It's not too Late for Love: Volume 3

By Xiao GuLiang

After a dog-blooded period of love, I swear I will no longer believe in men. When I met him, my scar healed and I forgot about the pain. I thought he loved me, but it turned out to be nothing more than a vindictive feast he had given me. If love becomes a prison and a captivity. Then you go back to your world, and I go back to my heaven.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Funstory
• Release date: Sep 9, 2020
• ISBN: 9781636456645

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CHAPTER 201 - THE HUMBLEST PERSON IN LOVE

All along, I thought that we were truly in love with each other and that we could continue to walk happily for a long time. However, I didn't expect that from the very beginning, he was just using me.

To tell the truth, I couldn't accept it. Not at all.

I don't know why he would do this to me, why he would lie to me again and again.

But I couldn't beg him humbly to come back to me again, and I couldn't be with him again as if nothing had happened.

I carelessly wiped my eyes and unsteadily walked in front of him. I took off the diamond ring on my ring finger and hung it on top of Li Yan City.

After a pause, I said hoarsely, You gave this to me and now I'm returning it back to you. From now on, we have no relationship at all. It's over, it's all over.

After saying that, I slowly loosened my grip on the ring and let it fall. I didn't know where it ended up.

Li Yan City doesn't seem to care about the diamond ring that carries his promise. After covering his chest with his hands, he stood up and looked at me coldly, Good! However, I, Li Yan City, have never been willing to owe anyone. I've slept with you for so long, as long as it's within my capabilities, you can do whatever you want."

Hearing his words, all my remaining hopes vanished. From the very beginning, in his eyes, I was just a vain, greedy woman. Being with him was just to ensure my own safety.

Hehe, it's laughable that someone as pitiful as me would think that he had an absolutely irreconcilable reason to separate from me, which is why he was so heartless to me.

However, I didn't expect that I would be used as a tool from the start. When I was used, he would hold me up and hold me. Now, there was no need. He wished that he could kick me away immediately.

Yan Cheng, how are you? Are you alright? After Li Nian took care of the reception, she rushed over and saw that Li Yan City was staggering and weak to the point of not being able to stand properly so she quickly supported him. Not only did Li Yan City not reject her, they even leaned their entire bodies on Li Nian.

Those who didn't know how heavy Su Xudong's attack was would think that he was seriously injured, but I knew that Li Yan City was strong and it was impossible for Su Xudong to be so strong that he could not even stand properly.

Just like how I declared how compatible he was with Li Nian, and how much he loved Li Nian, Li Nian and Li Yan City really suited each other well, just like how those people congratulated Li Nian just now.

No one would think highly of me, much less think that I am compatible with Li Yan City.

All of a sudden, I didn't know why I was so stubborn or why I thought that Li Yan City had feelings for me.

With my woman's sixth sense?

Thinking about it was also funny. Maybe I was really too arrogant, so I stubbornly thought it was because I had no other choice but to be together with Li Nian.

It is said that in a relationship, whoever is serious loses, and the person who is serious is destined to be even more humble than the other person. In this beautiful game, from the start, I was destined to be the most humble person in love.

During the confrontation, several security guards had already rushed over. Li Nian ordered the security guards, Quick, bring Director Li to see a doctor.

After Li Yan City was taken away, Li Nian's face fell.

Capture that man. The moment she gave the order, two security guards immediately rushed over and pinned Su Xudong down. However, because Su Xudong had struggled too hard, another two security guards came to help, and only then did they manage to subdue him.

Bastard, let go of me … if you can fight one against four, let go … Su Xudong continued to struggle, but because the four men were pressing down on him at the same time, he lost his strength after a few attempts and could only let them hold him back.

I saw that they were making a lot of noise and was afraid that they would hurt Su Xudong, but I couldn't help them in any practical way, so I couldn't do anything except shout loudly to stop them.

Slut.

Li Nian suddenly rushed in front of me, raised her hand and slapped me hard. She used a lot of strength in her hand, and after receiving that slap, a short tinnitus appeared in my ears. She opened and closed her mouth, saying something that I couldn't hear at all.

It wasn't until she pushed me to the ground that the ringing in my ears subsided.

Bitch, I've warned you so many times that you're a little aware of yourself. However, not only did you not listen, you became even more serious. Who do you think you are, daring to act so arrogantly in front of me? Li Nian coldly stared at me, her eyes emitting a cold light. Her entire face was no longer as generous and decent as before, but instead became extremely sinister and terrifying. Now I know that you're the most pitiful, most self-deceiving slut, right?

Looking at Li Nian's ferocious eyes that wanted to tear me into pieces, I suddenly thought of a very interesting thing.

So what? I shouted at Li Nian, and because I was slapped on the face, my voice trembled. However, when I faced Li Nian, my momentum did not diminish, At the very least, I am still the person who received the certificate from Li Yan City. As long as I do not divorce for one day, your relationship with Li Yan City will not be legal.

Slut, slut, slut. Li Nian seemed to have been provoked by my words. After swearing at me three times, she felt that it wasn't enough to vent her anger. Thus, she raised her hand and slapped me on the face.

Her palm landed on my face so quickly and fiercely that I was nearly confused. As she started to hit me, she even used dirty words to insult me.

Little Fei … evil woman, let go of Little Fei! Let go of me! Su Xudong saw how badly I had been beaten up and immediately struggled. The security guards immediately used electric batons to greet him.

Su Xudong groaned and fell unconscious on the ground. In the end, the four security guards even called out to him one by one.

Sophie, when I show you mercy, you better go back and sign the divorce agreement. Otherwise …

Or what? Before she could finish her words, I quickly said, I've already seen all of your trashy tricks. I don't mind if you repeat them again.

After spitting out the blood in my mouth, I coldly snorted and said, "Let me tell you, as long as I don't get my divorce certificate from Li Yan City, I'll be his wife. Even if I die, I'll still be his wife, and even if you can't turn your back on me throughout your entire life, hahaha, just thinking about it makes me feel excited.

Bitch, do you want to die? Alright then, I'll help you." As Li Nian said this, she slapped me again without saying a word. Then she fiercely pulled on my hair and dragged me to the fountain, pressing my face into the water.

My mouth and nose suddenly soaked and I struggled instinctively, but the back of my neck was tied up by Li Nian. Even if I struggled desperately, it was useless. I could only let her press me into the water, wanting to drown me alive.

She didn't give me any leeway, and I didn't flutter for long. I felt like I was going to suffocate.

Stop! At this moment, a low and cold voice sounded above my head. The voice wasn't loud, but the force field was very strong. The action of Li Nian pressing on the back of my head also stopped.

Without her support, I fell off the wall of the fountain and covered my mouth as I started to cough violently.

Qin Tian supported Li Yan City as we slowly walked towards me. The moment he extended his hand out, the circles in my eyes actually heated up. I was obviously extremely disappointed, but I still cried unwillingly as I reached out my hand instinctively.

What I didn't expect was that the person Li Yan Cheng reached out to wasn't me. When Li Nian saw Li Yan Cheng reaching out his hand towards her, the astonishment on her face disappeared and was replaced by a complacent look.

Yan Cheng, I just …

No need to explain. Before Li Nian could finish her sentence, she was forcefully cut off by Li Yan Cheng. He stretched out his hand and tightened Li Nian's waist, causing her to fit her body into his broad chest. Then, he opened his mouth at a steady pace: I don't want to blame you, but I feel that someone at her level isn't worth it for us to personally do it, wouldn't it be dirty?

Li Nian smiled and added, Yan Cheng, you are right. She is not worth it for me to take action.

Compared to Li Nian's excitement, I was really shocked. Humans are not like plants and vegetation, they are ruthless. I don't believe that during the few months I lived with him, he treated me warmly and pretended to be kind to me.

Li Yan Cheng looked at me fixedly. Due to the angle, I could only raise my head to look at him. Such a posture made me feel as though I was weaker than them.

After he stared at me for a while, he suddenly smiled and said, This is the first time I've seen a woman as stupid as you.

As he spoke, his eyes flashed with a complicated emotion that I could not understand. He then continued, Love is more lowly than mud in this circle, do you understand?

Hearing his words, my eyes suddenly turn red. I really wanted to cry, but I realised that I couldn't even cry now. I could only laugh.

I laughed at my own stupidity, at my own sadness. At the same time, I also laughed at the man in front of me, who could actually view everything between us so plainly.

Liyan City, I will make you regret what you have done to me today. I clenched my hands into fists and dug my nails deep into the palms of my hands.

"I'll wait for you, but I need to remind you that there will never be a day like this, because you're just the mud on the floor, a punk who can't support a wall.

CHAPTER 202 - I'M NOT IN A POSITION TO CRY RIGHT NOW

I tightly bit my lower lip as the strong smell of blood permeated through my mouth. I gritted my teeth as I looked at the indifferent man. If I could, I would have rushed forward to tear that hypocritical face of his into smithereens.

Thinking this way, I really did what I had to do. I used all of my strength to get up from the ground and with lightning speed, I ruthlessly slapped Li Yan City.

He had no idea that I would get up and attack him. After one slap, I didn't feel satisfied and raised my hand to slap him again, but this time I didn't succeed. He grabbed my wrist before I could slap him.

He looked at me coldly, his perfect voice spitting out cold words. Kindness is the biggest failure of your life. As he spoke, he mercilessly pushed me to the ground.

My body curved in an elegant arc, and it wasn't until I landed heavily on the ground that I realized that I had been pushed down by his own hands.

Before he left with Li Nian, he turned his head and looked in my direction. The moment their eyes met, he seemed to be stunned for a moment, but it was only for a second.

There was a little distance between us, and I could just make out the hint of a mocking smile on the corner of his mouth, and then he turned and walked away without a care in the world.

The whole thing happened in less than a minute, but I couldn't get the smile out of my head before he left.

Having been with him for so long, I seem to have never seen him smile at me in such a way, with such determination and viciousness.

I will never forget this man in my life. The ring can be returned, the wound can heal, but the deep love for him will never go away.

My love for Li Yan City has now turned into a towering tree. It's not impossible for me to uproot the entire city, but I can guarantee that I'll definitely be drenched in blood, and some might even lose half of my life.

•

I don't know how I left the Han Group, but after Li Yan City left, I passed out due to exhaustion. When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital.

Bright eyes shone in through the window, falling on the room, a few of them still resting on my arm, but I couldn't feel the slightest bit of warmth. My whole body was ice-cold, and a bone-chilling coldness enveloped me.

I felt as if my heart had been frozen. There was no temperature, no perception.

I glanced at the clock on the wall. It had only been a day since I went to Han Family to find Li Yan City, but I felt like I had already completed my life.

Little Fei, you're awake? A hoarse and anxious male voice sounded from the room. I looked towards the direction of the voice. It was Lu Yi Ming.

I blinked and said, Why are you here?

Lu Yi Ming coldly looked at me and coldly replied, If it wasn't for me, I'm afraid that even if you fainted in the Han Group, no one would have cared about you.

From the meaning of his words, the person who brought me back from the Han Group was him?

Recalling what happened that day, I suddenly came to a realization. After supporting myself with my arms, I sat up and said excitedly, Where's Su Xudong? Is he okay?

It's okay, he's lighter than you. He woke up a long time ago, and now he's going to buy lunch for you. He sat down and tucked me in.

When I heard that Su Xudong was alright, I collapsed like a deflated balloon.

Lu Yi Ming saw all of my reactions. He suddenly said with a sad tone, If my attitude had been a bit stronger, wouldn't you have been hurt this badly? As he spoke, he took my hand, "If I had persisted a little longer, perhaps these bad things would not have happened to you. Your child, your reputation, and even your heart might not have been harmed.

As he said these words, his black eyes were filled with an indescribable sadness that gradually turned into tears.

These bad things really did happen to me, but no one could blame it on Lu Yi Ming. His self-reproach and sadness made me especially sad.

Yi Ming, I don't blame you for all of this. I was the one who got what I deserved. I said to him in a hoarse voice, "You're right, I'm just a slut, and in our relationship, I'm a lowly woman who doesn't even have dignity anymore. The two of you advised me not to daydream, the story of the prince and Cinderella will only appear in fairy tales, but I just didn't believe you.

No, I take back the words I said about you in the bar, because I'm not qualified to say it, compared to you, I'm much more despicable, but even so, I still want to protect you, and when I saw you tearing your heart out for Li Yan City, I made up my mind that no matter what happens in the future, I will never let go of your hand again, I will protect you, I will protect you, even if there is no response, I will still protect you.

I was confused by his passionate confession. If I didn't feel anything at this moment, it could only be a lie.

Especially after receiving the cold and heartless treatment from Li Yan City, Lu Yiming's consolation was like a warm and sheltered harbor, allowing me, Lei Kuangbo, to temporarily rest up.

Maybe this harbor wasn't what I really wanted, but at least it gave me courage now, the support I needed to survive.

I had a lot of things I wanted to say to him, but my throat felt like it was being choked by something. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't even say a complete sentence.

In the end, I simply didn't say anything and directly hid in his embrace, wantonly crying out.

I know that the current me doesn't have the qualifications to cry, nor do I have the face to cry. Everyone says that the path I've chosen is a path that I have to walk even if I'm kneeling down, but now, I really don't have the strength to continue walking on.

When I was almost done crying, I heard Lu Yi Ming say from the top of my head, Fei Fei, my previous words were effective. As long as you want, we can leave this place and escape from this place to start our new lives.

After hearing what I said, I took a deep breath and carelessly wiped my eyes and nose before withdrawing from his embrace. I looked into his eyes with reddened eyes and said firmly, I'm not leaving.

Lu Yiming looked at me with a sullen look on his face. He has already hurt you to this extent, yet you still refuse to give up?

No, my heart died the moment I took off the diamond ring. I will leave. I will leave this place for what is right and wrong, but I want to leave this place as if I were a sinner, not as if I were a sinner.

When Lu Yi Ming heard what I said, the anger on his face dissipated. He lowered his eyes and looked at me. With a light tone, he said, Alright. I'll help you.

I didn't refuse, because I really needed his help right now.

At that moment, the door to the ward was pushed open. Su Xudong walked in with a lunchbox in his hand.

Little Fei, you're awake? Su Xu Dong saw that I had woken up and quickly ran over. After putting down the lunchbox in his hand, he quickly comforted me, How do you feel? Is there anything else that feels uncomfortable?

Nope. I shook my head and held his hand. Looking at the bruises on his face, I sighed. Are you alright?

When Su Xudong noticed my gaze, he turned to me and smiled. It's fine, I'm a man after all. Just a few punches and it'll be considered training. Hehe …

Lu Yi Ming looked at me and said, Xiao Fei, I'll go check up on your doctor.

I nodded my head when I heard him. I had slept for the entire night, and it was likely that the doctor had already told him of my physical condition. The reason he said that was probably to give me and Su Xudong a chance to be alone together.

After Lu Yiming left the ward, I pulled Su Xudong's hand and asked him to sit down. Although he didn't have any intentions of blaming me, I was blaming myself in my heart, I'm sorry. After releasing his hand, I sighed deeply. It's all because of me that you were injured.

No, I volunteered. I saw those posts about you on the internet. At that time, I came here, and only after I reached the bottom did I find out that he would be in the Han Group that day, so I attacked in a fit of anger. Little Fei saw him treat you like this, I really wanted to tear him apart on the spot.

I sighed and said sorrowfully, What has happened has already happened, so it's useless for you to hit him. Moreover, I remember that you advised me earlier that I was the one who was determined to do it. In the end, it's my fault.

No, even if he's in the wrong, it's his fault. He played with your feelings and hurt your heart. Su Xudong clenched his teeth and assured me, Don't worry, Little Fei. I won't let him go. Since he dared to ignore my warning and hurt you, I'll make him pay a painful price.

I was startled and raised my head to look at him in astonishment. I found that his black eyes were filled with some kind of vicious emotion as he had done a lot of crazy things. Before he opened his mouth to speak, I hastily tried to console him.

He ignored me, still silent, the sullenness on his face unabated.

I frowned and hurriedly said, This matter is my business after all. You must not get involved.

CHAPTER 203 - HE WAS STABBED WITH A KNIFE

I'm already involved, and your business is my business. Su Xudong frowned deeply. After patting my hand, he comforted me, Don't worry. I won't implicate you in anything that happens. I just want to avenge you.

Hearing Su Xudong's harsh words, I subconsciously withdrew my hand. Immediately afterwards, I looked at him with estrangement and said, I'm warning you one last time. This is my problem. Don't interfere, otherwise don't blame me for not recognizing you as my big brother.

Su Xudong tilted his head and said, If you don't want to admit it, then don't. Besides, I never wanted to be your big brother. I want to be your man …

His words were cut short by a cold glance from me, and I knew what he was going to say, so I didn't want him to go on.

Who would have thought that he wouldn't think this way? After looking at me for over ten seconds, he suddenly grabbed my hand. I instinctively wanted to pull away, but he tightened his grip.

Little Fei. He hoarsely called out my name, and his bright black eyes slowly turned dark and fiery, Little Fei, why don't you come with me? I... I will treat you well."

I looked at him in astonishment. After reacting to my shock, I was at a loss on what to do. I paused for a moment before trying to calm my emotions, Su Xudong, have you lost your head due to the beating? Don't you know what kind of relationship we have? How could you say such a darn thing?

You are the one who doesn't know what kind of relationship we have. We don't have any blood relation to each other, so why can't we become lovers? As he spoke, he moved closer to me, his gaze locking tightly onto me. I was especially unnatural from being stared at by him, so I could only turn my head away. Little Fei, are you still not willing to face reality? He doesn't love you, not at all.

Yes, Li Yan City doesn't love me, not even a little bit. To me, this is like an unshakable thorn in my heart.

Before, it was because of Dad that I didn't dare to express my feelings. But now that dad has left, the hindrance between us has already disappeared. Can't we still be together? Besides, I've never treated you as my sister. I like you, I really do.

That day when I saw Li Yan City take you away, my heart ached. I never had that kind of heart-piercing feeling, of course, if he was sincere to you, I would be willing to bless you and help you achieve your happiness. But now, he doesn't treasure you, not only that, he even hurt you time and time again, I can't just sit still and wait for death, can I, Little Fei, to be together with you? We've lived together for so many years, and we'll be the same as before, okay?

I had no way of refuting what Su Xudong had said. After gritting my teeth, I said coldly, Because the one I like isn't you.

Yes, I know that the person you like is Li Yan City, but what about him? Does he like you, too? Not only does he not love you, he even took advantage of you from the beginning to the end. You're the fool, thinking that he truly loves you and that the two of you can be together forever.

Su Xudong yelled at me in exasperation. After a series of ups and downs, he released my hand and suddenly stood up, staring at me condescendingly for over ten seconds. I don't care what you think in your heart, but I definitely won't let this go.

With that, he turned around and left.

Due to this passionate confession of his, I was somewhat unwilling to get entangled with him, so I did not stop him. I thought that since he had already suffered losses yesterday at the Han Group, he should not do anything foolish.

I didn't expect him to actually cause trouble for Li Yan City, and I'm not too sure about the details.

Anyway, when I received Qin Tian's phone call, I was completely stunned. The phone call said that Li Yan City had been stabbed by Su Xudong and was currently in a deep coma.

After hearing this news, I panicked. I didn't have enough time to think about it, so I quickly asked Lu Yiming to bring me to Li Yan City.

Lu Yi Ming looked at me with a puzzled expression. His eyes flickered with obscure emotions. Seeing that he misunderstood, I immediately explained, My brother stabbed Li Yan City in a fit of rage. He's currently in a severe coma in the hospital. I don't know how my brother is doing right now.

After hearing what I said, Lu Yi Ming's expression improved, Don't worry for now. Since Li Yan City's assistant will contact you, it means that the matter hasn't gotten out of hand yet. How about this, I'll help you look into the situation at Li Yan City. After that, you can …

I'll go with you. Before he finished, I interrupted him and met Lu Yiming's questioning gaze. I briefly pursed my lips and weakly explained, I … I was just worried that he would anger my brother. After all, he was the one who was injured this time around.

You don't need to explain. An unforgettable relationship isn't something you can just forget. He sighed and said expressionlessly, Let's go.

•

Arriving at the hospital that Li Yan City was in, Lu Yi Ming said, I won't be going. Be careful. Call me if you need anything. I'll be waiting in the car.

I could understand if he didn't go up. After all, the two of them didn't have any personal connections. In fact, I was already surprised that he accompanied me here today.

After I found the ward number that Qin Tian had told me about, I was about to push open the door and enter, when suddenly, a figure jumped out from not too far away and blocked my path.

Just as I expected, Li Nian stood in front of me with her cold eyes, gritting her teeth, Slut, how many times do you intend to bring calamity to Yan City before letting him go? He's already covered in wounds for you, and you actually instigated your brother to use a knife to stab him. I really don't know what your heart is made of.

Among Li Nian's words, the one that attracted me the most wasn't Su Xu Dong who stabbed Li Yan City, but rather she said that Li Yan City had caused me to be covered in injuries.

I muttered, What do you mean by that? What do you mean he's already covered with injuries because of me? "

Heh, of course you don't know. You are just a woman who only knows how to live a happy life while hiding behind a man. Moreover, you aren't worthy of knowing that. It was obvious that Li Nian was especially angry. She pointed at me and said word by word furiously, Because everything between you and Yan City is over. No matter how deep your relationship was before, you are destined to be strangers in the future.

After hearing that, I was slightly startled. No matter how deep my feelings for him were, I was destined to be a stranger in the future.

Hearing that, a small flame ignited in my heart and was extinguished. I suppressed my unwillingness towards Li Yan City, and coldly said to Li Nian: Are you done speaking? Then please step aside.

After saying that, I prepared to walk around her into the sickroom, but Li Nian refused. With a dark expression, she interrupted me. You're not allowed to enter.

On what basis?

Based on the fact that the person lying inside is my, Li Nian's, fiancé, isn't this reason ample enough?

There was not much left of my patience. Besides, I still had the wounds she had left on my body yesterday. Every time there was a trace of pain in my body, it would increase my hatred and hatred towards her.

I smiled and mocked, Your fiance. Hehe, that is indeed a good reason, but don't forget, before he becomes your fiance, he was my husband. As long as we don't go through the divorce procedures one day, we will be a legal couple. Is there any law in the world that says that a wife can't visit her husband?

You … Li Nian was furious. Her two slender eyebrows were scrunched together. She said fiercely, Don't be so proud. This marriage is going to end soon.

That's right, we do have to leave. I laughed coldly at her as I replied in a calm and composed manner, It's just that you haven't left yet, so you really aren't. I also advise Miss Li to be a little courteous to me before my official divorce from Li Yan City. Otherwise, I don't mind dragging this on for three to five years.

You … Li Nian was flustered and exasperated. Because she was too angry, her thoughts were a bit muddled. She opened her mouth and scolded, You are shameless, bitch. Cousin …

I didn't want to argue with her, so I just crossed my arms over my chest and looked at her calmly.

It seemed like the so-called 'I don't care about her social status', as long as she can be together with Li Yan City, it would be a lie.

At this moment, the ward's door was opened by someone. A doctor and nurse came out and saw Li Nian shouting. With a stern face, they berated, Quiet, this is a hospital. Please maintain the most basic of qualities.

Li Nian was angered by me to begin with, but after being scolded by the doctor, she became even more dissatisfied. She directly scolded the doctor, I don't care what I want to do, what can you do? Do you believe that I can get you to pack up and go home with just a phone call?

The doctor gave Li Nian a sidelong glance as if he was looking at a lunatic.

I stepped forward and asked, Doctor, how is the patient inside? Is it serious? "

Hearing that, the doctor shifted his gaze onto me. After sizing me up, he asked, Who are you to the patient?

I … After a pause, I bit my lips with some difficulty. Wife, the one injured inside is my husband.

Oh! The doctor thoughtfully glanced at Li Nian before replying at a leisurely pace, Don't worry, the patient's luck is very good. It's just that he suffered some superficial wounds and the wound has already been sewn. There won't be any major problems. However, if this incision is a centimeter or two away, the patient's condition will be in danger.

Pausing for a moment, he continued, The patient's recent diet requires careful attention, don't touch anything spicy or irritating. Also, don't touch water on the wound, lest you get infected later.

After hearing what the doctor had to say, I hurriedly thanked him, Alright, thank you, Doctor.

After the doctor and the nurse left, I wanted to go in and see Liyan City, but Li-Ming wouldn't let me.

CHAPTER 204 - SHAME BUT EXCITEMENT

While we were in a deadlock, Qin Tian came out from within. After giving me a deep look, he politely said, Miss Su, please come in.

Qin Tian wouldn't have let me in on his own accord. He must have received the orders from Li Yan City.

No, I should be the one entering. I'm Yan City's fiancee now, she's nothing. With that, Li Nian rushed into the ward.

However, he was stopped by Qin Tian. Li Nian stared at Qin Tian in shock and growled, What are you doing?

Qin Tian nodded slightly and said politely: Miss Li, I'm sorry, but you can't enter for the time being.

What do you mean? If she can enter, I can't. Do you know who I am? If you dare to stop me, do you believe that if I were to tell Yan Cheng that you are not qualified to be his assistant, Yan Cheng will change assistants?

Seeing Li Nian pestering him, Qin Tian was clearly not as polite as before. He frowned slightly and said with a cold tone of voice: Even so, Miss Li, you can't go in because Boss Li had ordered for no one other than Miss Su to. After saying that, she made a gesture of please towards me.

Before entering, I gave Li Nian a mocking smile. Even though I didn't know what exactly was going on, I had to admit that this action of his did indeed allow me to take revenge on Li Nian.

Gently closing the door, I walked inside and stopped one meter away from the sickbed. Li Yan City was currently lying on the sickbed with its eyes closed. The bloodless look on its face made me feel no pain.

Especially when I saw the bright red flower on the white bandage around his waist, my heart felt extremely uncomfortable. It felt like I was carrying dumplings in a teapot and couldn't pour them out.

Walking up to the sickbed in Li Yan City, I gently pulled over a chair and sat down, I apologize to you on behalf of my brother. Please be magnanimous and let him go.

Li Yan City didn't open its eyes at all; its eyes were closed the entire time, and it didn't even bother to pay attention to me.

Even if he hated me, he wouldn't be unwilling to even look at me!

I pursed my lips and spoke with a cold expression, Didn't you say that since you've slept with me for so long, you can satisfy all of my abilities? Then release my brother, this is the only request I have of you."

Hearing this, he finally opened his eyes. His pair of vortex like eyes slowly landed on my body. He asked, neither sad nor happy, My only request?

Li Yan City was a man who knew how to hide his true thoughts. I had known about this from a long time ago, so even though I didn't blink my eyes at him, I still couldn't tell what he was thinking about.

But to tell the truth, when I saw how weak he looked, my heart ached and my heart ached. At that moment, I really wanted to rush over and hug him and tell him that we shouldn't be in this mess anymore, let alone separate.

However, I knew that it was impossible for us to return to the past. No matter how good our relationship was, he would never be able to recover from that wound that cut on my heart.

That wound would always remind me how cruel he had once been to me.

After some thought, I swallowed, and said, Yes, if you let my brother go, I can promise you that I will end my relationship with you at once. From now on, we will return to the bridge as if we didn't know anyone.

How are you going to end it? Li Yancheng stared at me with narrowed eyes, a cold light shining through the long slits of his eyes.

I bit my lower lip and enunciated each word clearly, Divorce. As long as you agree to let my brother go, I will immediately divorce you. From now on, I will completely disappear from your sight.

I don't know if it was my imagination, but after I said this sentence, the chill in Li Yan City seemed to have intensified.

Seeing that he didn't say anything, I continued, Didn't you say you were going to be engaged to Li Nian? We should be getting married soon after the engagement ceremony. When the time comes, we will have to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register. You don't want to be mistaken for a bigamy, do you?

So, I have to thank you. Li Yan City frowned slightly, but I remained silent. He said in a cold tone, Come and help me change the bed.

I was stunned for a moment before walking over. I reached out my hand to shake the adjust the button, and when I reached the appropriate height, I prepared to retreat a bit, but my waist was hugged by Li Yan City.

Ah … Being pressed down by him like that, my legs gave way and I fell into his arms. My hands curled up on his chest. Liyan City, you …

He swallowed the rest of my words. He put one hand on the back of my head, the other around my waist, and kissed me frantically.

In the face of his sudden invasion, my first reaction was naturally to resist. I used all of my strength to push him away, but he was too strong for me to break free.

I could only let him try his best to get it from me. No matter how much I resented him, I was powerless. He seemed to have gone mad, continuously absorbing what he wanted from my mouth.

I pressed my lips together, not wanting to let him succeed. He simply pinched my cheek, forcing my mouth open.

In a daze, I felt as if my throat was about to be pierced through by him.

With his strength, my reaction slowly changed to a proactive response. At first I couldn't push him away, but then I actually didn't want to push him away.

He didn't seem satisfied with the kiss either, and the hand on my waist slid down.

Because my knee broke when I was fighting with Li Nian yesterday, in order to not affect the healing process, I wore a skirt that reached up to my knees. However, I didn't expect it to be a convenience for Li Yan City.

Very quickly, I felt his hand under my skirt, slowly sliding along the hem of my underwear, and for a moment I felt my breathing quicken, and my whole body was unbearably hot.

When I thought of how heartless and indifferent he was yesterday, I scolded him, Li Yan City you are a complete bastard. If you were to fall for me today, you would have to take responsibility. Otherwise, don't touch me.

He actually stopped what he was doing, but he didn't loosen his hold on me at all. Because we were so close, his warm breath kept spraying onto my face.

Subsequently, he used a hoarse voice to slowly say, Remember this feeling, only I can touch you without restraint.

I frowned, confused, still confused, and felt a slight pain in my lower body.

Liyan City, you … Before I could finish, his mouth was stuffed shut again.

He deliberately teased me, and his tongue nimbly wrapped around me. As he licked my lips, he extended a finger in, and I instinctively clamped my legs tightly together, subconsciously trying to struggle.

Don't move! He bit my earlobe and a warm breath hit my neck.

I don't know what's the matter with me, he said.

He rubbed my sides, and when I relaxed, he reached out another stick. I pressed my lips together, unwilling to let myself make any sound of shame, but Liyan didn't let me go.

After reaching his fourth finger in, I finally couldn't bear it anymore and moaned. However, before I could shout out, he immediately stopped my mouth, preventing me from shouting out.

I was tightly blocked by him like this, and he was the one who was causing all sorts of trouble. I could only open my eyes wide and look at the man below me who was able to reach the peak of his strength with his hands.

It was a shameful but exciting feeling, a feeling of breathlessness and heat, a feeling of struggle and obedience that kept gnawing at me, and for a moment I felt so dizzy that I couldn't think of anything at all.

Li Yan City didn't even come in, but I had no use crying. As I cried, I clutched onto the patient's shirt tightly.

Yan City, can we not split up? I love you. I love you more than I thought I would.

I also know that this kind of self is very humble, but when I leave him, I feel as if my entire world has collapsed.

Hearing my words, he reached out his hand and gently pulled my hair back from my chest, then smiled warmly. However, what he said was even colder than the Arctic Frost.

He said, There is no one in this world who can't live, just like when I lost Xue'er. I was in so much pain that I wished I could die, but after that, didn't I still survive?

His words rendered me speechless. This man could really extinguish my reignited heart at any time and place.

So in the end, you still choose Li Nian? I lowered my head and stared at him. His face slowly started to blur. When Li Yan Cheng reached out his hand to brush past my eyes, I realized that I was crying useless once again.

He stared at the tears on the tips of his fingers and slowly brought them to his lips. The tears disappeared in front of my eyes with the licking of his tongue.

It's not that I chose her, but that I chose her from the very beginning. When Li Yan City said this, there was no warmth in his voice, and not even the slightest fluctuation in his tone.

If I was hoping for a fluke one second ago, then at this moment, I completely gave up.

Without any further hesitation, I moved away from him, and this time he did not stop me.

After quickly tidying up my clothes, I reached out to wipe my mouth, the kind that uses all of my strength to do it over and over again.

It wasn't until the corner of my lips began to itch and tingle that I stopped my abusive behavior.

Li Yan City, you've won. I … will never have any unrealistic illusions again. I also want to thank you for giving me a precious lesson in my life. I paid for it with my own blood and tears, and we will never meet again.

After saying that, I decisively turned around and left. After opening the door to the ward, Qin Tian took a look at the clothes on my left side and asked anxiously: Miss Su, is Chief Li alright?

CHAPTER 205 - WITHOUT THE COURAGE TO LET GO TO LOVE

Following Qin Tian's anxious gaze, I looked down. I didn't expect my body to be covered in red blood. Could it be that Li Yan City's wound was split open just now?

In my mind, I replayed the scene of Li Yan Cheng using his hands to insult me. In an instant, the anger in my chest expanded, and after I wiped it away from my face, I coldly said, Even if he dies, it has nothing to do with me.

When Qin Tian heard my words, his entire body froze. He quickly said, Miss Su, you misunderstood. Actually, Chief Li …

Without waiting for Qin Tian to finish speaking, Li Nian suddenly turned mad. She strode forward and pushed Qin Tian away, pointed at Qin Tian, and swore, You should think about something properly and say it so that you won't make your master unhappy.

Facing Li Nian's shrewish appearance, Qin Tian unexpectedly didn't refute. He faintly looked at me, and I seemed to see a trace of heartache in his eyes.

But before I could investigate any further, Li Nian began to bark like a mad dog, Now that you've seen it yourself, why aren't you scram? Wait for me to get someone to kick you out?

I coldly looked at Li Nian. I didn't take her arrogant attitude seriously at all as I turned around and left.

When the elevator came up from the first floor, just as the elevator door was about to close, a slender hand appeared at the elevator's entrance. Soon, the elevator door opened, and Li Nian's face, which had made me angry, appeared in front of me once more.

She gave me a cold stare and walked in. After the elevator closed, she frowned and asked, You went in for so long. What did you do?

I crossed my arms over my chest and leaned against the fence of the elevator. After raising my lips, I casually asked, If you want to know, can I go in and ask your fiance?

After pausing for a dozen seconds, I continued to stimulate her and said, Actually, there's nothing else. It's just a negative distance between a man and a woman. Why haven't you two done that before?

You... She glared at me, gritting her teeth like a starving Tibetan mastiff.

That's right, I'm a slut, but it seems that your fiance really likes my slyness. After getting injured and going to the hospital, my mind is still thinking about those superficial things. Actually, I'm also quite puzzled, why do you insist on letting me come when you don't need a beauty like me?

Bitch, shut up. After experiencing so much, I had already seen her true appearance. She no longer bothered to disguise herself in front of me and directly slapped me across the face.

After suffering from the previous two losses, the moment she raises her hand, I immediately grab onto her hand.

What is it? Are you angry from embarrassment? I glanced at her, and there was a nasty sneer on my face.

Her hands were grabbed by me and she was momentarily unable to break free from my grasp. Thus, she roared without any regard for her image, Bitch, why do you think Yan City would meet you? It's because he thinks you're despicable. As for me, he respects me more.

Hoho? I laughed coldly and said tit for tat, If I tell you that a man doesn't want to touch you, there are only two reasons. Either because he loves you so much that he doesn't want anyone to sully your innocence, including himself, or because he doesn't even want to touch you because he doesn't care about you at all.

Li Nian felt her chest rise and fall from my provocative words. She gritted her teeth and wanted to refute me, but she didn't know how to refute me. Thus, she could only choose the most vulgar words to insult me, in order to dispel the anger in her heart.

You're just a bitch without a line. You're a disgusting cousin.

Yeah, I'm a slut, a cousin, but don't forget, your fiancé likes to tame people like this. If you want to win his heart or capture his heart, it's useless just to chase away those little girls by his side. If you don't want a second me to appear by his side, then you have to grasp the root of the problem, which is to be as slut as me, so you can keep Liyan City by your side forever.

Shut up. Do you think I care? Let me tell you, in my eyes, you are just an ant, a lowly ant. Even if Yan Cheng has slept with you, so what if I have pampered you? In the end, you were like a broken shoe that he threw far away.

Li Nian's words stung my heart. I wanted to ignore her, but my mind didn't allow me to ignore her words.

Just as I was about to explode, I suddenly realised that if I got angry, I would really lose. At least, in front of Li Nian, I didn't want to lose too badly. It's always better than you accompanying him for so many years, but never being pampered or sleeping, you're still the most lamentable, Li Nian, you're the most lamentable one. You've worked hard to protect what you found so long, but in the end you still ended up marrying for her, don't you feel lamentable? "

Li Nian coldly looked at me, It's not that you have the final say, it's just that I'm the one who ended up with him, and you're just a thing of the past, a thing of the past that's not worth mentioning.

With a ding sound, the elevator door opened. I sneered at Li Nian before striding out.

Before I left, I heard Li Nian come out and shout after me, When are you going to get a divorce?

Hearing that, I stopped and turned my head slightly. I glanced at her from the corner of my eyes and said indifferently, I don't know about that either. Just look at how I feel as a lowly woman.

You … Sophie … Lee shouted after me, and I ignored him.

I had just reached the hospital when Lu Yiming got out of the car, came around to my side, and opened the door for me.

When I fastened my seat belt, Li Nian followed me to the door. After a cold smile, I drove away from her.

That sneer stiffened on my face, and my thoughts fluttered randomly along with the scenery outside the car window. I felt that my mind was in a mess, a thousand different things, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't find a head.

Is it going smoothly? Lu Yiming asked after glancing at me.

I sighed and replied indifferently, There should be news soon.

Did anything happen to you? As he asked this question, his eyes frequently glanced at the bloodstains on my side.

Remembering the scene of Li Yan City using my hands to mess with me, I instinctively covered the stains on my body and said in a slightly flustered manner, No, nothing happened.

Lu Yiming looked at me with his deep eyes, but didn't say anything.

When he took me to the house, I didn't hesitate to get out of the car and run home. The first thing I did when I got home was go to the bathroom and wash myself.

While rubbing my body, my mind was filled with images of Li Yan City rubbing my body in the hospital.

It was very shameful, but at the same time, there was a feeling of wanting more.

I have to admit, my body's memory of him was too deep, so when he touched me, that kind of ecstasy made me especially enjoy it, so much so that I quickly lost myself in his happiness.

Thinking about this, I felt that I was really useless. After what he did to me, I actually imagined being tangled up with him. I felt extremely humiliated.

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As I lay curled up in bed at night, I silently shed tears, recalling the events that had occurred with Liyan City. My heart felt as if it had been slashed by a knife.

After that, I seemed to fall asleep in a daze. I, who usually only had light sleep, actually fell into a deep sleep this time.

I don't know what time of night it was, but I vaguely felt someone touching my body. My cheeks slowly felt itchy to the point that my neck was itching, as if something heavy was pressing down on my body.

I tried to move my body away from the heavy object, but to no avail. The dense, kiss like feeling became clearer and clearer.

As he slowly opened his eyes, the first thing that entered his eyes was Li Yan City. He tightly pressed me down, while his mouth repeatedly kissed my neck. His hands, as always, covered his beloved kneading.

Yan Cheng …

I called out his name in a low voice, but the man turned a deaf ear to it. His movements became bigger and bigger, and very quickly, he drilled into my nightgown and savagely tore off my underwear.

Seeing this, I quickly reacted and began to struggle. Don't … don't …

However, his movements were too fast and violent. Ignoring my struggles and resistance, he forced his way through me. The moment he entered, my entire body shuddered and spasmed from the pain. I couldn't help but arch my body.

Li Yan Cheng grabbed my waist and started to move crazily. I couldn't struggle anymore and just let him move freely in my body.

When he opened his mouth to embrace the softness of my chest, my whole body tensed up. My hands instinctively grabbed onto his head as I let out a happy moan.

The man's ragged breathing continued to echo in my ears. When I reached my peak, my entire body started to tremble violently. Under his intense attacks, I started to cry.

Then he went from bed to bed, and then to the bathroom, as he had done last time.

We were born to be saboteurs, and everywhere we went we were in a mess.

When the battle was over, I lay back on the bed, exhausted, and fell into a deep sleep.

Early in the morning, when I woke up, I used to flip over to look for the man with whom I had gone crazy.

In an instant, I snapped out of my daze and looked around me. The perfectly intact bedroom made me feel a little cold. I didn't even have the time to wear my shoes and directly went to the bathroom and the living room.

CHAPTER 206 - A LOSS IS A LOSS

I went back to the bedroom and looked at the mess on the bed and my own clothes. I covered my face and cried, my body slowly collapsing to the floor, my tears falling onto the bare floor.

Last night's battle was nothing more than a dream that I yearned for. My current situation was just a consolation for when I was unable to endure my hunger and thirst.

Liyan City will never come back, not now, not in the future. In the future, I will be by myself, alone.

Thinking of this, my tears started to flow even harder.

The sadness, the shame, the anger — all the negative emotions that filled my body