Deep Shallow: A paradox in itself …

By M. Z.

This book is about the paradoxical nature of life, with its chaotic and tame moments. It explores the different forces that shape our experiences and how we are constantly growing and changing. The book delves into the various aspects of life, including acknowledging one’s surroundings, finding love, dealing with heartbreak, and overcoming different circumstances. It encourages readers to reflect on their own experiences and to find beauty in the ups and downs of life. The author emphasizes the importance of memories and how they shape our lives and leave a lasting impact. The book is also an invitation to explore and enjoy the memories and emotions that the author captured through their words and through the memories they saved by date. The book is a reminder that even though we can never go back to a moment in time, we can always relive it through our memories and emotions.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Austin Macauley Publishers
• Release date: Jul 21, 2023
• ISBN: 9781398435568

M. Z.

An individual whose only source of expression was through writing. Trying to battle between her inner self and her expectations. She always seemed curious about life, wanting to explore more through herself and her surroundings. For her the world is an empty page waiting to be filled by her thoughts. A never-ending cycle that somehow hinders her progress, yet somehow drives her to doing much more. A paradox, that is who she is…

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An individual whose only source of expression was through writing. Trying to battle between her inner self and her expectations. She always seemed curious about life, wanting to explore more through herself and her surroundings. For her the world is an empty page waiting to be filled by her thoughts. A never-ending cycle that somehow hinders her progress, yet somehow drives her to doing much more. A paradox, that is who she is…

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M. Z. 2023

The right of M. Z. to be identified as author of this work has been asserted by the author in accordance with sections 77 and 78 of the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.

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All of the events in this memoir are true to the best of author’s memory. The views expressed in this memoir are solely those of the author.

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The Feeling

Restless soul bleeding on the inside

Crying on the outside

Lost my way, lost everything

This heart once had

No longer there

Crushed like a piece of glass

Played with like a toy in a child’s hand

Unable to act, unable to scream

What is left to do?

Searching for an answer

Beyond the walls

But something pulls me down

Killing me slowly, slowly.

The Indestructible

Seconds she wanted to breathe

Minutes she wanted to pass

Days she wanted to forget

Lifetime she wanted to end

Everything she knew

Made her forget her existence

Darkness overcame

The pain of others

Seized her own

Regretted the moment she knew and

The time she lost everything

Seconds that made her breathless

Minutes that made her stay

Days that made her think

Lifetime that made her live

All that remained…the indestructible.

Mortal Living

Trying to think, looking down on a white clear paper, tons of words coming to mind, not one jotted down. Hands shivering, eyes closing in deeper and deeper, not being aware of the sentence, what will it come out to be, what will happen next. Listening to the tick of the clock, watching the sun fade as