Remembering You Like Déjà Vu
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Completely written and illustrated by Angelica Santarisero, Remembering You Like Déjà Vu is to be taken in two parts.
Remembering You: Referring to looking back. Recalling experiences that you once had and experiences that will live within you for as long as you live. Looking back on the person, or people, you once knew. Were once possibly fond of, yet it also insinuates that remembering is all that will be. It cannot be changed or undone, and all it will be is a memory. A memory of someone or something. Even though what's done is done, you can still remember it all. To bask in memories that bring you euphoria. To validate the hardships that you've faced. To make peace with the life that you've lived thus far.
The second half is "Déjà Vu" referring to how those memories, have impacted your person. How it bleeds into your mindset, your thoughts. It refers to how your inner world reflects your outer. That had not gone through it all, you would not be the person that you have become today. It also notes how you want to proceed. You have already lived through similar situations, and thus how do you want them to define you? Who do you want to be going forward, because that is all you can do. Move forward. Déjà Vu is the familiarity that comes from the past. It is how you navigate the future, one step at a time.
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Remembering You Like Déjà Vu - Geli Santarsiero
THINKING OF HOME
Honey colored leaves on a foggy autumn afternoon
Sprinkled along the orange sidelines
Smothered apples beneath orchards
And pear colored grass getting ready to hibernate
A bittersweet breeze cruising by
Snow droplets spill on the newly bare ground
Then it melts like chocolate for fondu
Two small animals stumbling over themselves
A glowing hue resonating from a plasma screen
Beverages poured from bottles into illegal cups
Never a moment of dead air
Comfort in their every heartbeat
Memories flooding as eyes turn violet
They were like home...
They were the brown wavy hair
That slipped through your fingertips
The key that swung around their neck
And a warm welcome
Every time you stepped into their arms
They were breakfast in bed
The breathtaking laughter
That made your stomach twist
And you were the record
That skipped through the same songs
Melodies they couldn’t get enough of
No matter how many times you played
That’s what it’s like to be homesick
And you just want to go home
SLEEPLESS MIDNIGHT THOUGHTS I
Hug me
Tell me how proud you are
Of all my work
And of me
Call me embarassing nicknames
The ones that I secretly liked
And kiss me softly
Under rosé sheets
Just tell me that you love me again
Of all the lives we could be living
I’m thankful to be living this one
I’m thankful to have known you
In this horrifically wonderful life
2.4
Being together
being with them
there was never enough time
As years soared by
in a blink of an eye
you wish that they could have lasted
just a little bit longer
than they actually did
Because when you hungout
you never wanted
to say goodbye
And suddenly
All the love songs
Became about them
And all the heartbreak
Ones too
You used to take multiple photos of me
always the one behind the camera
capturing genuine smiles
and silly pig noses
enough to fill a scrapbook
Of course
we had many moments captured together
taken by strangers and friends
standing next to each other with big grins
and hands around waists
pictures to use for our lock screens
so that it would be you I see
when I open my phone
I took a lot of you too
in a secret album without you knowing
and although all of them are sacred
the last photo that I took of you
may have been the most memorable
I took the camera from your familiar hands
and you asked me how you looked
I fixed your hair like I used to
gently placing each curl
making sure they behaved for the photo
you were dressed in all black
a bit sweaty
but I told you that you looked great
because you always did
and you said to me
Thank you
You smiled the same grin that made my heart flutter
and though I know it was all for the camera
being behind it made me smile a bit too
and finally
on the count of three
1...
2...
3...
That was the last photo I took of you
"AND WE’LL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS FOREVER.
WON’T WE?"
Hard to come by friendships
stick with each other
in the best and the worst times
like a forever kept pinky promise
Friendships like these
come in different shapes and sizes
often in the most unusual circumstances
like a little fox and hound dog
Yeah, forever.
Words are heartbreaking
the way they can roll off
the tip of the tongue
cradled in premature emotions
saying:
You are very lovable
"...but I am not the one
who can love you
anymore."
GROWING PAINS
Another year gone by
Another birthday
Another year older
Dear sweet soul
You look like yourself
But you’re someone else
But it’s your party
And you will cry
If you want to
So I guess
Happy
Birthday
To you
You lay your head on a blue pillow
Wrapped in blue sheets
In a blue painted room
Where you lay restlessly
Unable to shut your mind off
And give in to the inky navy sky
Longing on the light that glistens in
Glimmering in your tired eyes
You patiently wait
Yearning
As you toss and turn to find comfort
Remembering the feeling of them
Cradled in your negative space
Your mind flutters
Your body aches
And the blue persists without direction
Eventually you submit
And reunite with the one that you crave
Crafted in untouchable images
For now
You are absent minded of the blue
Forgetting your empty crevices
Slumbering in indigo
One day you’ll have the person who values you
cares for you
the proper way
Respects you and treasures you
they’ll spoil you and never put themself in a position
that risks losing you
They would do everything to keep you
in their embrace so no other person can hold you
the way that only they do
Shelter you, praise you,
and most importantly
love you
Make you laugh
make you smile
make you feel secure
You just wish
that perfect
person
could have been them...
You used to believe that they belonged to you
out of every fish in the ocean
That they were only yours
and you were only their’s
But you’re not nobody’s somebody
anymore
And now
you’re merely a shell
Of what they
once had
Fabricated images
Unrealistic but the happiest moments
We get to sink into again
A forbidden season