The Road to Spiritual Recovery

By Adriane Kross

We often encounter trials beyond our own understanding. Mary provided an insight of her encounter that went beyond all she could imagine. Her spiritual battle was amongst many by the leader of one who only knew her for two days lasting fourteen years.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Mar 17, 2021
• ISBN: 9781664157491

Adriane Kross

Ms. Kross comes to us with several degrees, a traveler, who writes mainly by her own experiences based on findings and research. She seeks the truth even though no one knows the absolute truth. Of Greek heritage, her ancestry comes from the town of Samos, where Aesop fables were born.

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Contents

Preface

Dedication

Chapter 1     Discovery and Realization

Chapter 2     Family

Chapter 3     Those Other Characters

Chapter 4     The Antics of Charles

Chapter 5     The Many Journeys

Chapter 6     Beliefs and Ways of Thinking

Chapter 7     A Greater Understanding

Chapter 8     Forces From the Beyond

Chapter 9     Others Opinions

Chapter 10   Mary’s Love

Chapter 11   Time

Chapter 12   The Turning Point

Chapter 13   The Truth Revealed

Chapter 14   Things Within Us

Chapter 15   Charles Outcome

Chapter 16   Mary’s Ending

Preface

A ll that occurred were of a Biblical nature. Those who looked over Mary, were not only the Gods of a benevolent source, but the Father, Mother, God, Yashuwa, that had specific tests outlined for Mary to follow.

Similar to Job, Mary needed to endure, proving her loyalty and her faithfulness.

Many would have given up and succeeded to the Dark Forces, yet Mary’s resilience fought back with all the courage she could endure. The belief that no one has the right to control, subdue and restrict their will and even constrain their soul, without their permission, subliminaly, consciously or subconsciously, became a feat of daring challenges.

The Great Spiritual Battle led to avenues with a step of awe and reverance. For who would attempt these acts, that left an imprint of Godliness and smitten darkness in the heavens and here on earth.

Dedication

I dedicate to all who believed in me. I want to thank Max who after many years, and a youth in Australia, found the answer to a long perplexing question, that no one could answer.

I also want to thank all healers who tried to help me as best as they could, especially Keith and Wayne, and all those along the way. Also to Marlon and Bernadette, who would listen to all my troubles and woes. And of course all the benevolent beings in the heavenly realms, who I turned to daily and sometimes hourly. All heard me, whether they assisted or just heard my voice, reaching out to be heard.

And all who have helped me understand how healing others, makes the world a safer place.

For those that can see, this story is true and factual.

For those who cannot see, they will find this just a story of amusement and folly.

Chapter 1

DISCOVERY AND REALIZATION

T hrow all out from the beginning, for all the conventional do not apply here. Like pick up sticks, throw them in the air and no one knows where they land.

For the Tasmanian Devil is afoot, that brings chaos, disturbance and interference. Conflict is then accompanied.

The Dark Veil descends and the scratchiness and darkness begins.

The only alternative is to run like hell and don’t look back.

Yet no matter where Mary ran, Charles was right behind. We leave a signature, a chord or energetic trail from our past, present and future, wherever we go and whatever we touch. This trail is an energetic chord that Charles followed, like a bloodhound that picked up the scent of its prey.

Whether you want to engage in this game or it is thrust upon you, the only victor is the one who can withstand the blows, NO MATTER THE COST! So make up your mind, now! Time is running out and you will wonder, at this time, if the Gods are shinning down upon you.

Now, what do you do? This is the next realization that takes hold of you. Stand back and observe. What is different today than yesterday?

All your plans can be dashed, even if you think otherwise.

Are you hallucinating? Does energy feel somewhat constricting?

Think of all the people you met today that could have made a difference in your life, good or indifferent. Could one of these people have slightly changed a pebble thrown accross your pond?

Upon meeting Mary, Charles knew she was too powerful for him to subdue, so he called in a favor from his foreign illuminati acquaintences.

His lies even fooled himself, when trying to convince all for their help. They agreed to place Mary in a tunnel that was dark and of a molasses nature. This slowed Mary down until Charles was able to convince others and himself, that he could bring her down.

The path of the unsuspecting was taken over by a trickster controlled by dark forces. Though no fault of her own, he fell madly in love upon meeting another, named Mary. Was it a trap by higher forces to clear any karma from the past? Did Charles see a vulnerable lass who could be fooled by many? Was Mary an unsuspecting prey by a so called past friend, who wanted to be rid of Charles? No one reallly knew for sure. Yet to Mary, that fateful day, when Mary met Charles, was a day never to be repeated nor spoken of for quite a long time. For Mary had layed out plans to meet her beloved. She traveled to see him, upon her empath intuition.

That fateful day was not to come about until fourteen years later. For Charles, only wanted his Mary. And no one was to have her, except him.

Many say we set up this life before we come here, yet Mary could not believe that deprevity, solitude and depression, was a life that Mary had chosen. No one knows for sure how much of life we have chosen or that Heavenly Father has chosen for us. We try to live life by obeing all rules, no matter who we are and there are laws governing all, from the heavenly realms to the Underworld.

Mary’s faith was surely put to the test, despite her plans to meet her love. Initially upon meeting Mary, Charles felt he needed to be in control of her. He could not understand why the feelings were not reciprocated. As time went by, that did not matter. He continued to love Mary in his own twisted, distorted way, that was purely fabricated. This was all well and good, however accompanying these arrows of love, was a demonic nature that possessed him and drove him to heights of unprecedented behavior. His vibrations, would shutter and shake all who came near him. He professed to be a wizard with a large demon attached to him. He bullied all who would not adhere to his commands, with mind control, sorcery and with ill intent. He was also in charge of a coven. For those members sought his expertise in his involvement with details: how to torture, remove, transfer and transform, those who were not of the light and those who were of the light. Yet Charles knew only of the dark. His roots were built on these foundations.

Mary was a match for him. She did not give in readily to his obsession. For every chess move that Mary made, Charles would counter act with reslience and aggressiveness. His aggressiveness was unmatched by no other! And Mary knew not of his intent nor objective.

Through Mary’s eyes, she was engulfed with fear and anxiety upon meeting Charles. Fear tactics began and there were many. At the root level, Charles would instill these emotions to take hold of all that was opposite to love and caring. Witchcraft is all that is opposite. At the time of their meeting, Mary was unaware of such things. And no one knew to tell her, that is, no one knew how. And all felt apprehensive about approaching Charles and his entourage.

This was not about witchcraft but about sorcery, for there is a difference.

However, Charles knew all about such matters. But who was really in charge? Heavenly Father sent down a demon behind Charles, to test Mary’s faith and her humbleness. All was from a higher perspective!

Mary knew of many people who were from all walks of life, yet they never caused harm to her, especially after she became a friend or foe.

Mary, by her friends, was always thought of as a spiritual being. She was told she was born spiritual and did not strive to become one. Yet when she encountered Charles, the root of her fear overcame her, with such shaking and nervousness, that she could not control herself.

The one small characteristic, not mentioned till as of late, was that Charles sold his soul to the Devil in the 60’s, during a psychadelic experience. And he dealt with the antichrist energy. For that very reason, Mary analyzed and questioned all she had believed in with the Christ energy. Her questioning led to greater depths of understanding and truth. Mary likened Charles to a textbook narcassistic sociopath, displaying schizophrenic behavior, with much strength. The mask of duality was displayed after the second day she met him. He used dark magic and hypnosis. He had a way of syphoning energy to contribute to his psychic power from those around him or connected to him, in anyway. Charles even utilized sufi magic that is light and dark as well.

For those who find they are alone in the world and see that all good is about to come to them, Charles was the counteractive disrupter. Out of jealousy, he pledged himself totally to conquer others, especially Mary. No matter the cost, no matter what he bargained for in the Underworld, Mary was his target. For Charles needed to love someone, other than his mother, who passed away. Mary, in his eyes, was that person, whether she loved him or not. Even if Mary only met him one day and rejected him the next. She was a higherarchy of his Opposite. She was his soulmate in six other lifetimes and that was enough for him. In some of those lifetimes, Mary gave over her power to Charles.

This factor, prompted Charles to even overpower Mary more. His disruption and chaos was marked with no other vision in sight.

One seer stated, the triangle above his head, is made of straw, and yours is made of stone. This meant this was a pure fabrication of love on his part. Everyone needs someone to love and Charles chose Mary. And Mary chose another. The never ending loop of fatal and true love, went round and around.

For Charles, this possessive love meant he did not want Mary to be around others for fear she would like someone else. In turn, Charles’s energy blocked all Mary would attempt to associate with, even at work, or when getting a new job. He felt she should not have any monies nor social life. Charles was so jealous that he could not bear anyone having more than he did, especially Mary.

For if they did, he would plot and use mind control to alleviate all surroundings. Needless to say, none of Mary’s plans came to furition without the total disruption by Charles, dismantling all she had wished for and wanted. Even Mary’s school work was disrupted by Charles, by using mind control on her professors. She questioned all. She also did not pass. Charles did not want anyone to have more education than he had. What demon is this?

Mary shut down all her gifts, for fear that Charles would take them away energetically. Hiding your gifts is not an easy feat.

Mary became a motionless being who moved by robotic moves, without emotions nor ambition and never moving