Love Me Rebel Love Me

By Byron Shane Chubbuck

The title Love Me Rebel Love Me is an explanation of how the author, Byron Shane Chubbuck, perceives his life. As a young man, Byron spent time with both sets of grandparents, Native and Celtic, learning and experiencing the wonders of both cultures. He began writing poetry at a young age to express his love of the Southwest and the travels that he took to various places in the Southwest and through Indian Country. This book is the journey of his life, moods, troubles and hardships; showing his love of the land and the women he loved through his journeys.
Byron won 2 poetry awards, in his early to mid twenties which encouraged him to continue his writings. His later writings done in prison came from the memories of his life as a rebel.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Jan 18, 2011
• ISBN: 9781477176832

Byron Shane Chubbuck

A sovereign citizen of the Cherokee Nation, Byron Shane of Chubbuck clan, is native Cherokee/Choctaw and Celtic of the Southwest. He is an artists, musician, activists and unfailing rebel. He draws his creative influence from the heart – love - the beauty of the high desert Southwest and its spirit of creativity. He and his Celtic grandmother Elvina, spent 16 years working on this book; he writing, and she typing and collecting. Byron’s native name is “Yono Unega” in Cherokee, “White Bear” in English. He has lived a turbulent life and drew from the pain of loss and love, as well as the joy of giving and compassion, of thus he claims is the true great high with genuine satisfaction. Joyfully, he says- long live the revolution towards higher consciousness and love.

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Contents

1986

Soldier Song

The Girl Called Sucosa

For Sucosa

My Soul

Love

Miss You

My Grandpapa

City Slicker

East Side

To Cathy From Shane

Within Me

Talking Fields

The Hawk

Remembering Sucosa

Prison

Pride

1987

Drinking My Life Away

Liquid Drops

Overcome Outweigh Outwit

Everybody’s Beautiful

Old Man

Seeing The Feeling

Life

My Small Friend

Would You

Self

Wishful Thinking

1988

Your This To Me

King’s Hunt

Be Always Receiving

Time Is

Faithful Sunrise

Sandia

Many Times Many

Changing Of Heart

Taos Party

Land Of Enchantment

Time

The Best Time

How I See It

Dew For Life

My Swing

Spot Of Earth

Clockwise

1889

Only Our Loyalty

I

Mr. New York

Show Me Gray

Letting Go

Standing

Kicked Out The Car

Thin Glass

3 Words

Love Things

Love In Flight

Shake Down

Emotion

Loving You With Me

Guitar

Cream

Our Love

When I Feel

1986

Fragment

Across The Heat

Old Man Water

Yes, I Know

Glory

Home Of All

The Garden

Soul Of Mine

Expression

Alone

Saving Will

I Need To

Surely

Music Door

Bedroom Parts

Hush Lady Hush

My Woman Is A Rain Storm

What’s Good For Him

Road Time

For My Love

Mi Amor

Forever

Painful War Of The Heart

Shaving Cream

The Lady

New Mexico

Each Tiny Being

Life Of A Man

Bed Of Grass

Peace Or Paper

Tear Cage

Big Letter

Flower Eye

Pay Me Joy

Young Love

Her Choice

Calling Shane

Time

Love Of The Lord

Art

Surrender Roses

1989

Stop, Stop, That’s Mine

My Best Friend

Sail In, Sail Out

You Have

With Help

Until Forever

Midnight Train

His Gift To Us

It’s Mine You Know

Maybe Or Maybe Not

Hey Babe

Happy

Country Boy

In New York

Cynthia

Think Tomorrow

I Recall

Mr. Port Washington

New York Port

Of Washington

Dawn

Guilty As Charged

Ny Out My Window

Earth Beating Whisper

Gee Whiz

It’s Just Me

Still Free

Just Touch

You Have

A Lovely Time

Do- So- As- Well

Love Battles Flowers

Dawn-K

My Gift Of Tears

Many Days Ago To Be

Little Westina

Western

She

Sea Shore

Houston

All’s Fair In Crime

Floating Away

Coffee, Rock Or Tea

It’s Just Me

Little Cathey

Sleepy Question

Roses Of Brooklyn

Lord’s Gift To Us

Little Things

The Port Dock

I Man

Is It

Kiss Unfaithful

You Love Me

Long Slow Moments

Silver Tears

Big Trip

Club Brooklyn

Lonely On San Juan Valley

Cherokee

You Know It’s True

Life Life

Grampa’s Story

1990

The Sound Of Her Barrio

Mother

A Time Of Change:

Cry Rebel

You And I

It’s A Purple Haze Dude

Street Star

Juice For The Fruit

Sweet Cost

Grovy Blue

Think Tomorrow

Not Really

God’s Special Man

Frantic Appointments

Down In Her West

When It’s Time

Easy As A Feather

Last Gift

Shmoe And Clover

Dig Deep Down

Shane’s King

Closer Within

Setup

Call

Slick Whip

Time Of Year

Black Tears

Home Any Way

1991

Sun Bird

She’s Standing

Morning

Leaves And Things

Cooing Blue

1992

Fastest I’ve Ever Seen

The Precious Rio

Bell Toll

Castillo’s Banditos

How

Thanking Grace

Logan

Elizabeth

Raining All My Joy

Can One

Know Who You Are

Rebel My Love

Deaf, Dumb, And Blind

His Reason, His Love

Guardian

1993

Angels In The Shade

Zeni

In Converting Sources

Just Once

Live To Know Truth

Mi Francacita De Amor

1994

Say You Remember

Coated In Pure

Her Pecos Flower

La Tierra Bonita

In My Adobe Castle

1995

Given Mother

In The Arms

By Destination Calling

Thy Heart Speaks Inez

1996

North Valley Of Roses

Los Corazones Del Valle Del Norte

Powers Of Silence

Soul Of The Roses

Cut My Baby Loose

Mi Barrio Mi Corazón

The Sounds Of North 4th

INTRODUCTION

The title Love Me Rebel Love Me is an explanation of how the author, Byron Shane Chubbuck, perceives his life. As a young man, Byron spent time with both sets of grandparents, Native and Celtic, learning and experiencing the wonders of both cultures. He began writing poetry at a young age to express his love of the Southwest and the travels that he took to various places in the Southwest and through Indian Country. This book is the journey of his life, moods, troubles and hardships; showing his love of the land and the women he loved through his journeys.

Byron won 2 poetry awards, in his early to mid twenties which encouraged him to continue his writings. His later writings done in prison came from the memories of his life as a rebel.

1986

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SOLDIER SONG

On and on they go, the soldiers

of Rock and Roll, with the blood

sweat and tears, they burst out

from nowhere. Like a shining Cadillac,

they’ll never be coming back, to

guitar skid row, the place that they

all know. Well, sitting around, late

at night, everybody feels just right,

when Rock and Roll fills their soul.

There are no limits in life. Here

they come again, the soldiers of

Rock and Roll, strolling down the

street. Oh, can you hear the beat,

coming down the street. Everybody

knows the soldiers of Rock and Roll.

Everybody comes out on the street to

greet them. Yes, everybody loves

the Soldiers of Rock and Roll.

THE GIRL CALLED SUCOSA

She walked with a sexy confidence.

Nothing seemed to rattle her cage.

She seemed so free, so full of love.

Times I fell over things, thinking of her.

She has rich dreams, big, big, brown eyes.

She is the Sucosa of my life time.

Her cede for me was soft and quick.

She is capable of calculations of greatness.

I was madly in love with her ways of holding me

and kissing me. There is no other like her,

in my life to come. Her body was warm, and lush,

like a rose bud at midnight posed in the moonlight.

She could make me feel ten feet tall,

turn around and make me drop like leaves in

the fall. She was Sucosa, a Saucy Mexican

beauty, leaving her mark on me with grace and

poise.

7/2/86

FOR SUCOSA

Time and time again, I have suffered

      in the wind.

Time and time again, I have found

      nothing within.

Life is such a blast, you know!

Going places you do not know,

Meeting girls, lovely curls, eyes

      so soft and gentle.

There is a place on a woman’s face,

that twitches when she loves you.

If you see a twitch and she does not itch,

      hold this girl and kiss her.

I found a place in the human race,

Where a lady I love could infold me.

But it is not hard to see, at least for me,

I like this place because she would stay here.

I like the words that make you look like you

deserve everything you have gotten!

Even though I don’t, I’m not a goat and

love being spoiled rotten!

10/6/86

MY SOUL

Down upon the water that’s where I’ll play

Sounds of harmony that make an old man sing.

Rhythm that makes you dance with the happiness

      that it brings.

No, I won’t write the song that makes a young

      man cry,

I won’t write the song that makes the young girl