A Feen’s Family

By Khalilah Morris

The Stokes family struggles to fight to the addiction of drugs that has invaded them. Vanessa allows her addiction to drugs and abusive relations cloud her thoughts on how to deal with life.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: Aug 9, 2021
• ISBN: 9781304074676

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  A Feen’s Family

Khalilah Morris

Copyright © 2021

                      All rights received

Dedication

I dedicate this book to my loving daughter Tameah

CONTENTS

Memory Lane

The Attack

The Hospital

At Home

Keisha’s House

Handle Your BI

Good News

Frustration

Table Talk

Do You Still Love Me

Getting Away

Thoughts

Time To Go

Dear Keisha

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

I would to give special thanks to Lady TY,  Haim Israel, Latasha Triumph Over Trauma, Verna, families and friends that has showed love throughout this process

Memory Lane

How did I let myself end up like this? Me!!! A feen...I had everything.

Good family, a nice ass house with a two car garage and the baddest mutherfucking truck in history.

Damn! Now, I only got this crack pipe. You’re my everything now.

I can’t believe I’m in a base house getting high on crack rocks.

Me...Vanessa Stokes a crackhead. I remember looking down at crackheads running around trying to get that next blast. Looking foolish in the streets and begging drug dealers to cut them a deal just to get a blast. Now here I am doing the same thing. I guess that’s Karma for you. FUCK that nigga Karma. All I know is that I love this crack pipe and this crack pipe is loving me back.

Hell, crack is the best damn thing that has happened to me besides having my son Justin Jr.

How could I lose my precious jewel, my Justin. How could he give me the full amount of respect that a mother deserves if I abandoned him?

You know with me being a drug addict and all. All I want to do is tell my baby I’m sorry. He’s too young to understand. I know him being with my sister Keisha is what’s best for him right now. She will teach Justin all the ends and outs of life. Besides I know Big Jus will always be there to steer his son in the right direction.

By teaching him how to be a good man. That Big Jus sure is a Good Man.

I just gotta laugh at my silly self sometimes. It's really funny how a man can just up and leave you because you made a little mistake.

Okay so I sold all my diamond rings and fur coats.

Big deal if I stayed out for days at a time without calling and letting anyone know I was ok.

You know what. This is all Steven’s fault. Oh who is Steven...Just the devil himself. Hahaha. If I hadn’t met Steven, my husband Justin would still be here by my side. My friends and family told me Steven was bad news but did I listen.

Hell to the NO. I had to do it myself and follow the new guy with the new shit he had to offer me. Who needed what was at home. 

Not me. Who needed what was at home. Not me, that's for sure. SSSSSSSHHHHHIIITTTTT. This dude offered me a new way of thinking, living, breathing, and sleeping.How did I let myself end up like this? Me!!! A feen...I had everything. 

Good family, a nice ass house with a two car garage and the baddest mutherfucking truck in history. 

Damn! Now, I only got this crack pipe. You’re my everything now. 

I can’t believe I’m in a base house getting high on crack rocks. 

Me...Vanessa Stokes a crackhead. I remember looking down at crackheads running around trying to get that next blast. Looking foolish in the streets and begging drug dealers to cut them a deal just to get a blast. Now here I am doing the same thing. I guess that’s Karma for you. FUCK that nigga Karma. All I know is that I love this crack pipe and this crack pipe is loving me back. 

           Hell, crack is the best damn thing that has happened to me besides having my son Justin Jr. 

How could I lose my precious jewel, my Justin. How could he give me the full amount of respect that a mother deserves if I abandoned him? 

You know with me being a drug addict and all. All I want to do is tell my baby I’m sorry. He’s too young to understand. I know him being with my sister Keisha is what’s best for him right now. 

She will teach Justin all the ends and outs of life. Besides I know Big Jus will always be there to steer his son in the right direction. 

By teaching him how to be a good man. That Big Jus sure is a Good Man. 

I just gotta laugh at my silly self sometimes. It's really funny how a man can just up and leave you because you made a little mistake. 

Okay so I sold all my diamond rings and fur coats.

 Big deal if I stayed out for days at a time without calling and letting anyone know I was ok. 

You know what. This is all Steven’s fault. Oh who is Steven...Just the devil himself. Hahaha. If I hadn’t met Steven, my