Manifestation Through Meditation

By Paul Lungust

A collection of personal observations, questions and speculations about Life, death, consciousness, and what I call the illusion. No one knows the truth about who we are and why we are here, if there is a God and what God is or isn't, which in itself could be considered a clue. Why are we being kept in the dark about these important issues of ourselves, and why do we spend a lifetime learning to be a good person only to die and then perhaps start over again? Who is really learning, and what are the lessons?
Most of these poems were written in the mid to late 90's, during and after a time when I watched my mother pass away. It was a time of great reflection.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Paul Lungust
• Release date: Oct 9, 2016
• ISBN: 9781370262533

Paul Lungust

Michael Countryman (Aka, Paul Lungust), BA, is retired from 30+ years of research related programming, as a statistical programmer. During high school, Michael studied Auto Body Repair with no thoughts of entering collage. In the Army, as an enlisted soldier, he learned to diagnosis faulty avionics equipment on helicopters. After leaving the Army with an honorable discharge, he went to work for an oil exploration company as an Open Hole Engineer. And then, eventually, during his senior year of college at the University of Texas at Arlington, while studying in the experimental psychology department, he was nominated for senior of the year and was given the honor of participating in a senior's thesis program, where he self-learned the SAS programming language for analyzing statistical data. In 1987 he got his first programming job as a SAS programmer, and from there moved from one company to another searching for some yet to be discovered sense of fulfillment. In 1990 Michael learned to use the Tarot cards and became involved in energy healing - taking classes in Reiky and Shiatsu massage. In his Reiky class he felt for the first time the sense of connection that he had been searching for. He later met a psychic healer from Russia, and traveled with her for more than a year, learning the inside secretes from a life-long practitioner. He had his own clients for a short time, but became skeptical of the true effectiveness of his work as a healer, when his mother died from a long term illness without him being able save her.In 2000 he studied meditation at Buddha Gate monastery, near San Francisco. Between programming gigs, mostly in pharmaceutical companies, Michael would isolate himself and go deep into meditation. In Eugene, Oregon, he spent six months in a small apartment, meditating for eight to ten hours a day. After the 9/11 tragedy he moved to China and taught English as a foreign language. He lived and taught English in China for over nine years, working in several different private schools and eventually opening his own school, where he taught only during the weekends and only three students at a time. The other five days a week he concentrated on perfecting the message that he would present in his writings. "There is no need to write anything, unless you know that your words are true today and tomorrow," he said.Now, retired and living in a travel trailer in East Texas, Michael continues to work alone trying to put into concise words and telling stories the truth of our existence and our connections to each other through the energies that hold our universe together.Michael is published on-line with two book, so far, under the pseudonym, "Paul Lungust." In a world of false truths, accepted corruption, endless advertisements, sales gimmicks and manipulation, Michael's books are free.

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Manifestation

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By Paul Lungust

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Table of Contents

Timing Is Everything

Cycles

Simple Relationships

Misaligned

The Past

She Changed My Past

Time For A Grudge

Time Manifests

The Present

Don't Waste It

The Journey

Connected

How Many Lifetimes Have You Lived?

The Future

Nothing Is Stopping You

The Heart

Openness

Hush... and Feel

A Misunderstanding

The Voice Of Your Soul

Acceptance

This Day

Uncarved Block of Wood

The Faster I Go

Being Different Fits Together

Accepting Perfection

Love

What to Love

I love You For Who You Are

Bosom

Ex-Lover

The Mind

Lessons

My Theory

The Methods

New Eyes

The Passage

Path

A Plan

The Price

I Feel Pushed

A Cup With A Hole

Seeing the Potential

Waves of Humanity

Purpose

Wise Suggestions

Focus on Nothing

The Message

The Contract

Guilt

Karma

When Will I Be Ready?

Images

Impressions

He Saw Me

He's So Strong

Absolute Respect

The Freedom to Fail

My Image

The Deliverers

Impressions of Self

Borders of Identity

Bond Between Strangers

Limitless

I'm Not Doing This for Them

My Fears Do Not Define Me

For Yourself

Know Yourself

To Sit

Illusions

The Illusion

Mother's Web

Why Am I Here?

Diamonds or Water; Body or Soul

More Reality and Less Illusion

Lesser Illusions

Love's Illusion

But What If

The Mugger

That's Normal

Perfection

Enticements

Something New

The Illusions' Enticements

Desires

Chastity

Higher Dimensions

God-illusions of the Mind

The Prayer

The Accident

The Last Man

Who Am I To Them?

Why Are We Here?

How Do I Please Thee?

A Birth of Life

God Is Good

Gods Get Weaker

But My God Said It Was Okay

Show Me Your Face

False Gods

The Cancer

Together We Fight

Submission

The Way to Heaven

I Give My Soul For You To Take

But What If He Eats Me?

Compassion

A Sense of Compassion

Being Cognizant

Life

Life and Death

For The Pain

Which Side Holds the Value?

My Achievements

Cycles

Returning Home

A Path of Separation

Don't Leave Me

Evolution

Life Goes On

The Hunt

Our Next Reality

Who We Are

Our Place

It Goes Through Us

To Be

One

Removing The Self

Millions Of Voices

We Are One