Thoughts in the Twilight

By Jesna Sajan

"Matt White is hosting the show "Thoughts in the Twilight - Season 1, which is about inviting people, struggling to make ends meet. They have succeeded without creating history or popularity. Yet still their lives matter and knowing about how they handled their struggles matter, what we could learn from them as they share their experiences."

 

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• Language: English
• Publisher: Famous Family Names
• Release date: Jul 11, 2022
• ISBN: 9798201149291

Jesna Sajan

She is an MBA Graduate, specialized in Information Technology, Certified Internet Web Professional. She is also actively involved in designing websites, product videos and marketing services for clients, professionals, authors, business. She is experienced in telesales & email marketing, administration, general correspondence. She had also worked in a startup for a brief time. She had resided abroad as expatriates for more than 35+ years before relocating back to Thiruvananthapuram. She is an author of 5 self published books, Reverie Colors of my world Unlock the lock of Life ; Hilda's slice of life Thoughts in the Twilight- season 1 ; Consent Visit her author page: https://books2read.com/jesnasajan

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FOREWORD

ho'oponopono prayer

Divine Creator, Father , Mother, Son as One...

If I, My Family, Relatives, and Ancestors

Have Offended You, Your Family, Relatives and Ancestors

In Thoughts, Words, Deeds and Actions

From The Beginning of Our Creation to the Present,

We Ask Your Forgiveness...

Let This Cleanse, Purify, Re-lease, Cut All the Negative Memories,

Blocks, Energies and Vibrations And

Transmute These Unwanted Energies To Pure Light....

And It Is Done.

PREFACE

'T houghts in the Twilight' is the first book in the series, Season 1.

Matt White interviews people who have survived their circumstances and have emerged as inspiration for others. Why not discover some fragments of life in the eyes of Matt White and his interviews with people?

​Read this book with the gear to know how they handled their lives and life situations?

No matter what we say or do, our children and young people get affected by the words, statements or even generalized opinions we put out to them.

Sometimes the tone of our voice creates such a stir in their minds. These children become teenagers, young adults, but their inner child minds carry that energy for the rest of their lives.

I have written these stories keeping the difficulties in mind; we might have faced at some point of our lives. Some of us came from dysfunctional families or relatively normal families or even sporting a family heritage. During our lifetime, we would have sponged ourselves with words, opinions and fragmented understanding from our living environment. We might have taken cues from our grandparents and parents, aunts and uncles who have carried these good and bad energies and passed on to their children and even to us.

They have influenced us, making us masters of opinions, beliefs and statements. We have forgotten in the process to live our dreams, work our goals and carry our visions forward.

We have been following what everyone wants of us.

What do we want for ourselves?

Have we ever tried to make a self-discovery of ourselves?

Who are we?

Some characters in my story have asked this question to them, learned from their failures or mastered their failures, living the lives of others. Some characters have taken inspiration from family members and even strangers. Our characters have been a copulation of several mysteries of tiny stars of characteristics in this unlimited universe. A fragment here and a fragment there have shaped our destiny.

Why not discover some fragments of others in the eyes of Matt White and his interviews with people, with the gear to know how they handled their lives and life situations?

In the book, Matt White and his dialogues, questions and statements have been made in italics for easy understanding.

I hope my book will draw inspiration to my readers. Wish you all success! Happy Reading!

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

I thank my forefathers, my ancestors and specifically my grandparents I have never met, marking my existence in this universe.

I thank my grandparents and a couple of relatives I have met and lived with briefly. The love and affection I have received, a bunch of lessons inculcating within me the beliefs and traditions of my motherland.

I thank my parents, siblings, cousins and friends who have left an imprint of their love, support, lessons and experiences. Because of you, I have surged to becoming a better version of myself everyday

I thank everyone I have met, absent from alignment with their beliefs, values and attitudes. They preach greatly and expect others to follow their track; however they have failed to make a good imprint in my existence. Nevertheless, I mark their existence in my life, thanking them for showing me what I should not be.

I thank all the lovely souls on this planet who I have never met. Thank you very much for choosing me as one among you. Happy reading! Happy inspiring!

DISCLAIMER

Legal Disclaimer

This is a work of fiction. Unless otherwise indicated, all the names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents in this book are either the product of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

The publisher and the author make no guarantees concerning the level of success you may experience by following the advice and strategies contained in this book, and you accept the risk that results will differ for each individual. The testimonials and examples provided in this book show exceptional results, which may not apply to the average reader, and are not intended to represent or guarantee that you will achieve the same or similar results. Although the publisher and the author have made every effort to ensure that the information in this book was correct at press time and while this publication is designed to provide accurate information in regard to the subject matter covered, the publisher and the author assume no responsibility for errors, inaccuracies, omissions, or any other inconsistencies herein and hereby disclaim any liability to any party for any loss, damage, or disruption caused by errors or omissions, whether such errors or omissions result from negligence, accident, or any other cause.

The contents in this book are meant as a source of valuable information for the reader, however it is not meant as a substitute for direct expert assistance. If such a level of assistance is required, the services of a competent professional should be sought.

CHAPTER ONE

~MATT WHITE~

Hello and welcome, Ladies and Gentlemen!

This is your host, Matt White, welcome to my new show, Thoughts in the Twilight which is about interviews with people who restarted their lives from failures, or have restarted their lives to experience failures. But yet still, they hold the flame of life, the will to never lost hope.

My first episode in this show! You are going to see a total of one-one episodes. I mean Eleven episodes of different grades, people and past lives, buried secrets come out of the closet and everyone watching will get to know...who...what...why and how...ahem....secrets....other’s secrets.

We would meet ten people in the next episodes so ten or plenty of secrets for the world out there to know!

I know, I know, how life can be with constant struggles and failures.

Let me tell you about a personal struggle, a personal failure I have experienced in my life that made me what I am today...

Ps. When I was in school, I suffered from Glosso phobia.

Glossophobia, now what the hell is that!

It’s.... (Whispering) the fear of public speaking!

I had never known such a condition existed while I was in school.

Due to this condition, I even had recurring dreams of constant failure. But one day it all changed....

Let’s go to my story of how it changed for me:

"What? You have a performance just in the middle of the month! The tickets have been sold!

Bookings for the hall confirmed! Now what makes you back out! Matt, speak up! Come on!"

The voice was loud and clear.

Thump.