Maam: My Absolutely Amazing Memoirs

By Tana White

MAAM is the first volume in a sci-fi fantasy series, which involves multiple amazing aspects to various government cover-ups and conspiracies. The main character, TANA, meaning trispecies allocated nanobotics allegiance, is part of a government experiment. She was created in a science lab, along with ninety-nine others. She was part of a small selection placed in poverty to monitor her ability to adapt. She was placed in this societal setting as a young child and had no idea she was special.

Dr. White is a telepathic scientist involved in her creation and has been monitoring her from the beginning. She runs a secret facility where various creatures are kept, placed, and studied for various reasons. T3V1N and M8W, aka Tev and JR, are human robot hybrids who work for Dr. White. After the destruction of the majority of the program by the elite, Dr. White sends Tev and JR to obtain TANA and return her to the facility for the awakening process.

TANA has many gifts and abilities that she is unaware of, and they affect the environment in not only this world but in multiple other worlds as well, per her emotional state. TANA did not go easily, nor did she want to cooperate once she was obtained. This caused multiple natural disasters and dangerous disruptions, until they retrieved the love of her life, Zinc. After Zinc and TANA are reunited, TANA agrees to cooperate, and she begins the process.

Once she begins her awakening process, she becomes very ill, and her physical body dies in the isolation chamber while they all watch from the monitor outside of the chamber.

TANA has a very intense God encounter that enlightens, renews, and resurrects her. After her resurrection, everything become clear as to what her destiny is and what she is supposed to do, which is to save the galaxy.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Jun 5, 2019
• ISBN: 9781796035476

Tana White

MOM-DAD-WTF Managing Our Mind-Divinely Assigned Disappointments-Walk The Faith Author Bio by Tana White I, Tana White aka Tana Mae, loves using my imagination in every area of life. I truly believe that our imaginations are Divinely Assigned to us by our Lord, Jesus Christ. I am a tad bit much, or so I have been told. I just love being able to lighten up any dark situation with the light God has given me. I am a mother of five, three boys and two girls. I have nine grandchildren at this time, and know this, only two of my children started having children. I had a very rough start in life; however, I have allowed God to use it to build the me He intended. I am a Director of Nursing of a long-term skilled nursing facility. Approximately twenty years ago, I was called to write books and tell the Good News to multitudes. I was young and uneducated, and I did not realize what all that entailed. I self-published a book, titled, "The Lily of the Valleys." It was not what I envisioned it to be. I also preached the Gospel to all that would listen. A couple of years ago, I felt led to write again. I did not do so willingly, in the beginning I resisted due to fear of failure. Once I submitted to the call, I began to surrender to God and write under the influence of the Holy Spirit. Now, He has given me three separate series, which have been flowing with ease. This was the first in the SciFi series, MAAM Vol 1. MOM-DAD-WTF is the first of a Self-Help series, called Tana White's Books of Purpose, which help apply the Word of God to our everyday life, in a language we can all relate to. As well as a children's book series, called, "Maryah's World," which are Bible stories written for children. My eight-year-old, who is active in the church is helping write that series, so it reflects the actual point of view of how children understand the Word. I believe that God is going to use me in a great way to spread His light in this dark world.

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CONTENTS

Acknowledgements

Chapter 1 Awakening

Chapter 2 Did You Go to the Doctor? What did They Say?

Chapter 3 T3V1N and M8W Assignment:

Chapter 4 When They First Met

Chapter 5 I’m Done

Chapter 6 Calm Down

Chapter 7 The Facility

Chapter 8 Is That Even Relevant?

Chapter 9 Josie & Zinc

Chapter 10 Improvisations Are Required

Chapter 11 Finding Zinc

Chapter 12 Dr. Jamar Green

Chapter 13 Zinc Arrives

Chapter 14 The Debriefings

Chapter 15 Zinc and Tana United

Chapter 16 TANA Part 1

Chapter 17 TANA and Zinc Discuss CERN

Chapter 18 TANA Describes Her CERN Experience

Chapter 19 TANA, Zinc, Tev and Jr Join Together

Chapter 20 The Doctor Sheds Light on TANA’s Abilities

Chapter 21 The Facility Tour: AIR-W

Chapter 22 The Facility Tour: Children’s Wing

Chapter 23 Indigo Children Explained

Chapter 24 Adolescence Teen Wing (ATW)

Chapter 25 Dr. White Enlightens TANA

Chapter 26 The Isolation

Chapter 27 To Die Is To Live

Chapter 28 Dr. White’s Post Assessment

To my Sponsors

I would like to thank Tevin Gotreaux

and Mr. Freddie with Matthew’s Electric for sponsoring my dream to reality.

Acknowledgements

Many people who have or have had a dream realize how difficult, and even how isolating the journey may feel. From the time the dream begins to the finished product, many emotions, challenges and most of all self-doubts occur. This journey was definitely no different than any other. Along the way, I have had the absolute excitement of the idea of being the next big thing, and I have also had the fear of being the next big fool in the media. I have gone from writing and feeling that everyone would give anything to read, hear, or see the story that I had to tell; to feeling that I would be the laughing stalk of anyone who would read, hear or see the story I produced.

That being said, I have had a small circle of people that have given me the support I required to continue through the ups and the downs. This circle of people was there with me long before they even knew the dream. They stuck with me in the beginning. They encouraged me through that uncomfortable, sticky middle, that no one likes to be, and they celebrated with me in the infamous end that everyone looks forward to. Whether successful or not, just completing something, anything, especially a true dream, has a sense of accomplishment in itself. Whether you sell five copies, or should I say give five copies away, or whether it ends up on the best sellers’ list, or even the big screen, there is always that sense of accomplishment, a reward from just completing something so challenging. These people were there for the entire journey.

First and foremost, I must thank God, my Heavenly Father. Even though I have strayed away, further than what I care to discuss, He has always been there. He has gone before me. He has protected me, and He has provided the way to make all things possible. I praise His Holy Name and promise to always give Him the praise and Glory for all good things that come my way, no matter how big nor small. Thank you in Jesus Name for carrying me through these trying times.

Next, I would like to give thanks to Marlin White Sr. and Alexis Andrea Gotreaux for always keeping me rooted in reality. Without these two individuals, I would have lost focus on who I am, and what reality was. At times, my imagination takes its own form and leads me down a path that should not be traveled. These two individuals have always been there to love me enough to guide me back to what is really important. I thank, Marlin White Sr. and my oldest daughter, Alexis Gotreaux, for always being there to keep me focused and in this reality.

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I would also love to thank two of my sons, Tevin Jamar Gotreaux and Marlin Ray White Jr. for always believing in me and my work. No matter how far fetched my imagination stretched, these two individuals always made me feel as though it was already a reality. They were supporters from before the very beginning, all the way to the very end. They would often have discussions with me along the way, as though my work was already a successful product. Without these two, I may have given up along the way. I thank the both of the, for all of the love and support they showed me and continue to show me.

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Next, I would like to thank Kurstin Richard her support. She read my first book, as though it was something special, no matter how poorly it was written. She was there and believed in me when I did not believe in myself. She sat through the reading of the rough draft of this book as though it was already a master piece. Then, she sat through the re-reading of the second draft as though it was the first time she had ever heard it. She gave me her opinion and asked questions along the way that aided in the improvising of the final draft. I thank her for that, and I can only hope and pray that she will be there for the many books to come in the near future.

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Kurstin and I

I would like to thank my editor and close friend, Autumn Boudreaux for believing in my dreams and visions from the moment she heard about them. She supported me and kept me motivated to keep the momentum to keep going, even on my darkest days. She took her time, and read MAAM, Volume 1 with so much enthusiasm that I felt as though it was already a success, and I felt the urgency to write Volume two. I cannot express how important that kind of support is in the sowing stage of a dream. Thank you so much, Autumn. I pray our friendship last forever.

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Autumn and I

I also want to thank my son, Charles Gotreaux for the behind the scenes prayers, and for not rescuing me when God was taking me through my pruning stage. At the time, I did not understand, however, he did. I thank you for believing in me and all of your prayers.

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Charles and I

I would also like to introduce and thank, my youngest daughter, Maryah White. She has encouraged me throughout this entire process. She also inspired me to write a children’s series coming soon, called Maryah’s World.

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Last but not least, I thank all of my readers who took the risk into purchasing this book. Without you, I would have no audience. No matter how many nor how little the readers are of this material, I appreciate each and every one of you. I pray that you continue to journey with me along the way. There are many more books to come, and I pray that I am able to produce the quality of story you would love, and most important, I pray that I never disappoint you in the finished work that I provide.

Thank you all,

TANA Mae WHITE

Chapter 1

Awakening

I recently had an epiphany, or as I like to call it, an awakening. I had been living my day to day life. I was working as a director of nursing at a rather, large, long-term care facility, in a nearby town. Anywho, as I was saying, my awakening… I have been known to be a tad bit of a conspiracy theorist. In my eyes, I am just a theorist who makes observations based on evidence provided, and who develops a hyphothesis based on the supporting information. I also happen to research science, psychological phenomenon, and spirituality related to its effect on our existence. That being said, anyone who has researched any, and/or, all of these topics knows the search for truth or evidence will always lead you down the path of conspiracies.

Now, I have my own thoughts on why that is. Such as, they, meaning The Powers that Be want us to disregard information that is out there to still comply with the Right to Know Act. They put it out there, they provide the documents, and then, they label it as conspiracies, so most of society disregard the information as rubbish, and they keep living their day to day as though nothing is going on. Even though A LOT is going on! But, that’s for another day.

Where was I… oh yes, awakening. Well, I had been doing some research and stumbled across some interesting topics, such as: The CERN project they built in Switzerland, or Project Blue Beam they have devised to cover up changes that are going on in the sky. Speaking of the skies, there is also a project, called Project HAARP, which is a project that they actually created a way to control the weather. There were also mentions of a government experiment called MKULTRA which is supposed to be some sort of mind control program. There are a lot of speculation that Hollywood is some big conspiracy in itself. They have links from everywhere from pedophilia to cloning celebrities, murdering them, and using their clones in place of them. Last but definitely not least, The Illuminati, NWO, aka the New World Order, and our local country’s government has teamed up with the people at CERN as well as a robotics company to create some sort of hybrids. But, that must be top secret because it is very difficult to find viable information on the topic at this time. However, something is definitely in the works because there are new articles published weekly leading up to something big. I know, right? That was a lot to digest. Anywho…

Yes, awakening, so, I started remembering a lot of things that I usually would have brushed off as coincidental or just my mind messing with me, and I began to wonder. What if my mind was not playing tricks on me? So, I did what all researchers do, I tested the theory. What theory, you ask? What if all these conspiracists are not far off? What if everything really is happening as they say it is, and somehow everything is linked? What if, even, you or I could have some sort of affect, somehow, on these absolutely amazing events unfolding right before our very eyes. The only way to be sure was to start a journal, which is pretty typical for any researcher. Well, this seems to be possibly leading to something truly amazing, and My Awesome Journal did not have a ring to it, however, memoirs sounded pretty intriguing. So, I decided to title my research journal, My Absolutely Amazing Memoirs. Anywho, back to what I was saying.

The theorists who are up to date on much of the amount of deception we have been exposed to have a phenomenon they call The Awakening or being Awake. I am not sure if you have done any conspiracy research, but it can be a tad bit addicting. Many of the people out there refer to it as ‘they are waking up to the truth,’ making the assumption that we have all been deceived our entire lives. From what I can tell, it’s like on that movie, once they took that pill, they woke up