Aquarian Physics

By J C Worthington

If you ever feel alone and worn down while living your simple, kind, patient, gentile meek life,
...too often burdened, or pushed and pulled by those of force in control over your Freewill; well then, know that
...'It is Love that Makes the World Go Round', and 'The Truth Will Set You Free!'
...For it is the 'Meek-Truth' of "Heart Centered Love" which is Inherent On the Earth!
...As with Truth and Love, ...The Meek Are Inherent On Earth!

Albert Einstein Explains Aquarian Physics:
Below Albert Einstein speaks to humans as being part of the 'whole' of the universe; and, to the interconnection of all, with Consciousness; as well as, to the Anti-Consciousness effects of Illusionary distortions on human reality. Einstein also goes on to speak of the 'betterment' achieved by adopting a perspective based on "Heart Centered Love". He concludes by recognizing that the 'shedding' of one’s Illusions is an ongoing human process of 'betterment'! In his time the words were varied; and yet, the ideas remain intact today, and abundantly present within Aquarian-Human Physics!

"A human being is part of the whole, called by us 'Universe'; a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest –a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty. Nobody is able to achieve this completely but the striving for such achievement is, in itself, a part of the liberation and a foundation for inner security."
-Albert Einstein

Once one’s SELF is open to the expanded and enlightened possibility which is unlocked within the truths of Aquarian-Human Physics; such truths, are easy to recognize throughout one’s world and existence, in human life! Opening your mind to the 'newest' truth is still, as it has always been, the only way to SELF-LIFE betterment! Open your eyes to see what may be; for, truth itself is only available to those who Freely Choose to make themselves available to truth itself! Open your heart and mind to the truth that lives within you and within your very own Muscles and body, or body-experiences. Do not take my word or anyone else’s word as truth; that is, until truth itself becomes 'truth itself', within you-yourself. That is as, Muscle Tested and experienced from a whole and complete Heart Centered view, within 'this' present moment; and, within all the present moments then to come! Please personally-individually Muscle Test the ideas and concepts presented within Aquarian Physics for yourself, and within your very own Muscles, body-experiences, and whole SELF-LIFE; because, such is the only individual-personal way to know where in-truth, 'truth itself', truly lies!

Aquarian Physics introduces thirteen major points and postulates, and many others too; in addition to, numerous Certainty Principles, which in themselves express some of the most basic ABSOLUTE PURE-TRUTHS, of our human universe and existence! Pure-truths which themselves help to unfold and substantiate all the major Aquarian points and postulates! The thirteen major points include: Muscle Testing or Holding God’s Hand In Return; Weakness Is the Response to Non-Maintaining Self or to Anti-Consciousness; The Constructed Illusion of the Anti-Consciousness; The Consciousness Force; The Maintaining Self Force; The Interchange-Reaction Force; The Force of Motion; The Force of Freewill Choice; the truth of "Heart Centered Love"; Triality and Triality Plus; The Human Equation of Human Special and General Relativity, for the Human Energy Potential; Simple Relativity; The Makeup of the Universe ...The Greatest Collective Consciousness as ALL!

• Language: English
• Publisher: J C Worthington
• Release date: Oct 13, 2012
• ISBN: 9780615767741

J C Worthington

Author JC Worthington, RN was born and raised in Palo Alto, California. He became a registered nurse in 1985 while working on the Spinal Cord Injury Ward of the Palo Alto Veterans Administration hospital. John values his beginning as a rehabilitation nurse greatly, as it helped focus him on looking on ways to live life to one's fullest. Worthington has also been a nurse within acute care, as well as home health and hospice settings. JC Worthington started his own home care nurses registry, Worthington Respite, specializing in serving children and young adults with severe disabilities to remain healthy, active and happy in both home and community-school activities. Worthington Respite remains a vendored In-Home Nursing Care provider within the California State Regional Center system. John worked as a camp nurse, at a local camp for disabled children and young adults, Camp Rubber Soul. JC Worthington also has worked as a MDS Coordinator, Director of Nurses, CNA Supervisor and Charge Nurse for the local long term care facility; and as well, John has worked for the local Middle School, where he now lives in Northern California. When in college Worthington self-developed an alternative learning method, The Bubble Method of Learning, allowing John to raise his midterm and finals scores up to the high As, which he was able to otherwise get on quizzes! John has taught his self-created learning method in college, high school and middle school classes. The Bubble Method of Learning is a holistic, visual, association method of learning, which utilizes both the right and left brain to learn more completely. 'Bubble Learning' allowed JC to retain what was learned more thoroughly; because, the whole topic, and all its details, were both understood adeptly! In college science classes John frequently came up with 'the right questions', which at the time were the 'holes' in the current understood scientific knowledge, of the physiology of human beings. JC Worthington has an ability to see the whole picture, including some things others do not; and, herein is wherein truth may arise from! Worthington is known as a self-starter who can find solutions to problems, when others can not. Worthington learned and refined much of his writing skills while rushing between patents as a nurse. John found the required nursing narrative charting to be invaluable; because, what nurses must chart is exactly what is seen, and including all the psychological and mental symptoms and behaviors. Nurses must show critical thinking during the whole process, resulting in a conclusion of sorts, that is reflected in the treatments, medications, counseling and reporting, which is all then fully charted! Nurses must see and exactly describe symptoms, from the most subtle to the most bold, in clear and understandable language. But writing what one sees is not all that is required! Nurses must fully understand, enter into, and work within whatever psychotic or delusional outbursts that may occur. To be truly proficient as a licensed nurse, you must be able to critically observe a whole situation at once and over time. Within this registered nurses must be able to interact well in any situation; and, do this while reaching into the greater depths of all the intricacies of humanity, so as to facilitate the healthiest results. Doctors make diagnosis and write orders; but, it is the licensed nurses who must fully integrate themselves successfully into the whole life of their client-families, ...wherein life truly lives! As a writer, JC Worthington wrote and self-published his book, Aquarian Physics, in only around one and a half years. Aquarian Physics at 600 pages is an accomplishment of note, as most of it was written while JC worked, averaging around 70 hours a week between his two nursing jobs. Aquarian Physics furthers the physics of Einstein, Buddha and JC. The chapter "Simple Relativity" clarifies Time, Motion, and Gravity, and much, much more! Simple Relativity also outlines the equation T=V=G=M=E=C, or Time equals Motion (Velocity) equals Gravity equals Mass equals Energy equals Consciousness! According to David R. Hawkins' "Map of Consciousness", John has measurably improved his conscious enlightenment levels more-than an unheard of 800 points, on Hawkins 1 to 1000 scale. This conscious enlightenment was achieved by using the self-developed methods of JC's mentor, Dr. Lee Vagt, who holds the key to "The Working Man's Way To Enlightenment" Hawkins notes most persons raise their conscious numbers around 5 points out of 1000 during their whole life; that is, if they raise their enlightenment levels at all! JC Worthington actually raised his enlightenment numbers by 600 points while discovering and writing Aquarian Physics, as Aquarian Physics reflects! This all is pure-truth; and, in-fact Worthington and Aquarian Physics preach to not believe a word his writes; that is, until it becomes scientifically measurable pure-truth within your life and self. Aquarian Physics also greatly advances the 'new' empirical science of Muscle Testing, for achieving the very greatest human health, FREEDOM, pure-truth and strength. Scientific Muscle Testing, or Holding God's Hand In Return, allows human beings and humanity to recognizing the Maintaining Self natures of the ALL of our universal universe-god, which is what the 'strength' events of Muscle Testing accurately measures. Muscle 'weakness' events are then a measure of the Non-Maintaining to Self natures of the everything of disease, Illusion, falsehood and weakness within human reality! Thus, by recognizing the Illusion that Buddha spoke of, and that Jesus and Muhammad acted against, and by bringing Illusion into the light of the this-day, The American Dream of The American Way of Liberty and Justice FOR ALL, US-A!!, US-ALL, We The People of humanity ALL can and will be achieved on Earth! Along with this and perhaps most importantly though, Aquarian Physics explains why Dr. Vagt's 'Lee-Ways' work so very effectively to bring greater human health, including enlightened conscious health. Scientific Muscle Testing is easy to learn and use in work and home life; and, it allows one to measure what lives as truth-strength-FREEDOM-health, versus what exist as falsehood-weakness-Illusion-disease, within human beungs and humanity! Muscle Testing is effectively "The Science of Holding God's Hand In Return"! JC says Trust AND Verify, and Test Me On It! JC's Spirit, Soul and Heart Releases are soon to be themselves released. Worthington also has a novel about a disabled boy that is two-thirds written. Additionally, John has numerous unpublished works that include poetry, lessons of life and poetic lessons of life! JC Worthington has developed and taught courses on alternative learning methods, massage, healing and energy focusing techniques, to name a few. John C. Worthington has lived and worked in rural coastal Northern California for 25 years, and enjoys kayak surfing, bicycling, walking in nature, writing and family. For more on Aquarian Physics, Muscle Testing, or for a link to the Aquarian Physics e-book site, the “AquarianPhysics.com” web site is recommended. JC Worthington, RN is the sole discoverer and writer of Aquarian Physics; and, the soul owner of One Peace Press, which published Aquarian Physics. Worthington's philosophy of writing is to stay engaged within life always; for, life is wherein the truest and best lessons and stories truly live! Accurately Muscle Test It Accurately!

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Preface

Pure-true SELF is only ever found within SELF; and yet,

to find pure true SELF within SELF, one must go ‘outside’ of SELF and into LIFE ITS’ SELF!

Thank You to my Family, Dr. Lee Vagt, and to universe-god!

‘ALL’ is NOT ‘everything’; but, ‘ALL is MORE-THAN ‘everything’!

Why Me and Why Muscle Testing:

My personal experiences are reflective of why the development and writing of Aquarian Physics came so inherently and naturally to me, including the Natural and Scientific use of Muscle Testing in facilitating all of the Aquarian discoveries and refinements! Although in saying this of myself, I will add that I understand that Aquarian-Human Physics will be found to be an inherently Natural and Scientific part of all human beings!

Muscle Testing is an interregnal and very important part of Aquarian-Human Physics as both exists ‘naturally’ throughout humanity. Muscle Testing itself has also existed ‘Scientifically’ within many medical and scientific practices that have studied and used it for well over forty years! Muscle Testing additionally is an interregnal part of Human-Aquarian Physics; because, Muscle Testing’s utilization for discovery and Scientific measurement and research is unsurpassed, within current human knowlage and experience! Muscle Testing was again used extensively throughout all of the discovery and delineation of all major Aquarian points and truths! Aquarian Physics explains the ‘totality’ of the known Human Physics, with an abundance of Scientific, empirically proven examples; and including, human’s interconnections with what has been called the ‘Collective Consciousness’ or our universe-god’s Consciousness’! Muscle Testing essentially allows one to ‘per-say’ ‘Hold God’s Hand In Return’; or, as one’s beliefs or faiths may dictate or allow, at very least to ‘hold the hand’ of our known ‘pure-true Collective Consciousness’, itself!

Muscle Testing is a technique which Tests Muscle ‘strength’ or ‘weakness’, as a human measure of human ‘body-experiences’ which are either ‘health’ and ‘truth’ or ‘disease’ and ‘falseness’! Muscle Testing when properly preformed allows one to accurately determine if something is ‘healthy’ or ‘true’ (‘true’ in reality-history, and/or ‘true’ to the ‘health’ of the body or SELF), versus ‘unhealthy’ or ‘false’ (‘not true’ in reality-history, and/or ‘false’ to the ‘health’ of the body or SELF). Muscle Testing is well proven within the Science of Applied Kinesiology, and within numerous empirical Scientific studies, as noted herein. When you experience this ‘Muscle Testing’ ‘stuff’ for yourself, it is really just ‘kind-of’ down-right ‘strange’ at first; but really, most anything feels ‘kind-of’ different or ‘new’ at first! Yet, all of Muscle Testing’s and Aquarian Physics’ ‘strangeness’ or ‘spookiness’ proves out absolutely, Scientifically proven as true! Muscle Testing’s and Aquarian Physics’ also prove themselves as being highly useful for ‘human prediction’, as well as, for the discovery of that which is ‘new’! Finally, even with all its’ ‘strangeness’, Muscle Testing and Aquarian Physics both occur as not only Scientific, but also a perfectly Natural, if I may …‘god given grace’!

Muscle Testing is highly useful in simply achieving and maintaining the very highest levels of one’s own personal health and happiness, as well as, the health and happiness of your family, community and world!. Yep, that’s all! The proper use of Muscle Testing, as aligned with one’s Heart Centered Love as herein expressed, can itself simply facilitate, for ONE and ALL best achieving their OWN higher levels of personal SELF ‘health’! Along with ‘health’, comes the successful pursuit and achievement of ‘happiness’, within one’s own personal LIFE, and within the lives of all those ‘good souls’ around you. That is all! With the proper use of Muscle Testing you can expectantly-potentially achieve greatly improved ‘health’, ‘happiness’ and ‘success’ in all Heart Centered pursuits, within the all of your and your family’s life! What such improved ‘health’, ‘happiness’ and ‘success’ translates to, is you being much more successful in all the ‘positive and healthy’, or ‘Maintaining Self’, aspects of your and your family’s life! That’s all! …But isn’t that enough! …Isn’t that now, what life is truly all about! Oh yea, and Muscle Test me on the ‘pure-truth’ it!

Because of ‘Time Restraints’ within ‘Money Nothingness’ and ‘This-Being-This-Date’, Aquarian Physics is being ‘presented’ and ‘published’; without, ALL the ‘editing reviews’ I would have liked! I ‘know’ this is Truth because, I have NOT EVER made it through any chapter, without finding NEEDED ‘edits’, and some of them ‘rather-MAJOR’! And so, if you happen to find some ‘long sentences’ by any ‘run-on’ chance; YOU KNOW THE TYPE; the just keep ‘going on and ‘on’; and then, ‘on some-more’; but next, change completely into something; which ‘in-itself’ would have been better suited within its’ ‘own’ ‘sentence’, if not ‘paragraph’; so ‘Any Regrets Of To-Date’ ARE ‘My Blessings For This-Date’! My ‘Natural Flow’ of writing is to ‘write in long-ongoing sentences’; and then, I must go back and ‘edit them down’; and yet, I Test this ‘need’ has not been fully met ‘this-date’! And also, ‘not me now’; but, ‘my fingers’ like to ‘switch the letter f for r, or ‘visa-versa’; and the word ‘affect’ versus ‘effect’, as well as, ‘experiential’ versus ‘experimental’, and ‘does’ and ‘dose’, and ‘then’ and ‘than’, and ‘from’ and ‘form’, may just be switched at-times, so ‘be-aware’; and, there may be some other ‘switches’ or ‘lackings’ or ‘deficits’, as well! Again ‘No-Regrets’, ‘Only-Blessings’!

***For a quick and simple ‘brief description’ of how to do Muscle Testing for yourself and your family, please see chapter 42 ‘Appendix One: Muscle Testing Methods Explained in Brief; or, for a ‘fully detailed’ and through explanation, skip to chapter 26, ‘Muscle Testing & Applied Kinesiology – Holding God’s Hand In Return’.

‘Lee’s Ways’ Align With Nursing Practice & Natural, Everyday Human Life:

I began writing Aquarian Physics as my ‘Scientific Advances Brief’, originally intended to be simply a chapter in the upcoming book of my doctor and mentor, Dr. Lee Vagt. Lee’s book is now planed as ‘Book Two’ in the Holding God’s Hand In Return series. His book will explain and clarify the ‘truth’ of Lee’s ‘ground-breaking’ and ‘phenomenal’ work! Dr. Vagt, former Active Duty Army Ranger, Platoon Leader, ‘card-caring’ NRA member and avid hunter; and, a really friendly-type ‘everyday guy’, whom ‘holds’ the ‘Pride of America’ within his ever-essence ‘in return’, as I feel it! Lee is now himself a Chiropractor-Applied Kinesiologist practicing in Northern California, USA. Lee’s ‘new’ discoveries were developed and refined over around three decades, with countless ‘healing’ and ‘reinvigorated health’ stories to his name and credit! Health stories including my own, whereby numerous medical symptoms were fully relieved or cured; and, often when other doctors had offered very little to absolutely no such relief! This includes many ‘non-chiropractor’ problems, like the series of ‘chronic reoccurring urinary track infections’ I suffered through over several months; which, when brought to Lee, a cure was found in minutes through Muscle Testing! Again, this was after three General Practitioners and a Urinary Specialist failed to provide any lasting relief!

Quite honestly, Lee is the closest thing to a ‘true healer’ that I have met in my nearly ‘thirty’ year, extensive medical-nursing career. Although, to Lee it was I who actually healed myself, with his help! Lee’s novel or ‘new’ discoveries include allowing for the practical and functional ‘Removal’ of, or what I will call the ‘shedding’ of, one’s ‘Illusionary Constructions’! Human ‘Constructed Falsehoods’ occur within the aLL of Humanity as the ‘Weakness’ of one’s ‘closed’ ‘Mind Centered Thinking’, or otherwise one’s ‘Ill-Consciousness’ or ‘Anti-Consciousness’, which is essentially what ‘Constructions of Illusions’ are, …’Human Weakness and Woe’! ‘Issue Removal Work’ can itself facilitate optimal focused and overall health and healing to ONESELF; which itself, by its’ and our very Natures, then facilitates optimal focused and overall health and healing for spouse, children, family, community, nation, Earth and ALL! This is ‘optimal’ health and healing which is far, far, far above that which is currently available, allowed or even possible, within the limits of our highly technical and mechanical based, yet often ineffective and ‘too-costly-to-be-available-to-ALL’ contemporary medical-health system! Illusionary Constructions, or just ‘Illusions’, are essentially and effectively manmade ‘Conscious Falsehoods’, and explained in detail throughout Aquarian Physics! Heart Centered Love itself was found and realized within Human Aquarian Physics itself, through the core teachings and focused mentorings of Dr. Lee Vagt, on June fourteenth, two-thousand-eleven, as I drove home from Lee’s office with his ‘SELF guidance to SELF’ gifts ‘held in my hands’ and ‘centered in my heart’! Dr. Vagt has effectively used and taught his ‘self developed’ healing discoveries for around 30 years.

My Scientific Advances Brief ‘chapter’ was initiated while assisting Lee to begin to put his truly ‘new’ and ‘novel’ concepts and ideas and ‘Lee-Ways’ into an understandable written book form. Lee’s book will be Book Two in the Holding God’s Hand In Return series, as the Scientific explanations and examples within Aquarian Physics are the essential lead in, or ‘needed beginning knowlage’ and extraordinary evidence and proof, to the again truly ‘extraordinary’ discoveries which are ‘Lee’s Ways’!

Lee had asked for my help with writing his book; as, I appear to have some ability and affinity for such writing. This writing ability itself likely based in my extensive nursing documentation experience; for, it clearly was not based on my ‘since childhood’ diagnosis of ‘Dyslexia’, requiring me to ‘do-over’ Third Grade! My reading and writing were very poor then; several Grades behind; and, both have always required ‘sure and determined’ focus! This need for ‘sure and determined’ focus distracted from the pleasure of both, except when I could ‘go-with-the-flow’ with some ‘bits’ of poetry I attempted. But, like all in SELF-LIFE, my skills and abilities grew.

I have been a nurse since 1984. Nursing documentation requires compiling both ‘objective’ and ‘subjective’ findings and concepts, into a comprehensive and understandable, practical form. The practice of providing competent nursing care itself, involves considering the ‘whole person’ being cared for, as well as, each individual part! Thus, a professional nurse must consider more than just any single mechanical and technological aspects of a person. A nurse must also consider more than all the mechanical or technological separate and together, for human beings are ‘more than’! A nurse must thus consider the ‘whole’ human being within their ‘whole’ SELF-LIFE; or, within their whole ‘self’ within their whole ‘life’ at any moment in every present situation! A nurse must therefore consider the whole human being, including their ‘hard wired’ physical ‘embodiment’; but then also, all the ‘not-as-clearly-physical’ ‘mental-emotional-spiritual’ human ‘non-hard wired’ components or ‘attributes’! Then as one last little ‘step’, a nurse must document it all in writing, too. A nurse must write out and document all the mechanical-physical symptoms and occurrences, as well as, all the ‘mental-emotional-spiritual’ symptoms and occurrences; and also as well, a nurse must write explanations of all the events and symptoms, medications and treatments, side effects and problems, found solutions, as well as, what they actually say in quote or ‘brief’, as well as too, what their voice tone and ‘expressiveness’ was, how their ‘cognition’ appeared, and if what they were ‘subjectively’ saying ‘matched’ their facial expressions and the rest of what was been ‘objectively’ observed! Learning the ‘nuances’ and ‘subtitles’ and ‘Illusionary-falsities’ of Human ‘form and behavior’, and thus Human Physics, is exactly what a nurse does ‘twenty-four-seven’; because, once you become so blessed by the ‘pure-true-glorious-gift’ of ALL other people, needy and ‘contrary to self’ they at times may be, people are most wonderfully and ‘Heart Centeredly’ one of the pure-truths our universe-god’s ‘glorious gifts’! Being familiar with such ‘whole person’ considerations has furthered my views and understandings of humans, and humanity as a whole; and, Aquarian Physics is my presentation of the findings of my own personal lifelong search for the ‘Knowlage of Truth’!

My Personal Experiences with the Truth of Muscle Testing:

I personally have had it easy with allowing me to understand the ‘truth’ of ‘Lee’s Ways’; as myself, I first got to know Lee and his ‘kind-a-strange’ Applied Kinesiology–Muscle Testing ‘Ways’, some 15 years ago. My first experiences Muscle Testing involved mainly ‘structural-physical’ problems, such as my back being ‘out-of-alignment’ or a muscle being strained or pulled. With such structural-physical problems, it was ‘simple’ for me to make the connection and understanding, between Lee touching a ‘tender spot’ on my body, and my arm or other Muscle being Tested within his Applied Kinesiology–Muscle Testing ‘Ways’, then resulting in a ‘weak’ Muscle Test response; whereas, it had just Muscle Tested ‘strong’ a moment before!

The natural simplicity of Muscle Testing was then further easily understood by myself, when Lee would find me still Testing ‘weak’ after the structural-physical problems were corrected; and, then Lee would give me a vitamin or supplement to ‘hold in my hand’ or ‘put under my tongue’, while he again Muscle Tested me; and, when the correct vitamin or supplement was found, I would once again then test ‘strong’. Similarly yet conversely, at other times, when Dr. Vagt would have me only ‘hold in my hand’ some ‘lactose’, I would immediately then Muscle Test ‘weak’, where I had just been ‘strong’! Stopping eating ‘lactose’ alone got rid of my chronic low-back pain, which I had ‘pained-me’ for decades then! So with these and many other ‘like’ examples the truth of Muscle Testing and ‘Lee’s Ways’ became more and more body-experienced and undeniably true, within me!

The third, and I will say most important and novel, part of Lee’s work and ‘Ways’ also then came naturally to me; as, I had experienced all the ‘proofs in the pudding’, ‘so to say’ by means of all my own personal ‘truths’, themselves undeniably found in the ‘healing experiences’, noted in brief above! The third part is the ‘mental-emotional-spiritual’ part. The ‘mental-emotional-spiritual’ part I first experienced in situations, such as when my Muscle would Test ‘strong’, until Lee would ask me to think about the ongoing ‘paining’ area of my body ‘being healthy and pain free’; whereby ‘as if he hit a cord’, I would suddenly then Muscle Test, and so become in my SELF, ‘weak’! At this point and by using ‘Lee’s Ways’, the ‘so’ found ‘Illusion’ and its’ related or enacted ‘weakness’ would be, them ‘thing-SELF’ ‘so’ ‘Removed’ or ‘shed’! Then at times right away or at least soon, and ‘wa-la’, almost as if ‘touched by the grace of a true healers hand’, or almost as if I myself was able to, through the ‘high-blessing’ of Muscle Testing, ‘simply’ for and within my SELF-LIFE ‘hold god’s hand in return’; and, the ongoing pain would again ‘simply’ go away or be so ‘shed’ from ‘the’! Yea, this third part is a little more into ‘the’ ‘kind-a-strange’ yet ‘kind-of-cool-too’ stuff! I myself, in SELF and LIFE have found that ‘life being stranger than fiction’ is often ‘simply’ pure-truth; because, fiction can be written as only ‘Falsehood’s Mind Centered Illusion’; whereas, LIFE and SELF always include some Heart Centered Love and pure-truth; for, within our ‘Maintaining Self’ universe, Freedom and Love and Free-Love and Loving-Free will always have their pure-true say; as, the pure-true ‘Feedback of Free-Love’ wouldn’t have any other way! The Freedom of the Feedback of Free-Love, in pure-truth and ‘life-lesson’ brings Human Physics ‘the proof is in the pudding’! ...And, about this ‘kind-a-strange’ stuff, as well as about, ‘life being stranger than fiction’, by my SELF-LIFE body-experience, this within humanity is a most-deliciously, most-beautifully, most-naturally, most-universally, most-godly ‘diversely proven pudding’! The very successful and beneficial effects of Dr. Lee Vagt’s ‘Issue Removal Work’ and ‘Ways’, are ‘well’ themselves also a quite healthy, ‘wellness-bringing’ and ‘well-digested’ ‘proven pudding’! Oh yes, and do Muscle Test me on it; please do, if you Freely Choose to.

The Supportive, Inspiring and Thinking Mom, and the Logical, Practical, Real Goo:

My roots founded in my parents, are also an inspiration for who I am; and too, for the ‘real life’ understandings that Aquarian Physics is based upon and founded within. My father, Dr. Richard Worthington, born in 1911, came from a poor South Carolina family, themselves devastated by the depression. He worked his way through collage, graduating top-of-his-class, Valedictorian, from Yale University’s Medical School in 1933. During World War Two and while in the Army, he choose to specialize in psychiatry as simply a practical career choice. Psychiatry with its’ deep foundations in mechanical-mechanistic, logical, objective, detached scientific observation and treatments, also aligned with his ever-present, logical ‘Realest’ perspective. Additionally, being a medical doctor practicing psychiatry, aligned with his fascination around theories and beliefs about ‘mind’ and ‘consciousness’, human behavior and the ‘human condition’ itself; and, including some intrigue an professional fascination with the ‘Freudian’, ‘Jungian’ ‘unconscious’, as well as, more practical behaviorists such as B. F. Skinner and many others, too.

For a brief period just after World War Two ended, my father was the Army psychiatrist assigned to Nazi General Hermann Göring, and others. My dad told me once, with an ironic kind-of ‘Mona Lisa’ smile, that the desire was for Göring and the others, not to commit suicide; so that instead, they could receive the death penalty, and thus be then executed for his war crimes! After the war, my father perused his medical career, remaining in psychiatry. All my life living at home, my dad worked at the Palo Alto Veterans Administration hospital; and, did so until he was mandatorily retired. On an ‘note of notoriety’, my ‘fine’ Goo shared how he remembered working with a young Clinical Aid; who, himself came to work for a while on one of ‘his’ Psychiatric Wards at the Palo Alto V.A. Hospital. As it were this Clinical Psychiatric Aid himself made not much ‘notoriety’ to my father on the ‘Ward’. For my dad, it was always the people, the wounded humans, the Veterans who had served him and us all in the wars, and who my father now ‘served’ as his practice allowed, that was his focus and commitment! Now in truth, after I had became a nurse, Goo did tell me that in truth there was a nurse or so on ‘his’ Ward, who on occasion, had ‘their own psychiatric Mind Centered moments’ of personal frustration and desire to ‘Force-control-on-the-uncontrollable’! He did admit with some ‘helpless remorse’ that these Mind Centered overly-controlling nurses, ‘perhaps’ in these moments of forced control, were themselves pure-true ‘Nurse Ratchets’! "OH-yes’, and getting back to that young Psychiatric Aid who himself, as ‘One’, ‘Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest’ figuratively, was named Ken Kesey! My ‘Sweet Goo likewise served as a Captain in the Army Reserves until retired; and for which, both and ‘all’ I remain ever proud!

After being retired from the V.A., he continued to practice psychiatry, first for California’s Santa Cruz County, who changed their retirement age, just so he could keep working. When finally ‘retired’ at the newer age limit from Santa Cruz, he then worked for Sonoma County, until thyroid cancer took Goo from us all at the age of eighty-seven. Since my early childhood, my father was affectionately known by his children as Goo-Goo, later shortened to just Goo, which to me was representative of his ‘binding’, ‘supportive’ and ‘loving’ natures! I fondly, and with deep warmth, remember the many calm, reassuring and wise ‘heart to heart’ talks I had with him; although, I think I brought most of the talk, and he brought most of the calm and reassuring wisdom back then!

It was during my father’s last days that I ‘most truly’ got to fully understand the extent of Goo’s long-held, strong-held, held-tight-and-did-say-held-long-N-strong’ very ‘real’ realist nature, as well as, his very ‘objective-only-focused’ objective nature. I had come to visit my father and check up on him ten days prior to his eventual passing. As a trained Hospice nurse, and because of experiences with my mother spoken of below; upon seeing his present condition, I immediacy called both my brother and sister, and told them to ‘come now’! I insisted and compelled them to ‘come now’ to see our ‘Sweet Goo’ while some quality time remained. The ten day vigil remains an emotional, yet very rewarding experience for my whole extended family, who ‘together-came’ and were present! The day prior to his passing, Thanksgiving, ‘nineteen-ninety-seven’; and, while I was telling my father of my understanding that he would be meeting up soon again with my Mom and his former wife Janet, Goo responded with what was, to me, devastating, by simply replying: no!

At that moment, I recognized the seriousness of my father’s conviction to there being nothing more than the ‘material world’, including no afterlife of any type or kind, nor any possibility of being comforted by Janet, within his passing! With some heightened SELF need, I spoke on with renewed fervor about ‘my’ knowlage and personal experiences, nursing and otherwise that to all us humans, ‘there simply is always more’! I rationally reminisced and emotionally expressed the pure-truths which I then understood for and thus ‘within’ myself and my body-experiences within SELF-LIFE; so as, to justifying and help ‘bring-forth’ within Goo the truths I knew so well in and of myself! In the very end Goo relinquished his long held ‘Illusions’ of our world being that of only the ‘hard wired material’, and this ‘simple’ blessings he found as ‘truth’ within SELF and this Critical ‘end’ Point in his LIFE, lives on throughout me; and, now with this telling, it Consciously lives throughout you too! My mother Janet was equally exceptional, and the weight of her emotion and conviction, was balanced in the calm, steady, logical, systematic Goo which, along with my-Mom, simply held us all together!

My Mom, Janet Worthington, born in 1917, herself was one ‘smart-thinking lady’, and especially for her time. A time during the 1950’s when most moms were expected to only be housewives, and certainly not thinkers! Both my parents were avid readers, with several of the rooms of our home lined with bookshelves from floor to sealing, and containing many of ‘classical’ and ‘heady’ titles. As a side note, with my own ‘lackings’ in reading skills, I basically likes looking at the covers or pictures, mostly! Mom herself graduated also top-of-her-class, ‘Five Beta Kappa’, from Wells Collage in 1940, which was considered the ‘Yale’ of woman’s collages! From there she went on to get her Masters Degree in ‘Education and Languages’ at Stanford University, in my home town of Palo Alto. She met my father while teaching French at Stanford, where my father also acted as a Clinical Professor of Psychiatry.

I remember her ‘greatly’ and ‘fondly’ and ‘proudly’ for her community projects, her (their with my Sweet Goo) ultimate beliefs in truth, and in ‘following all laws until you change them’, as well as, her ‘posted in the bathroom’ Mother’s Thoughts For the Day, which consisted of inspirational and uplifting sayings, thoughts and stories that she had come upon or wrote! What I remember her most for, although, was the simple ‘belief in myself’ that she somehow instilled deep within me; as it is this simple Conscious ‘belief in myself’ which has taken me the furthest in my SELF and LIFE!

Goo was the ‘goo’ that held our family together, as Consciously ‘calm, sure and strong’! It was Mom who was the ‘spirit and inspiration’ Consciously enacted and ‘Entangled’ within our family! Goo was the best listener I have ever met; and, his wisdom, although shared less frequent than Mom’s ‘Thoughts’, came from a place of ‘matter-of-fact’ inner balance and consideration! Mom’s wisdom was more, well, ‘motherly’, and ‘down-to-earth’, ‘plane-&-simple’, ‘cut-to-the-chase’, ‘directly-to-the-heart-of-the-matter’, ‘practical-Heart-Centered-and-always-loving’! My mom was known among my friends as ‘one-of-those-mothers’, who for other neighborhood and school kids, for ‘average-normally-growing-up’ kids, who are ‘most-often-shy-and-withdrawn-around-parents’ kids, she was fondly spoken of with smiles of simply ‘fond delight’! My Sweet Goo I will add at this opportunity, was himself likewise highly respected by my friends and neighbors, as he acted at times as the ‘community doc’; and, more officially as my Boy Scout Troup’s ‘Base Camp’ Resident Doctor, of ‘renowned notoriety’ and ‘perfect technique’, in ‘first-aiding’ any young-scout, no matter the ‘tearful harsh severity’ of the lad’s ‘scrapened-knee’ or ‘stinged-bee’!

Mom, I can say now, in retrospect, was very connected with the ‘pure-truth’ or ‘truly true truth’; and, demonstrated this daily in how she lived, and ‘so’ in her SELF-LIFE inspired us all to in SELF-live and in LIFE-be! Together they both, my Honest Mom and my Sweet Goo, ‘separately-equally-together’ manifested the concept of Heart Centered Love; and thus, instilled these same ‘Strong’ and ‘Strengthen’ values ‘Strongly’ within myself and my siblings, as well as, many of our childhood friends and even neighborhood at large! Mom regretfully had to leave our world when I was in my Junior Year in High School; as, a malignancy took her; growing ‘very much’ like Illusion in her, sapping and draining her Strength in the end, creating Falsehood’s ‘true ‘Weakness’ throughout her all! This all then deprived me of the ever-resilient, ever-present, supportive strength she provided within my LIFE; and, although the ‘felt’ need for her Mothers Thoughts for the Day remained, I had to then choose to continue to pursue my LIFE as my SELF, with only her enacted Conscious Strength still present inside me!

One ‘socially conscious’ community action my parents and family took on, occurred when America invaded Cambodia in nineteen-seventy. My father loved to fix things for himself in our garage with its’ long work bench and many tools, drills, nuts and bolts. By his constructive hand and wisdom, we hung a ‘sixteen’ foot diameter ‘Peace Sign’ around ‘ninety’ feet up in the air, as a ‘human’ and pure-true loyal-patriotic ‘stand-up’ stance and declaration of a known better way! Our Peace Sign was made of a light wood frame, with closely attached white Christmas lights. When lit at night, it could be seen from neatly a mile down our suburb street. I and my brother climbed the redwood tree to attach the pulley, used to hoist-up and lower-down the Peace Sign along its’ rope line, for maintenance, and high winds. Over the years, and until the end of the Vietnam War, our Peace Sign shined as a beacon on my families, and my personal, pride, patriotic-loyalty and devotion to all the meek soldier on the ‘front lines’ of Viet Nam, as well as, to the ‘ALL’ our great Nation of America, and the always Free, ‘simple’ blessing, truth and Strength which is Peace, in and of itself! The blessing which is simple Peace, has remained an ongoing aspect and focus of my SELF throughout my LIFE; and, its’ message remains included in effectively all of my correspondence!

Consciously Growing Up:

In addition to the ‘Conscious values’ instilled within me and my older siblings about truth, honesty, following the laws, being a productive citizen, and most of all simple ‘love’; while growing-up, I learned early the benefits and effects of my personal ‘Conscious intention’! Perhaps partly from loosing my mother at a time in my life when I still felt a strong need for her presence, the Conscious values my Mom instilled in me relating to ‘independence’, ‘self-discovery’, and a natural and inherent ‘Freewill’ compulsion to ‘appropriately’ question authority, ‘bloomed’ Truer within me! Along with this independent, questioning, self-discovering nature for ‘betterment’; within we, I held a internal drive to always ‘first’ question what was presented within the scientific-medical community; which itself, ‘bloomed’ and ‘bosomed’, when I was in Nursing School at the College of the Redwoods, in Northern California. Most frequently the questions I asked my professors, highlighted the places where I could ‘feel’, where ‘holes’ or ‘problems’, in Humanity’s Scientific-Medical Conscious understanding existed; and, the maxim: ‘There Are No Bad Questions, Except Those Which Are Not Asked’, Became a ‘Truth’ within me! Aquarian Physics is ‘founded within’ the Freewill of Independence and Conscious Self-discovery towards betterment for ONE and ALL; much I recognize, like my great Nation of the United States of America was ‘founded within’!

Although always Conscious, I did not always think I was so; and ‘in fact’, during the most of my childhood and youth, I felt myself to be only the ‘dummy’! Of ‘facts’ themselves, as a kid, I always felt they were often beyond me! I was ‘held-back’ to repeat Third Grade, for what I was told was ‘Dyslexia’, and which to me simply ‘equated to’ meaning that I must be ‘simple-mindedly’, simply because I could not learn to read, or at least not like everyone else! It was a time of great personal, self-imposed anguish of Mind Centered, truly mostly Falsehood’s Illusion created ‘Woe’! Although, my wonderful Mom showed me often and in many ways that I could still trust myself, and that I could still do so many other things quite well; and even, that I could slowly learn to read, my Weakening Mind Centered Thinking ‘fought’ this pure-truth Heart Centered ‘mindful’ Conscious thought ‘tooth-N-nails! My Mind Centered ‘me’ fought and Forced the pure-true SELF right out of me at times; and, leaving with instead with as much ‘I’m-no-good-your-I-am-the-worst-in-the-world-I-hate-you-me-I-hate-you-for-you-I-am-are-so-very-dumb-and-beyond-that-you-I-are-only-stupit-N-more-dumb-dumby-dumbness-stupit-stupidness-stupidee-N-nothing-more-N-only-less-because-that-this-kind-of-Mind-Centered-Thinking-thought-is-Falsehood’s-Weakness-in-truth’ which really was rather ‘mindless’, not ‘mindful’, of me! This mindless ‘Anti-Conscious’ thought, very often would carry me, or better said ‘trip-me-up-every-step-of-D-way’, through most all my ‘felt-hopeless’ school years! In fact and ‘fostering truth’, I found my way past a lot of this ‘mind corruption’, when I was in collage and ‘free-mindedly’ SELF developed a ‘holistic-visual-association’ ‘Bubble Method of Learning; which, I then I found worked exceptionally well for me, and did help to ‘kick’ much of the ‘dummy-me’ thinking right out of me!

One of the first and most clear and ever-present experiences of my personal understanding and use of the extreme benefits of simple ‘Conscious focus and intent’, was initially recognized in how simple Conscious focused intention ‘so greatly’ benefited the sports and athletics I played and participated in; and thus, most especially within my most favorite ‘football’. As a high school football lineman I excelled; and, although I was ‘six-foot-one’, ‘one-hundred-ninety pounds’, agile, and could bench press ‘three-hundred-twenty’ pounds; I still owe my playing excellence ‘most of all’ to the ‘simple’ understanding and use of my Consciously focused intention! What I self-taught myself was that my precisely focused Conscious intentions, gave me a ‘winning attitude’ which I brought with me onto the playing field and within other aspects of my growing life.

While playing, it was my understanding that I ‘WAS’ going to do my assigned job AND do better than and ‘win over’ the opposing team’s player, and that in itself I found ‘simply’ made all the difference in my abilities and play! This attitude taken into preparation and practice, and along with my personal Conscious ‘willpower-drive’ to ‘literally’ give ‘one-hundred’ percent during preparation and practice, made giving ‘one-hundred percent’ in the games ‘feel’ and ‘be’ natural! My ability, my rapid progression in weight lifting, my exact focus during these endeavors were each themselves, all Consciously driven! Within the simplicity of ‘Conscious Focus and Intent’, human extremes and abilities excel into to pure-true ‘betterment’, and far above that of any steroid pills or stimulant or other external pharmacological enhancement drug, could ever make possible; and, let alone truly ‘healthy’ or ‘betterment’! By focusing on the ‘every instant’ of the ‘play’ from preparation and practice, to set up, to actualization, one simply plays better within SELF-LIFE; and then, adding in one’s Conscious ‘belief and intention’ that you ‘WILL’ excel and ‘DO BETTER’, …and YOU in SELF-LIFE ‘WILL’, …and YOU in SELF-LIFE ‘DO’! And, is this not exactly how the human world is ‘known’ to work; is this not Human Physics! When you are on, you are on; and when you are off, you are off! How one Consciously and Unconsciously feels about an event and themselves within the event, changes one’s performance and experience within it! It changes one’s SELF-LIFE! Recognizing and acknowledging my abilities above others, my football coach, Coach Trousdale, ‘created-invented’ a new award for the ‘Most Outstanding Lineman’, especially for me during my Senior year because he told me that he was truly that impressed with my football skills and ‘play’!

Other types of heightened or focused Conscious intention which I have experienced in life, include the ‘flow’ found within other sports such as skiing, mountain biking, kayak surfing. Swinging on ropes from tall trees also ‘taught’ ‘the flow’. ‘I-myself’ Won ‘First Place’ Kayak Surfing, in the ‘Intermediate Sit-On-Top’ category, at the ‘Worlds Largest’ ‘Adventure Sports Unlimited’ ‘Nineteenth Annual’ Santa Cruz Kayak Surf Festival, in two-thousand-five! And ‘Thank You to all those Heart Centered ‘Soul Surfers’ who ‘Share The Waves’ with ‘ALL-US-A!!’ Surfers, BOTH Standing AND Sitting; for ALWAYS MORE THAN, only one ‘FINE’ ‘weekend a year’! There are just as many ‘groms’ who ‘Stand’ as who ‘Sit’, if not more; and ALL simply need guidance to SELF! Leave ‘YOUR’ Mind-Centers at home, or ‘better yet’ ‘shed them’; and, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, DON’T EVEN bring them to the beach, or bluffs, or ‘lane’, or walks, or shoreline! ‘Don’t Make Me Get ALL Lyrical-Repetitive’ on you! ‘PEACE FOR ALL’!

I also have ‘learned’ the flows that are experienced within such acts as learning and study and discovering something ‘new’, as well as, those I have found within the ‘focus’ and ‘bliss’ of providing proper ‘Heart focused’ nursing care in all its’ extreme diverse-complexity, and natural ‘human’ simplicity! I also was into ‘Scouting’ all my young life; and, as I had enough ‘Merit Badges’ for ‘Eagle Scout’. I had regretted not ever completing the required ‘Community Service Project’ which I had ‘planned’ and ‘began’; and yet, within more recent ‘Released-hindsight’ I ‘guess’ I recognized as my Mom had died not too many months before my Eighteenth birthday, when I lost my chance to complete my ‘Project’ and Eagle Scout requirements, ‘maybe-just’, I was a little distracted at the time! Somewhere in my youth, which ‘within’ my heart I am still ‘within’, I also recognized and began to readily pay-attention to, and so use, my ‘gut feelings’, ‘intuitions’ and other such ‘natural inspirations’; as, I understood these to be some form of ‘guidance’ from ‘our universe’ or its’ ‘Greatest Conscious Spirit’, or what might otherwise be likely called ‘god’!

Collegiate Consciousness:

My first year of collage I took Motorcycle Mechanics; and, although I liked being able to fix by enduro motorcycle, I found I did not want a life working only on inanimate, mechanical machines. I found I wanted to work with people, as I knew then ‘without question’ that humans are more than simply mechanical machines! Therefore, I soon then began my nursing education and career. While growing up, reading and spelling had always been hard for me, requiring special, more intense Conscious focus. Early in my pre-nursing courses I found standard study methods lacking. So with some encouragement from a friend, I developed a ‘holistic, visual, association’ method for studying for myself. I termed it the ‘Bubble Method of Learning’, as my classmates said that my ‘study charts’ looked like a lot of ‘bubbles’. I find now how similar my ‘Bubbles’ are to the idea and ‘Image’ of an ‘Attractor Field’, as well as, the visual representation of any Conscious ‘thought’ itself too, for that matter. Attractor Fields can themselves visually and measurably represent the ‘life’ of anything in a very ‘effective’ and near pure-true manner; and, they are explained in chapter 15, ‘Attractor Fields’. I had always been able to do fine with the weekly quizzes during collage; but, fell back to 88% with the midterms. Utilizing my ‘Bubble-Attractor Field Method of Learning’ in and of itself directly increased my grades from 88% to 98%; and, ‘Bubble Learning’ allowed me to enjoy so very studying much more! See also chapter 36, ‘The Human Equation’. I like to ‘self-teach’ myself things, such as ‘Self-Learning’ and ‘Tie-Dying’! Tie-Dying I ‘first learned’ basically all on my own; which in itself, has brought ‘great’ additional ‘creativity’ and ‘betterment to my ‘since-created’ Tie-Dye pieces, and ‘teachings’!

One other Conscious ‘mind-over-matter’ lesson-learned at college, occurred when classes, study and work did not allow for enough sleep time in a ‘twenty-four’ hour period. I found an hour or so of Conscious ‘meditative’ focus to do me much better than sleeping for that same time, at these times. I found that by taking the time before bed to focus my breathing and Conscious thought on ‘waking up feeling good and ready for the next day’; the next morning I would wake-up ‘good’ and ‘ready’! I would wake up the next day feeling better; and, I would wake-up feeling better, than if I had spent the Conscious meditative time, sleeping instead. I found, I would wake up more rested, more clear headed and more motivated and energized to ‘meet the day’! By spending my time before going to sleep, essentially ‘meditating-in’ how I wanted to ‘feel and be’ the next day; I would wake up feeling better! I would feel and be ‘better’ through Conscious meditation, intention and focus; than I would, on nights when I had used the time to actually, physically rest and sleep! This ‘betterment’ achieved through my directed Conscious focus intention alone directed towards ‘better’ sleep, rest and thus ‘Strength’; itself occurred very similar to how, I could Consciously enact more personal ‘Strength’ on the football field!

During college, I also began my education about the ‘Energy Flow’. I began my most Consciously focused training from the American Judo-Jujutsu Federation. Jujitsu aligns with acupressure and acupuncture methods and teachings, including the use of the Energy Flow. Jujitsu also aligns with other Eastern Mystic traditions, teachings and healing techniques. I had some prior experiences and knowlage revolving around the Energy Flow; but, it was through Jujutsu that I truly refined, focuses and solidified my understandings and practice! Jujutsu is a martial art especially designed to keep the mind and body in balance and tune. The balance and focus found within Jujutsu itself promotes personal health. Personal health which in turn is then intended to be used to facilitate Jujitsu’s accompanying ‘healing practices or techniques’, themselves rich in the utilization of the Energy Flow! Within Aquarian Physics, the ‘Energy Flow’ is recognized as the use of one’s SELF ‘activated’ or ‘enacted’ ‘Conscious Creation Energy’; or, the Energy available as required to Consciously enact one’s Freely Chosen LIFE for one’s SELF!

Then, while in a Parapsychology Mini-Course, which I enrolled myself in with great interest one quarter; I had to design and carry out some defined scientific ‘psychic’ experimentation. Modeled after Stanford University Parapsychologists Russell Targ and Harold E. Puthoff, I designed and enacted a ‘Remote Viewing’ experiment, achieving extraordinary empirically measured experimental results, which furthered my understandings and beliefs in our human Conscious abilities! If you do not believe in ‘Consciousness’, Remote Viewing itself, like Muscle Testing does too, have a way of ‘internally’ gaining greatly heightened personal understanding through one’s own body-experiences; and thus, allowing the individual person to naturally for and within themselves, persuade themselves into an ‘internally experienced’ acceptance of these truly true truths! Remote Viewing’s personal body-experience is very similar to the ‘undeniable’ truth found also within the personal use of Muscle Testing, as both activate one’s Conscious Energy for SELF betterment-enactment! ‘Remote Viewing’ itself was noted by Targ and Puthoff as a method they on occasion used themselves to secure further research funding, when this was needed. They accomplished this by having the ‘financiers’ be the one ‘person’ to personally try to ‘Remote View’ for themselves; and thus, to personally Remote View within their own body-experience of their own SELF-LIFE! Muscle Testing allows for similar body-experiences, or experiences of physical ‘body’ sensations, of inner pure-truth as allowed only by one’s Freewill Chosen ‘holding’ of our universe’s Collective Consciousness within one’s very ‘hands’ and SELF-LIFE! Within the most of human SELF-LIFE at this current time in human history, one’s ‘inner-individual-personal-human’ body-experienced ‘truth’, may in truth itself most likely not be pure-truth at all; for, it my likely contain, and be ‘so’ manipulated and Weakened by, one’s individual-personal Illusions of Falsehood! Falsehood’s Illusion shows-up as ‘Weakness’ in the Muscle Testing measurement; as also does, the Truth of pure-true Consciousness show-up as Muscle and SELF-LIFE ‘Strength’!

While in Nursing School, and while commuting over one-hundred-fifty miles one way to school each week; I found myself one night driving fast on the well known, yet curvy and redwood tree lined highway. At one point I got the ‘feeling’ that I should not be driving quite so fast, and so I slowed way down. Coming around the very next corner was a ‘speeding’ eighteen-wheeler truck driving ‘seriously’ half way into my lane! This caused me to have to drive as far as I could onto the ‘off-highway’ dirt embankment, just to ‘squeeze’ by without a crash! I understand directly that if I had not just then slowed way down as my Conscious intuition directed me, I would likely not have been able to avoid a serious head-on crash, into that rather massive and fast moving truck!

My life and living experiences have produced countless less exciting occurrences; in which, I Freely Chose within a moments Freewill, differently based on an ‘internal feeling’ to do so alone; and overwhelmingly, these Freewill Choices have been the ‘right choice for me’ in the moment; and again, time and time again, as known and body-experienced as such by the ‘test of time’! Several examples of following my internal guidance’ include: taking one route over another; deciding to visit someone or ‘initiate a new project or not, or remaining at an event or not; and, choosing to speak to someone then, or to wait of another time. Aquaria Physics is itself one great ‘path of intuition’ for me! Additionally during my collage growth, the focus of the ‘Energy Flow’ and other ‘healing’ type activities also arose, flourished and blossomed into an understanding which has held me ‘strong and true’ throughout my ongoing life experiences.

The Healing Flow & the Lethargic Kid:

One memorable experience occurred in nursing school when I was taking care of a young man who had had a head injury a week prior, when he fell from a rope-swing near a local Middle School. The swing itself launched over a sixty foot ravine; and, I myself had swung on it many times. Swinging on ropes had always been a passion of mine; as, I had grown up with a forty foot rope-swing hanging from our black walnut tree, in my childhood backyard. I in fact was quite agile and experienced in the Motion of a Free-flying rope-swing, but that is another story. So this kid, in the ‘beginning prime of his life’, had then been in the hospital for a whole week. Being in the hospital without improvement was ‘realistically’ a very long time for a kid with such an injury, and thus was resulting in great concerns! He had symptoms of marked ‘lethargy’ or ‘severe’ drowsiness; and including, poor food and fluid intakes, minimal activity and excessive sleep, which he resisted being woken from. He also had basically ‘hardly’ no self initiated movement, more than slight movements in his bed; and, he had become incontinent of urine at times. He effectively had no Conscious motivation of any kind, above sleeping. I and all the staff, and family who themselves were there constantly, had all spoken and ‘employed him’ to try to ‘wake up’ and to start doing more for himself, yet with no result!

In my nursing school, we were assigned one or several patients for a two day stretch. It came to be my turn to have ‘the Lethargic Kid’ as my patient on ‘day six’ of this ‘head injured’ stay. At that time they were planning to transfer him to San Francisco Medical Center for further neurological follow up; but, with diminishing hope and expectations. It had just been too long with no improvements at all! With such a ‘brain injury’, delayed or absent improvement like this kid was clearly showing, was a very bad sign; itself signaling that recovery itself may never occur! I remember going home that first evening with the sinking thought of this poor kid remaining as a ‘lethargic near vegetable’, from an ill fated flight on a rope-swing, which to me aligned ‘so movingly’ with the ‘free flow of life’ itself!

I had done some meditative ‘Energy Flow’ type ‘remote’ healing techniques before, as they aligned with my prior personal understandings, as well as, my trainings within Jujitsu. So, I found myself sitting in a circle of redwood trees, on my nursing instructor’s property, whose family I was then living with then. I relaxed and ‘centered’ myself and then went into a relaxed, meditative ‘Energy Focusing’, Consciously directed, ‘trance’ type state. A state which I had experienced and utilized on a number of prior occasions, mostly just to direct Focused Healing Conscious Energy within myself! So I had done these Consciousness Focusing techniques many times before; but, never with anything like the strong ‘heart felt’ purpose and drive I ‘held’ in me then! For my personal SELF, rope-swings again had always meant a more ‘full’, more Free, more fun and more open SELF and LIFE; and, this poor kid was appearing to be ‘sleeping’ such ‘normality’ away!

I focused first on my breathing and initiating and balancing the Energy Flow Focusing, as I had learned; and thus, directing the Conscious Energy I ‘held’ and ‘feeling’ it ‘flow’ out through my ‘hands’. From that point, it was a Conscious Focused Intention to interconnect, and so to Consciously Interchange-React, with this kid’s ‘pure-true mind’ or Conscious SELF! When I first ‘felt and experienced’ myself ‘making the connection’, it kind of felt like a sensation of ‘linking up’ my projected Consciousness with the kid’s. It is kind of hard maybe to explain; but, as I have much skills as a nurse describing much ‘stranger non-fictions’, here goes; it is kind of like the ‘satisfied’ or ‘meshing’ sensation you get when you ‘gain a new realization’ of something within your SELF. In gaining a new ‘realization of understanding’ within myself, I find a kind of ‘sensation of connection’ or of ‘synchronicity’ with the new realization or understanding! A ‘connection or synchronization sensation’ within my body-experience and SELF, that might be called an experience of ‘grooving’ or ‘flowing’; or, what I understand as ‘grocking’, from the ‘truth-holding’ novel Stranger In A Strange Land!

As have been recognized more frequently throughout the ‘intelligence’ gained through my use and practice of Muscle Testing, these Conscious Entanglements and thought-out Interchange-Reactions feelings are stronger at times of greater balance! At these times of Consciously Focused balance, these ‘times’ themselves were body-experienced for myself, as sensations of ‘comforting warmth’, or ‘sure-focused-calmness’ or a ‘exhilarated-realization’ or of actual ‘actively-healthy-euphoria’, to some varied degrees and locations within my ever-ongoing body-experiences within my SELF-LIFE! These sensations for myself have most often occurred or been body-experienced within my ‘abdominal’ to ‘solar plexus’ to ‘chest-heart’ to ‘throat’ to my ‘head’ regions, but also have been experienced at time throughout my all! They are the ‘feelings’ we humans all get when you receive or give a pure-true ‘loving’ smile or hug or ‘pat-on-the-back’; it is the friendship shared with a beloved dog or cat or bird as pet and companion; it is the ‘feeling’ when you ‘get-the-answer-right’, make-the-good-choice or any other satisfaction of accomplishment and SELF achievement, for that, and this all is exactly what Muscle Testing measures and so ‘accurately Tests’ within human beings themselves, and with all that human beings are involves with or a part of! These sensations of Muscle Testing and body-experiencing pure-truths are also themselves present within the ‘cooing’ contentment ‘felt’ in a previously crying and upset and ‘needing’ baby; and conversely therefore, Falsehoods and ‘Human-Non-Health’ in and of itself can too, likewise be humanly ‘felt’, as it is exactly what that same baby ‘felt’ just before its’ needs were ‘lovingly met’ by another’ Heart Centered Love! The ‘feelings of ‘let-down’ of which accompanies disappointment; the ‘felt anger and hatred of someone who does not even really know you; the ‘realization’ of ‘loss’ or ‘betrayal’ or ‘abandonment’ of was ‘felt’ or Mind Centered thought to be ‘love’, yet is then ‘felt’ not to be! These are all ‘Human-Health’ ‘feelings’, that we all ‘feel’ within our daily body-experiences or SELF-LIFE; and, they are known to bring humans Muscle and overall Weakness!

In my interconnection or Entanglement with this ‘Lethargic Kid’, and within my Conscious mind’s Focused projection’, I found him, well …’lethargic’, which for some reason I had not expected. I remember at first taking a ‘professional nursing’ kind of approach to my Conscious Healing projection. I sensed approaching him in my Consciousness, and in this way ‘speaking’ to him logically, perhaps in reflection of how ‘Goo’ might of counseled me in a rational, ‘this is the right choice’ point of view. Although I within myself could truly feel our Conscious interconnection and his understanding; in my mind and understanding during this ‘remote healing’, I also recognized how I was not getting through to the kid about the seriousness of the situation! So, in several exploratory increments, I Consciously ‘stepped-it-up-a-notch’ with more intensely directed Conscious focus; and, so persistent. Yet even with this, in my ‘mind’s Consciousness’, the kid was still Consciously ‘interconnecting and communicating’ back to me, in his ‘so-far’ ever-present continued ‘lethargic tone’!

At that point I recall, and essentially out of some feelings of desperation or impassion, I essentially ‘yelled’ at him within my mind’s Consciousness. I expressed that he now could no longer choose to just continue to listen to me as he was now; and, then still expect to ‘for sure’ ‘wake up later’ as his former fully functioning SELF. I Consciously ‘projected’ that if he did not ‘wake up now’, that he likely may never! I projected the recognition of his lethargy’s now present and accompanying lack of ‘irritation’, ‘upset’ or ‘harsh discomforts’ he may be feeling; yet, with it I projected the accompanying lack of ‘motivation’, ‘fun’ and ‘life’s full pleasure’! In my ‘mind’s eye’ I expressed what that his ongoing later, not now I’m tired attitude, could likely result in his not ever fully waking up; which I projected, itself would mean a life of disability, helplessness and dependency. I projected that only by HIS Free Choice alone could he awaken with certainty …as himself! I expressed that he himself, had the power within him right now to awaken! That he himself must choose to awaken; and, that with him choosing so, and focusing on this ‘here and now’, his ‘stuck in a hospital bed’ ‘lethargic debility’ could end; and, his LIFE as his ‘healthy SELF’ could finally again continue! ‘Forty’ or so minutes later at the end of my ‘relaxed, healing meditation’, which did itself truly remained ‘relaxed’, even at the times when I was ‘conscious yelling’; and which, I write now with my own tears fully flowing, …the ‘lethargic kid’ was no more! He appeared in my ‘receptive Consciousness’ to be talking once again as ‘normally-rambunctious’ teenager telling me: OK, I got it; I’m awake already; Enough, enough, I’m awake, with what I experienced as a ‘most wonderfully’ ‘rather unappreciative’ ‘kind-of-normalish-teenage’ mental tone!

Well yes, I did leave my redwood circle of trees, and go back in the next morning to continue my second day with the ‘lethargic kid’, only to find him no more! The ‘lethargic kid’ was happily replaced by this normal starving teenager, ‘sitting up in bed’, eating ferociously, and talking like noting had ever happened! By eleven that morning, I quite joyously lost both the ‘lethargic kid patent’ and his ‘normal self’, as the once again ‘normal teenager’ left the building for home. Now, can I with truth say that my ‘Conscious Mental Healing’ activity had any proven direct connection to this kid’s sudden fully recovering? Well yes, with Muscle Testing I actually truthfully and scientifically can! Test it; on this you have my permission.

Practical Nursing Practice Brings Natural Consciousness Growth:

Leading physicist, and consciousness and spirituality researcher, Fritjof Capra states in his classic book The Turning Point (for myself found just days ago, November of two-thousand-eleven), that persons, such as nurses, would likely have greater connection and experience understanding the ‘totality’ of being a ‘whole human being’! He notes that the more ‘hard core’ mechanically-mechanistically, classically educated medical doctors and scientists, are trained more to disregard altogether the ‘mind’ and other non-biomechanical and non-biomedical approaches; whereas, nurses must then take up the slack and still treat and care for the ‘whole patient’.

As a Registered Nurse of nearly thirty years, and with a great variety of experience under my belt, I have grown to ‘see more’ within the world, as well as, within individual humans and the human condition at large. My ‘nursing’ experiences are vast and include, beginning as a Spinal Cord Injury Rehabilitation Nurse on a ward at the same Palo Alto Veterans Administration Hospital my father had always worked at. My nursing experiences also include working as a Acute-Medical Floor Nurse, a Home Health and Hospice Nurse, a Traveling Nurse, a Camp Nurse for Disabled Kids & Youth, a Home Care Nurse for Severely Disabled Children and Adults, a Nurses Registry Creator, Owner and Director of Nurses (DON), and a MDS (assessment) Coordinator and DON for a seventy-eight bed Long Term Care and Rehabilitation Health Care Facility.

Perhaps from my ‘roots’ in Dyslexia’s ‘switch’, I have ‘most-often’ looked at things, and said ‘Why’ or ‘What Other Choices Or Ways Are There’; that is, before simply ‘Accepting Things For What They Are’, or more accurately Accepting Things ‘As Presented’! I expect I have not always taken the ‘Path More Traveled’; and in-fact and Truth, I ‘most-often’ have ‘stuck to’ the ‘Path Less Traveled’! Looking back on the ‘variety’ of types of nursing jobs alone; which I have held, are ‘reflective’ of the Freewill Choices I have made! These Freewill Choices have included, being a Disabled Kids Camp Nurse; an Advocate and Home and Community Care Provider for Severely Disabled Human Beings; a Home Health-Hospice Nurse; a Spinal Cord Injury Nurse for OUR pure-true ‘Withe’ Veterans; a Nurses Registry Creator-Owner; and, a Director of Nurses, as well as others! An Art Teacher in ‘Adult-Night-Collage’ told me once, after I had, at her request, ‘taken-over’ the ‘Tie-Dye’ portion of her Fabric Printing and Dying course, she taught; that, she felt that I ‘Would Do Good At Whatever I Put Myself Onto’! In ‘plane and honest, not trying to brag truth’, ‘I-myself’ have never had a job that I could not find a way to ‘excel-at’; as long as, my ‘Mind-Heart’ was properly ‘Focused’ and ‘Centered’; and thus, NOT JUST CENTERED WITHIN ITSELF, ONLY! From moving straight from ‘Dishwasher’ to ‘Night Manager’, which in truth was a ‘Fish Counter-Night Manager’ job; which really meant only, that I got ‘Sweep The Floors’ and ‘Lock Up The Bar’! But in collage, ‘holding the key to the bar was enough’! I then ‘moved-up’ to ‘Bartender’, which was much better money; and, still quite a bit ‘cool’ for a ‘collage-kid’, I felt! ‘Yes then’, thus during Nursing School I had a quite ‘holistic-circular’ life; ‘Bartending Them Into The Hospital’; and then, ‘Nursing Them Back Out’! As a Licensed Vocational Nurse at the Veterans Hospital I was ‘granted’ a scholarship to become a Registered Nursing, which I did!

As a Rehabilitation Nurse, I learned to more greatly focus on the highly specific individual needs of the American Veterans I was helping care for. This included the ‘wholeness’ of their care and rehabilitation needs, including their ‘mental attributes’ and ‘Conscious motivations’ together; as, these all are known to strongly affected their potential for rehabilitation. Basic Nursing Care itself is a most wonderful profession; and, being a Spinal Cord Injury Rehabilitation Nurse is an even more uplifting experience in itself! It is those many who excel in the long-run, who are a real expression of the truth of our ‘great’ human potential, as simply ‘Consciously enacted’ human beings! While on the Spinal Cord Injury Unit, I was an ‘Organizer’ and ‘Helper’ at the First National Triathlon for the Physically Challenged, held on the Stanford University Campus, in Palo Alto California, in nineteen-eighty-six; which, was a ‘gift’!

As a Spinal Cord Injury Rehabilitation nurse, one of the veterans I met was an American Indian, Clarence Mulely, who was himself on his own ‘Shamanistic Path’. Clarence Mulely had indicated that he had seen something in me, and so offered to act as a ‘Spiritual Teacher’. He instructed me in some ‘Spirit Rituals’; and, including helping me to learn for myself to recognize and avoid those outside ‘Ill’ forces; which, I now understand through Aquarian Physics as being ‘Illusionary Constructions’! He also ‘furthered’ and ‘strengthened’ my ‘Central and Innate’ understanding of Remaining On ‘Life’s Path’; by, living from a place which I now know of as being both Heart Centered Love and living for the ‘Greatest Good’ or ‘for the BEST for ALL and ALL the SAME’! I could not ‘see’ what Clarence was ‘showing me’, that one nightshift, when if called ‘me-myself’ into his room; for, ‘The Energies’ I now understand were is ‘Grace’ that night! Yet, through Clarence’s ‘Gift’ and ‘Purity’ ‘My Path Is Now Made Crystal Clear’; for WE ARE ‘ONEALL’! For the past ‘twenty-plus-years’ I have ‘Strove’ and ‘Sought’ and so ‘Prayed’ for ONLY ‘The Best For All And All The Same’, ‘Only What Is Truth, Only What Should Be’; despite, times of personal or family ‘need’ or ‘want’! And this was because, according to Clarence’s ‘Good Teachings’ from, and thus according to OUR universe-god, Life Is ALL About, ‘Keeping-On’ the ‘Pure-True-Path’ or the Good Red Road for ONE and ALL! For if you ‘ask’ or ‘pray’ for only ‘Selfishness’, or only ‘Personal Want’; then that, only ‘Selfishness’ or only ‘Personal Want’, is all you ‘ask’ and ‘pray’ for; and, who ‘wants’ more of such things within ‘Truth’, and within what ‘Should Be’! Therefore although ‘my Mind want’ ‘won-out’ at times too, this ‘BEST FOR ALL’ is what has ‘guided’ and ‘graced’ my ‘Life Path’ or ‘Good Red Road’; and, as for Clarence and I, ‘We Talk Monthly Upon The Moon’!

Another veteran who I learned much from, and who himself was a true example of the ‘truth’ of the power of a positive Conscious Focus, and the resiliency it brings to humanity when FREELY and FULLY embraced! I will call him JC. As JC had expressed to me one day, he had gotten over his wheelchair depend ‘quadriplegia disability’ twenty years ago; and in this, fairly soon after he broke his neck. JC noted that the only part of his ‘quadriplegia’ and wheelchair dependence that continued to be ‘trouble’ and ‘bother’ him, and in this at times got him feeling sad, was when he saw people with their own ‘sad-faces-put-on’; and, all just because they saw that he now had to live his life in a wheelchair. He told me that he had Consciously gotten over his injury many years earlier. So, it was only by the continued ‘injuries’ of those who saw only ‘disability’ in him, or even perhaps only a ‘wheelchair’, that made JC feel disabled! Instead of seeing the truth of ‘the most’ who JC still was, it was these other people’s Conscious ‘sadness’ or their ‘Conscious disability’ or ‘mental disability’ that still caused JC ‘disability’; or at least, within his own Consciousness and mental attitude; and therefore in this, their ‘Anti-Conscious Disabilities’ made JC fell sad again, that had, very long ago, been ‘physically disabled’!

It was only this type of direct external Conscious interaction, that JC was ever made ‘sad’ by ‘disabilities’, which otherwise he, within his pure-true SELF, was Consciously well over! JC well knew and exemplified that as a most important ‘truth of life’ is SELF acceptance! Yet, life teaches us humans that outside ‘social’ and the ‘external’ influences quite often provide inaccurate definitions to SELF and LIFE; which we humans, then give and ‘hold-on-to’ as our SELF-LIFE; and thus, the truth of one’s own personal body-experience becomes ‘pure-truth’ over the ‘test of time’ within SELF-LIFE, which is where