Black Butterfly: Chained
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Black Butterfly - Roshea Douglas
Beast Of The Burden
As the sun slowly rises over the horizon
I realize night is done,
and just another day drowning in the spawns of satan
and I am still NOT free even after my rude awakening,
there’s no one to understand my pain
the torture, the grief, and the abuse I had sustained
please; when will it be over?,
no more flashbacks, memories, night terrors, no more being punished for my regretful error
chained and tormented by the ridicule poured one me by satan and humanity
with painful memories and heartfelt sorrow,
will it ever stop?, will I ever be free?
Satan- she doesn’t help me, she just lurks in the shadows watching with pure evil
waiting for the perfect moment to strike
she’s the beast of the burden
so life like - her words, not mines
ceased upon me a shattered heart and broken dreams
suffering every night, waking up with sweat, tears, and screams
Satan-
I am not her, but she is me.
42385.pngThe Fire Within
There’s no peace within these fatal evil chambers
and no remedy, from this pungent odor of death to save her
her life was repeatedly tormented within these stone walls,
brutally beaten, filled with misfortune, lamentably deplorable at all.
growing extremely irritable for she sacrificed so much
and yet still;
she was put through nothing, but strife, sorrow, and hurt
thoughts ruminating of all her suffering as she watched these flames intensely
watching the fire burning bright for all of eternity
it was the fire within, that explains as to why she is now free
and no longer trapped in hell, where everyone deceive and berate
she had escape;
away from all the jealousy and hate
it was satan trying to bring her down- trying to put of the fire from within
ruining everything she held so dear
she pretended for years that it didn’t bother her a bit
then it was all released in the depths of a single tear
though she still remain strong from the fire…
that came from within
42383.pngCease The War
from the thunder storm of anger
strikes the lightening of hate;
ignorance leading to belligerence,
this life, forever shattered my faith.
from the shallow ocean of heartache,
swims the rivulets of violence;
carrying an excessive amount of pain
not knowing, that it was driving me nearly insane
the wounds that covers my heart
bursts from the blood of my wrath-
fear stole my motive;
not allowing my feelings to pass.
from the high mountains of sorrow
which stems from depression;
I’m tired, for hatred kills
and I’m not quite sure what stops me from taking these pills
spews of torture increased-
and the pain multiplied
until, my war cease.
42675.pngTrue Colors
Did you put on a mask to trick me into becoming your friend?,
was anything in our friendship was real? or was it all just pretend?
your true colors are all finally coming out.
everything I been through with you- I’m starting to doubt
well maybe not, because I take it as a lesson learned
I know my true friends after I have been burned
I knew our friendship was beginning to change, so I decided to keep my distance
guess that was wrong because it made everything more intense.
remember in the beginning how my face would light up when I heard your name?,
but that was way before you changed on me and started saying I’m to blame.
I can’t help but to feel like our friendship was all a fake.
especially now that you just sit around and point out all of my mistakes.
It’s not until I been around you for a while to see who you really are
I didn’t think our friendship would turn to this- not by a far.
I know nothing lasts forever,
but I didn’t expect for you to betray me, not once did it cross my mind- Never.
you became very judgmental even with the way I breathe
once I found people who wouldn’t put me down, I was realized.
Probably you didn’t mean it, but because of you I don’t let my guard down
afraid of being hurt all over agin and ending up with a frown.
I overhear you talk about me behind my back, that is not what friends do
just know my trust is broken and understand, you did that too.
so can you answer my question, did you put on a mask to trick me into becoming your friend?,
and was anything in our friendship real?, or was it all just pretend?.
42673.pngBeyond The Silence
Screaming for help but no words utter out
freedom?- She highly doubts
everyone’s blind to her misery, and deaf to her pleas
there’s a inarticulate amount of pain, and unseeingly abusive pounding rain-
beyond the silence; she sought out shelter from the world bitter winds,
traveling many distances to a place unknown
capturing the heart of millions,
and yet; nobody knew her soul was alone
an unwonted moment in time, and beyond the silence
there lays shattered memories, and a distant past
she desperately wanted to know- how long the duration of her pain would last
wearing a black veil- a sign of defeat
isolating herself from others to a place where she can retreat
does anyone out there care enough to hear her cries
amidst her pain, and through her eyes
intrusive thoughts of death, sorrow, and destruction
when will it end for her?- for me?!
then spotting in the distance, standing perfectly still~
was a beautiful angel
and although my battle was conquered, and I am now free
beyond the silence~
will always remain my tear stained memories.
42671.pngHidden Within These Eyes
Blind tears of pain is what nobody sees,
but how is that?, when her eyes are like 2 windows that you can see right through
an empty soul with many accumulated painful memories,
of deepest sadnesses, and forbidden pain too
It’s the pain thats restraining her from running free(ly)
like termites- it’s eating away her golden heart,
keeping her bound to a world that’s falling apart.
Hidden within these eyes,
is guilt, shame, sorrow, anger, hurt, and despair
can’t forget the thoughts of suicide-
with self- induced polluted air
there’s no happiness, no laughter, no hope, nor peace
no endorphins are being released
the amount of loneliness echoes throughout her eyes
for she’s living a life based off of lies
Hidden within these eyes,
is a place containing no ease. A place that swallows her~
swallows me.
I’m trying to erase my misery, trying to finally escape
but i fall back into this black void- not free
as i hear the girl scream… RAPE.
42669.png(A) Journey’s End
Old echoes whispers in her ear, striking her heart and soul with fear.
do she dare to leave beyond these barbed wire gates, to leave a world~
a world that consisted of both envy, abuse and hate