Walking Along the Deep: Love Against All the Odds
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Margret is a 22 year old young girl who has to choose between God, her parent's wish and her dream to become an independent woman, things started to be difficult for her when she met Simon a guy whom she fellowshipped with at church. They fall in love with each other though it was hard for them to understand their feelings for each other. They b
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Walking Along the Deep - Maranda Tshifhumulo Khodani
Introduction
Life is all about making decisions that could affect a person’s life for the rest of his/her living days. Therefore, for a baby to be born, one or two people firstly have to make a decision to bring the child into the world, which is the reason why so many people are suffering in this world today because some are born accidentally, but yet parents decide to give birth to them. We all have to live every day making choices that could bring consequences in our future life. The question we all have today is that how can one make decisions that will bring good results? What is it that one has to sow that will make him/her reap a good harvest? Everybody wants to be loved, to be rich, to be successful, yet we get disappointed when things do not go the way we want all the time. Some are lucky with the way things are happening in their lives, but many are in agony trying to change mistakes that they made in the past and the things that are happening in their lives that they never planned. All the drivers on the road plan to reach home in time being healthy and alive, but some are stuck on the way. Some die on the way while their relatives are waiting for them to arrive home alive and happy; but it is the way of life, things do not happen the way we want all the time. Ecclesiastes 9:11 in the bible says that, I have seen something else under the sun: the race is not swift or the battle to the strong, nor does food come to the wise or wealth to the brilliant or favor to the learned; but time and chance happen to them all. Moreover, no one knows when their hour will come.
When we reach the stage where we have to marry or get married, it is a moment where one could wish to know what is in the heart of the other person. It is a challenging part where one will have to choose between parents and the spouse. We can spend 30 years together, trying to learn and understand each other’s way of doing things, but yet we can’t open each other’s heart and see what is inside of the other person’s heart. Unfortunately, we cannot enter into each other’s heart because God knew if that was possible, then the world today would be left with nothing since people like doing things behind the other person’s back. People like plotting; people can enter into marriage with different reasons that we can’t even try to think about. Nobody knows the secret of life; we all want peace and harmony, but the decisions we make every day can bring peace or sorrow. Let the wise find a true way of living and make the right decision that will bring joy and celebration, so that the world may know the right way to make a decision. The history of our society is written in our minds because when we are born, our parents nurture us and show us the way of living depends on their experiences. It says, you go to school, you go to university, you graduate, you find a job, you build a house for your parents, you buy a car, and then you get married. If your parents have siblings younger than you, you will have to make sure you educate them before marriage. But what happens when you find true love beyond their expectation; when you want to have your own experience of life; when you want to do the unusual things? If we all have to follow the history of society, who will be celebrated for going deeper to experience new things and find victory?
Chapter One
Margret is a twenty-two-year-old girl studying at the University of Venda, working on her second year. She stays on the university premises, where her parents managed to pay for her room. They are good parents who make sure that they provide everything that their child needs; she does not lack any necessity that has to be available for her studies. Her father, Mr. Mulaudzi, seems to be very strict at home, but her mother is a cool woman who doesn’t want to control anyone or give advice unless it is asked for. She is a housewife who makes sure that everything is available for her husband and children, but she does not appreciate being made into a slave forced to clean up after her family. Margret is the first born, followed by three brothers. Elizabeth, Margret’s mother, had a thirst for education when she was Margret’s age, but she met her husband and was married after passing grade twelve. He promised her that she would further her studies after giving birth to Margret, already on the journey to earth with six months to go; this was also the reason why they got married. Elizabeth’s dream was to become a nurse, but her husband, Margret’s father, failed to fulfill his promise to allow her to further her studies after Margret’s birth. Instead, Elizabeth was ordered to stay home and raise her children. She never dreamt of becoming a dependent wife who would ask her husband questions about everything, but there was no turning back nor going forward. This decision was made for her; her parents couldn’t afford to provide her with a college education. Now, as a married woman, she asks herself questions that never help her because she never finds the answers. If I were to be a working mother, would my husband ignore me the way he always does? Will my children disrespect me? Would I be lonely the way I am? Wouldn’t I be the most gorgeous woman in the world? Though she has an intra-personal communication, sometimes when her daughter Margret is home for her holidays, Elizabeth asks her daughter about how she feels about being an independent woman, unlike her mother.
Mom, I don’t want to lie. I can surely see that you are not happy, and there is no woman who can be happy if her dreams just vanished away into thin air without coming to pass for the world to see.
You want to tell me that you are not proud of me as your mother.
I’m not saying that, Mom. I’m saying that you still have a chance to follow your career if you think you won’t have another child. You have a great opportunity to make your dream come true.
No wonder your father never wanted me to be educated. If it makes a person as disrespectful as you are being right now, then it is not good for a woman. Actually, I’m old enough to forget about my dreams of becoming a nurse.
I’m sorry for talking to you like that. But if you really yearn to be a nurse, you can still make it. Age is just a number for education. And at the University of Venda, we have many older people like you who are furthering their studies.
I will think about it, but I don’t think my brain is sharp as it was long ago.
If you tell yourself that you are going to make it, nothing will stop you.
Okay, go now. I heard you.
Margret is challenging her mother and pushing her to study, and it will just create a dilemma between her and her husband. She really wants to be a nurse, but her husband won’t allow her to study. Even part-time studying and practice is prohibited. He wants her to be available when he comes home from work. He must be served dinner, as he never liked the idea of being served by a maid when he has a wife. He does not want a wife who will be available to the whole world, but who will suit his own needs. Elizabeth knows her husband is adamant to can sacrifice his needs for her.
Margret’s father works as a social worker. Apart from being so strict and controlling, he is a good man who knows how to provide for his family. They live in a town called Tshilamba. It is a location where only those who can put hands in their pockets and come out with money stay.
Margret is a wonderful, wise, young girl. She passed her matric with three distinctions and she is studying BCOM Accounting. She has also received a bursary that covers her tuition fees and books; her parents only pay for her accommodation, food, and clothing. It is always a challenge for parents when their children approach university because they want new expensive clothes, new hair styles every month, and the newest laptops. As today’s life is very expensive, it is a great challenge for a parent who is the only bread winner in the family. Margret’s father is a very proud man because his daughter is studying the most difficult degree at the university and is doing well; her first-year academic record was very neat without any subminimum or failures. He always says that he will have to retire when she finishes her studies so that she can help him financially to further the education of her brothers so that he can rest and eat his retirement money, relaxing at home and rewarding himself for having such an intelligent daughter. Whenever he is given an opportunity at church to preach, he spends most of his time telling other parents how foolish they are for allowing their children to give birth before being independent. He always says, How can a child give birth to a child? Their grandmothers had been impregnated, their mother is also impregnated, they are impregnated, their children will be impregnated, and their children’s children will also be impregnated. It is a formula of the family; the sour tree comes from the root. To get rid of the tree, we first have to dig to follow all the roots under the ground, which is impossible.
Many people wonder, what will stop his daughter from getting married in a white wedding? Though he and his wife were married traditionally and legally, Margret is going to be very educated, so every man will want to marry her whenever he is having braai with his friends during the weekend at the back of his big house. He tells them that all the money he is using to educate his children will come back when his only daughter gets married. She is the only daughter I have. The man who will marry her must pay R60 000. Yes!! R20 000 is for the fact that I don’t have any other girl except her. So for my heart to be at halcyon, he must pay that or nothing. Life is all about reaping and sowing. So what will be my benefit if my money does not come back?
When he says this, his friends just look at each other and remain silent. They know that he is a proud man who seems to be comfortable with what life is putting before him.
He made choices in his life that are now bringing him good results. He never stops to think about his wife. Is she happy being a housewife? Is she willing to learn new styles? Does she want new, fashionable clothes? She is living a miserable life because she is doing something she never thought of; her dream never came true. If only she knew before marriage that he would treat her like this, then she wouldn’t have married him. They fell in love when she was in high school while he was already working. He seemed to be a wonderful man who would do anything to make his wife happy. He never seemed like a selfish, arrogant man who wants things to be done his way and his way only. He is a man who does not want to give up his wishes to make someone happy; others have to sacrifice their happiness for him every day. He promised her that once they were married, he would make sure that she would enjoy him as her husband. He promised all the happiness in the world; what more could a woman want? Every girl in their village was so desperate to marry him, but today everyone pities her. They can see that she is not happy at all; even Margret knows that. But what can she do?
Whenever he is in a good mood at home, Margret asks him, Papa! Do you think Mom is happy being a housewife?
My daughter, your mom is very happy; I make sure that she gets all of her needs. There is nothing that can make her unhappy.
Papa, you cannot be sure until you ask her. I don’t think she is happy. She is always enraged, shouting and yelling if we do not cooperate with her cleanliness. Don’t you think if she could find a job that would keep her busy she might be happy?
Margret, no wife of mine will go to work!
So Papa, if she can’t work, why are you letting me study?
Because I want you to be independent; I don’t want you to suffer. What if you do not find a good husband like I am to your mother? I’m doing this to protect you from any man who will marry you so that you may not be abused.
Daddy that is why Mom is not happy. You don’t want her to work because there are people who may support her dream and bring light into her life. You want her to always be stuck with you so that she won’t have a chance to oppose you. Because if she does, she won’t have the option of whether to leave you or stay with you because she depends on you.
Whenever Margret says things like this, he gets angry and does not talk to her for a week or two. In his mind, this isn’t true; he provides everything for Elizabeth. How can she not be happy? Educated people are very stubborn, very adamant. That is why this child speaks to me this way, he thinks whenever Margret brings up the topic. Not even once does he bother to ask his wife if she wants a change in her life. Margret tries to provoke him so that he will have the guts to ask his wife if she is really happy with her life or if she wants a change. Unfortunately, he never bothers to ask her; he simply believes that she is happy.
Mr. Mulaudzi learned that in order for his daughter to stop asking questions, he must have fewer conversations with her, because every time they speak, she always brings up the topic of her mother. He even tells himself that if Margret was his wife, he would stop educating her because if she is this talkative before even finishing her studies then she would be a thorn in the side of the man who is going to marry her, but fortunately she is a daughter to him. It is a bad luck for him because he has three sons who will adopt his way of doing things; they will learn to be as rude and moronic to their wives as their father is - like father like son. It is a pity for all the women who will be married to them; maybe they will learn to be different, maybe they are aware of how bad their father is and hopefully would want to avoid his mistakes in their own marriage. A good marriage and relationship is based on saying ‘no’ when the person is free to do as they please without