Stripping: My Fight to Find Me
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Stripping: My Fight to Find Me translates the language and spirit of the unconscious and is about how the intimate and mysterious relationship between science and spirituality make up the sacred in us all.
Sunita Merriman
Dr. Sunita Merriman has spent over two decades as a health care professional dedicated to treating her patients with the belief that the mind, body and soul are connected. Now she writes about her deeply personal journey to unmask, understand and defeat the darkness that was the legacy of trauma and toxic stresses from adverse childhood experiences and trans-generational wounds. She sought help and in Stripping- My fight to find Me, she shares her triumph over darkness, so others can feel empowered and inspired to do the same and live the life they were meant to. Sunita's poetry translates the language and spirit of the human unconscious as it transforms pain and suffering into hope. A new understanding of how trauma effects children, recognition of attachment and interpersonal neurobiology, intensive short term dynamic psychotherapy techniques and neuroplasticity brought about structural changes in Sunitas brain that allowed her to let go of her past and embrace her future and her full potential as a human being. Dr. Merriman lives in Edison, New Jersey with her husband and their two daughters.
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Stripping - Sunita Merriman
Copyright © 2018 Sunita Merriman.
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ISBN: 978-1-9822-0021-3 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-9822-0023-7 (hc)
ISBN: 978-1-9822-0022-0 (e)
Library of Congress Control Number: 2018903386
Balboa Press rev. date: 06/18/2018
Contents
Epigraph
Preface
Acknowledgments
Introduction
Yearning
My Isolation
Sit with Me
I Hear You
Wasteland
No More
Shutters
Cry
A Glimpse
I Don’t Want to Let You Go
Stripping
Forbidden Love
I’ll Say Good-Bye if You Stay Forever
Will You
It’s Okay
Let Me
Arousal
Crazy, Hungry Love
Cold
Entreaty
Unnoticed
Lanced
Hunger
Allure
Recoil
Agony
Help Me
Lost and Found
Confetti
Masterpiece
My Red Sea
Addicted
Sanctuary
Surrender
Beim Schlafengehen
I Wrote These Poems for Myself
I Want the Sky
Permission
My Stalker
Soar
Le Pardon
Blue
Said a Tree
Molasses
Dissolution
Carousels and Coffins
Dinner Party
Look Away
Come Back
Debris
Savor
Longing
Driveway
Uninterrupted
Lover
The Fan
A Hard Conversation
You and Me
Boulder
Venetian Ball
Nightfall
Sunshine
Proof
Repair
Sovereign
Epilogue
About the Author
From Sunita Merriman’s next book, Permission: To Live as Me
Each poem is in honor of the brave souls who start the journey in search of their truth and of the beautiful souls who lovingly hold their hand along the way.
For
Daddy,
Tim,
Nina, and Simrin
Dedicated to
John Hans Rathauser
Poetry that translates the language and spirit of the unconscious as it transforms pain and suffering into hope.
Cache
I can only recall little things,
But I remember everything.
—Sunita Merriman
Epigraph
Once you start to awaken, no one can ever claim you again for the old patterns. Now you realise how precious your time here is. You are no longer willing to squander your essence on undertakings that do not nourish your true self; your patience grows thin with tired talk and dead language. You see through the rosters of expectation which promise you safety and the confirmation of your outer identity. Now you are impatient for growth, willing to put yourself in the way of change. You want your work to become an expression of your gift. You want your relationship to voyage beyond the pallid frontiers to where the danger of transformation dwells. You want your God to be wild and to call you to where your destiny awaits.
—John O’Donohue
Permission to publish this passage provided by the John O’Donohue Literary Estate
© 2018 by John O’Donohue. All rights reserved.
Preface
I was woefully unprepared for the most important love of my life.
This discovery, sadly, didn’t come to me in the form of an epiphany but as an incidental finding as I sought help for an unease that had made its home in my mind for as far back as I could remember.
As I ventured into the underground world of my unconscious, I encountered locked doors, secret passages, and hidden rooms. Until my poems started to come to me, I didn’t believe I had the keys to the mysterious secrets that lay deep inside me.
My words were like the lighthouse to the workings of my inner world. They guided me toward my buried past. They refused to give up on me when I felt I could no longer fight through the unbearable loneliness and pain of my memories. They cheered for me every time I had a breakthrough and gained insight. Sometimes they came to me in a torrent. Other times they made me anxiously wait for them to reveal themselves. But whenever they appeared, they brought me my truth.
My poems taught me that there is no truth without honesty and that honesty doesn’t exist where there is no courage—and that for me to be courageous, I had to turn my back on shame. And strip.
I wrote