God Moving through Source Energy

By Cindy

God traveling through source energy is found in the dark and light forces. In the beginning, God stands in darkness before creating light. "In the beginning, God created heaven and earth, and the earth without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters" (Genesis 1""2). Dark matter is needed on the earth. It is during adversity when we have the power to face it and change the direction of those life forces. Is it where the mystery is? Do we learn by just living in the light? There is nothing to discover in the light because it already stands in truth! Should we approach the dark energy to see what's behind it? Is it you? The life force of God is traveling through the masculine and female energy of the universe. Cindy discovers there was no way out of illusion until she faces those dark forces. Living in balance is shining the light on the unseen matter. Those dark entities could not be her. She refuses to live her life unconsciously! She stands up to confront the dark energy, knowing she was at risk of dying from fighting these strong forces or she was going to destroy it.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Christian Faith Publishing, Inc.
• Release date: Mar 14, 2019
• ISBN: 9781644163474

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God Moving through Source Energy

Cindy

Copyright © 2018 by Cindy

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To God’s energy in polarity as the masculine and female principle of the universe.

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Introduction

It had only been six months since Cindy married her husband. She felt her anger toward him—from him cheating, leaving her in the house, and not showing her love. She went to get herself a one-bedroom apartment. With no furniture in the home, it was okay because she wanted peace. There was no peace because there was no peace in her. Even as a young child, she hated the suffering of humanity. She sat in the room of her new apartment, lying on her back on the floor. There was a voice within her that said, Wake up from the illusion you are living. Cindy came here to help humanity, but she was trapped in her ego of control and anger. Lying on her back with tears flowing from her eyes, weeping with her stomach moving in and outward, she pleaded for the Lord to get her out! Cindy wanted to go back home because Mother Earth needed a lot of healing. She lived there for three months before returning home to her husband.

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Voice of God

While living on earth, I needed to find some comfort if I was going to survive the journey. I prayed and asked for wisdom. Weeks later, I entered Central Baptist church in Maryland. It became my church home at the time. I was raised as a Muslim. I recalled at the age of twenty-five, I had a Muslim symbol around my neck. I screamed and cried to Allah, and there was no answer! When I turned twenty-seven, I remembered people talking about the great Jesus. I was on my way to meet the person. Met him? They said he was gone to heaven to be with almighty God. However, I did not believe it. I knew he is right behind the church doors (my perception at the time). I walked through the church doors, and I started to shiver. I thought, Is he here? Where is he? I sat in the back row of the church because I was nervous and shy and did not want the pastor staring at me.

I looked up, and a white dove flew by my window. I looked around at everyone in the church, but they had their eyes fixed on the pastor speaking. I do not recall what the message of the day was. The dove flew from one window to another. I smiled as the dove was playing with me. Then it left! I glanced at all the windows, and it was gone. Now I could hear the pastor say, Fear not, the Lord is in this place. Come, Holy Spirit come, you are welcome here.

Then I realized God is a spirit and so is the dove. I started to shiver again. I did not bring any one to church with me, and I sat in the back alone. I spoke to the Lord within me, You left me. I could not find you. Now I am twenty-seven, and I feel you. Tears formed in my eyes. I wiped it fast so no one would come near to pray for me. The more I felt the wind of the spirit speaking to me, the more I wept. Years of withheld emotions came out in a loud roar. Everyone in the pew turned around to look at me. The pastor’s wife came running to the back with Kleenex as she rubbed her hand up and down my spine. I sat in the church as a reckless mess.

I returned home to my apartment. I have children, and until this day, I do not know how I hide such great depression. I slept most of the time in my room. I fell asleep that night after leaving the church, and a woman appeared to me in a dream. She walked toward me with a sad look on her face. Do you hear the Lord calling you? she said.

I do not hear him. Where is he? I knew this was a serious matter to attend.

Listen with your heart, stop using your physical ears, she said. She disappeared! I was standing in the middle of nowhere.

How do I listen to my heart? I closed my eyes to visualize my heart. Speak, Lord, your servant hears, I said.

Line my people up, the voice said.

I do not know. What do you mean? Silence! The dream switches forward to a timed event, and there were people lined up. I looked around, and it was my family, and I saw people from high school. I was standing there as I saw all of them gathered together. I woke up from my dream sweating. I thought, Am I chosen?

I was lying on the living floor in the apartment by the balcony with a pillow under my head. My children were watching TV next to me. My physical body was tired. I closed my eyelid to rest my eyes. Inside I saw a flame of fire. My heart started racing as I panicked to catch my breath! I opened my eyes, and my kids were still sitting there. I rubbed my eyelids and wrapped a blanket around me and drift off to sleep.

In my dream, another voice spoke to me. Go tell thy father! I looked around and saw people attending normal activities in the dream, and now I knew