A Dialogue with Depression: Heart/Mind Disconnect
By Om Devi
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In A Dialogue with Depression, author Om Devi shares the journey through her husbands struggle with clinical depression. It is an expression of her discovered wisdom over the years of a deep emotional acknowledgement of the illness that had surrounded her. With biography and through stream of consciousness to express her observations of herself and her husband, Om Devi uses text messages, letters, diagnoses, poems, thoughts, and research to convey and illuminate the lived experience of depression.
Understanding clinical depression can help others have more awareness and compassion for those who suffer from the disease of clinical depression. Although Om Devi couldnt stop it or fix her husband, she learned how to understand and forgive herselfand how to share and listen with love and compassion so that we all can hear and heal.
Om Devi
Om Devi is a published author and artist who lived with her husband’s illness for over thirty-seven years. She shares her initial misunderstandings in A Dialogue with Depression, and she has learned how depression is not something someone else can fix. Although depression ultimately claimed her husband’s life, Devi shares her story in the hope that others can better understand and cope with clinical depression.
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A Dialogue with Depression - Om Devi
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16660.pngContents
Preface
Introduction
Trying to Understand … Not Understanding
Psychologist’s Notes and My Comments
Letters to my Husband
Here is a Series of Thoughts Written Down
Text and Phone Communications
Trying to Understand This Illness
Eastern and Western Medical Explanations for Clinical Depression
Improving Communication
The Questions for the Living
Facts, Not Fiction
And This Is Not the End
A Dialogue with Depression
or
Heart/Mind Disconnect
It is unusual that one finds a title first,
but as thoughts flow outward,
feelings are condensed.
Now it is time to make sense of events past, present, and future.
Om Devi copyright 2017
Preface
a dialogue with depression took many years to come into being.
Throughout the years I wrote down many thoughts since I had no one to share my feelings with about my crumbling relationship with my husband. I finally realized I was part of a repetitive story and wanted to change it.
I realized that others might also get some use from these offerings. We are not alone in our sufferings. We need support.
We watch tides rise up on both sides of us. Here in the middle, with hope, perseverance, and determination, we fight to survive until the end. Here we can accept loss and move on or perish mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
image%20001.jpgIn compassionate memory of a husband
who did.
lily_image01.jpgIntroduction
I grew up in a middle-class family. My mother was always right with no room for discussion. I think this was a cover for insecurity and possibly the beginning of depression. My father was always working and on the road. As it turned out, he also had lady friends on his journeys. After this discovery, years later, my mother was very angry and developed clinical depression.
This was the household I grew up in. I was always trying to make things better for both my parents but never succeeded. After all, I was only a child.
School became important to me, partially as an escape from family. In third grade, I had three amazing teachers who inspired me to become a teacher after I had something to teach. (Yoga and art history were my two gigs.)
In middle school, there was another great teacher who inspired me to write.
In high school, I felt more stifled. Much memorization was needed, and I really had to study to understand why and retain information.
I was determined to succeed in my studies at college. I discovered art history and photography, which became my passions. Photography became my profession.
As a woman was trained in those days, love was far more important than a career, so I got married and moved to be with the man I loved. Because I was in love, my husband’s career came first. I accepted this at some level. I worked in photography