Love and Honesty: Twenty Years Later, Life After High School

By Shanae N. Jones

When life took on a way of meaning, for myself I had to learn to develop and grow up as a mature person. Learning ways to cope with anger, stress, and, just being a kid who was growing up. So I stared
So I started writing poetry as a coping skill to ease my mind. Then I remembered my favorite poet did the same thing, so as you read this poetry novel you will explore the ups and downs, strengths, and cry from each story as it is written in a poetic formation. From inspiring ones, to the most, empowering, heartfelt, cherished ones.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Nov 7, 2019
• ISBN: 9781796070316

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Copyright © 2019 by Shanae N. Jones.

Library of Congress Control Number:       2019918159

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Contents

Prologue

Dedication

Struggle

The Heart of Wonder

Embracing a New beginning

Strong Powerful Woman

The Golden Sweet Taste of Love

The Golden Rose

A Passionate Lover

Pursuit

Nice Call…. My Hero

A Drink to Remember

Not another Repeat….. Shameful

Joyful

Holiday kindle

The moment

The Sound of Love

Dream Passion

Spring Time Passion

Saving my First passionate Kiss

Oral Passion

Making Love to You Under the Stars

Living in your love

Bubble Love Passion

On a Personal Level

Love of all Love’s

Times Get Hard

Relationships of Passion

Times of Love

Love Letter of Love

Soulful Passion

Black love

Tender Kiss

Our Love within Time

From Lust to Love

Five Star Love

Waterfall Passion

Captivating Your Love

Picture Perfect

Sentimental Love

Tears of Passion

The Love That I have to give

Uplifting

Compassion

The loneliness of the Sea

Playing the offense position

Paths of life’s Joys

The Path

Moving on to find my love

Moving Mountains

Struggling to reach happiness

Loving me with open arms

Heart Ache from Family

My life and my Heart of love

The Adventures in Time

Good loving Heart ache

The Family Life of a family

The Heart my Family

My love for my Babies

A Husband’s heart

The Love from My Baby’s Father

Altogether my Love

Everlasting Heart of Hope

Dinners of Love

Emotions of passion

Hunger for your comfort

Aches of heart Ache

Conversations of the heart

Patience of love

My heart Stopped loving you

Destiny Meant

Second Chances

Love in Disguised

My Heart Cries Out For your Love

Anger of the Passionate

Time Spent on loving you

Engagement Karaoke

Biological Heart

Strength of Words from the Soul

Autumn Loneliness

Sacrifice of my Heart and Love

Imagination Love

If you were Like the Men that Played my Heart

Everlasting Search for Your Love

Loving you for your warmth

My apology to My Love

Over the Ice Box

Stormy Tears

Smiles of the Heart

Keeping the Belief in Our Love

Tales of the Lusting Soul

Being Without You is so hard

Feast of Love

I AM My Own Person

Scent of a Lifetime

Love brightens my heart

Secrets of the heart

Opening my Soul

Time is ticking

Spiritual of the heart

Motivation

Pouring love into my soul

Calmness of Still Waters

Tears of Our Everlasting Love

Take My Love….. Never Let Go

Sex Roller Coaster…… The Vow

The basketball Heart

The Wild Walk of Love

Things will get better….. I have sunshine

IF I Died Tomorrow

A sliver-lining under the rain of pain

Searching for the Last piece of the Puzzle

At Peace with Love and Pain

Mentally changing

Healed Emotionally and Physically

Working on my Happiness

Growing wiser

Funny how Tables Turns

My heart yonder for your love

My Soul within my Heart

Born to Love You, what’s meant to be will Be

Years Later

Lost by Accident

Do you Love me

Touching Me

Sweet Dream, Dream Lover

Stop! Get Off

What’s This

What am I

What are you doing to me?

Sexual Time

My Thoughts of your Love

Truth be told

Wisdom of pain

Games of sex and love

Mysterious Passion

My Heart’s love

Curiosity of a fling

Your Love or Abuse

My First Hit

The Relationship of a Virgin

My First Kiss

Tests of Strength

Caving

One night Stand

The Party

My fulfilling Heart, My Love

Never Loving Me

Love Down Fall

My Heart and Love, But you’re Never There

Happy to Be Moving On

My tears stains of love

I’m an addict for your love

This is not how I wanted it to be

Tears of the Dark Raven

Joyful Tears of Passion

Tears Of a Fool

Tears of Heart Ache

The Tears of a Daughter

Teardrops of Basketball Passion

The Tears of the falling heart

My Teardrops of Songs

Tears of Everlasting Love

Cares of these tears

Tears of an Dagger Heart and Soul

Tears of the lonely heart

Tears of Pain

The Hatred of the falling tears

The tears of the love Draft

The Tale of the Teared Soul

Tears of the Flaming Heart

Tears of the Loved

Good-bye Tears

Tears of Love

The Dark soul of tears

Moonlight Tears

Tears of the Gazed Eyes

The Real Teardrops of my Eyes

Fading Teardrops

Dreams of Tears

The Tears of Eve

Tears of Good-Bye

Teardrops of Love and Trial

The memories of my Mind

Crying Nights

The Tears of someone else Cries

My Tears are blind To Love

Hear my cries at 4AM

Many Years That I Cried

My heart of Memories

The Flame of All Cries

My heart cries These Happy Tears of Love

The Rose Piano of Tears

These Tears are the song of my Heart

Love of Fears

Angels Feel my Tears

My love of tears

Summary

Biography

Prologue

Before the tragedy of crime, jealously and hate, my life was always a quiet one, down to earth with a little bit of anger, however I always dated and hung around people who never cared about me. So I knew that my life needed a change. How? Being around people who did the same thing every time that I was around made me think, their miserable and I am angry, why don’t I just leave from around them. So, my life begun, after and before the crimes, of hate, lies, and, downers. Now I never was looking for love in all the wrong places nor right ones, it was the negative environments that I was in, including my own home. See nobody would care, that is until I broke free from the negativity. In this poetry novel, you will experience hands on, how my life started after the crimes of hate, from the beginning. Where I talk to you, on how the search of my heart and love began. Where, love took me too. The kinds of love in characteristics format of actual events that happen to me from negativity and positivity. In this novel the events that happen before and after is the start of more rides of emotional roller coasters and experiences with the same people and differential ones. But in part two of this novel I talk about my heart and what’s she feels and wants. I also talk about her happiness and my life without thee people who hurt me in the past present and might in the future.

Now come and enjoy this novel, as you open and read on for the ride of emotions, for this is love, hate and honesty

Disclaimer: Some statements in this poetry novel are not intend to offend the population of love, hate, and lust of pain in any form, but basing on what is seen around the world and in communities some statements are based on reality and facts that many may go though

Dedication

To all the nights that I stayed up all night crying,

As for my heart weep and lone for the love of my prince charming,

And to all, the ones who never loved me,

As for my tears, are the flames that never became the spark of fire!

Struggle

When you’re down and out and facing a hard time,

Stand strong and be brave,

When there’s an obstacle in your way,

Jump over it and face it down,

The struggle might get worst and harder,

But you made it far and that’s why it’s mad,

Leap into action and take pride of overcoming the rough path,

Walk with heart and take the love that people have to offer,

Living, through the struggle only made it better for you to do it again,

Fight for what you believe and stand for make the struggle back down,

Looking the struggle right into the eyes and saying,

I’m going to beat you and win, is telling it you might have me down,

But the war is about to end,

Leading you path to victory,

The struggle will lose all its’ power,

The fight within you will continue to get stronger,

So wherever and whenever to struggle won’t win,

Because of the war, the battle is won in the end.

The Heart of Wonder

The thought of gold,

The secret that lies beneath the mind,

The words spoken,

What if,

Will I ever Love,

Or be love,

Will my love return to me?

Or will my heart stay broken,

Can my heart ever love again?

Or should my heart ever trust again,

But only my heart knows how to love,

So it tell me that the thought

Of love come forth to the mind,

But I, only know love to be so define,

So the thoughts of my feelings come about,

To have that, special, someone deep in thought.

Embracing a New beginning

It starts with a vow,

The trusting that come to mind,

The goals set to be achieve,

The power to stay strong and the love to carry on,

The new life that takes my world by storm,

Only to come to the turning point of no return,

To live life to the fullest and,

To share every moment,

To cherish the effect,

And the cause to have a positive outcome,

A dream to the future,

And not live in the past,

To realize the love of purity,

And the still waters of harmony,

Embracing the new life is the meaning of

A new beginning!

Strong Powerful Woman

I took the soul