Ruthless

By Casheena Parker

Focused and goal driven, fifteen year old Eva Rodriguez is unlike most girls her age. Instead of worrying about boys and the latest gossip, she prides herself on her hard work ethic and the fact that she uses her brain instead of her body. She is wise beyond her years and has dreams of one day becoming a real woman of substance.
Her mother, Anna, has completely different ideas for Eva’s life. She believes that Eva should stop trying to be something she’s not and take her place in their family’s legacy, escorting. Anna has dreams and goals for her own life and she will stop at nothing to make them a reality.

Jason Bingham is a powerful business man with a twisted mind. He is the man who helps Anna introduce Eva to her new life. The question is, will he help Eva get all the desires of her heart? Or will everyone else’s plans flip her world upside down?

• Language: English
• Publisher: Casheena Parker
• Release date: Jul 11, 2015
• ISBN: 9780996178402

Casheena Parker

Casheena Parker was born and raised in Michigan in a single parent home with her two siblings. She grew to love words at an early age and reading soon became her favorite past time. She began to use that love of words to express herself through her poetry. Eventually trying to self-publish her first collection of teenage poetry entitled “Visons of a Young Girl” while attending Eastern Michigan University.She continued to grow in her writing and began writing short stories. She was a featured writer in the Westland Writers Collections for three years in a row as a poet and a short story writer.As a stay-at-home mother of four she continues to write, believing that she is the voice for those who feel they don’t have one.Ruthless is her first novel.

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Ruthless

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I never knew the meaning of the word family until my world crumbled. The one person that I thought would have my back was the one person who was looking out for self and the one person I never thought would be there was the one I would be able to run to. Family is just another word for ironic.

Chapter 1

Nightmare Begins

Growing up I never had much of a family. I briefly stayed with foster parents, Eric and Simicka James, who only wanted me because of the money I brought in for them to make themselves look better than they feel. Cheap bastards never could afford anything without me. My foster father showed me the most love. Especially when he would climb off of me after fuckin me until he was no longer thinking about the bitch he was married to. Who fucked everything in the world but him. But hey; I guess I was needed for more than money. I made someone happy or at least content with himself.

I learned about sex from my hoe of a mother at an early age. She was a professional escort and had no problems bringing her clients home and fucking them in her room with the door wide open. She sold me to my first customer for around six thousand dollars when I was fifteen years old.

She told me, "It’s time for you to stop livin off me and get up and make a livin of your own. You’re old enough to understand how this world works. The only thing in this world stronger than money is pussy. So use it to your advantage. Your first customer will be here in a minute. So quit your fuckin whining and wipe your face. This guy is paying six hundred dollars to take a look at you. He seen me and said I was too old. When he seen a picture of you, he said you were perfect and that he would have you at any price.

I’m not turning down good money cause my bitch of a daughter is too scared to give up her pussy. What. You think you’re too good to fuck? You’re nothing. You’ll never be anything but a high class hoe, just like me. I’m giving you half the money. Is that what you’re worried about? I’m chargin him a good price. I didn’t make you out to be cheap. You’re going to be a high class escort just like me.

At least I have high standards for you. Unlike what Maria had for me. Your grandmother sold me to my pimp father for cocaine. And he turned me out to sick perverts that like to fuck young girls.

I wasn’t like you though. I welcomed my fate and I took advantage of what I have. See me. I was determined not to be a street corner hoe.

I want only the best for you. Don’t you understand? We don’t want for anything do we? I don’t want you living like these dumb ass teenagers. That fall in love and get knocked up by some broke ass nigga before they even get to see what the world is like. Then they’re tied down to some bratty snot nose kid for the rest of their lives.

I don’t want you to go through what I went through at your age. You have someone here who sees your potential and is willin to let you shine. So go for it. Besides you have no choice in the matter. I’m your mother and what I say goes. So go in the bathroom and take that damn ponytail out of your hair and put in the pig tails, like I told you. Jesus. You’re so fuckin hard headed. What do I have to do to get you to do as I ask?"

Suddenly there was a loud knock at the door. Looking toward the front door, my mom continued her ranting. Damn. He’s here early. Like all rich fucks. They’re always eager to get themselves in some exotic type pussy. Hurry up and go change into what I laid out on my bed for you and hurry the fuck up. Don’t come out here acting all scared either. Though it probably won’t make a difference, he may get turned on by that shit. Huh. That’s a fuckin shame.

She yelled out telling whoever was waiting at the door that she’d be there shortly. Coming. I’ll be right there. Hurry up Eva.

I went into the room and did as I was told. Cause Momma didn’t play disrespect in front of a client. She’d beat my ass good if I cost her money. Especially since she liked spoiling me with new gear, just to show people around the hood that we were high class and we had a way out. I guess to her that was enough to make her seem as if she was a good mother. Better than hers anyway. And she always told me, that was enough for her.

When he walked in I could hear them talking like old friends, or some shit in the living room. My mom really thought she was my personal agent or somethin, like fuckin a guy takes any real effort to do. As if it takes some kind of special power that not all women have. She’s so fuckin pathetic and now she’s dragging me into this bullshit. Damn.

Jason walked into the apartment wearing a designer three piece suit and matching dress shoes that brought out the natural dark blue in his eyes. Rubbing his hands through his wavy jet black hair, he grabbed and kissed Anna’s hand before smoothly saying, Hello Anna. How are you? You look just as good as when I saw you yesterday. Where is that lovely daughter of yours? I can’t wait to sink myself into her.

Anna smiled sweetly and responded, I’m fine, thank you. You’ll see her as soon as you show me the green that we agreed to for this lil’ meeting. Remember business before pleasure. If you can’t wait until a more appropriate time to actually close the deal, you’re going to have to pay a thousand dollars extra an hour for her and my inconvenience. It is a school night and I do have other things to do tonight besides to sit here and listen to you fuck my daughter.

That’s no problem. I told you, money is no object to me. All I want is the chance to pop her sweet cherry. I have a business proposition for you. How about if I take her to a motel and have her spend the night? How much will that cost me?

Smirking and shaking her head Anna responded, What will your wife think about you stayin out with some young girl? Let me talk to her about that first. I’ll let you know about the price later. Let me go see what’s keeping her.

As my mom walked into the room, I was lookin at the outfit that she had laid out, tryin to figure out how to put everything on. She started to dress me herself seein that I had no clue how some of the shit went on. While telling me exactly what she thought of my ignorance with escort clothing. Eva. What are you doin in here takin all day and havin that man wait on you? Even though I think it’s makin him even hotter for you than I originally thought he was. Do you know that he offered to take you to a motel and pay for you to stay the night with him? What do you think of that?

I can’t believe she just asked me that. She’s talking as if I actually want to do this in the first place. Momma I don’t know. What choice do I have? I remember you saying, I ‘don’t have a choice’. How much is he paying? Isn’t that what’s really important?

Why you talking like that? I’m helping you become something greater than you are. I think I’ll charge him the six thousand and six hundred dollars up front. Then you can decide when you see him if you want to go. How does that sound?

I didn’t say nothing. I just stared at her. What could I say when I really didn’t want to do this anyway? It’s not like it really mattered what I said. She was goin to do what she thought was best for her and in some strange way, me. So I just finished dressing and told her that whatever she thought was best was fine with me.

We walked out to the living room to meet my first client; I was so scared and pissed off it wasn’t even funny. Just this morning I was talking to my girls about the biggest hoe in school, Jasmine Clark, who actually worked with my mom. Now I’m getting my initiation into becoming just like her. Man life is so fucked up.

Momma introduced us like I was meeting someone of importance. Instead of some pathetic rich white man who has to pay for sex to get off. Jason this is my daughter Eva. What do you think now that you’ve seen her in person?

I smiled sweetly. Look at him. He’s so stuck on himself that he would whether have someone like me who’s never fucked before, so he can feel better about himself. Even though, he’s actually kind of cute in a weird kind of way. He reminded me of the way Satan would look like if he was actually in the flesh.

Jason licked his lips while looking me up and down. While shaking his head at the dark young beauty in front of him he said, She’s perfect. She’s everything that I imagined she would be and more. The school girl outfit is perfect on her. I know that was your idea. And the pigtails? Oh my. Just like I like them, innocent. She’s just the right age too.

Then as if he had suddenly forgotten my mom was there, he looked me directly in the eyes and began to ask me what I thought about the deal we’d been given earlier. Eva, has your mother talked to you about the proposal that I brought to her attention? We’ll both be a lot more comfortable at a five star hotel. I think your first time should be special. Don’t you agree?

I can’t believe this old white man is asking me where I want my cherry popped like it makes a damn difference. Huh. Acting like he cares how comfortable I am with this process. He didn’t ask me if I wanted to do this in the first place, did he? Nope. He just assumed I was like my mother at heart and I would like the idea of being in a fancy fuckin motel and that alone would put me at ease. What I need is a fuckin drink.

Shrugging my shoulders I answered him honestly, I guess it’s whatever you would like. But is it possible for me to have a drink or two before the process actually starts. I’m a little nervous.

Momma looked at me like I was fuckin dumb. Like her ass never had a drink before going to deal with her clients. This is such bullshit. Look at her laughin like they’re old friends or some shit, exchanging money for me to stay the night with him like he was buying some old lamp or something. I’ve never felt so cheap in my life.

We go out to his car that is sitting in front of the apartment and to my surprise I see my friends sitting on the stoop, as usual. They stop talking and look at me. The look they gave me should have made me run for it then or at least tell someone what was goin on. But, I didn’t say nothin. When my girl Krystal asked me what was goin on and why I was dressed like some fuckin school girl. I just looked at her and said that I’ll talk to her at school the next day. I never would get the chance.

Chapter 2

Demon Revealed

When I first got into his car, I couldn’t help but think to myself that he had a fly ass ride. But I didn’t want him to notice my excitement and mistake that as being ready for him, so I said nothing. I just sat there and watched the buildings go by. We pulled up at the Ritz Carlton motel and I couldn’t help but let my mouth drop open. I had only seen places like this in the movies and here I am getting ready to stay here. All my excitement went out the window when I came back down to planet Earth and remembered why I was really here, to get my virginity taken by a guy that could have been my dad’s age. Though it’s not like I know that for sure, I’ve never met him.

When he parked the car, he told me to act as if I was his daughter and not to say anything. Huh. I guess he was afraid that if I said something, he would not only go to jail for buying a fifteen year old for the night, but that it would also be a loss of money and his wife would find out what a pervert he was and divorce him; taking everything with her including his balls.

We walk into the motel and the pale white lady at the counter looks at us like we’re some kind of disease, then quickly puts on this fake ass smile that says; The only reason why I’m smiling is because I have to. Then she greeted us with her commercial line, Welcome to the Ritz Carlton Hotel. What can I do for you?

When Jason spoke to her, the tone in his voice was demeaning. He spoke to her like she was beneath him. He spoke to her as if he had nothing to hide. I need the Presidential Suite for one night. I don’t want any disturbance. Is that clear?

Looking shocked at his tone of voice, she responded with a plastered smile on her face, after looking from me to him. Certainly sir. Anything else I can help you with?

Jason looked at her with an irritated look on his face as he responded, No. If I wanted something else I would’ve asked you when I first walked in here. Can I have my room key now?

With her smile still plastered on she responded, Here’s your card key. If you need anything else you can call the front desk. Have a nice night sir.

He didn’t say anything as he snatched the key out of her hand and walked away toward the elevator. He takes me up to our room for the night and asks me if I like it. I just look at him and walk away and sit on the smallest couch I could possibly find in the room, to avoid having him sit next to me. But that didn’t work.

When he walked over to me and pulled me out of the chair, he didn’t look the same as he did when he picked me up. He looked like a demon or something. He told me that I might as well stop acting like I don’t want to be there with him because he didn’t pay nearly seven thousand dollars for the night for me to stop him from fuckin me all night long.

He began to drag me to the bed. I kept trying to make up excuses to get away from him. None of them worked. He threw me on the bed and began to rip off my clothes. I began to cry and scream, Stop, please stop. Then he hit me so hard I blacked out.

When I woke up, he was on top of me and slamming himself inside me repeatedly. I felt like my whole lower body was on fire. It hurt so bad and he didn’t even care. Finally he came inside me and got off. Then he told me to get up and go to the bathroom to clean up. I go to get off the bed and I can barely stand on my feet. The pain between my legs nearly makes me pass out again. When I get to the bathroom I go to the full length mirror next to the vanity, the sight I see nearly makes me want to scream and cry all at the same time.

There was blood dripping down my legs and the whole left side of my face was swollen, puffy and red. I couldn’t even open my eye. The gash under my eye from his wedding ring was dripping with blood and I had a hand bruise around my neck and arms. I can’t believe my mom put me in this situation, why didn’t she protect me. Why didn’t she at least check him out the way her madam does her clients to make sure she is safe? I guess all she really cares about is the money she got from this bullshit.

I sat there on the bathroom floor for I don’t know how long, before Jason walked into the bathroom looking pissed off again. What the fuck are you doing in here? Are you talking on the phone or something? Do you need another punishment to show you who’s the boss in this situation?

Seeing him enter the bathroom made my heart jump into my throat. All I kept seeing was him killing me in that motel room and this being the end of me. I answered him quickly so he wouldn’t think that I was ignoring him or anything sideways. No. I was just a little dizzy. That’s all. I think I lost too much blood. I haven’t stopped bleeding since I got in here. I’m sorry for having you waiting for so long. Do you have an aspirin or something? I’m in so much pain that it hurts to walk?

He smiled and began nodding his head viciously before quickly reaching down and grabbing me by the arm while yelling in my face, "Do I look like I give a fuck how you feel? Get your young hoe ass up and clean up so I can get my monies worth. Don’t think you’re going to sit here and give half of what I paid for you. You’re as dumb as your fucking mother if you think I’m going to let you jip me out of any money. Don’t you think for one second that you can scream and someone will come and help you, nobody gives a fuck what you’re doing up here. I always get what I want and me having you won’t be any different.

My wife is expecting our son and I’m damn sure not about to risk her losing our baby when I can just fuck the shit out of you. After all, that’s what I paid for. Now, get your little ass in the fuckin shower and wash that blood off of you so I can finish what I was doing." Then he looked at me with a disgusted look on his face and walked out of the bathroom leaving the door wide open.