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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This is an extraordinary book. Its author is truly gifted, and we are blessed that he has shared his wonderful messages of enlightenment. These are very important for our critical times. This book and its eloquently expressed poems and writings, as well as beautiful illustrations, will awaken so many people to what matters most in life and is like a lifebuoy thrown out to whoever has the wisdom to grab hold.
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Wonder Streams of the Soul - Craig Carpenter Downer
WONDER STREAMS OF THE SOUL
Copyright © 2022 by Craig Carpenter Downer. All rights reserved.
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Cover photo by Craig C Downer from shore of northern Lake Tahoe, CA. April, 2005.
PRELUDE
Wonder Streams of the Soul arose from a beautiful desire to share the best and highest in life. Since a tender age, I have experienced thoughts and feelings that seemed beyond the ordinary and bursting to be expressed. One such I call life’s spiritual evolution
taking place both individually and collectively. With the blessings of an extensive arts and sciences education at some of the world’s finest universities (loving thanks to my dear parents) and through intense and sweeping introspection, in my book I have combined diverse knowledge with personal insights that are penetrating and even transcendent.
As a student I started jotting down major points during lectures and field trips and this habit continued throughout my life. Through long practice, this habit of copious note taking led to a heightened awareness of my experiences, both outward and inward. I have become increasingly aware of a rhythm of thoughts and feelings, a web of interrelations, and a great melodic onward flow within my own as well as all interrelated life. Repeatedly revising my verbal expression has allowed me to more perfectly conceive the brilliant spiritual evolution that unites all and fulfills us all.
Wonder Streams of the Soul and the inner awakening it impels ties in with all Life’s salvation. I see my unusually varied poems, passages and illustrations as lifebuoys thrown out to my fellow humans too many of whom seem to be sinking into a dark sea of meaninglessness. If these poems stir you deeply and serve to elevate you to a finer attunement to life’s true beauty, then I shall rest content that my purpose has been achieved. If my book can do this even for a few fellow souls striving forth here on planet Earth, then it shall not have been written in vain.
Coming from a family of avid readers to whom words have been like daily food and drink, I highly recommend as a lifetime pursuit learning to read better and more, for rightly combined and appreciated, words can provide the very keys to salvation. And the reading of them is inextricably linked to the generating of them. Furthermore, they must be complemented by actions that effect certain enlightened changes that words foretell. Words are an integral part of life’s equation. To paraphrase Poe in his The Poetic Principle
: ‘by achieving in words a more perfect expression of those greater truths one awakens to in one’s ongoing experience, one gains a more clear and perfect realization thereof’. So, let us commence our journey. Freely received and freely given, with Charity for everyone. Welcome!
Table of Contents
Prelude
Table of Contents: General Subjects of Poems, Writings and their Illustrations
Adventure
Animals, Wild Horses, Andean Tapirs, Etc.
Autobiographical
Beauty, Nature, World
Christmas
Dance
Dreams
Ecology, Conservation, Global Warming
Friends, Relations
Genius
God, Love, Unity
Halloween
Human’S Relation to Great Rest Of Life
Humor
Inspirational
Love, Romance
Music, Melodies, Art
Morality
Nature
Philosophy, Life’S Meaning
Inspirational, Inspirational Places, Etc.
Poetry & Poets, Writers
Politics
Progress
Reverence For Life
Spiritual
Supernatural
Time
Tragedy
Triumph
Woman
Words
Time, Evolution, and Work
Words, Language, Books, Libraries
Concerning Music and Beauty
Intelligence, Wisdom, Genius, and Inspiration
Dreams, Desires, Prophecies, Et Cetera
Animals, Including Wild Horses
Freedom
Reverence For Life, Conservation Of The Natural World
Life and Death, Life’S Meaning
Individual Expressions
Unity, Universe, and Relation
The World, Society
Thought, Ethical Life, God
Love
Truth, Universal Principles, Dimensions
Eternity, Wonder
Morality, Ethics, Justice, Good and Evil, Virtue
Life’S Heavenly Ideal, Goal, Peace
Trust, Belief, Faith
Excerpts from The Spiritual Evolution: A Book on Reincarnation and Evolution
(1981) by author. Prologue
Selections from Craig C Downer’s Ecuadorean notebook 5/15 – 6/14, 1995, some revised, June, 2020:
The End of Book
ADVENTURE
Photo of author on left and his Puruhaes guide Roberto Casquillay atop the 5,230-meter-high Sangay Volcano in the center of Ecuador's world heritage Sangay National Park where the author conducted his endangered Andean tapir study. Photo by biologist Armando Castellanos taken December 9, 1991.
The Adventurer (2010)
The adventurer
Dares to go where
No man hath
Ever dared!
Born on wings of pure belief
And also desperate for relief
From dire straits
He striketh out!
Seemingly against all odds
Of making it through,
Of making it over the pass
Unto that new
Land of future promise
Flowing with milk and honey.
Whose fragrances he has
From time-to-time
Perceived in the breeze
That mighty winds
Have over great distances
So tantalizingly delivered,
Seemingly against all odds.
Finally compelling him to deem:
Now is the time!
Carpe Diem!
Urging him to make
That do-or-die, all-out effort
For blessed change,
For advancement …
Unprecedented since the Fall.
Yet, born this is of a whole chain
Of similar desperations
Indispensably married to envisioning
– Alas!– some say that came
To utterly no avail.
But don’t believe them!
They remember not
From where we hail.
Each individually and all collectively,
For truly homeward bound are we,
As step-by-step and rung-by-rung.
Each and every unique one
Proceeds upon his or her own
Special path in life …
As, indeed, that Earth-shaking Adventurer
Who dareth to go where
No man hath yet dared!
Venture Within! (2011)
Adventure’s pure and it’s for sure
Life’s spirit to reveal
When ‘pon some mighty yonder lure
Attention’s fixed with zeal!
How can we know which way to go
When many faces dawn?
Which one is friend? Which one is foe?
Or both? Which one’s dead-on?
Here’s where, my friend, you must just dare
To trust your inner guide,
Avoid false lures, of lies beware,
God’s truth affirm inside.
Concerning all the universe,
Do not Spirit deny.
Discern essence, with all converse,
Just know life’s end’s On High!
ANIMALS, WILD HORSES, ANDEAN TAPIRS, ETC.
Photo of valiant mustang stallion from northern Pine Nut Mountains wild horse Herd Management Area, western Nevada. Photo by author ca. 2014. This stallion shows Shire lineage.
Twilight of the Gods? (2011)
What a miracle
To find you here!
What vast ages
Have together brought us now!
Your valiant struggles to survive.
– Oh! Ancient horse lineage!
… To see you all together here
In this day and age,
When mankind seems
To have obliterated all wildness
– And sane order! –
From Earth’s face,
Gives inspiration and hope
That all is not yet lost, undone,
And that so much
That matters most
Like you wild horses living free
Still blossoms yet higher
Than ever before
Since All Life’s Fall.
So humbly I do give
Homage to you,
Oh! nameless horses,
As well to all your kind,
your soul group.
Long may you live
In freedom thrive upon this Earth
That we call home
From time to time
Upon our great undying
Journey forth.
And may we humans learn
To share this wondrous land
And precious freedom
With such as you
- Oh! blessed, still proud
And independent band!
Long may you shine!
Praise God! Amen.
Photo courtesy of United States National Parks Service. Poem conceived by author after visiting this national monument in March of 2015.
Hagerman Horse (2015)
He walks upon the Earth
Since ancient times.
An electric current
Connects, passes from ground
Up throughout his limbs,
Energizes him to walk,
To run – to gallop on!
And he gives back energy in turn,
Both to Earth and fellow beings —
With each new leaping bound!
Run on, oh horse, both ancient and new born!
Surely you shall reach your goal,
Each one of you and together — all!
Photo by author in South Steens Mountains Wild Horse Herd Management Area, southern Oregon, ca. 2015. This HMA is known for its colorful pintos.
Mustangs in the Clouds, a true experience (2020)
Peering over Pine Nut Mountains
On a blustery midsummer afternoon
Back in roaring ‘90’s,
Beheld I seven wild horses
Exquisitely sculpted as white cloud forms.
Spanning a thousand feet or more,
Aligned with rumps and flowing tails to West
And gallant heads and bristling manes to East,
These marvels arched over
The 9,000-foot, windswept,
North-south mountain spine.
They leapt in graceful unison
And with the blessed ease
Of pure and liberated spirits!
Though dashing in for camera,
When I returned
They had vanished
Into thin air.
Presences manifest from higher plane?
I have observed these incarnate wonders
For many years since childhood.
Their flesh and bone,
Hide and mane, et cetera,
Marvelously go together …
Most subtly express
Beautiful inner states.
To these despise, mistreat,
Begrudge their natural place
Upon our shared home Earth
Abomination is!
Through many ups and downs:
Brutal roundups, shootings,
Water and forage deprivations
Perpetuated by selfish,
Devil-may-care men and women,
They have endured,
Retained their never-dying
Ever renewing and wonderful poise,
Their optimism to live!
And if ever a group of beings
Deserved to here dwell,
It’s these whose ancestry
Dates back millions of years
Right here where they stand!
Deeply rooted natives,
Living symbols of freedom -
By many names we call them:
These shiners forth
For all to see.
And it is so that by
Allowing their right themselves to be
With ample land and freedom we
From curse of petty selfishness
Shall ourselves wrest free!
Photo by author at Palomino BLM Holding Corrals, north of Reno, Nevada, ca. 2016.
Old, Brown Horse (a Septain poem 2016)
Horse seen at edge of field at dusk, northeastern Great Basin, 10/14/2016.
Old horse,
Deep, burning brown,
Standing alone I spied
Late in the day, somber and grave.
His image, this charmed scene,
Subtly bespoke,
Impressed.
How can
I explain the
Feelings, the thoughts, the sense
Of this horse’s unique presence?
Are there the words? – Listen!
Hear with an ear
Attuned.
See with
An eye open
To Light of Relation,
Comprehending something more than
Mundane, humdrum surface.
Behold the Soul!
Believe!
This horse,
Though swayed with years,
Purely meditating
The panorama of his life …
All Life’s meaning, summing
Up and Future
Glimpsing.
Special
Honor, this sense
Of horse’s state of mind.
– Reason – for this, you ask? I know
Sounds out there, but in here
Treasure’s secure
… Brown horse.
Pictured are Dutch, Black-and-Tan Hound, on left, author’s mother Alice, and Brandy, russet wire-haired dog on right, at country home in Carson Valley, Nevada. Photo by Robert C. Downer, author’s father.
The Reviving Hound – Still There for Me! (2020)
I’m not one to dismiss
Anyone …
Not put-down artist
And now upon
Awakening
There comes
Vision of Forlorn Hound
From recent dream.
Though long cooped, neglected
Yet still he sprang up to greet me —
Ready to go and blossoming
With sudden spirits reviving,
Eyes re-glistening,
Tail wagging,
All signaling his readiness to go
Again for desert walk,
As was so oft our wont.
– Beautifully loyal,
Non-judgmental companion,
You seem to look into
My very soul!
What fresh discoveries
Shall we today together make?
Surely some for us await!
God has these in store
Especially for us …
Unique perspective
And, with it, special message
That will be transforming to all our lives.
So Happy Earth Day!
is my salute to you
And all similar animals this beautiful world over.
You have always been there, are now and ever will be
As I for you, my Black-&-Tan Hound Dutch,
Dachshunds Gretchen, Max I & Max II,
Springer Spaniels Favorita & Sugar,
Dear Border Collie-Cocker Spaniel Treasure,
Who had a hundred puppies over the years.
All went to good homes thanks to dear
Mother Alice who schoolteacher and
Fine pianist was —
And so much more and yet still is —
As were they all – so much more …
All have been and still are there for me!
Loyal hound, you remind me
Of this truth concerning life
This fine spring morn.
So I will be there for you as well.
Still in Spirit you’re here,
Though not in body.
Happy Earth Day and
Happy Heaven Day!
Sincerely I say
With Love to You — and All!
Photo from website: mazatlanpost of The Mysterious Mexican Bigfoot.
Thoughts on Bigfoot (2020)
Methinks Bigfoot is a superior man
who liveth out in the wild
as no modern man can …
who liveth here and asketh nothing
other than to be left alone
with the pure air to breath,
clean water to drink,
healthy soil to sustain
all fellow wild species
from which he derives
his sustenance
and, in turn, gives back.
Bigfoot bides his time,
cherishes all the wondrous
living creatures who him surround …
plants who photosynthesize and flower …
animals who consume and pass along …
decomposing organisms who recycle and till the soil …
and all living, spirit-imbued creatures who spring therefrom …
as from the crystalline waters
flowing upon and within the land
and evaporating then again condensing …
and the lofty airs
that keep it all
moving along as well
and with the whole starry
universe out there
keep us in contact
– oh! blessed marvel we call
Life on Earth.
As opposed to modern humans,
Bigfoot is not out to get them
…
meaning all fellow creatures …
to transform them …
to select those who are to remain
according to worldly selfish dictates
and those with whom to do away
and by whatever means —
many cruel, gruesome and horrid!
No! Bigfoot is not out to
re-engineer
life.
All that Bigfoot wants
from his/her fellow species
is just live and let live
with all this beautiful complex,
so marvelously and intricately
interrelated and interdependent,
amazing system
and just to be left in peace,
allowed to live serenely,
thus, to come to more keenly
appreciate and harmonize
within the whole
of this beautiful
evolving, unfolding,
harmonizing togetherness …
this Unity in Nature and Under God,
Who brings us all together
and for each and every one of us
does care … even for Bigfoot
way, so far out there!
And in this great Unity
there is such Great Splendor!
Praise God! Forever and ever.
NEW SOURCE OF HIGHER CONFIRMATION ( 2/20/2020 )
Amazing
what can be seen
on TV these days!
Take program on Travel Channel:
Paranormal Caught on Camera.
Here a few weeks ago
I witnessed a most
faith-restoring phenomenon.
Now, If you have ever driven
through the northern
forests, particularly during Autumn,
you may, as I, have noticed the — mayhem —
the slaughter of the innocents
that goes on …
deer and other critters
can be mangled beyond recognition,
struck by cars and trucks that whiz by
through deep, mysterious forests, et cetera …
automobiles manned by oblivious people
who scarcely seem to give a care
for all the resident inhabitants
they pass by … and in more ways than one.
Well, one dark and stormy night,
one driver with iPhone armed
did finally take notice –
up close and beyond –
witnessing and recording
a car colliding with an elegant
white-tailed deer, one graceful doe.
– How horrible it was to see and hear
as her slender, exquisite limbs were broken,
ribs crushed and head smashed in –
abruptly decommissioning this being
as for her present life
– such violent impact against which
she seemed to have no chance!
– So tragic was it to see
her last frantic jerkings
to right herself and carry on astride,
from metal monster to escape,
but limbs flopped and flailed,
yet escape she did!
For here’s the Splendor of what transpired!
Remarkable, yeah, wondrous
was it to see
this deer’s blithe spirit
emerging as a subtle glow –
a subtle body all a-flow
who leapt from her car-mangled
mortal remains then stole
away from this unbearable scene
and back into her sheltering forest home.
This violent so-called end,
as iPhone proved,
was not the end
but some dramatic Transition,
a casting off the mortal shell,
a Return to Life’s Purer Plane
wherefrom at birth it came …
as Heaven this special Spirit regained.
… Reason for hope restored?
– Yes! This momentous event
we witnessed was …
Glimpse of Higher Dimension
whereby Life’s Spiritual Essence
conquers contradictory worldly adversity
– emerges the Victor not just over
but with the Greater All!
Praise God! Hallelujah!
AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL
Photo entitled A quiet moment at the reflecting pool, U.C. Berkeley
by Steve McConnell, U.C. Berkeley Public Affairs.
CHEMISTRY CALLED BERKELEY (1966-72)
My years at Berkeley
Had their amusing side …
Aspects there were so novel, so freeing,
So stimulating, amid others difficult,
But required to abide.
Berkeley’s great relief
Was being delivered
From narrow-minded beliefs.
The cowboy’s yoke was severed;
And like an Indian in the free Nature,
I too was freed to evolve
Beyond normal’s
prefecture,
Many binding ties to dissolve
Within that Chemistry called Berkeley,
For all God’s Universe became my University!
Photo from https://encounterwalkingholidays/beach-path-cornish-coastal-path-uk-trekking-holidays-map:Radstow to St Ives.
Cornwall’s Recalled – A Cornish Sonnet (2020)
The Cornish coast that I have walked upon
– Aye! ‘T is a wild place e’en in times modern!
A certain hum pervades the air from dawn
to dusk – from Plymouth, Truro to Land’s End.
And then another sound, one more nocturne,
distills the thoughts and consciousness extends …
To grasp august legends like Arthur King,
Queen Guinevere and Knights of Table Round
in dreams that seem so real and can upspring
the greater wealth that lies within one’s reach.
Aye! ‘T is worth more than over cov’ted Pound,
for these sublime lessons to all can teach.
So when confused, forlorn – chased to wit’s end,
Cornwall’s recalled – forebears’ secluded beach.
Photo by author of male Mountain, or Andean, Tapir at southern escarpment of mighty Sangay volcano, Ecuador. ca. 1997.
Chai! Chai! Chai! Chai! (6/9/1999)
Chai! Chai! Chai! Chai!
Chai! Chai! Chai! Chai!
in these Andes so high
is how in Quichua,
Puruhaes stoically cry Cold!
And I’m one who’s here
as a foreigner, extranjero,
precisely to prick the conscience,
for noble sentiment’s no fool,
to awaken the frozen heart
even in places quite cool
– and this is also practical, for sure! –
for this living fossil tapir
is disappearing from the Earth,
because la carne es rica
and because blind traditions to boot
devastate its cloud forest
and paramo habitats
like there’s no tomorrow:
cattle cultures and meat eaters who
egotistically don’t give a hoot
that the highland’s living sponge
by their gross appetites is being undone,
that the precious and life-sustaining
soils are sliding down;
and that this ancient seed disperser,
and master of balance,
this mythical bringer
of dance and good cheer,
the mountain tapir,
by ignorance and brute cruelty
made victim is
—by such dire disregard!—
that as a consequence,
without this special, animating spirit,
the forests, the soils,
the gentle, pure breeze,
the clear mountain streams
– all this Paradise
To oblivion descends
… and the Earth’s
Left with a fatal hole
In its heart
Where once so gracefully
The mountain tapir was wont,
As in its ozone layer
To be scorched by the Sun
And frozen by the Moon!
Chai! Chai! Chai! Chai!
Chai! Chai! Chai! Chai!
Sister of author, Catharine Roberta Sanders, commonly called Kay. Photo taken by author in her garden in northwestern Reno, Nevada.
Tribute to a Kind and Thoughtful Lady, my dear Sister Kay (2019)
Yesterday (11/18/2019), my dear sister Kay Sanders (nee Catharine Roberta Downer, Reno, NV, Aug 6, 1935) passed away at around 1:30 PM at Saint Mary’s Hospital in Reno. She was the last member of my family of five, having been preceded by our dear brother Robert Gottschalk Downer (8/31/2009), dear mother Alice (nee Alice Marie Gottschalk) Downer (5/21/2008) and dear father Robert Carpenter Downer (12/21/2000). Kay was a very special lady with an extraordinary capacity for kindness and thoughtfulness toward others. And she was definitely my best friend
who was always there for me to lend an ear, take an interest, listen carefully, lending not only an ear but such wise counsel and a truly helping hand when and for what was most needed at the time. It’s so hard to believe that she’s actually gone. This just seems not possible! But I encourage everyone to simply let this very special, saintly lady go back home to that wonderful reward that awaits her in Heaven, for a full life well lived that touched and elevated so many lives around her. And just know that the inspiring example of her life lives on and will not be erased.
As I meditate upon that beautiful gift we called Kay, some salient points emerge: She possessed a great concern for the natural world and all its wonderful plants and animals who share this planet Earth as home and was ever supportive of my work for the magnificent wild horses here in the West as well as for the endangered Andean Tapirs. At the University of Nevada-Reno, where she began studying Journalism and ended up with both a Bachelor’s and a Master’s in Education, she worked for many years, to become the Director of Correspondence Study for the Department of Continuing Education. Here she initiated some very valuable, timely courses concerning Ecology and Conservation, because she genuinely cared about the future of all life on this beautiful planet. She was also a vital part of the Nevada Woman’s History Project, where for many years she wrote and oversaw revealing tributes to many of Nevada’s pioneering women, including our dear mother Alice, grandmother Martha, great-grandmother Mary, aunt Gertrude, as well as the Native Paiute legend Sarah Winnemucca. Her editorial skills were amazing, and she possessed a broad and well-rounded knowledge and grasp of current affairs in relation to that greater history from which they emerged. She loved hiking in the natural world and organized some exciting hikes into the high Sierras where she delighted in identifying its splendid birds, blossoming flowers and eminent peaks. Frequently accompanied by family and friends, she took some fascinating trips both in the U.S. and abroad, including Costa Rica, Guatemala, Great Britain, Scandinavia, Spain and Russia. During her childhood she lived in diverse places throughout Nevada when our civil engineer father Robert worked for the Nevada Department of Transportation. I remember Kay’s vivid descriptions of how she, mother Alice, younger brother Bobby, and father Bob had to endure a particularly icy, windy winter in Tonopah and other ordeals in remote parts of our awesome home state in order to keep the highways clear and intact. These early experiences cultivated a profound appreciation of Nevada that gave her a genuine compassion for Nevada’s admirable pioneer women and their families. Kay also enjoyed both downhill and cross-country skiing, particularly on beautiful Mount Rose and worked for several years as a professional journalist-reporter for the Nevada Appeal and The Record Courier during the late 1950’s and 1960’s. She also did social surveys visiting remote areas here in our awesome state. She was an avid reader and lifetime learner who took up