My Fight with Covid

By Tangina Ann

My fight with Covid 19 isn't any more important then anyone elses.  It doesn't matter what side of the Polical Fence your on, if your pro vaccinagions or not we have all been affected in some way or another.  The question is Why, How,and Who is the cause for all this Pain and Suffering?  The World around us is changing rapidedly.  Leaving us to wonder What Happens Now? 

• Language: English
• Publisher: Tangina Ann
• Release date: Mar 24, 2023
• ISBN: 9798215542293

Tangina Ann

Tangi grew up in small town Pennsylvania about 51 miles north of Pittsburgh her mom was a single mom with 5 children to raise on her own.Tangi previously worked on her Goat Ranch until she became disabled. She learned not only how to make cheese and butter, hatch chickens, ducks and geese learned how to interact with customers which was a big deal for the shy Tangina Ann. Author Tangina Ann prefers the country to the city for its peaceful living and serenity. A lover of taking pictures of nature, animals and passionate about her wood art She's opened a couple online stores using her artwork to design her clothes.    

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Before

We all know what was going on in our lives before all this started, let us take time to look back on where we were.  Here’s a space for you to add some notes. What was your life like before covid? What was you doing on that day before everything around you changed? 

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As for me:  I was just waking up to a normal ordinary day.  I sat up on the side of the bed and put my house slippers on and headed to the kitchen to put some coffee on.  I got busy working on social media and checking my email on my phone as I usually do and turned on the TV & turned to Fox News to hear what was going on in the World.  Imagine my surprise when I hear there is a virus on the loose in China that is said to be killing people. They showed videos on the web of people literally collapsing in the streets of China. It didn't matter what TV channel I was listening to it all had about the same news. One was that this virus somehow came from a bat. I'm no expert but I don't think a virus from a bat can jump from a bat to human without some help. That was my first impression of what they said but the jury was out.  I was, however, open minded enough to not jump to conclusions I wanted to know the truth about what is really going on.

They were talking about shutting down our borders and stopping flights from china from coming into our country in an attempt to stop that virus from coming here to the states, but it was too late.  It will come apparent that this was spread not just in the USA but other countries as well. It seems that virus had been let loose some news reports said this virous could have reached the USA as early as November of 2019.  It is hard to say how many people who had been infected by this virus had visited this country over that time, whether they knew it or not they spread it to Americans, and it happened fast.  President Trump shut down the borders and stopped all flights from quite a few countries and shut down our country for two weeks as President Trump asked us, to slow the spread of what is now known as the covid 19 virus.  It didn’t work as some thought it would.  Things, as we knew them, changed not just for Americans but for the whole world.  One country after another began to shut down their country’s borders and economies. 

The rumor was that it came from a wet market that sold meat some of which were bats.  Now, countries as time went on, they found out more about the origin of that virus, depending on who you talked to or listened to the truth is somewhere in between.  It started to come out months down the line that this was an international incident, and the news was it came from the Wuhan lab in China possibly one other.  It started to leak out that money to the tune of millions of dollars that came from within the USA was given to those labs. 

Stories started coming out about People who donated money to the Wuhan Lab. On May 14, 2021, Congressman Reschenthaler uncovered 1.1 million dollars of taxpayer money that was funneled to the Wuhan Institute of Virology through the Eco Health Alliance.  The U.S. Agency for International Development (USAID) awarded this funding.  Dr Anthony Fauci is at this time the head of that establishment was the person who sent that money to those labs. Although Anthony Fauci denies giving money to those labs for Gain of Function Research, one has to wonder what the truth really is.   One report said over 3 million dollars was sent to those labs over the years. 

I was watching a news conference for which a reporter asked when was this money sent to the Wuhan lab?  The reply was it happened in 2014.  Trump asked who the president was in 2014?  The reporter replied to the question: the Obama Administration.

It appears that the reporter had the answer to his question.   

Despite President Trumps’ Attempts to stop this Virus from coming to America, it spread through America like wildfire. The two weeks we spent in isolation to try to slow the spread was just a waste of time.  It didn’t slow the spread.  Two weeks turned to two months, then to two plus years. .  It damaged this country in so many ways, but Americans are strong people and we will recover.

No, we didn't keep our country shut down all this time. But it still does a lot of damage to people’s lives, not to mention millions of people died as the result of this virous.

Jobs were going unfilled. Some of us thought it was because the government was paying them to stay home. But then I saw, or should I say I heard. A report from. Paul Begley.  He said, the insurance companies were reporting a record number of life insurance policy claims were being filed. I think they said something to the tune that the number of people that had died would be equivalent to a 200-year disaster. Can you imagine that?? Unbelievable!  When it got to America it spread like wildfire through this country and, killed, millions of people including A few friends one of who was Michelle D. a good friend of mine, and some members of my family. 

My only regret, when it came to Michelle, is I never got to meet her in person.  We met online and talked for hours over the phone.  Ironically, she contacted me over someone who was recently an ex-boyfriend.  He left me for another woman just 4 months into the relationship.  He told everyone in his family that we were getting married.  But a month after he proposed I started to suspect something wasn’t right.  He said there was a secret Santa gift exchange at work and said that they said you couldn’t spend over $20.00 for the gift but he was buying expensive earrings and other items that my gut told me this person meant more to him then just being a coworker.  I would later find out through my daughter who worked at the same factory that there was no secret Santa gift exchange at work.  She made it clear that that was something that was against their policy and that she would check into who this person might be that he was giving a Christmas gift. I couldn’t prove it at the time, but weeks later someone in a bronco stopped and asked me if I had a boyfriend by the name of Robby, I said yes actually he’s, my Fiancé.  Why?   He’s working overtime I replied.  No, he’s not the lady replied.  He’s been talking to a woman for hours while leaving you sit here waiting for him.  More than once he and that lady left and went somewhere leaving you to sit here in this car waiting on him.  If I were you, I would leave his ass here.  I knew the lady’s name, but I had to be sure if it was the same person that has been texting him.  Sure enough, it was.   

Long story short ......  He apparently had more than one girl on the hook.  I found out that he was talking to two other women one of which was Michelle.  She asked me if I knew this guy and I said yes, he just left me for another woman. He had not only been talking to the lady he is now with but to Michelle to.  He had her thinking that he was in love with her when she got wind of me and that Robby and I were engaged.  She sounded desperate to find out what really was going on.  We talked every day for a month but kept in contact for years after that.  Here he had gone to California.  His now girlfriend thought he was only visiting his family when in reality he was sweet-talking his ex-girlfriend telling her that he wanted to give it another try while romancing Michelle.  As it turns out his family didn’t know that he had left me for another woman.  They were in the impression that we were still together.  His daughter text me via messenger as to what is going on because although he hasn’t said anything to them, they got wind that he was playing the field and was worried about me.  Well told her that he had left me about a month before and told her who it was he was with now.  She didn’t sound to surprised about his behavior but appoligized to me saying we were hoping that he had straightened up and decided to settle down.  When things didn’t go as he expected he went back to Tennessee to the girl he left me for. He later left her for another woman and eventually ended up back in California with another woman.  This guy has some serious problems besides being an alcoholic he had no sense of loyalty, and he goes from one woman to another. Michell and I talking helped me get over this guy.  I was so in love with Robby in talking to her it helped me to come to the realization that him leaving had nothing to do with me.  There was nothing I could have done that would have made a difference he would have left me like he did so many women before me.  I was single for seven years after Robbie left.  I didn’t date anyone. I talked to two people online that didn’t go anywhere beyond just being friends. One person who was a FB friend he was very sick and needed a friend to talk to, he died of cancer a few months later.  I would shrug off anyone who started sweet talking me as I had no intentions of ever getting hurt like that again.

In any case:  Michelle Died in January 2022 from Covid 19

The majority of my family got this virus & survived.  Thank you, Jesus.

It became clear to President Trump that this wasn’t working and decided to open up the country again and began work to get antivirals and Vaccines.  Social distancing and masks mandate was implemented.  I didn’t go along with the masks.  I wore them when I absolutely had to because, I quite frankly had trouble breathing through them.  I practiced social distancing when I could.  That was something most of us were happy to do.  We had no Idea weeks would turn into months, possibly years.  Things would happen that would make the average person into a conspiracy theorist in some cases, make people paranoid, to the point we were afraid to walk past someone.  In Fear that someone would pass that virus on to you. The unrealistic fear that somehow that virus would somehow just jump out and get Ya?

Yes.  Honestly, at first, I was scared.  Afraid to even hug my friends or family for fear this virus would jump out and infect me.  If you listen to the news, you can get an unrealistic view of this plaque. 

In time I realized that I had nothing to really fear when it came to that virus.  I would quote Psalms 91 every time I walked out the door of my house and before I got out of my car.  One day In April of 2020 just a few months into this pandemic, I got a message from someone who said he was Prince Hamdan.  My first impression was that this was a scammer.  He since has deleted this account, but it was there for the longest time.

I bring good greetings just know that you are blessed by Allah even this pandemic issue will not affect You.  It is a great belief Just believe and understand that You are protected....  Prince Hamdan cares.

I’ll put the photo of his message at the end of the book. Fact Because I am a Christian, I wasn’t sure how to respond to what he said.  Just the fact that this person took the time to leave me that message meant a great deal, however Being careful not to be rude in case it was him, I simply said That's nice of you, Thank You & Stay Safe.

I waited for a response but got none.  A scammer would seize on the chance to try to engage me.  That didn’t happen.  I followed him on Instagram.  actually, I still do. He's a fascinating person any case there is something about this person That I like.  I don’t care what his religion is, or who he is in this world.  He gives me the impression that he in spite of who he is, seems to be a down-to-earth kind of person.  Open-minded and not stuck