Speak All Evil
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Matthew McCain
Matthew McCain is the author of a dozen books including The Hunting, Scribbles: A Drug Story and Just Under Nine. He lives in Hooksett, NH.
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Speak All Evil - Matthew McCain
Copyright © 2016 by Matthew McCain. 747273
Edited by: Maura Ryan
ISBN: Softcover 978-1-5245-3221-5
EBook 978-1-5245-3220-8
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the copyright owner.
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to any actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
Rev. date:
08/08/2016
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Contents
In The Beginning
A Comedian’s Brain
Empty Page
You Did This To Me
Satellites
Falling Back On You
The Last In Line
Broken?
Bin Laden Didn’t Survive?
God Doesn’t Exist…?
My Heart Is Satisfied?
God Takes Everything We Love?
Mankind Can Be One…?
We’re The Same?
Sober?
Questions
I’m
The Apocalypse Of My Own Subconscious
What Can I Say (Old Habits Die Hard)?
Resistance
The Faggot
Confession
Crashing High
Tainted Moonlight
The Eye
Wheels Keep Turning
Be My Painkiller
Suicide Is Painless
I’m Not That Type of Guy
Hide with The Lord
No Coming Back
Image in The Mirror
Thunder in The Distance
Darkness
The Lonely Generation
Nobody
Let Them Go
How You Feel
Die Like You Were Living
Stand Together
Who We Love
The End Of Forever
Good Night
24291.pngIn The Beginning
In the beginning I never cared for reality
In the beginning I never wanted to be more then satisfactory
In the beginning I never thought about mortality
In the beginning I just didn’t care
My past should’ve made me more aware
But inside I accepted the fact some things just aren’t fair
In the beginning I never believed in love
I never took the time to think about if God was above
I just feared when I would receive another fatherly shove
In the beginning I was abused
My trust was misused
And my face was black and bruised
In the beginning I was just another line crossed
And was dealing with a traumatizing loss
At a horrifying cost
In the beginning I never believed
In the beginning I never tried to achieve
In the beginning I never received
And in the beginning I never had the energy to breath
Because in the beginning
My dark world never started spinning
In the beginning I always wanted a friend
In the beginning I had to learn how to be pretend
In the beginning I just wanted it to end
In the beginning there wasn’t much hope
I didn’t think I’d make it down such a steep slope
Because halfway down I wanted to cut the rope
In the beginning I always wanted more
But life quickly became a bore
And fighting to stay alive just became a chore
In the beginning I lost a large part of my family
And a piece of my sanity
That’s left it unable to show I have any type of humanity
In the beginning I wanted everything to be replaced
So I could have a smile put on face
As I prayed that the dark past would simply be replaced
In the beginning I cried
In the beginning I lied
In the beginning I started to decide
In the beginning is where I should’ve died
Because in the beginning
I was doing everything but learning how to be forgiving
With no one by my shoulder
With my world getting colder
I just wanted the beginning to be over
I always wanted something
But the beginning gave me nothing
In the beginning I wanted to be deleted
In the beginning everything got depleted
In the beginning I retreated
In the beginning there were a few good days
A small part of hope decided to stay
But compared to the rest, that’s still not much to say
In the beginning I had to hide
And discover you’re not born with pride
But somehow I learned to look on the bright side
In the beginning nothing was simple
Most of the light began to dwindle
Yet somehow I learned how to remain civil
In the beginning nothing was clear
I had a lot of doubts and fears
But I learned how to hide all my tears
In the beginning I never received a happy ever after
In the beginning I watched everything shatter
In the beginning I lost everything that mattered
And in the beginning I just wanted to skip all of life’s chapters
But if it wasn’t for all those moments in the beginning
I never would’ve taken the time to learn how to start living
A Comedian’s Brain
Dying in defeat
I watch the light deplete
I use to get laughs
I use to give autographs
But all I have now is broken, bloody glass
As the blood begins to pour
And slowly start to cover the floor
I can’t help but think I have to cut more
With death on my mind
My thoughts just can’t seem to unwind
Despite so many who say I’m funny and kind
Now all I have is an empty closet
And a dream to be real and honest
And with so many feelings I’ve felt
And so many hands I’ve been dealt
I stand up and begin to tie a noose into this worn out belt
As I look at myself in my teary refection
I realize I’ve lost all connection
I’ve always been told my presents is soft and warm
But little has anyone realized that inside I feel tired and worn
And wish I was never born
It’s scary to think someone who can put a smile on any face
Thinks of himself as a worthless disgrace
But despite what I feel on the inside
The only thing that’s shown to the public is my joyful pride
And my comedian style disguise
All clever comedians
Have dark feelings in our hearts beating
And the face we put on is deceiving
Some days I wish I was able to take off