Just Wondering About It All

By Sara N. Abuljadayel

Just Wondering About It All is a poetry and prose collection about life choices, issues, and different matters. These are taken from everyday life situations, incidents, and questions a person may go through.

This book was inspired by daily life situations, everything written was through a timeline of something happening, the time it took to pass, and what result came out of it, whether it was good or bad.

Hopefully you will enjoy it in a moment of solitude and inner peace. Consider it as the hope in the middle of chaos.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Sail Publishing
• Release date: Apr 12, 2017
• ISBN: 9781912022403

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Just Wondering About It All

By

Sara N. Abuljadayel

Published by Sail Publishing L.L.C.

First published in 2016

Copyright © 2016 by Sail Publishing L.L.C.

All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.

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Contents

A Heartbeat

A State Of Mind

A Tear Drop

A Tribute To A Friend

Before I Die

Being Great

Don’t Forget To Clean Up

Either Is Or Is Not

Ever Wondered?

Friction Of A Fracture

Forgive Me

Good Bye

Grateful

How Can You?

How Much Can You Take?

How Much Of Life Have You Lived?

How aligned Is Your Life?

I Had A Dream

I Love You

It Is A Simple Question

Just Wishing

Maybe It’s The Weather?

Maybe a Day Later

My Dearest Friend I Owe You A Smile ;)

My Dearest God

One Step At A Time, One Breath Each Time.

Plan Your Day Truthfully

Random Thoughts

Saying Good Bye

Sharing

The Day You Snapped

The Images Of Our Lives

The Known Unknown

The People We Meet, The Things We Do

The Power Of A Dream

The Sad Tune

The Silent Watcher

The Strange Void

The World’s New Symphony

Thoughts Are Like Flying Birds

Time Is A Wonderful Healer

Trauma

True Love

We Are Suckers For Emotion 1

We Are Suckers For Emotion 2

We Live We Learn

What Does It Take For You To Have A Heart?

What Will It Be?

When It’s Time For You To Go

Why Do We Love And Hate Travelling The Road

Wondering

Your Escape

Your Life

Undecided

Retreat

A Purchase Of Damaged Goods

The Road To Somewhere

Life Is A bundle Of Choices

Our Destiny

Trust

You’ll Always Be In My Heart (Inspired By A Friend…)

Wondering (No Words)

Thank You For Nothing

Too Bad, So True

The Measure Of A Man

The Power Is In Your Hands

Sometimes

I Am Sorry

What Is It?

De-Cluttering, I Stumbled.

If Love Is The Answer Then Why Is It The Problem?

A Heartbeat

It is just a heartbeat.

Probably means something;

Maybe it means nothing.

It is just a heartbeat.

It might mean the world to someone;

And it could mean a second to someone else.

Who are we to judge the meaning of other people’s heartbeats?

But deep inside, when ours is lost,

Or disregarded;

We seek guidance to find it again;

To give it value,

To let it be,

The strongest heartbeat in the world.

To make it the event of the year,

That your heart released a beat to the world.

A beat of joy;

A beat of happiness;

The heartbeat that tells the world,

That ‘eternal spring is here’,

Even if it doesn’t last that long,

The heartbeat will make it last a little Longer.

For some it is just a heartbeat.

For others it is the world.

It is just a heartbeat,

It is the heartbeat of a lifetime.

A State Of Mind

Why sleep, then wake up to sleep again?

Why wake up when you know your tomorrow is like your today.

It is not depression;

It is just a state of mind,

That you find yourself overwhelmed with.

It’s irritating to feel like your tomorrow is pointless.

That you don’t even want today to end,

For fear of tomorrow’s outcome.

It is not depression.

It is a state of mind

That you find yourself in

Either willingly,

Or by force.

You find yourself searching,

Struggling.

Yet you are standing still,

And time is passing by.

But you don’t mind,

Like time has no value,

Like you have all the time in the world.

That feeling,

Gives you a smile,

Then you quickly realize,

Your state of mind is not a depression,

It is actually your brain,

Your heart,

Your soul;

Being out there.

Stepping out of your body;

Looking for answers.

You hear yourself saying a million words,

Yet you are saying nothing;

Because it’s your soul,

Roaming around,

Asking questions,

Looking for answers,

Finding the truth,

Satisfying your hunger for what is real,

For what is around you,

For what puts your soul,

Your heart,

And your brain at ease.

your soul will stay out there,

Till it can rest and sleep with a smile;

Knowing you’ll wake up,

With answers,

For all the stillness you had to face.

It doesn’t matter how far down you fall,

When you rise, is what matters most.

Just remember;

It is not depression,

It is just a state of mind.

A Tear Drop

That’s all there is to it.

When you think you know,

When you think you understand.

All it takes is a teardrop,

To show you how wrong you are.

All it takes is a teardrop,

To show you how misguided you are.

You had so much confidence,

Like you owned the world.

Then came the tear,

Dropping in so much pain,

Vanishing away,

Showing how wrong you were.

Instantly,

You try to pick it up,

You try to stop it,

You try to help it stay safe,

But it’s too late by then.

You never saw it coming.

But the question is,

Why couldn’t you see it?

What will you do now?

Just let it be and let it go?

Give it the chance to run away

And enjoy a new day.

A Tribute To A Friend

I thought it would be easier when it was your choice to move on;

Your choice to let go.

Rather than having it just happen to you.

But then it turns out that when you choose to say It’s over, you find yourself struggling to keep it over.

Reflecting back on what we had together,

I see a lot of joy, a lot of smiles;

But then, I remember the pain and the suffering.

I had a great time