Mariah's Desires

By D. John

Mariah had been standing in line, waiting to check out when she looked over and saw him. He was gorgeous. He had the most crystal blue eyes she had ever seen. He was staring but trying not to stare at her. She looked down and touched her wedding ring and left.

Click, Click. She pushed the button on her keys to open the door on her car. That was when she felt a hand on hers. She looked up and there he was. Oh God, what now. She tried to move away and get into the car when he spoke

Do you live around here? Can I buy you a cup of coffee? I have some time before my shift starts. He was in is uniform, he worked for the Tucson Police Department. She had never seen him before, although the substation was just across the street and in her neighborhood.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Oct 10, 2013
• ISBN: 9781491817568

D. John

D. Johns has dreamed of writing a book for many years and finally has been able to get to a place to make this happen. She is a “self made “woman, with the will to fulfill her dream. Growing up in Eastern Tennessee, she wasn’t exposed to many social changes of that era. She married young and became a mother as an early teen. She endured many responsibilities, dealing with raising her children alone and working many different jobs and living in many places. She ended up in Tucson to be near two of her sons. Her life is busy, filled with contentment, joy, and love. She is a wife, mother, grandmother and a business owner. Still, she has taken the time to write, while still enjoying play times with her grandchildren, vacations with her husband, and work. All, which she loves to do. Life is full of joy if you make it happen. Writing has always been a release for her and she has had great support from her husband. He has been the real inspiration for her. He has read the book, sometimes feeling the book, and events were real. The book is a fiction, he is the love of her life. This book is packed with love, lust, and moral decisions. She hopes everyone that reads it will get the pleasure and joy she got from writing it.

Book preview

Chapter One

The sun was coming up in the beautiful Arizona sky. She could hear the shower running. It was almost time for him to leave on yet another trip with his friends. She lay quietly, resting for a few more minutes. Soon, she would be alone.

As the water stopped, she stretched and slowly got up to wish him well and to see him drive away. This was a ritual. She would watch him as he rode down the street and turned the corner, waving at him. She loved him. She loved him a lot. She missed him when he was gone. He was the love of her life.

But now, she needed something. She poured a cup of coffee and went out to the back patio to sit and be alone.

The back patio was beautiful. Jake had built a running pond that could be heard all through the house when the windows were open. The sound of the water was relaxing, soothing, and would quite the soul. She needed that sometimes. Not always.

She finished her coffee, walked around the yard and thought about how her day would go. She started to pick her phone up, but paused. Not yet. She wanted to dial the number but hesitated. Maybe later.

Shower time. She ran the water until it was hot, dropped her robe and she stepped into the shower. It felt good to relax and feel the hot water spraying on her. She poured the lavender soap from the bottle and began to caress her body. She cupped her breast and leaned her head back, letting the water run through her long hair enjoying the feeling of her hard nipples. As she soaped them and pinched each nipple till it almost hurt. God, this felt so good. She continued to run her hands down her body using more soap until she reached the hair above her pussy. The middle finger caressed her clit and she could feel the warmth rising in her body. She rubbed each leg and back up to her thigh for the warm feeling to continue.

She knew where she wanted to touch. She had done this many times before. Where she touched, she was wet and hot, excited. Thoughts were of him, always of him. In her mind it was him touching her, caressing her, making her feel hot with passion. She wanted to explode. But not yet.

She turned off the water, got out and dried herself off. She wrapped the towel around her and went back to set on the back patio. She picked up the phone but again put it down. Dial, she thought. Just push the numbers. No. Wait.

She had realized long ago that she liked being naked outside. Little, partly showing here and there, never completely naked. Teasing, making her hot. She sat in one of the chairs un-draping the towel, feeling the air on her breast and her pussy. This was a good feeling. Free.

Again, she let her hand slide over her breast, dreaming that is was him, moving her hands down to the magic, wet pussy and with one finger sliding in, she stroked her already swollen clit.

If only he was there. He was. In her mind anyway. He was the one gently flicking her nipples, sucking on them as he caressed them.

Her thoughts were of him. She did not care if neighbors saw her naked body. That was even more exciting to think someone may be watching.

She was putting more pressure on her hot clit, rubbing it till the feeling became so intense she thought she would scream in pleasure. Moving in a grinding way to give herself more and more pleasure. She looked down at her hot, wet pussy and knew there was no turning back now.

Oh my God, what a feeling!! She was on fire and in her mind, he was pleasuring her. She moaned and moved until her pussy exploded with pussy juice and she held on tight, cupping her hand over her entire pussy to feel the pulsating joy. Oh God. She was coming and she loved it. More, more, she rubbed her hotness. No one mattered, just the pleasure she had just given herself.

She arched her back and took in every pulse her pussy gave her. Every throb. Heaven. And she did this. She needed this.

She sat for a moment in the aftermath, feeling the freedom and the hotness float from her body. She got up, pulled the towel around her and went back inside for another cup of coffee.

Her phone beeped. It was a text from her husband, Jake, telling her that he was on the road and safe. He met friends and they were heading out of town on a ten day trip to Montana. She texted him back that she loved him and to have a nice day. Texting was also a ritual. She wanted to know he was safe. He was on a motorcycle and she worried. She did really love him . . .

She put the phone down, sipped her flavored coffee, and then picked her phone up again. She started to dial his number but stopped.

What was wrong with her? She knew she would sometime. She wanted to. She knew he would be there when she called. Maybe in a while.

The day was hers. She was going to relax, and think. What was this? She was so happy with her husband. He was her everything, He was there for her, as she was for him. She loved him. Then there was the feeling she got when she thought of the other one. This one she could not shake.

She didn’t love him, but she loved how he made her feel. It was wrong, but it was right. She needed to feel this way sometimes. She needed him.

Loneliness is not good.

Chapter Two

Jake had been a business man. Very well put together and had given her anything she wanted. She drove new cars, lived in a nice home and came and went as she pleased. Jake took motorcycle trips with his friends and she stayed home. She owned a business so she was working most days. She worked hard and kept her business going well but there were times when he was gone, she felt lonely. There seemed to be something missing when he was gone. But what was it? He was her everything . . .

Their marriage was a good solid one. They traveled to a lot of nice places, enjoyed every day, anywhere. He was what she had always wanted.

They had independence with each other. No worries about what the other was doing. They always talked and kept in touch. He liked to ride his motorcycle with his friends. She went sometimes, not so much since she started her own business.

She liked it when he went; it was good for both of them. Sometimes he was gone for a week, sometimes longer.

Jake came from a good family. He was a middle child. He grew up in Montana and married young. He lived a quiet life working every day and after several years, he divorced his wife and moved to California.

Jake created a very lucrative job in the newspaper business and remarried. He and his second wife had two boys and moved from California to Tucson, Arizona. He lived and worked in Tucson. Things became not so good between Jake and his wife, and he started seeking companionship on line with other women. When his wife found out, she filed for divorce. Although she had had two previous affairs, she wanted a divorce.

Mariah met Jake on a dating site. She was working two jobs and going back to school. She didn’t want to date and she had just gone through a divorce. She wanted to just be friends with guys and no permanent involvement . . . But, a friend wanted her to meet different guys and get out a little, so she put her on this dating site. She had met several men, and went for coffee, dinners, and other outings. Nothing. Good looking, pleasant men but