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    First Love...Thinking of Him
    First Love...Thinking of Him
    First Love...Thinking of Him
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    First Love...Thinking of Him

    By A.V. Frost

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    "First Love...Thinking of Him" is the first of many short stories from writer A.V.Frost. First Love... tells of a twenty-something woman, trying to find her way in the world of love and romance, after falling hopelessly in love with an older man. Her journey is one of self discovery, reflecting on whether her experiences were as a result of choice or fate. This honest tale is told through memories of moments cherished and loathed at the same time.

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherBeaten Track Publishing
    Release dateSep 1, 2014
    ISBN9781909192874
    First Love...Thinking of Him
    Author

    A.V. Frost

    A.V. Frost is an author of contemporary women's fiction, creating short stories exploring love, romance and relationships in all their states.

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      First Love...Thinking of Him - A.V. Frost

      First Love…

      …Thinking of Him

      by

      A.V. Frost

      SMASHWORDS EDITION

      * * * * *

      Copyright 2014 A.V. Frost at Smashwords.

      https://www.smashwords.com/profile/viewAVFrost

      This book is available in print at most online retailers.

      http://www.beatentrackpublishing.com

      This ebook is licensed for your personal enjoyment only. This ebook may not be re-sold or given away to other people. If you would like to share this book with another person, please purchase an additional copy for each recipient. If you’re reading this book and did not purchase it, or it was not purchased for your use only, then please return to Smashwords.com and purchase your own copy. Thank you for respecting the hard work of this author.

      * * * * *

      This novel is a work of fiction and the characters and events in it exist only in its pages and in the author’s imagination.

      * * * * *

      TABLE OF CONTENTS

      Chapter One

      Chapter Two

      Chapter Three

      Chapter Four

      Chapter Five

      Chapter Six

      Chapter Seven

      Chapter Eight

      Chapter Nine

      Chapter Ten

      Chapter Eleven

      About the Author

      * * * * *

      ~ One ~

      Closure.

      An excuse to dig up the past and resolve conflict, or should I just leave it buried where it belongs? Either way it’s a head fuck!

      Actually…no. Repressing it effectively means I never have to think about it again.

      So. No.

      It doesn’t fuck with your head, if you leave it buried.

      See, that’s what I thought. I thought if I repressed my memories of him, and only when I was at my most vulnerable, when my mind was not as strong as it should be, would I open the box…

      Slowly, deliberately, undoing the ribbon it was tied with…

      lifting the lid…

      opening up the tissue I carefully placed over the memories…

      After the minutes of soul searching,

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