Heart Attack: Finding Hope, Joy and Inspiration Through Adversity
By Jeff Schmidt
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Heart Attack - Jeff Schmidt
FOREWORD
(A word from the heart)
This is my first foreword. I searched on Google ‘how to write a foreword’. It boils down to three Cs: the content of the book; your connection with the author; and what would compel someone to read the book. It seemed simple enough.
But not for this book. If you’ve started reading at the foreword, pause. Now, flick through the pages. Allow those interdigitating illustrations to play visual havoc with your retina. This is a book written by an extraordinary middle-aged man called Jeff, whose life is irretrievably shattered by a rapid-fire succession of heart attacks; this book has pictures, also drawn by Jeff. Because when the indescribably awful happens to us, and the impact weighs heavy on our loved ones, words are not enough. This is a courageous life story that speaks as much to the questing intellect of the mind as it does to the raw vulnerability of the heart.
There is perhaps nothing we modern people need more than to be genuinely shaken up. Where life is firm, we need to know its firmness; and where it is unstable and uncertain and has no basis, no foundation, we need to know this too and to endure it.
[Alfred Delf]
Before the cardiac event, Jeff was living a life stretched taut between the self-persuaded invincibility of youth and the self-propelled ambitions of middle age. I should say, ‘lived’. Past tense.
What happened that evening, when the heart attack knocked on the door of Jeff’s life, and he unwittingly opened that door, revealed at least three of his core motivations for living life fully. The first, approach adversity as you would an unexpected friend rather than an unwelcome intrusion. The second, let your intrepid quest for success be in the things of life that truly matter. The third, deep relationships usher the liminal luminosity of hope into life’s darkest corners.
I thought that writing a foreword would be fiendishly hard. Doubly so when the author is a dear friend. It is impossible to avoid carrying even a nebulous sense of responsibility for the reader’s response. I needn’t have worried. Jeff writes the way he speaks, the way he lives, and the way he inspires. He is less a man defined by what he does or says, as much as a man who lives out fiercely, faithfully and fearlessly the process of ‘becoming’. And in this book, it is this invitation that he extends to you, the reader.
There is much to appreciate in this book. Please don’t read it simply for that reason. Read Jeff’s story prepared, poised even, to find your own story in these pages, to be challenged, and to be changed, from the heart.
Dr Esther Chew
Trauma
BLEEP, BLEEP, BLEEP
THAT IS THE SOUND of life, and it is the sound of a hospital. A hospital is a world unlike any other. Within it there is a constant flow of people, all people, regardless of clan or creed, status or influence. They gather for a united purpose, to maintain life. At the most basic level, people are all just an intricate amalgamation of cells, delicately knitted together to enable movement, growth and interaction. As wonderful as it is, this design is imperfect (increasingly so as we age) and we are often unaware of its gift until it crashes.
I crashed. Unexpectedly. My perceived superpowers ran out, mortal kryptonite finally seizing its opportunity to take control.
And so, I found myself in hospital. In an instant, or rather a strained, chest-crushing, arm-aching, jaw-clenching series of ‘attacks’, I was removed from the life I knew, as a (relatively) healthy overambitious 40-something professional and plunged into a strange new world. The journey was, and continues to be, profound. There have been many bleeps, groans and characters, certainly much bustling but, most significantly, there has been change.
At my side, a ubiquitous 0.1mm pen and a trusty watercolour pan, candidly recording my recovery – the joy, the pain, the unexpected and the revelation.
MATTERS OF THE HEART
WHEN YOU TAMPER with matters of the heart, metaphorical or otherwise, it is all-consuming – whether falling in (or out) of love, being thrust into imminent danger, celebrating triumphantly or meddling with something you hold dear. I have seen and felt the impact of these events at various times throughout my life. For instance, at the tender age of 14, I remember experiencing my first palpable crush with its flurry of torturous emotions. At the crescendo of this newly formed ‘relationship’, I had mustered up all my courage and poured out my heart to the beautiful young vixen behind the school baseball bleachers only to be rejected with a pretentious laugh that echoed endlessly in my head (and heart) for weeks. Still, at 46, I recoil at the thought of that moment. But regardless of whether it is heartbreak or love, the thrill of victoriously raising a trophy or coming face-to-face with death, they all have a deep impact. And they all insist that you stop and take stock of your life.
‘That’ evening, the one that irreversibly shook up my life, Thursday 3 December, I found myself staring eternity squarely in the face. I had returned home with my two girls.