Conception: The Nature of Creation

By Yang-un Moon Eiman

Today may not be up to your expectation but then rest you prepare for tomorrows unavoidable consequences. Co-rider of co-creational spirit reinforcement of todays MY prodding to you, as of todays quota you meet and first day of conception I also needed lots of hours of solacing relaxation, after creation of light and after creation of rainbows and especially after creation of you.

So creation in between you and MY mutual effort is never going to be smooth ride to gas station. We are vast our ambitions our effort and our hunger to fill in not that gullible fungus for connotating nothingness. But consequence for diversity of our living, our leading demand for mutation only by doing expansive research or filling cap for our inundation of creation we can palpitate as a solid member of society in vast nature of cosmos.

Let you go again today that you did yesterday and day before, you got to let you go of at all cost. So I can draw upon you big scale of scenery fowling outburst of substance, matter making essence of our creative nature. From the inner depth of spirit flowing free spirit throughout galaxy and vast expansion of cosmos.

• Language: English
• Publisher: iUniverse
• Release date: Oct 27, 2000
• ISBN: 9781469715773

Yang-un Moon Eiman

Yang-Un Moon was born in Seoul, Korea. Raised up in Sao Paulo and Rio de Janeiro in Brazil. Studied in Parson’s School of Design in Manhattan, extensively traveled throughout world. She is currently living in San Fransico.

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At the time of conception

it was so painful.

Because I must work very hard

to imbibe you MY spirit.

MY spirit for conception.

But our spiritual bounding

has always been this way

I create MY universe this way

So always rolls upon safe-guiding rules.

But let ME ask you

what is so good

falling out of

MY pedestal of rostrum

only upon there you

conceive MY clarity.

So why you get out

why you create futility

out of in vain attempt

I should make some sense

roll back and stand upon

top of rolling rostrum of

kaleidoscopic magnifying vision.

You must observe through

that magnifying glass

new era new century new epoch

Then you must conceive from ME

know how to make it.

You have been daunting enough to get into new writing since soon after you finished that trilogy of Multi-Mega-Trans-Metamorphosis. Yes I AM more than ready to go on with you, how about you?

Yes, I know you are already preparing all the provision for our new sailing, you are already waiting for ME in front of dock down riverbank. Good! research well done and you showed ME how sincere you are and you proved ME how determined you are.

So all is well now we are going forward like a rocket shooting forth toward our newly launched vessel for another long months of sailing. But this time you gained some experience so you are not going to throw up so much like before which was so embarrassing for ME for the all the crew in the vessel.

And you also gained some maturity and depth of contemplation I know it has been very difficult months for you but bravo here you and ME, we go from here and we started out conception and of our creative nature and also creation of nature.

The very basic formula spring from basic instinct possess by all not only you human or ME GOD or MY fellow upscale developers. But as well as you and that beggar down there and also schizo who is begging for fifty cents for beer as we…and all of us.

But some of us create and go on that leverage of momentum that smooth rolling chariot carriage pulled by well trained sleek stallions. Which is earned momentum make them to override that long pedestrian workpath with other shack dweller or squezzed by every rush hour traffic zam by riding overcrowded bus.

But difference between creator dwindler drifter and destroyer is all scattered into vast array of immeasurable distinction from the outset of conception. Yes, I mean by birth and also I mean by growing state toward maturity.

At the time of birth really doesn’t make difference, what do you know until certain age lying there and doing nothing but sucking milk bottle or pacifier or sleeping all day.

But its growing out of that infancy and started being a little human of able maturing precept for perceiving and also conquering indifference to develop distilled substance throughout maturing free will to bring out from the very first outset of perception.

Whether by education or but some are very fortunate to be brought up by two responsible and loving members of society so first priority to them can be how to raise up well their offsprings.

And unfortunately for others are lesser they fight out to get out of from the slum or drug infested ghetto.

But I don’t think one should make fuss out of that. Anyone everyone is born into where they worked up to that point in their previous life time, now I AM mentioning little of karma and law of cause and effect, but I will delve into much deeper later on.

Karma which you MOONBEAM missed and couldn’t capture ME so I had to drop you off out of that subject and let you go on to another subject. But this time we must plough through into this very crucial and very realistic subjective matter which is really all the matters of facts.

So where you were born and how you were born is really don’t amount nothing but you must start your life from the point where you left beyond previously more precisely previous embodiment. So there is no fuss being rich or poor of mediocre or smarty.

It’s all up to how you gonna make life out of this embodiment. MY sole point main point is that the reason and sole purpose of I let you reborn is clean yourself up and purify yourself up to certain mileage point then from there from that point on, let’s say convergence, I send you light gradually according to how much you are able to handle it and if you pass primary test like MOONBEAM sweating like a hell but she wrote MULTI-MEGA-TRANS-METAMORPHOSIS and I saw her swelling like pancake each and every major stage.

So according to your resettlement into resuming your identity which I mean your original self returning process. And by the time you are ready to leave this life, I mean death come up to you because I got to change your form for the next embodiment of your final arrival to ascension. From that point you are totally free out of revolving cycle of birth and death.

Absolutely delivered all the haste and you repented through all the way and means to arrive to resume to your original statues as a GODS and GODDESS or as MY fellow working matter of cooperative operation throughout COSMOS.

These COSMIC agenda ignite ME so much I get so high pitched when I come up to this point. So I sometimes loose MYSELF into MY passionate plea to all come back to ME MY dear darlings!

But you and all of you must prove to ME at some point during your lifetime. You know its ME, its your GOD, so big of a dose impossible to swallow down henthforth you are excruciatingly compelled to face yourself.

And your very demanding self for righteousness of light and for the profound improvement of your gagging self. And when I know you got the message and seriously really baffling to understand it then I gradually open the sesame of wisdom little more wider so for you to be able to clearly distinguish ME and your soon to be gotten rid of self for blocking load map.

By the accordance to the degree you become clear, clarity is optimum strength, ability to discern right away between light and dark force and when to be unbendingly tough.

So you don’t put yourself into lesser and not at all to that opposition, to the black mow of dangerously loosing game for life fatal anger revenge stricken waves of dark black sea just to prove your benign dependency. Then you dare to get out of your binding whatever self, you become real aggressively smashing black juggle nut shell to dismantle slavery.

OK! you proved ME your willing determination to be yourself then of course I let you wonder hither and thither to go around circle of to be or not to be to do what not to do what…..

Don’t you flattenly deny or don’t do that kind of never ending sexphohia prose but even that prose I let you write so not to in cage yourself like that, everybody has free roaming spirit to walk back and forth throughout planet or how much bush riddle ride you can afford.

So when you decide to be then also you know you got to do to be. Seriously brooding torment of what to do but as you know better for well anyone has that instinct of one excel this field and the other excel that field. I endowed upon each one of you with that seed, you discover which is seed I planted upon you and by growing up what sorts of nourishing spirit is needed to fully bloom. So someone is stupid and I am not is misunderstood. Don’t misunderstood each other anymore.

Some are deadly determined to knock down unfeasible barracks for iron bulking shield fortunately their trying die-hard hunger kind of diligence build up more than other so upon coming into this life they’ve been discovered earlier and by their own amicable conduct they associate with better breed of people. I mean creative well oriented people. So they know why you are here at first place and also they understand you were born to work and carve you into most exquisite brilliant jewel. And they are the smart ones for the mutual exchange of beneficiality, which life supposed to be ever.

For some are past association much less fortunate, got bitten by mother father with whatever by baseball bat while they are sleeping so they got headache for long time and yes scarred.

Like Moonbeams case was her hair all pulled off many times but fortunately I gave her immunity so she can grow her hair more longer frequently than before her hair pulled off by the woman she happen to be born this time. I mean her biological mother at this embodiment. But she possesses very much physical beauty so how unhappy she must have been when she was a little girl instead she was born beautiful. So she freaked out many men and also she seduced and she slept with many men so not much bruised left, lot erased because she had too much real fun which wasn’t the story to lots other of her contemporary.

At some point I had to send out her warning signal but she was knocked out by too much fun night before so I had to stop her and she didn’t heed upon ME so I really sent her big blow of bangs. Then she got the message and ever since than I dragged her along the way, no she couldn’t walk by herself so I dragged her but she started walk by herself when she was roaming around earth. Of course, she stayed in budget lodging and every night she was so nervous for how much she spent so she took down her money belt and counted money three times every night. There was nothing to count, wasn’t that much but she counted every time I saw her.

That’s the first time in her life she started walking by herself. And keep gibbering to be or not to be to do what I told her, you must write but she was so loaded with her newly upcoming insurgence of self-doubt and self-inquiry so much with her to be or not to be. But I knew she will be OK so I left her alone for a while I mean she was real pain but funny though.

So when your to be or not is start to fading away, I come up to you with some proposition for assignment. Of course, it’s all within security of excellent aptitude within you.

Some lost forever loony down garage doing nothing but drink wine all day all year, pleading to ME want really out of that burning hell and his pleading to ME was really blood stain upon the garage he lived through. So I came down upon him, at the one first sparkle he knew what is all about, he got up and washed off that pants, changed, locked into some cheap basement and soon started painting day and night. The guy is a greater painter of his time very creative loaded with MY SPIRIT FOR ULTIMATE CREATION OF PERFECTION.

What is name, no name calling, leave him alone let one work in their field of their creative impulse in order to conceive ME at the desire of the moment. Rather true spur of the moment that moment is when I know for real change and you conceive new direction with new medium.

But at first assignment you must really garner upon ME and pour all out forth that very significance, it’s change. Stop from your previous drifter fray to very creative person. I AM not only particularly mentioning art or any distinctive field of service.

But you must take assignment seriously and that’s your medium for fundamental transformation for your new identity at first stage of formation. OF course, you must give all to the new assignment and you got to prove to ME not only deadlock seriousness but your agility how much you are putting out forth ward and making such a driven devotion to the work. By going through first assignment to make it work, by through that effort, you are automatically changed so don’t try reverse which you already understand as a fact.

And your work must pass, it must be arrived upon some basis for plateau and some test of approval from ME and MY co-workers and MY assistants whom are unknown to you but regardless have been with you for long time for you to ride upon this wind, FROM THE HEAVEN WIND OF GOD not to far toward other direction, to reach drop dead end.

Like Moonbeam passed yes, you must go through that in formidable self-struggle to set out your feet straight upon the pedestal of rostrum carved out of real granite of determination.

Then I can depend upon you and I will continuously renew MY GOD SELF through you, for you to excel in your field of chosen and you want to make out of.

Perhaps as you know it’s all by free choice but few point We got to make decision for you, it’s not that We like to overrule your native free will, but too long centuries of abusive habit cluttered life style, so many demanding undesirable attachment WE must compelled to do, to process you so not anymore engulfing memories of spilled water from the last summer leftover poolside for no reason at all. But again its all for you WE do it.

Really at many other times you are so desperately trying to rise out of keep fluttering your leg hand to get out of from that stench of stagnation but not yet strong enough to beat down all the obstacles of binding celluloid for blockbusting that forever clinging kind of unhappy and very unfortunate binding by biological family then that worst of all case they only want to grind you.

Already they grounded you as flat as any flat surface of asphalt can be then WE MUST FORCE OURSELVES INTO YOUR CAPTIVITY, domain of dominance by your family member I must really pull you out of that non-stop breeding ground for destruction, creation of dire karma for chronic abusive illness for another countless centuries. And I have to also prevent these kind of patricide of infanticide, more fatalistic bondage out of mutually begotten slavery.

Moonbeam’s case I must pull her out because she will commit matricide and I saw it coming so I really had to ran into her density really pushed for out of there forever.

Anyhow she worked and she delivered our first joint creation of MULTI-MEGA-TRANS-METAMORPHOSIS so she proved to ME job delivered immaculate satisfactory. Passed test and starting with ME another trilogy of this manual.

And from second project WE get into deeper, delve deeper into our own inherent instinct to perceive conception for creation which is our nature, very basis of our chemistry for interaction interconncetive tissue.

We evolve through by creating by perceiving conception for new, next, further out our creative aptitude and by our elaboration of our instinctive level we can be a mature pouring force upon our becoming process in tandem with entire cosmos. Demanding task and need for our creative nature as natures most

closely linked system of dynamic flow circulating into orbit and to breakthrough out of toward more freer state of creative impulse toward the