Straight 2 Gay

By Sebastian Davidson

He's straight, but he's about to be turned gay - and fast. Will his emotions stop his progression, or will he utterly succumb to a more experienced gay man?

• Language: English
• Publisher: Sebastian Davidson
• Release date: May 22, 2023
• ISBN: 9798223112969

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Straight 2 Gay

By Sebastian Davidson

John was always attracted to women. He had dated a string of them throughout high school and college. He had even been in a serious relationship with a girl named Sarah for two years, but something just didn't feel right.

John couldn't put his finger on it. He loved Sarah, but there was always this nagging feeling in the back of his mind that there was something he was missing. It wasn't until he met his best friend, Alex, that he finally understood what that feeling was.

Alex was gay, and John was completely okay with that. It didn't bother him at all. But as he spent more and more time with Alex, John felt a growing attraction to him. He didn't know what it meant or what to do about it.

One night, as they were sitting on Alex's couch watching a movie, John blurted out, Alex, am I gay?

Alex turned to him, surprised. Um, I don't know, he said cautiously. Why do you ask?

John shrugged. I don't know. I just feel like...I don't know. Like something's changing inside me.

Alex smiled softly. It's okay, John. It's okay to be attracted to whoever you're attracted to. What matters is that you accept yourself for who you are.

John nodded slowly, still unsure of what he was feeling.

Over the next few weeks, John found himself thinking about Alex more and more. He would catch himself staring at him during their conversations, and he had to force himself to look away.

He started to feel confused and scared. He had never felt this way before, and he didn't know how to process it. He started to distance himself from Alex, afraid of what would happen if he acted on his feelings.

But the more he tried to ignore it, the stronger the attraction grew. He would stay up late at night, staring at the ceiling and wondering if he was really gay. He didn't want to be gay. He didn't want to be different.

Finally, one night, he worked up the courage to talk to Alex about it again.

Alex, I think I might be gay, he said hesitantly.

Alex smiled at him, his eyes warm. That's okay, John. I'm here for you, no matter what.

And just like that, the weight of John's confusion and self-doubt lifted. He didn't know what the future held, but for the first time in a long time, he felt like he was on the right path.

As John and Alex sat on the couch watching TV, Alex could tell something was on John's mind.

Is everything okay? Alex asked, sensing his friend's discomfort.

John fidgeted with his fingers before finally speaking up.

Alex, I need to tell you something, he began nervously. I've been feeling really confused lately and I think I might be... gay.

Alex's face lit up with a smile as he placed a comforting hand on John's shoulder.

John, that's amazing! Alex exclaimed. I'm so proud of you for being honest with yourself.

John's cheeks flushed red as he blushed. He had hoped for support from Alex but didn't expect this level of enthusiasm.

I don't know what to do, John admitted.

Well, first things first, you need to figure out what you want, Alex advised. No rush, no pressure. You just need to take your time and explore your feelings.

John nodded in agreement, feeling grateful for Alex's support. As he leaned in for a hug, Alex cupped his face and gently pressed his lips against John's. John was caught off guard at first but quickly found himself kissing Alex back.

The kiss was soft and gentle, yet it stirred up a passion inside John that he had never felt before. As they pulled away, John's mind raced with a flurry of emotions.

What was that? John asked, feeling both exhilarated and confused.

That was me showing you how I feel about you, Alex replied, looking deep into John's eyes. I know it's a lot to process, but I want you to know that I care about you more than anything.

John felt a surge of warmth in his heart as he gazed back at Alex.

I care about you too, Alex, John admitted, feeling a weight lifted from his shoulders.

The two men cuddled on the couch as they talked about their feelings and newfound attraction. The air was thick with tension, but it was a good kind of tension. One that made John feel alive and ready for whatever lay ahead.

John couldn't shake the overwhelming feelings that the kiss with Alex brought up. He felt as though a weight had lifted off of his shoulders by admitting his feelings and exploring a new side of himself. However, he also couldn't help but feel nervous and unsure about what this meant for his future.

The following week, John found himself spending more and more time around Alex. They went out for coffee, watched movies together, and even tried cooking a new recipe one night. Throughout all these activities, John couldn't help but feel drawn to Alex. He loved his company, his sense of humor, and the way he swept his hair out of his eyes when he laughed.

One night, after a few glasses of wine, John found himself blurting out his feelings for Alex. I think... I think I might be in love with you, he said, ashamed at how vulnerable he sounded. Alex smiled warmly at him, taking his hand in his.

I think I'm in love with you too, John, he said, pulling him closer. They shared a passionate kiss,