Origin: A Journey of Discovery

By Christian Eibelshauser

Is there a purpose to life?
Is there a higher power?
Is there an eternity?
How can our lives be more fulfi lling?
How do all the pieces fi t together?
What is the nature of the universe?
Where does all this star stuff come from?
What is the origin of the universe?

Curiosity of the author, Christian Eibelshauser, compelled him to search for the answers to some of life’s most enduring questions. Now his astonishing findings are revealed in - ORIGIN : A Journey Of Discovery

The power behind the universe – what he calls the infi nite totality – is present in every part of the universe. In fact, it is the universe. As such, the infinite totality is present in each individual and is known as the “cosmic being” (traditionally called a soul or intuition). He believes that the reason so many have failed at finding true happiness in their lives is because they have fallen out of touch with their personal cosmic being.

But there is hope.

To become reacquainted with your cosmic being, you must begin consciously examining your Everyday actions and beliefs, in an effort to get rid of outdated patterns of living and thinking.

He also explores the creation of the universe from a scientifi c standpoint. Using physics, the author shows that, on its most basic level, all matter is made up from nothing more than energy (with an in-depth explanation of the term ‘energy’). Therefore, the universe is the infi nite totality – or energy – itself. Finally, the author presents a new and totally revolutionary model of the universe, hitherto neither contemplated nor depicted.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press AU
• Release date: Jun 17, 2014
• ISBN: 9781452524221

Christian Eibelshauser

Christian Eibelshauser is an accomplished commercial construction professional, living in Perth, Western Australia. His interests in human behaviour and physics (nuclear and astro) compelled him to search for the answers to some of life’s most enduring questions.

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TO THE

INFINITE TOTALITY

IT

EVERYTHING IS

                       PERFECT

IF WE CAN LOOK

               PAST OUR

                    RIGIDITY AND

                             EXPECTATIONS

CONTENTS

Introduction

Why?

1     Awareness

The Awakening

Feelings

Hidden Feelings

Opening To Feelings

Development Of Feelings

Childhood Programing

Rigidity

Disguised Feelings

2     The Mind

The Conscious Mind

Trash Can

The Un-conscious Mind

The Sub-conscious Mind

Suppression (General)

Suppression (Tools)

Suppression (Alcohol)

Suppression (Release)

Habits

Instincts

The Tunnel

3     Higher Consciousness

Viewpoint

Mirror Image

Substance

The Unknown

Cosmic Being

Tuning-In Methods

Evolution To Higher Consciousness

Developmental Stages

Action

Intuitive Action

Time Dilation

Purpose

Learning Experiences

Multiple Choice Paths

Guidance

Integration

Ascent

4     Infinite Totality

Male/Female

Evolutionary Cycles

Creation

Destiny

Lambda-Ef

The IT Force

5     The Universe

Metamorphosis

The Swirling Universe

ILLUSTRATIONS

The Awakening

Development of Feelings

Programing

The Mind

Caution Sign

Viewpoint

Mirror Image

Einstein’s Fish

Tuning-in Methods

Evolution to Higher Consciousness

Development Stages

Action

Time Dilation

Learning Experiences

Multiple Choice Paths

Guidance

Planning

Integration

Ascent

Male/Female

Evolutionary Cycles

Creation

Destiny

Lambda-EF

The IT Force

Aspects of IT – Old/New

The Swirling Universe

Illustrations in this print version are monochrome

INTRODUCTION

Many of you, if not most, have heard of Odysseus of Ulysses and his journeys. Most of us, including myself, are just like him. We are all searching for something and in that blind search, we encounter a manifold of (what we consider) excruciatingly painful experiences. For the sake of learning, we may need all of those so-called painful experiences. Yet. then again, do we really?

What are those experiences designed to do to us, but to show us, ‘brick wall after brick wall’, that there is another way to our desires - namely - around the brick walls, rather than attempting to go bull-headedly through them? Yet, as humans, we defiantly, stubbornly and almost arrogantly, want to break through those walls, over and over again, wall after wall, pain after pain.

It is now time to take a rest, to look at it all and to decide as to whether there is not a more pleasant way to journey through life. As such, there is no real ‘easy’ way, however, one way is definitely more pleasant and less agonizing than the other one.

So let’s begin to find the origin of our programs (mental patterns) which lead to our experiences. After that, we will look at ways to effectively change those programs.

Many thoughts and suggestions in this book may be totally new to you, revolutionary, absurd and perhaps unacceptable. I don’t ask you to blindly accept them. All I ask, is for you to read on. Not only will the origin and meaning of life be revealed to you, but also the origin of matter, as well as the origin and future of the universe.

THE ONLY PERMANENCE IN LIFE

IS CONSTANT CHANGE ITSELF

WHY?

This book is not intended for those, who look for the easy way out, the so-called miracle cure, or the short-cut to personal improvements, solid and meaningful relationships, or a way to make lots of money quickly.

This book is neither to be viewed as an instant cure for the walking wounded, who invariably emerge from so-called Metaphysical Seminars, churches or loosely formed congregations and/or Hype-Sessions.

This book is intended for those who are REALLY interested in HOW the pieces fit together, to give our short physical lives a lot more meaning, a lot more feeling, a lot more warmth, a lot more understanding, a lot more love, and a definite purpose.

I share my experiences and learning with all of you, lovingly - take from them what you are ready to understand and accept. Work with those ideas and thoughts, apply them to your lives, test them - you will be amazed.

Some statements, concepts and expressions may seem at first somewhat unrealistic, because our conscious mind may interfere with the new thoughts. Our logical and rational mind may attempt to negate them, especially since they are intangibles and cannot be proven by laws of physics, or any others. Whenever doubts arise in your mind, picture the following -:

THE WIND BLOWS OVER THE LAKE

       AND STIRS THE WATER.

               THUS, VISIBLE EFFECTS OF THE

                       INVISIBLE ARE MANIFESTED

1

AWARENESS

Awareness is a state of being,

   where we know

       what we are doing and

           why we are doing it

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THE AWAKENING

As though we were in a deep sleep for the better part of our lives, we suddenly awake into an awareness that actually perplexes us. Whenever and however that happens, we need to understand and accept the signals of this somewhat impromptu awakening.

It is nothing to be afraid of, although, by conditioning, we accept fear far too readily and without question. We are in fact conditioned to view change, any change, with fear. For that reason, we are reluctant to accept change, or at the best, view it with utmost reservation.

Our rigid conscious mind, with all its rules and regulations, actually stops us from accepting the new and stops us from making changes.

Generally speaking, we only ever accept change, any change, after we realize that all else we ever did, failed. That very basic awareness usually occurs, once we have hit actual rock bottom. We may have lost a business, a job, money, or had our spouse walk out on us.

In total despair, just like a drowning sailor, we clutch to any straw nearby. And just like a mere straw could not ever keep the sailor afloat, that little spark of awareness is not sufficient to cause significant changes within us.

But it’s a start, a very good start.

That little spark, is the so-called ‘voice from within’, that softly beckons - listen to me, I will show you the way, please, listen to me. It is in fact our Intuition (or sixth sense), attempting to break through to us, to relate to us, to ‘communicate’ with us. As such, it is not a voice, but rather a feeling, soft at first, almost unnoticeable, but it grows stronger and stronger, as we practice how to relate to it.

Just as an egg is synonymous with birth, on the dawn of our awareness, we begin to notice a spark of a force, hitherto unaccepted by us and thus, the birth of a new era in our lives has begun. The more we practice ‘tuning’ into that spark, the more sparks we seem to notice, until the egg has cracked wide open, sparkling from every facet and revealing to us our immense power within.

Some simply refer to that power within as our Intuition, or Inner Being and that’s OK. I like to call it our Cosmic Being. It is our Cosmic Being, through which we can connect to the reservoir of the IT force (Infinite Totality), be guided by it and draw from it all the wisdom and knowledge that ever was, is and will be.

Every journey begins with the first step and so, our

JOURNEY OF DISCOVERY

begins

FEELINGS

By now, we are beginning to become increasingly aware, that there are blockages in our lives, which prevent our lives to run smoothly.

What are those blockages and where do they have their origin?

In time, we may figure out that those blockages are related to our feelings. Feelings do need to be expressed, not suppressed. Expression is through verbalization, or action. For example, when you feel loving toward your spouse, either tell her/him openly and honestly, or show it by action, be that a gentle touch, a soft kiss, or a warm hug. Remember, that no one can read your thoughts, no matter how loving or caring they may be!

Without feelings, we would just be like robots. All of our feelings positive, or negative (desirable, or undesirable), color our lives, and the more we express and share them, the more we enjoy them, the more we live.

We label feelings as positive (desirable) and negative (undesirable), because we are basically afraid of our feelings and only want to experience those which bring us pleasure. However, we need to learn to accept all of our feelings and enjoy the experiences they bring to us. If we always ignore the so-called negative feelings and push them into our sub-conscious, by suppressing them, how can we possibly learn anything and work on overcoming them? Once we accept and enjoy all of our ‘negative’ feelings, we can begin to take away their power over us and add that power to our ‘positive’ feelings.

Let us look at ANGER for a moment. Why do we ever feel angry? It is more than likely because someone did, or said something, that went against our rigid belief system and therefore, did not conform to our own thoughts. Einstein said -: Both answers are correct, depending on the viewpoint

When we allow others to have and express their own opinion, whether or not it is congruent with ours, then there is no longer a need to feel angry. I think it’s the French who say Vive la difference. As we practice that more and more, we begin to feel less and less angry, until one day, - we don’t get angry over anything anymore, but feel joy in everything that happens. This would be dealing with ‘negative’ feelings openly and honestly and is the total opposite to suppressing those ‘undesirable’ feelings. Any and all feelings can be dealt with in the same format. You may say to yourself -:

I allow the world

           to live as it

                   chooses

And I allow me

           to live as I

                   choose

Without feelings, our lives would be dull and boring, rather than interesting and exciting. Yet, we do hide our feelings - WHY? Are we ashamed to let others see and know that we too have feelings, that we are human also?

We are conditioned to look at feelings as a weakness, a vulnerability and are afraid that others may take advantage of us, exploit and/or abuse us. So we hide our feelings.

Once we realize, that our feelings make us strong, we begin to express them freely, without shame or reservation, be they ‘positive’, or ‘negative’

I learned, that if I express my feelings openly and honestly, without blame and /or criticism, people respond with warmth, compassion and trust.

HIDDEN FEELINGS

Being of German parentage, I was raised with the attitude of -: ‘German boys don’t cry’ - So deeply imbedded was that program, that when my father slashed the bamboo rod across my bared buttocks and the pain became unbearable, all I could think of was -’Don’t give him the pleasure of showing your feelings of FEAR, SHAME and PAIN, just don’t let him see that he is getting to you, don’t cry’- At times, I nearly fainted from the pain inflicted, but, I did not shed a single tear, or sounds of a whimper. I took my punishment bravely, after all I wanted to be a good son, a good German boy!

Due to experiences of that kind in my early childhood, my life became a total state of confusion. Instead of loving my father, which is what I wanted to do, I feared him. I could not ever live up to my older brother, because he was HE and I was simply I, so I began to resent my brother. I confided in my mother, only to find that she betrayed me to my father, so I lost my trust in her.

However, my fear of being betrayed by women and being abandoned by them, happened when I was about three or four years of age

I was taken to a Kindergarten by my mother and once there, became totally involved with the huge variety of toys. All of a sudden, I saw her near the exit, ready to leave without me.

Fear and Panic struck me -my mother is abandoning me will I ever see her again - why is she doing this to me, why, why?- I raced up to her in tears, crying out -Mummy, Mummy, don’t go, don’t leave me

Then, she assured me that she wouldn’t leave me and I settled down to play again. Yet, all of a sudden, I looked up and she had gone! She assured me that she wouldn’t. YET she did! Well. I felt so hurt and betrayed, I went to pieces and was totally inconsolable. The fear and the panic I experienced, must have been enormous.

If my mother had have prepared me for the event, been honest and said -I’11 take you to Kindergarten, where you can have fun with all the other kids while I go to town to do some shopping. On the way back, I’11 pick you up and we’ll go home - I may have had a totally different experience, rather than pain and distrust.

I believe that the experience with my mother was probably the most significant one in my development as an adolescent. Whereby I know that it is essential to be honest and open with my partner in life, and I am, there is a blockage, when it comes to deep feelings. Not necessarily feelings toward that person, but much rather, feelings about myself. Feelings to do with my basic fear of being betrayed by the one I trust.

Deep in my sub-conscious, I probably set up the basic belief, that women will eventually betray me and abandon me.

Propelled by the powerful sub-conscious, I set-up the stage of relationship destruction in every situation. Even if the women never had any intention of betraying me, or walking out on me.

A sub-conscious program of such depth, must always be satisfied, after all, it is part of our Ego (the way we see ourselves and our surrounding) and as such, seeks constant approval, in other words, it must be satisfied, it must be right. Otherwise, we don’t function (dysfunction).

After every relationship break-up, my Ego was appeased, because it was yet again re-assured that the old program was in fact, correct (i.e. betrayal and abandonment). All this took place without my conscious awareness.

Today, however, I understand things differently and have dismantled many of the old, harmful programs and replaced them with re-validated, healthy programs.

Today, I also know, beyond a shadow of doubt, that I am as good as my brother was, is and ever will be, in human values. If he was to be THE yardstick of achievements, I may have even excelled him.

However, we deal with FEELINGS here, not

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[irenecole · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

I usually don't care for books that start off with politics, the president, the military, or anything of that nature. I borrowed this book without reading the description. My only criteria for adding it to my borrow requests was seeing the cover, and of course the author's name. I was a bit disappointed when I started reading, to find that it was about a "top secret government project." So I was pleasantly surprised to find that I enjoyed it anyway.

[montzaleew · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

Origin A TechnothrillerBy: J. A. KonrathNarrated by: Luke DanielsThis is an awesome thriller! A creature is found in 1906, asleep in a coma state. Its monstrous, like our idea of a demon. It is kept secret underground, examined, and monitored for all this time but now it woke up. Its making speech so they get a specialist to go with the other specialists already there. What happens and what they find out about this creature is wild! The whole story is excellent!Narration terrific with Luke Daniels!

[liz.mabry · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

Really good! Read it while sitting at the pool - wasn't expecting much, but really enjoyed it and will definitely seek out more by the author.

[simon_goodson-1 · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

Great book, brilliant read with an amazing villain. I really enjoyed the book and found myself reading till much too late at night. It kept me guessing until the very end.

Definitely one to read.

[coachtim30 · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

Origin is a great little book with outstanding characters and a hook almost guaranteed to get readers to open the book and start reading. The hook is that the US government has Satan captured and held in an impenetrable underground facility for well over a hundred years. As a team of scientists continue to run tests and experiments on the comatose demon, he suddenly wakes up and sets into motion a number of events that create an unforgettable reading experience. The book has few, if any, slow spots and contains a number of interesting plot twists. Konrath writes in a flowing, cinematic style that keeps readers turning pages. This is my third book by Konrath; "Disturb" & "Afraid" are the others and both are excellent. I will look for more from this under-appreciated author.

[bjh13 · Rating: 3 out of 5 stars]

Fun thriller, not many surprises though and a bit short. A lot of possibilities here, most of them unrealized. Still, enjoyable, I recommend reading it for something short and entertaining with little thought involved.

[senorag163 · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

Great book, love Bub even though he's bad.

[sandylee_1 · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

Something was discovered in Panama in 1906. Large, bestial, and hidden in what looked like a sarcophagus. The president had it moved to New Mexico in an underground facility. This discovery “Bub” has been in a coma for all these years and workers, sworn to secrecy, have come and gone. But now the creature has awakened. There are carvings on the sarcophagus and the creature isn’t speaking in a language anyone recognizes. Andy Dennison, a linguist, is awakened one day with a message: “Your country needs you.” He has nothing else going for him, knee deep in debt, so he takes the job. There are others on staff—two religious figures who argue over the significance of the find (the Rabbi claims “we don’t know the devil’s side of the story because God wrote all the books”) and what the beast actually is, science experts, a veterinarian, and Race, who heads up the program. The author dishes out similarities to popular movies with relish. Some think the creature is alien (ala Independence Day). Description of Bub during feeding time is reminiscent of Jurassic Park. If all else fails, there is an order to destroy the facility. And failure it is as Bub gets out and wreaks havoc. Lots of humor is tossed in to balance the gore. However, I’m not sure if the author was being clever with his ending or leaving an opening for a sequel. Either way, this was an enjoyable thriller.

[rivkat_2 · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

Cheap ebook thriller that did what I wanted—the U.S. government has a monster locked in an underground bunker. When it wakes up, it claims to be the Devil. Hijinks (and a side order of romance between a linguist and a doctor) ensue. Brisk and shallow; value for money.