Alone in Grief

By Anran Liken

It is about going through the loss of your husband, wife, life partner, this kind of grief is so different from any other, this hits you so much deeper than losing a mum, dad, aunt, uncle, sister, brother, grandparent. Yet we all grieve differently at different stages of the proce

• Language: English
• Publisher: BookTrail Publishing
• Release date: Dec 20, 2021
• ISBN: 9781637676592

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Copyright © 2021 Anran Liken

Paperback: 978-1-63767-658-5

eBook: 978-1-63767-659-2

Library of Congress Control Number: 2021924783

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This is a work of fiction.

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Contents

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 1

You left without an explanation as to why you had to go, I watch you driving away never looking back once

I was not sure what to do, didn’t have a clue as to what was going on, yet you kept on driving looking round to see if the neighbours were watching, for once no.

I turned going back into our home making sure our kids were still asleep, covering them back up thankful they didn’t hear us talking, well arguing really, me wanting to know what I had done wrong.

Life for the girls and I went on as normal, school, dancing, riding, swimming, school pantomime etc, but then you came back begging to come back home so we became a family again.

Life went on as usual girls growing up friends and boys being brought home, you still working away just like a normal family or so I thought.

Then came the one, Kimberly was getting married, you wasn’t sure of him at first, but you grew to love him like a son, he was in the military, so we didn’t get to see much of them with the moves that they made

Then came the grandchildren you were over the moon, Siobhan came first then Alex, Alex was the grandson, but he became the son we couldn’t have

Victoria, still looking for Mr right, but she is seeing someone who may be him, she’s not introduced us to him yet

Life goes on revolving around your travels, going to see Kim, Clarkson and the grandkids, my job is making sure that everything runs smoothly for you and our travels going to see everyone, then the arguing started you didn’t want to see anyone, you didn’t want to go out, then you started picking on what I was wearing, asking why ‘can’t I be more like the women you work with’, make-up on hair done smart clothes, but I was never like that I was always the girl next door type, the one ready to do what was needed to be done.

Your job took its toll, you needed sometime of off work, but they were badgering you to go back but you got very poorly very quickly suddenly you are in hospital having test done we are all expecting it to be transplant, dialysis or both because your liver and kidneys were failing

But no I am called in I take Victoria in with me she doesn’t need to look after children, we go to where you are on the ward, you don’t look good we are waiting for the Drs to come then a