Red Velvet and Anemone: Pagosa Cliffs Collection, #1

By Editingle Indie House and M.M. Ward

Betrayal always offers the choice: Bitter or Better? After her sister's death, wedding cake artist Milli Velvet Haywood left her busy life in Vegas behind; Hoping for a new beginning in the small town resort community of Pagosa Cliffs, Colorado. But with a newstart comes challenges. Her attempt to return to her old life brings a different set of dangers. Can she move forward and be better? Or will the bitterness of her life sour her future chances at happiness and love. This story is all about choices. It is about overcoming versus succumbing.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Editingle Indie House
• Release date: Jul 5, 2020
• ISBN: 9788194192824

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Prologue

A six-year-old Milli Velvet struggled to carry her baby brother Duran. She had to run; she had to get away from their mother, Diva Divina Velvet before she killed them too. Her brother was limp in her aching arms as she ran out into the street to get away from the drunk monster screaming and staggering after them. Car tires squealed as Milli fell down. She was sure they were going to die, about to be squished like the neighbor’s cat. She closed her eyes and braced herself for the impact.

Suddenly, there were people, then ambulances, and police cars all around her. Her face and head hurt from where her mother had hit her when she tried to stop her from striking a crying and feverish Duran. As the people tried to help her and her baby brother, her mother was carrying on like she did on the day her sister Roxie was murdered. Strangers who didn’t know the truth tried to comfort Milli’s mother. The EMTs rushed Duran away in one ambulance and Milli away in another.

Dr. Emily Haywood smiled tenderly down at Milli as she woke up on a white hospital bed. Her soft blue eyes were sad and relieved at the same time.

Hello again, Milli. I haven’t seen you in a long time. How are you other than the whole hit by a car thing?

My arm hurts, Dr. Emily, Milli whimpered. And...

And what, precious? Dr. Emily’s voice was the most soothing sound Milli had ever heard.

Milli wondered if she talked the way a good mother would. After Roxie’s death, in Milli’s dreams, Dr. Emily was the soft voice who always comforted her and said she loved her.

Can I tell you a secret? Milli’s voice cracked with emotion.

You can tell me anything, I’m your doctor, Dr. Haywood smiled tenderly. She was certain she already knew what the child would say, but what tiny Milli Vanilli Velvet told her, shocked and enraged her. It was far worse than the gentle pediatrician had ever imagined, and she wanted nothing more than to save the poor child from her suffering and give her a life of joy and love as every child deserves and decided right then and there to adopt Milli.

* * *

One year later...

The judge looked over the paperwork and signed it. Dr. Haywood, the court sees no reason to decline the petition for adoption of Milli Velvet considering the recent legal case involving her biological mother and the revelation of the circumstances of her childhood. As a judge on this case, I find a pediatrician and child psychologist to be the best candidate to become her parents. Congratulations, I hope your daughter enjoys having a sister.

Milli and her new sister Marnianne screamed their happiness as they hugged and jumped up and down.

Thank you, your honor. Emily wiped away a happy tear, as Charles attempted to shush the exuberant girls. Finally, the Haywoods’ become the proud parents of Milli Velvet, now Haywood. 

* * *

Fifteen years later...

Her sister Marni’s shriek had Milli crawling out of bed and rushing out of her room with Sheila, her trusty baseball bat, in hand. The red aluminum bat was enough of a deterrent to getting most men to leave and the way Milli held it said she meant business, but truthfully, she had hit nothing but baseballs and softballs with Sheila. In high school, she had played fast-pitch softball, she even lettered in it. She was a good catcher, a fair hitter, but her advantage was her size. Her strike zone was so small, most pitchers couldn’t thread the needle to get her out. She would get walked to first and then her speed got her around the corner to third. Milli had held the highest on-base percentage in the history of their high school. So, when she held her bat, she looked like she could take someone’s head off without a moment’s hesitation.

Clutching the bat like a lifeline, Milli crept through the house, checking all the rooms for intruders. They were alone. As she approached the bathroom, she could hear what sounded like muffled crying. Milli pushed open the bathroom door and Marni was sitting on the lid of the toilet, crying. What the heck, Marni? I have to get up for work in a few hours. Why are you home? Speaking of which, how did you get home? Omigawd, please tell me you didn’t drive someone else's car here.

Marni wiped her eyes with some toilet paper and blew her nose. Her fair skin was blotchy and red like she had been crying for a while. Shimmer drove me. I got sick at work. They can’t have me twirling around a pole and spewing my guts on the customers.

Okay, as long as you didn’t drive. Do you need some soup or tea? Maybe you should go to the doctor for whatever this bug is. You’ve been sick for close to a month, Milli worried aloud.

It’s not the flu, Marni said miserably. She held up something small and white. It's something else I wanted.

Milli stared at the pregnancy test, then at her sister, then back at the test. You’ve got to be freaking kidding me!

It doesn’t matter now... Marni stood up slowly and tossed the pregnancy test in the trash. We don’t need them.

Milli gaped at her sister in shock. Marnianne! Y-you have t-to call him. Heith deserves to know he’s going to...

Forget it, Milli.  We’ll probably never see them again. They are gone and good riddance. Marni stormed out of the bathroom and went into the kitchen.

Frustrated, Milli followed and slammed Sheila on the counter, and the aluminum bat chimed like a bell throughout the quiet room. Milli had to take several calming breaths before she started making tea for two. In four hours, Milli had to be at the Famous Vegas Cakery and she knew she had three cakes, for three June 1st weddings, chilled and waiting to be decorated.

Marni sat at their small table, hugging herself. It will be fine.

Milli set a warm mug in front of Marni. Sis, I know the way Heith left to go to his grandfather’s funeral was hard and you guys had a big fight, but he’ll come back. He loves you... you’re too beautiful not to love. And the baby will only make him love you more.

Marni looked at Milli with the strangely haunted look she had gotten so many times since their parents died in a carjacking. I want to tell him in person, promise me you won’t tell him or Edgar. I want to tell them both together.

Okay, if you want to break the news in person, that’s fine, Milli agreed.

Then Marni took Milli’s face in her hands, Marni’s hands always felt so cool and soft. ‘Cold hands, warm heart’, was something their mother always said.

Milli, my heart’s broken. Promise me you’ll take care of my baby if anything happens, that you’ll love it the way you have always loved me, Marni begged.

Nothing is going to happen to you. Heith and Edgar will come home after they get things settled after the funeral and we’ll all be happy again. Milli insisted but Marni just shook her head in disbelief.

We’ll go to the clinic tomorrow and get you checked, then I’ll buy those pregnancy vitamins for you. Milli grinned excitedly, then danced around the kitchen trying to pull her sister out of her gloomy mood by singing.  I’m going to be an Auntie!

You’re so silly. Marni laughed at her sister who always acted the clown to hide her worry and to cheer Marni up, but Milli didn’t know about the secrets hiding behind Marni's sadness.

* * *

The day before Thanksgiving....

In the cold crisp air of the Colorado Rockies, Milli parked her rental van in front of the quaint Wild Anemone Bed and Breakfast. The Victorian-era hotel had been converted to a home for a few short years and then remodeled once more into accommodations for visitors to the local hot springs. Snow-covered flowerbeds filled the front yard. The place glowed warm and inviting in the early evening light. Milli’s great-great-aunt Elizabeth was standing on the porch with a pair of women. Two teen girls and two men, one older and one younger, were unloading the boxes from her moving pod into one of the three cottages. Milli got out and carefully lifted baby Emily out of her car seat. The younger of the two women lifted the cat carrier out of the back. Inside, Aunt Elizabeth and her friend cooed over Emily, immediately taking her from Milli.

The younger lady smiled warmly, Since the gramma’s are busy, I’ll introduce myself. I’m Camille Wallace. That’s my Gramma Dorine. My cousin Beau and Grandpa Ben are unloading the pod with my girls, Willow and Gracie.

Milli Row... uh, Haywood.

Camille smiled sympathetically, Sorry for your divorce and loss. My sister died giving me Willow. I know things are painful, but you’re not alone, and if you ever need someone to talk to...

Milli felt her chin tremble and tears burned in her eyes for the hundredth time since she left Vegas, but she refused to cry. The pain of Marni’s betrayal burned like a fever in her veins. Thank you, Camille.

So... let me show you what we got set up for you. Gramma Dorine and Ms. Elizabeth have had all of us working night and day to get this ready. Our school gets the whole week of Thanksgiving off and the girls may have gone a little crazy in the nursery.

Milli glanced over to where Elizabeth sat in a rocker holding Emily. Dorine smiled at them before shooing them off, Go. This little angel will be just fine.

Several cars slowed as they passed, the drivers looking or more accurately staring at them; it seemed odd to Milli that she was big news and hadn’t even been in town for an hour yet. Looking over at the cottage, Milli saw the girls and two men unloading the van. It didn’t seem like the kind of thing to draw attention. They hurried through the snow to the small cottage which usually served as a seasonal rental. It was decorated in muted tones of butter and cream, Milli’s deep red floral furniture looked better than it ever had at her drab white rental. Marni’s old cat Punkin mewled and complained about being left in the carrier. Camille’s daughters begged with identical sapphire blue eyes to hold the allegedly neglected feline. Camille showed her around the small house while Punkin was lavished with attention. The bedroom was sparse, Milli needed to buy a new bed.

A large man who resembled Camille looked up from setting down a box labeled ‘clothes’. Ma’am.

Beau, this is Milli Haywood, Ms. Elizabeth’s niece. Can you bring in the bed and we’ll finish setting up the bedroom? Camille asked.

Milli turned about three shades of red in humiliation and suppressed anger, before she stammered, I... I d-don’t have one. They looked at her quietly as she blurted out in a rush, I need to go buy one. My ex cheated on me in our bed and I couldn’t bear to bring it with me.

Camille nodded solemnly, offering, I’m afraid nothing will be open tomorrow but if you are brave enough to face Black Friday, I can take you to the city day after tomorrow.

Milli smiled wanly. Marni loved Black Friday; she didn’t sleep from midnight to midnight. She would drag me all over the place. She always had lists and...and... Then her breath caught in her throat, thinking about never facing the crowds with her crazy shopaholic sister hurt, but the memory of finding those pictures on Marni’s phone made Milli despise her sister more.

Camille handed Milli a tissue before she realized she had tears running down her face. My sister, Willamina liked the Black Friday sales too.

You women are insane. Beau’s voice rumbled deep in his chest. Ain’t no shoes worth all that craziness, now maybe a 72-inch flat-screen, but that’s only if the Broncos are headed back to the Super Bowl...

Milli and Camille burst out laughing at his statement. It was such a guy thing to say.

Where you at, Wally? A masculine tenor called from the living room.

Back here, Tank, Camille called out.

Wally? Milli was confused.

Everyone calls me Coach Wally. I teach swimming and diving at the community center; I also coach the school competition teams. And That’s Tank Tanner, he’s our sheriff. Come on, I’ll introduce you.

Milli followed Camille into the living room and was introduced to a man who was not what she expected for a small-town sheriff. He was, for lack of a better term, devastatingly handsome. Milli had to remind her jaw to stay closed, because, with the way he looked at Camille, she knew she would never have a chance. It was the way men had always looked at Marni. If she wasn’t dead, Marni would have called dibs on him in a heartbeat and probably not even charged him ‘her usual fees’, Milli thought resentfully. After a polite introduction, Milli busied herself in the kitchen putting things away as she said a rosary in her head as penance for her hateful thoughts.

Beau leaned on the counter after setting down a box. That’s the last of it, darlin’.

Milli just nodded, eyeing the box that was supposed to be left in the trash in Vegas. She hated every piece of lingerie in it and the person who gave it to her more than anyone in the world.

Sorry about your divorce. Ms. Elizabeth told Gramma the low-down dirty coyote didn’t even have the balls to tell you in person, just sent his mom’s secretary. And that he was cheating on you too, that’s a real scoundrel. So, you’re a baker?

Small towns always meant gossip or at least that’s what Milli had always been told. Yes, they did; yes, he was, and yes I am, she answered tightly, her temper flaring.

He held up his hands in a surrender motion, Sorry to poke the bear.

Milli sighed, she needed to remember she couldn’t be her normal snarky city self here. No, it’s fine. I’ve just had a rough couple of weeks.

He chuckled, Rough? You got served with divorce papers the day your sister died and left you with a newborn. You had it even worse than Cam. If you need anything, or if that dog shows up here, you call the ranch. There’s a lot of places out there where a person can get eaten by the bears and I have no tolerance for men who treat pregnant women, or any woman for that matter, so poorly.

My grandson has my agreement on that. Grandpa Ben held out his hand to her. Ben Wallace, Ridgeline Ranch... I hear you make a lovely red velvet cake. Dorine invited you and your aunt out to the ranch tomorrow for Thanksgiving dinner, I can’t wait to try it. His hazel eyes twinkled with the certainty that not only would they come, but that she would bake a cake for him.

Milli nodded mutely, then watched the Wallaces leave her kitchen. Gracie or Willow popped their head in. We’re leaving, Ms. Milli, see you tomorrow.

Welcome to Pagosa Cliffs, Camille called out, followed by a chorus of welcomes, and moments later, Milli was finally alone in the little cottage. Looking at the clock, it felt later than it was, even with the time difference.

Milli picked up the unlabeled box and carried her unmentionables into her bedroom. If she ever returned to Vegas, she would murder Jackson and Mitch for sticking that particular box in the moving van. She flicked on the light across the hall. Aunt Elizabeth and Camille’s girls had set up a nursery for Emily. Flowers and butterflies were hand painted all around the room spreading out from a mountain-surrounded meadow. The Queen of the Fairies looked like Marni however, and Milli wanted to scrub it off the wall, but she didn’t because it looked like a professional muralist had done it.

Gracie does good work.

Milli jumped at Elizabeth’s voice. Sorry, it’s just so quiet here.

You need somewhere quiet, Milli. I am glad you came here. Elizabeth laid a sleeping Emily in the crib and put her arm around her grandniece. It’s been a hard time for you, and so much has happened since your parents were killed. But Emily Anne always said you were strong. While you were in the kitchen, I had Beau and Ben put a mattress in your room. Gracie and Willow dressed the mattress. I heard that you and Coach Wally are going to brave the Black Friday sales?

Milli nodded, feeling too tired to talk, as Elizabeth led her back across the hall and tucked her in. Milli thought it must be the altitude making her so sleepy. Elizabeth sat beside her, running her old fingers through Milli’s tangle of curls until she fell asleep. The elderly woman talked randomly about all the people in Pagosa Cliffs Milli had yet to meet. Listening to stories about people she didn’t know was better than thinking about what had transpired during the ten months before her 23rd birthday, and the two men she never should have trusted or allowed into her and Marni’s lives.

One

The February before...

Milli Haywood was rapidly decorating cupcakes for a wedding when her boss shouted at her to pick up line two, it was her sister.

Scowling, Milli snatched the cordless phone tossed her way out of the air, Not now sis, I got a thousand cupcakes and a cake to finish by 5 PM for delivery.

Marni laughed at Milli’s tone. You always say that.

Well, this time it is true. The family booked a wedding online, but the outside caterer they hired off the internet was a scammer and took them for the whole food budget. We are scrambling to get the wedding cake and cupcakes for over 500 plus ones done and delivered by 6 PM. Milli shifted the phone and shouted out, Tray pickup!

Ow! Too loud! Marni complained.

Twisting the icing bag in her hand, Milli made black bows with a practiced hand and revealed the wedding details tiredly, Seriously Marni, I gotta go. I still have to do the royal icing piping on the cake. Chick wants red filigree and black ribbons. Her colors are blood red and black over a red velvet cake with blood orange and pomegranate filling. It’s going to look like it’s bleeding when they cut it. I heard the bridesmaids are all in red with black flowers, the bride is in white with red flowers and black bows. It’s gonna look like a freaking vampire wedding.

Marni laughed at her sister again, Vampires are all the rage. Haven’t you read the Twilight books I got you?

Nope, I like my sleep too much. Do you still need a ride to work tonight because it looks like I might be doing the cake service too? Milli stretched to her full five foot and almost one-inch height, before leaning over the tray to pipe red flowers next to the black bows.

I’ll get a ride, or call a guy, or maybe I’ll just drive myself.

Marnianne! You will not drive yourself! Your license is suspended. If they catch you, it’s jail for a year. If you don’t get a ride, you will call me OR ELSE. Her voice was a deeply low growl.

Jackson Harper and Ramses César looked at her warily and moved slightly away. Everyone knew Milli had a temper like nitroglycerin. She may be tiny, but she was volatile, and her sister seemed to delight in pushing her to the edge of sanity on a daily basis, especially since their parents died in a carjacking gone wrong.

Fine. I’ll Uber, just pick me up after. Marni hung up without saying goodbye.

Milli bent over and immediately messed up the frosting flower on her next cupcake.

Ramses chuckled at her frustrated snarl. Go ahead and crush it. Pretend it is your sister and get it out of your system, Chica.

Milli grinned evilly at him and shredded the red velvet cupcake into tiny pieces, her hands stained blood-red by the frosting and crumbs.

Ahhhhh, so much better, Milli sighed in demented pleasure.

Laughing, Jackson held out a towel, Now that you’re done murdering innocent cupcakes, can you finish that tray? We still have 4 more trays to do and the wedding cake.

Milli scrubbed the crime scene off her hands. Fine, Jack-a-boy. But the last one through the next two trays does Vampira’s filigree.

The race was on and even with Ramses helping Jackson on the last half of his second tray, Milli still beat him.

Milli taunted, Aww, did Jack the Beanstalk lose to little pixie me? Mocking the other decorator’s over six-and-a-half-foot height. It must be the thin air up there that slows you down so much. Maybe you should wear oxygen when you get up in the morning.

There is nothing pixie about you, troll doll, Jackson teased back.

Milli’s mother was a French mulatto from Louisiana Creole country, and her afro-like hair became fluffy in the bakery’s heat despite Milli’s attempts to pull it up in a bun. By the end of a shift, she could pull out the elastic stays and her hair would stand up almost straight for the first half-hour, earning her the nickname troll doll. That and her favorite pastime – trolling her bestie with practical jokes.

Milli planted her hand on her hip and mocked her best guy friend. You’re just jealous that I can grow hair on my head, and you can only grow it in your armpits and ears, she retorted smugly as laughter broke out around them. The comradery in the bakery gave it a comfortable, homey atmosphere like they were a loosely connected family.

Ha haaa, Princess Trollina. I guess I’ll go mess up the filigree, Jackson whined as he slowly made his way toward the cooler where the cake was resting.

Ramses raised an eyebrow at Milli, who shook her head negatively, but the longer the old man gave her the eye the more she felt herself caving in. Ramses had been both her mentor and boss since high school.

St. Honore give me patience and a steady hand, Milli muttered praying to the patron saint of bakers, then she yelled at them, Somebody else better be serving!

Ramses gave her a sly smile, his voice a conspiratory whisper, You knew you couldn’t let him and his four espressos a day touch that cake. It’s why you are my best decorator.

Hrmph, shut up Papa César, or I’ll stuff you both in the big oven, she pretended to snap as he and Jackson sat the giant cake on the turntable. She glared at the sketch. ‘Red filigree with black ribbons’, rolling her eyes, she pushed away her thoughts and imagined the finished cake in her mind. Milli slipped in her earbuds and picked up the bag of gloss red and began free handing the design. She lost herself in the decorating. Some people meditated, some people worked out, but for Milli Vanilli Velvet Haywood, all she needed was a cake, and a bag of icing and all her stress melted away.

They shared a quick, fond smile and left her to work her magic. At 22, she was one of the best cake decorators in the country, and they knew she loved it.

* * *

Milli tossed and turned until her alarm went off. She felt guilty about yelling at Marni while stressing over Vampira’s wedding cupcakes. She dressed comfortably and headed to the Velvet Rope. Marni would be getting off and Milli would have plenty of time to drive her home, get changed into her chef wear, and make her 4 AM shift at the Famous Vegas Cakery, but it was going to be a two-cappuccino day. As she waited at a light, she watched an amorous couple and wished she could find someone to love the way Emily and Charles had loved each other. She wanted what her adoptive parents had. She wanted what her best friend Jackson had with Mitch. They had come through a rough patch and seemed so good now. At the end of the street, she could see the place where her sister worked, and her monsters lived.

The Velvet Rope was the strip club and brothel where her mother Diva had danced and solicited sex. It was owned by the notorious Valtini mafia family and run by Donnie Valtini, the pedophile who had bought Roxie when she was fourteen.  Milli was so glad her sister’s boss didn’t recognize her, especially after Marni had gotten Milli the contract to make all the cakes for the Velvet Rope’s event parties. She hated it, but every cake she made for Donnie’s cousin in prison and every party brought her hundreds of dollars closer to financing her dream... owning her own bakery.

Milli was thinking about her long-term plans when she pulled in to wait for Marni. She barely noticed the white BMW or the men around it until she heard a shout. Three men were dragging a man out of the expensive sports car. One got in the driver’s seat while two beat the man on the ground. Terrified, Milli called 9-1-1, knowing the Rope’s bouncers wouldn’t help the man. She jumped out with her can of pepper spray and prayed the carjackers didn’t have a gun.

Hey. Leave him alone! She shouted. I called the police.

The man looked up at her, Help me... please...

Just walk away, midget! One pulled a knife and she sprayed him. He staggered back into the other, swearing loudly, She maced me!

"I said shove off or I’ll let you all have it. Chop shops