I Didn’T Know How to Pray

By Leah Bosque

Im pretty sure many of us have read books about functioning drug addicts. If you havent, you will be surprised at how much we can get away with before we hit rock bottom. I remember sitting in rehab and thinking, Oh no, not another story about a drug addict. But now I thank God Almighty for that because now Im writing mine. My life has been a dysfunctional one since the day I was born. I believe it has been a journey that most of us exdrug addicts have walked; Im not any different. I have been lost for many years, and it was not until June 2014 that I found myself completely because I found God. As you read my book, you will see how we fell and got up and how it was not until we found God that we truly healed. And I was found in himnot having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness that comes from God on the basis of faith (Philippians 3:19).

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Jun 25, 2016
• ISBN: 9781514488843

Leah Bosque

My name is Leah Bosque. I’m thirty-nine years old and married to my best friend in Christ. I have six children. I’ve lived in many places before I was twenty—Mexico, Florida, and Texas. I truly believe my dad’s drug habits had something to do with it. I don’t blame him, but this is what drug addicts do. We moved from place to place, looking for something that we could never find because we never knew God. We were Catholics and had our trust in other idols and gods. I felt that a curse followed me all the time and I could never be happy. King James Bible says: “Thou shalt have no other gods before me” (Exodus 20:3).

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Contents

English Version

Intro

Dysfunctional Life

School days

The Devil was there that Night

And the Curse Continues

The Downfall

In Denial

Crack took Over

A Cursed Messed -up Life

SAFP

My Plan in Action

More lies

Selfish

My Husband

I’m a Christian

Versión En Español

Introducción

Vida Disfuncional

Días de escuela

El Diablo estaba allí esa Noche

Y La Maldición Continua

La Caída

En la Negación

Crack me Tomó

Un Maldito Desordenada - Vida

SAFP

Mi Plan en Acción

Mas Mentiras

Egoísta

Mi Esposo

Soy Una Mujer Cristiana

I NTRO

I pretty sure many of us have read books about functioning drug addicts, if you haven’t you will be surprised how much we can get away with before we hit rock bottom. I remember sitting in rehab thinking oh no not another story about a drug addicts, but now I thank God all mighty for that because now I’m writing mine. My life has been a dysfunctional one since the day I was born. I believe it has been a journey that most of us ex Drug Addicts have walked; I’m not any different. I have been lost for many years and it was until June 2014, that I found myself completely because I found God. As you read my book you will see how we fall and get up but it’s not until we found God that we truly HEALED. King James Bible says: And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith (Philippians 3:9)

D YSFUNCTIONAL LIFE

My name is Leah Bosque; I’m 39 years old married to my best friend in Christ. I have with 6 children. I’ve lived in many places before I was 20, from Mexico, to Florida, and Texas. I truly believe my dad’s drug habits had something to do with it. I don’t blame him but this is what drug addicts do, we move from place to place looking for something that we never find because we need God, we were Catholics and had our trust in other idols and as well as God. I felt that a cursed followed me all the time, I could never be happy. King James Bible says: Thou shalt have no other gods before me. (Exodus 20:3)

S CHOOL DAYS

I used to be a good girl, I wanted to be good, have good grades, and I had dreams. I learned to speak English in Florida when I was 9. At the age