn't cry anymore.

I walked over, took Ni Ni into my arms, and walked a few steps towards the distance. Then, I asked Ni Ni, Ni Ni, did little big sis bully you?

Ni Ni could not speak, and could only shake her head while twitching her body.

Then who bullied you? I asked Ni Ni.

Woo woo … Ni Ni hugged my neck again and cried, Big brother, I want mother …

I can't take Ni Ni to see my mother because she's so sad. Otherwise, wouldn't Liu Yue be so heartbroken that she'll die of pain?

I lightly patted Ni Ni's back. Good Ni Ni, big brother and big sister are here, we'll play together. Don't cry, don't cry …

Then I went back and asked the nanny, Where's Ni Ni's father?

I don't know, Director Song hasn't been home for a while now! Yes, the nurse replied.

I know that Song Mingzheng has been avoiding the doors during this period of time because there are too many posts in these hospitals and they all need to be arranged for. If something were to happen, Department of Health would have caught all the personnel and transferred them over.

I placed Ni Ni on the ground and used my hands to wipe the tears off of Ni Ni's face. Ni Ni, let's go swing, okay?

Mm … Ni Ni choked up and nodded.

Come, Ni Ni, Big Sis will bring you to the swing! Qing Er came over and led Ni Ni to the grass patch to play with the swing.

Then I looked at the babysitter. Tell me, sister, what is going on? Speak, no need to worry. I won't make things difficult for you …"

The nanny's eyes reddened and she lowered her head, not saying a word.

I lit a cigarette and stood opposite her, patiently waiting for her to think.

After a while, the nanny raised her head and said, Big Bro Jiang, I said it already, don't tell me I said it, you have to keep it a secret … Otherwise, I would have no work to do and would have to sweep myself out of the house … I'm looking forward to getting a job for me in two years … "

I solemnly nodded my head. Little sister, don't worry. I definitely won't betray you!

I believe in you. I believe in your character. I know you're a good person! the nurse said.

Well, then, what is it?

's mother had been pregnant for more than three months. She couldn't get pregnant before, and had not gotten pregnant for several years, so she was still very good to Ni Ni. However, ever since she got pregnant, either because she had her own child or because she was in a bad mood due to being pregnant, her attitude towards Ni Ni gradually changed. Calling her a motherless bastard … She said that her mother was a romantic and that Ni Ni would never be a proper woman when she grows up …"

When did this start?

It would at most curse behind his back and not dare to show off in front of him. These days, when Director Song does not go home, only Ni Ni and she and I are at home, so she will find excuses to scold Ni Ni and scold him. Sometimes, she will even punish Ni Ni to stand against the wall. Ni Ni was playing around at home today when he accidentally threw her makeup box. She was so angry that she slapped Ni Ni on the forehead with her palm, causing him to faint. She almost cried out loud when she woke up. When Ni Ni came out, he immediately cried and looked for his mother. How would I dare to carry Ni Ni to look for Liu Jie, if Liu Jie came to find her for revenge, if Director Song finds out, wouldn't her mother beat me up as well?

I gritted my teeth hard and made a gurgling sound. I clenched my fists so tightly that I couldn't wait to get even with this stinking woman.

Big brother Jiang, you better not go, and don't tell Liu Jie either. Once you go, you can say whatever you want, and all hell broke loose. I'm done for too … I will try my best to protect Ni Ni. Right now, other than Ni Ni's day of kindergarten, I will always be with Ni Ni, so I will do my best to not let her mother touch me … Today, because I was washing clothes, I did not catch a glimpse of Ni Ni … "

Seeing Nanny's pitiful expression, my heart softened. Breathing heavily, I said to Nanny: Little sister, I'll give you my number. If anything happens to Ni Ni, contact me … …

With that, I took out my name card and passed it to the nanny, Remember, you can contact me at any time. You can even call me by phone, or you can find me at the Department of Public Information newspaper … Also, during normal times, you have to look after Ni Ni, protect Ni Ni well, and don't give her mother any excuses …

The nanny took the name card, put it away, and nodded, Big brother Jiang, don't worry, I'll do my best!

At this moment, I heard Ni Ni's naive laughter coming from the swing.

The little child quickly forgotten that Ni Ni was having fun with Qing Er.

The nanny and I walked over. Ni Ni was not swinging anymore, she was sitting on the lawn and playing games with Qing Er. Qing Er grabbed Ni Ni with her eyes covered, while Ni Ni ran over happily.

After a while, Ni Ni ran over to me, opened her arms and threw herself into my embrace, gasping for breath. With a smile on her face, she turned her head to look at Qing Er: Big sister, I'm here, come catch me quickly …

Qing Er came over with a voice alone, and hugged Ni Ni and I, Alright, I got you …

Ni Ni smiled happily as she hugged Qing Er and I's neck. Big brother, big sister, I'm so happy …

Qing Er took off the handkerchief in her eyes and also smiled happily.

Seeing Ni Ni's innocent smile, I hugged Ni Ni tightly and kissed her cheek. My eyes became moist.

Ni Ni was tired from playing, it was already time for lunch, the nanny brought Ni Ni and was about to leave.

Ni Ni reluctantly kissed my face and Qing Er's face. Big brother, big sister, goodbye!

Goodbye, Ni Ni! Qing Er and I bid farewell to Ni Ni with a smile.

Looking at the back of the babysitter as she brought Ni Ni away, my face tensed up, and anger welled up in my heart.

feng-ge, what's wrong? Qing Er looked at me and pulled my arm. Why is Ni Ni crying like that today?

F * ck, the Queen Mother did it! I