Eyes Covered Up

By Pamela Jane Strong

An engrossing family saga that will take you on a nostalgic journey back to the not so distant past when family bonds and values are being challenged by the social problems and dilemmas common in the era.

Follow Bette and Theodore Hudson as they live out their lives portraying the strength and spirit of what a family is or should be. Theirs is a life of love, understanding and acceptance. Enter the Morgans, a family racked by storms and rifts in their personal lives. They have learned to lean on each other, but theirs is turbulent mixture of unsatisfied wants. They are in for a turbulent ride when passionate desires and drugs enter the picture. Would they end up as fulfilled as the Hudsons?

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Nov 21, 2009
• ISBN: 9781477173381

Pamela Jane Strong

Pamela Jane Strong was born and raised in St. Louis Mo. She graduated 1983, was married at the age of 19 and had her first baby son Terry at age 21. She was diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes a few years later and was advised not to have any more babies. Although it was not easy, she was still able to give birth to Raphael and Ronald. After a family tragedy, the death of her mother, she was able to tap into her God-given ability to tell stories once again. She has always been a great storyteller, but she decided to take it one step forward. Eyes Covered Up is her first published novel.

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Walking down the street, after school three girls stepped to me, green with envy. One was a sophomore, who was ugly with pants too small and a dirty old shirt. The other two were juniors like me who were cute also but dirty.

(Sophomore) You think you smart? (Juniors) Don’t you? (Bette) I thought to myself, I don’t know what these girls are thinking, but I’m going to show them what time it is. Before I knew it, the sophomore swung at me and missed.

Cassius Clay! Came inside of me, my hands got heavy, my feet got light. Before I knew it, they were all lying on the ground.

Unbelievable! Looked at my hands and walked home.

A few days later, I decided to go to the Malt Shop and get myself a sundae. While I was having my favorite chocolate sundae, a guy suddenly walks over to me.

What your name is?

Bette! Why?

Because I’m liking me some Bette till death do us part.

I laughed, Do you know me?

No, but I like too.

So what’s your name?

Theodore Hudson Jr. Can I call you sometime?

Maybe! Do you have a girlfriend?

No, but I like to have you. Do you have a boyfriend?

Maybe! No!

I was hoping you didn’t.

Would you like to meet me back here tomorrow?

Yes.

I can buy you another sundae.

All right! What time?

Anytime after 12:00 because I have to work on my farm.

You have a farm?

"Yes, after my mother and father were in an accident in Meridian, Mississippi, which killed them, and that’s two hundred miles from where we are in Greenville. That’s when I had to take over the business. No siblings, and thank God for life insurance, because I don’t know what I would have done."

WOW! That is something!

So I will see you tomorrow?

You will.

So the next day we met up at 12:30 and chocolate was his favorite sundae too, and that’s what we ordered. We were really enjoying each other’s company, so I decided to tell him about me.

You know Theodore, I feel good talking to you.

I’m glad, Bette.

My parents ran off and left me behind, and never returned. That was about five years ago. Left me with the lady down the street Ms. Ida White. Since I had the same last name as her, I was able to live with her and go to school without any questions.

That’s really something, and Ms Ida is truly a good woman.

Yes, she is. School will be getting out in a week, and I will be working at the library full-time and part-time when it starts back.

I can take you.

Thanks.

You like to read?

Yes, I do! I love books! He touches my hand and pulled it back.

What happened to it?

Nothing really! We hung out for a little while longer, and he dropped me off at home in his 1945 Ford pickup truck.

As time was passing, he was my ride back and forth to work. We were really getting close. I decided to go to his farm with him it was nice. Here are some pictures of my mom and dad.

What a beautiful couple.

Thank you. Would you like to see the chickens, hens, and how the cotton grows?

Yes, I would.

We went out back where the cotton was. On April, May, and September, of the fifteenth, I have to plant the cotton, and November first is when cotton harvest occurs. Okay.

This is the henhouse and the ramp. They have twenty-five eggs each day in the winter and sixty eggs in the late spring, and I have to keep a light on them.

When he showed me the chickens, I said, They are something. We both laughed, he was so into it, and I was really interested. I enjoyed that.

I’m glad you did. We went back in. My birthday is August 29.

We can celebrate.

I would really like that.

When August 29 came, he knocked on the door, and Lori let him in. She yelled for me, and I came down. Lori, this is Theodore. Theodore, this is Lori.

Hi.

Hello. By then Ida came in, and I introduced her. We left and headed toward a place called Annie’s Soul Food Restaurant on Beacon Street. When we went in, he pulled my chair out and pushed me back up. He’s such a gentleman, I said to myself. Thank you. We ordered, and when the food came, it looked delicious, and it was. After we finished, he paid for the bill, and we left.

So what do you want to do now?

We can go back to your place.

All right. He pulled up to his house, and we went inside. He turned on the radio, and Sam Cook was on singing You Send Me.

I want to get married and have ten sons, what do you think about that?

It sounds really good, just make sure you marry the right woman who will give you ten sons, because that’s important.

Could you be the right woman?

Maybe! Next thing I know, he pulled a little box out.

Happy eighteenth birthday. It was a necklace. It used to belong to my mother.

It’s beautiful, and I love it.

Let me put it around your neck.

Thank you.

It looks so pretty on you just like it did on my mother. After that, he took me home.

When I woke up that Sunday morning, I read the Bible. Then went into the kitchen where Ida and Lori were already eating. Ida said, Girl, you are glowing.

I am not! I’m still a virgin.

Good!

I do love him though.

And I believe he loves you too.

Do you, Ida?

Yes.

School had started back up. I walked into the building. I thought I said it to myself, but I said it out loud, I’m a senior. And everyone looked. When school ended, Theodore picked me up and dropped me off at work. I did my four hours, and he picked me up. We went to his house, and I cooked dinner, chicken and dumplings and chocolate cake. He came in from the barn. Wash your hands.

I am, looks good.

Thank you. I fixed our plates, and we ate.

That was good.

Thank you.

Bette, you can really cook, and you always look so nice, and I like that. He goes behind me while I’m washing the dishes, and gives me a kiss on the neck. I turned toward him, because the kiss felt so good, but I was feeling funny inside.

I’m ready to go home.

Okay. He dropped me off.

* * *

My farming business is doing really well. I have to marry her, and I will tell her today. I’ll get down on one knee. No, I’ll hold her close. No, I’ll tell her this is a close relationship, and I have to marry her. No, I’ll just let it come to me naturally. When I arrived to pick her up, she came out fifteen minutes later, and we went to my place. When we got inside, I got down on one knee. Will you marry me, Bette White?

Why should I?

Because I am the man for you, and you are the woman for me, and I will be good to you always and never leave you nor forsake you, and give you whatever you need. I love you, do you love me?

You know I do.

All I want you to do is give me ten sons.

I can do that.

We’ll get married right after you graduate.

* * *

He put an engagement ring on my finger, and the next thing I knew, we were up in his bedroom. He knew then if he didn’t know before. He was my first. He took his time with me, and thereafter, he held me so tight. I knew he loved me, and I loved him too. Theodore and I were in the barn, and we heard someone yell, Theodore! Theodore! As we walked out of the barn, a lady walked toward us. Hey, Theodore, I’ve come to get those eggs.

That’s when he introduced me to her. Bette, this is Ms. Joan, and, Ms. Joan, this is my fiancée, Bette.

Hi.

Hi. He went back into the barn to grab her eggs. We didn’t say one word to each other.

Here are your eggs.

And here is you check. As she walked away, she turned and said, in a flirty way, I’ll see you next week. After that, we got in the truck to go to Mom and Pop’s Store.

Is there something wrong?

No.

Are you sure?

No.

Was that hussy flirting with you?

No, Ms. Joan is just one of my loyal customers. So I left it at that.

Saturday had gotten here so fast, and here comes Ms. Joan to get her eggs. Theodore passed her the eggs, and she walked off. Walking toward my car, I thought to myself, Fiancée! I don’t think she knows.

That Monday when I went to work, Mrs. Cost stopped me. Bette, those new books finally came in. Make sure you look through them. I know how much you like to read, and how fast.

Thank you. And I went right to them.

The weeks and months were going so fast—Labor Day, Veterans’ Day, and now it’s Thanksgiving. Ms. Ida invited us to her house for dinner, and she’s cooking turkey, ham, chitlins, dressing, yams, greens, cakes, and pies. Baby, I’m cooking at your house too. The sweet stuff: first, peach cobbler, pecan pie, banana pudding, and chocolate cake. Then turkey and dressing, greens, macaroni and cheese, yams, and rolls.

I like all that. Theodore and I went to Ida’s and had dinner with them. And later went back to his house, cuddled up, and ate again.

Baby, you can really cook, and so can Ms. Ida.

Thank you.

After the holiday was over, I had to go to the doctors. When the nurse called my name, I got up and went to the back. Take off your clothes and put this gown on.

All right. She left. Minutes later, the doctor knocked on the door to let me know he was coming in.

Hello, Ms. White.

Hi, Dr. Wells. He examined me. Ms. White, you’re going to have a baby.

What!

You’re pregnant. When did you lose your virginity?

On August 31.

So that makes you three months.

I haven’t been feeling sick.

Some women don’t.

I came on my period.

Some women do. Here is your prescription, eat right, and exercise. And I will see you in a month.

All right.

Theodore had dropped me off and told me he would be right back. He had to go and see about something pertaining the farm. I told him Ida could pick me up, and he said, No, that is my job.

So I said, All right. I got on the elevator, and pushed 1. I know he’s not going to be out there. Then I thought about Dr. Wells, and I didn’t know if I wanted to jump for joy or scream. When I walked out of the door, he was right there. He got out of the truck and opened my door. I got in, and he shut my door back.

Is something wrong?

No. I’m just on number 1 of 10.

What!

I’m pregnant.

Are you serious?

Yes, three months of it. Theodore was excited. He pulled the truck over, moved to my side, and started kissing me, kissing me, kissing me. First thing, he said after that,

Are you hungry?

No.

Are you sure?

Yes! He moves back to his side and takes off.

Just before we get to the house, he said, I have a surprise for you, but yours was so much better.

What is it?

Close your eyes. Now open them. Now I was excited. I got out of the truck.

Baby, you went out, and got me a car? What kind is it?

A 1961 Chevy, and it’s your favorite color, gold.

I love you Theodore.

And I love you, Bette.

Now I see why you taught me how to drive. I’ll go and get a driver’s book tomorrow. Read it and take my test all in one day.

I know you can do it to, baby.

Thank you.

The next day after school, I went to the DMV. Got the driver’s book and read it. Went back up to the counter and got my test. Passed it and left. I stopped by Ida’s house to let her see my new car, and the first thing she said was, I had a dream about a fish, girl, are you pregnant?

What!

Don’t lie! Because when someone in my family has a dream about a fish or mice, somebody is pregnant.

Yeah! All right I’m three months.

You show don’t look like it.

Lori came in. Lori, I just passed my driver’s test.

That’s really good.

Sure is, baby. Lori, Bette is with child.

Are you?

Yes.

Go, Bette.

I want you all to come to the house for Christmas.

We will, and when are you getting married?

After I graduate.

All right!

When I got home, he had the tree up and everything. Baby, you saved the mistletoe for me to put up?

I did.

I stopped off at Ida’s and invited them for Christmas dinner.

I’m glad you did, baby.

Saturday I had gone to Mom and Pop’s store to get a few things; when I got back, Ms. Joan was there getting her eggs, some loyal customer!

Bye, Theodore. Oh! How are you Bette?

Just fine! When I walked into the house, he was listening to President Kennedy speaking on the radio. I like this President and what he speaks about. I agree! I did not let him know I was upset about that Ms. Joan. I have to go shopping, we have to go get Christmas gifts. We got in the truck and went to Sears and Roebuck. I got a sweater and skirt for Ida, a blouse and pants for Lori, and for Mrs. Cost, and Maggie a scarf.

Baby, you got Don a tie?

Yes, do you like it?

I do.

What did you get me?

I’m not telling.

The day before Christmas, I cooked sweet potato pies, lemon marine pie, caramel cake, and Theodore’s favorite, chocolate cake. Also, I had duck, dressing, ham, deviled eggs, potato salad, greens, macaroni and cheese, homemade rolls and punch. I straightened up the house and put the gifts under the tree. Took a bath and got ready for bed. He rubbed my stomach until I fell asleep.

The next morning when I woke up, he had a big box on the bed for me. When he came into the room, he had breakfast.

Oh, baby, it looks good.

Thank you.

Do you want me to open the gift?

Yes, but only after you eat. I ate so fast, so I could get to that box. When I opened it, it was a coat and matching boots.

Baby, it is so beautiful, I like it, and I will try them on naked.

Please do.

I came out. Wow, you look sexy in it.

Are you getting fresh, Theodore?

Yes! He moved the tray aside, and we made sweet love. Later on when the guest got there, I had all the fixings on the table, and everything looked good. Theodore and I were at the head, Ida and Lori were on the right, and Don, Jane, and Maggie were on the left then Theodore said grace. All the ladies said that everything looks so good and taste great. Thanks, ladies.

Lori said, Give me some more of that punch.

After we finished the meal, I brought in the dessert. They loved that too. After that, we all exchange gifts, and everyone liked what they got. We all start laughing and talking, and everyone started living periodically and saying Merry Christmas.

Christmas passed and New Year’s Eve rolled in. We were going to Maggie’s house, and as I was getting dressed, I told Theodore, I can still fit in my clothes being four months.

You still look good too.

Are you getting fresh again?

Yes! When we got there, they were playing music, and everyone was singing and dancing just having a good old time; we joined in. We were all getting champagne poured into our glasses.

Then we were counting down, Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one. Happy New Year!

Mainly everyone said there, New Year’s resolution.

When I got up that morning, I woke up Theodore. I guess the champagne didn’t agree with me and the baby. I threw up everywhere; he got so nervous. I will be all right.

He shouted, What can I get you?

Nothing, baby, it will pass. I brushed my teeth and got dressed.

I don’t think you should go.

It will pass I told you. And I went any way.

After school, I went to work and got sick once again. I ran to the restroom, and the ladies ran in after me. Bette, are you all right? Bette, are you all right?

Yes just a little morning sickness. It started this morning.

Do you want to go home?

No, Jane.

You’re so dedicated.

When I turned five months, Theodore and I went to the doctor. He did an ultrasound and felt around on my stomach. Mr. and Mrs. Hudson, everything is going fine. (Bette) Oh doctor, we’re not married yet. (Doctor) Oh okay."

Are you still coming on your period?

No. Doctor, is it all right for her to be five months and still not be showing?

Yes, because like I said, everything is fine. Then maybe next month she will be big as a house. Well, I’m sure glad you are smiling. I will see you back in a month. I got dressed, and we left.

When we got home, I fixed a tamale pie, and we sat down to eat. Bette, who taught you how to cook like this?

Ms. Ida.

That woman is really something.

It’s two months later, and it’s March 29, and it’s Theodore’s twenty-first birthday, and I’m seven months and look it. I called Ida. Hello.

Hi Ida.

Hi, Bette. Can you pick up his cake for me?

Yes.

Because I have a lot of running around to do.

I got it.

When I got home, Theodore was not there, so I had time to get everything together. I had to blow up the balloons and get the food together. By the time he got there, it was all done. Looks nice.

Thank you. He jumped in the shower, got out, and got dressed. Ida and Lori came first with the cake. Then Jane, Don, Maggie, and her friend Sam came, and we all ate and sang Happy Birthday, then had cake and ice cream. After we ate the cake and ice cream, Theodore opened his gifts, and after that everyone left, and we cuddled up, and he held me tight. I love you so much, Bettie White, you are good for me, and good to me.

I’m suppose to be.

Oh yeah!

Before I forget, I did really well on the cotton, chicken, and the eggs.

Good, baby.

We will be all right, and I really liked all my gifts.

I’m so glad.

Bettie you’re showing now, and it looks good on you, my little pregnant woman. I smiled.

After I got out of school, I went to work. When I got inside, the ladies were all gathered around Jane. What’s going on?

Maggie shouted out, Jane’s leaving.

Yes, after you have the baby, Don and I are moving to St. Louis, Missouri. He’s taking over his uncle’s business.

Jane, I’m going to miss you so much.

I’m going to miss you, Bette.

When I got home, I told Theodore, Jane and Don are leaving. Going to St. Louis, he’s taking over his uncle’s business. They leave after I have the baby.

That’s good.

It was time for me to take my finals, and I passed with flying colors. School was out for me, and I had to go back June 3 to graduate. Now it was time for Theodore and I to go to the doctor for my eight month. I told you, she would get bigger.

Yes, you did.

If her water breaks, bring her in.

I will. She already has her bag together.

That’s good, and everything is looking great, and I will see you all on June 28.

Bye, Dr. Wells.

Bye.

I didn’t know what to wear for graduation. He came in the door with a new dress and shoes. Thank you, baby.

You’re welcome.

When we got there, I went to the back, and he sat with Ida, Lori, Jane, Don, Maggie, and her friend Sam. We all came out on stage. The principal, Mr. Hahn, called us in alphabetical order to get our diplomas and certificates. When he got to my name, Theodore, Ida, and the others started yelling and screaming, BETTE! BETTE! After that, we all went to the Soul Food place and ate. He got me some beautiful red roses. Then we all went our own ways. We got in the car.

I’m so proud of you.

Are you?

Of course, I am.

He pulled up in front of the house, he got out, and let me out. We went in and up the stairs. Baby, let me help you take your things off. He did and rubbed my stomach until I fell asleep. Doing the wee hours of the night, the baby woke me up, kicking and a kicking. I woke him up. Theodore!

What’s wrong, baby?

The baby will not stop kicking.

"Let me talk to him. Now let your mama sleep. Be a good little boy, we love you." The baby stopped kicking.

I knew he would.

The next day, Ms. Joan came to pick up her eggs. Theodore is not here, but I can get your eggs.

Your stomach sure did get bigger!

It was supposed to. Do you have children?

Yes one, a daughter. I gave her the eggs.

Here is the check. Then she walked away mumbling. If she only knew .

As time was passing, June was rolling right alone. On the twenty-seventh, I thought I was peeing on myself, but my water had broken. I yelled. He put me in the car and grabbed my bag. When we got to the hospital, he was yelling, Get a doctor! We need a doctor! The nurse put us in a room, took my clothes off, and put a gown on me. The doctor came in; he looked. It’s time! They were washing up.

You too, Mr. Hudson.

Oh. They all came back.

You have to open your legs and push. I did.

Again! Push real good, baby.

I am.

It’s coming one more time. It’s a boy! Bette, I’m so happy the first of ten. I love you.

The next day, Ida, Lori, Jane, Don, and Maggie came up to see the baby and brought gifts. They all picked him up, but Don said, Too small. We all laughed.

Jane and I will be leaving in a couple of days, and you know Jane would not have missed this for the world.

Thank you, Don, I know.

We will miss the both of you too.

We will see each other again.

I know we will, Jane. We all hugged, and they left.

Good people.

Truly.

With Theodore and Ida holding the baby all day and night, I had to tell them he’s tired. The nurse came in and got him. Then Ida and Lori left, then Maggie. I’m so glad they all came.

Me too. This is the day the Lord has made.

We will rejoice and be glad in it. That’s Psalms 118:24.

Yes it is.

We’ll be married day after tomorrow, that will be the twenty-ninth of June. I smiled, and I dozed off. She sleeps.

Later on that night, the nurse brought the baby back in. I woke up. Theodore got him. He feed, burped, and changed him. How do you know so much about a baby?

I just do. We got discharged, and he took us home.

The preacher came over with the crew. It was time to get married. He said, Do you? And all I remember was till death do us part. We put rings on each other’s fingers and kissed. We all ate, Don and Jane we’re all packed up, and after the wedding, we all said our good-byes. Jane gave us their new address. Then they left. A happy and sad occasion all in one.

Yes, it is.

A few days later, Ida and Lori left for Memphis, Tennessee. I told them to be careful, and I will see them when they get back. They were going to be gone for a month and a half. Theodore was getting his farming done fast and loving me and the baby so much. Saturday had rolled around, and Ms. Joan came to get her eggs. Theodore yelled for me; I came down. Joan wants to know if she can see the baby. All right. I went and got him and came back down.

He looks just like his daddy.

Does he now! She left. Mumbling again.

Things were rolling right along, and the farming was doing well. Ida and Lori got back within a month. We got a card from Jane and Don saying everything was just fine and to kiss the baby for them.

Next thing I know, a year had gone by, and the baby is one. We gave him a birthday party. He really enjoyed himself. It’s two days later, and it was our first anniversary, and he got me roses for days, and we had a nice dinner. We were a match made in heaven.

When Sunday came, the baby and I had Sunday school. I read to him and had him to say it back. After that, we went over the alphabet and numbers. Ida came over. For you to be nineteen and Theodore twenty-one you two are doing really good as first-time parents.

I know.

That’s because you are a good woman, smart too.

Thank you.

I just stopped by for a second.

I’m glad you did. Give me a kiss.

Okay.

Thanks, Mama. He is something.

Yes, he is. She had gone.

Get up, Theodore III So you can eat and get your schooling in.

Mom, are you making pancakes?

I sure am. They both ate well, he went out to do his job, and we did ours. As time went on, he had it down pack the numbers, alphabets, pluses, negatives, and how to color. Theodore could not believe it. Bette Hudson, you are so amazing. I love you, woman.

And I love you.

I went to the clinic that morning; the nurse told me to urinate in the cup. Then she put me in a room. Take off your clothes and put on the gown. The doctor will be with you shortly. He knocked on the door and came in.

How are you, Mrs. Hudson?

I guess all right.

I have to examine you. Lay back and open your legs. You are pregnant, Mrs. Hudson.

I am?

Yes, and I will see you back in a month. Eat right and exercise. I got dressed and left. I headed to the library and decided I would stay for four hours since Theodore had the baby. When I walked in, Maggie was right there. Maggie, I’m pregnant.

You have a long way to go to get to number 10. We both chuckled.

When I got home, I kissed my husband and the baby and started cooking. I cooked fried chicken, greens, corn bread, and chocolate cake—their favorite. After we ate, I read to them, and we went to bed. I woke up the next day feeling a little bit odd, got dressed, went downstairs to make myself a cup of coffee. Finished that and kissed the both of them good-bye. Jumped into my car and headed to work.

When I got inside the library, I saw Lori. She came over to me. You’re not supposed to be here today. You put in for Saturday’s off.

You’re so right!

How is the baby?

He’s just fine, so I will see you Monday.

Bye, Bette.

Bye, Lori. I’m on my way out the door. Maggie stopped me.

I’m not supposed to be here today, and I forgot.

We’ll I will see you Monday. Okay.

I got back into the car, and that feeling came back to me. I pulled the car back to the side of the house and got out. As I was walking toward the door, I see Theodore and that slut Ms. Joan through the window hugging and kissing. I opened the door. What’s going on? They both turn around with a surprised look. I’m conducting business, woman! She came to get those eggs."

You call kissing and hugging conducting business Theodore! And as for you, Ms. Joan, you got thirty seconds to get up out of here. She looks at him and says,

You’re going to let her talk to me that way? To keep from saying anything, he walks out the back door; I guess to get those eggs. I hope she don’t kill that woman. By then, I turned back to her.

I thought you were flirting with him before, and I told you, you had thirty seconds, not one minute, to get up out of my house. That’s when I picked her up and threw her butt out the door. As I was throwing her out the front, he was entering the back. We seemed to each close the doors at the same time. But mine shut hard as if the hinges were coming off the door. I turned around to him. When I was a senior in Coleman High School, you had gotten me pregnant, but I still graduated and married you thereafter and was proud about it. You told me you would never leave nor forsake me and take care of me for always. I thought you meant that. I also told you, I would have your ten sons for you and take good care of them. Teach them so we can have them to become good men. Also, help you out on the farm, huh and to think you were a good man who would love and take care of his family forever. Here I am, pregnant once again giving you what I promised, but you will never see him. So go with Ms. Joan and let her have your ten sons if she will. Gone! Get out! Get out, Theodore!

Bette, please, I’m sorry. You got that right. Baby, I never meant to hurt you. I really didn’t do anything. Yes, I did kiss her back when she came on to me. I was thinking with my head, not my brain. But I promise you that will never happen again, and if you will trust me on this, I will show you I am that good man you married. So don’t take my sons away from me. He got ready to kiss me, and I backed up. He got down on his knees and held me tight.

Get up, man!

So do you forgive me?

I said, Yes, with a smirk on my face, and right after that, I slapped the blood out of his mouth.

Yeah, I deserved that. You can do whatever you want to me because I’m not going anywhere. I love you, Bette Hudson. He washes his mouth and goes outside into the barn.

The baby came down yelling, I’m hungry, Mama.

Let’s go into the kitchen so I can fix us a good old breakfast. After eating, I told him, Go wash your face and brush your teeth. Then put your clothes on so you can help your dad.

He smiled. All right. He comes in with a big box. This is for you. I took off the top to see two little bitty cocker spaniels. Pretty as ever, both are chocolate-colored ones, a little darker than the other. I’ll name them Sophie and Solomon.

As much as I wanted to jump right into his arms and kiss him, I said, Thank you. I’ll get their food.

I’ll go with you, Daddy.

Come on. As time was passing by, I was having babies every three years. My

husband was getting better than ever with time. Our lives were beautiful. Doing the cotton, eggs, and chicken season and Theodore knowing how to work on cars we were, all right. The boys would go to school, and the youngest would help Theodore, until the others got home, and that was how the routine went. On Sunday, I would teach them about the Bible and during the week help with homework and projects that had to be done. I encouraged them to read the Bible and a book twice a week. It’s time for Theodore III to graduate, and he was with honors, from Greenville Weston High School, and we were so happy. That day I found out I was pregnant, with my seventh child. Theodore was also happy twice in one day. Baby, you are giving me those ten sons, I love you!

"Yes I am, and I love you too."

Theodore was going into the army. I cried, and he kissed and hugged me. Joshua looked at me and said, Mama, I won’t go to the military. I’ll graduate and go to college.

Good, baby!

Months later, I had John, and my husband was so happy. Another job well done, Bette. When I got home, I was helping Mark with his homework, and the doorbell rang.

I yelled, Someone, get the door.

I got it. Mom, it’s Mr. and Mrs. Cost.

Here I come. I walked into the living room; it really was Jane and Don. When did you all get here?

Late last night, we wanted to surprise all of you.

You really did.

We have something for you all, and we wanted to bring it special delivery. I’m going out to the car and get it.

You do that, Don.

Joshua said, I can help you.

All right, young man. They came back with a large box and put it on the floor, then opened it. Three golden retriever puppies all beige. Two girls and a boy.

Thank you.

We can’t stay long at all, because we have to get back.

How long did it take you all to get here?

Six hours and fifty-nine minutes.

Let me introduce you to all the boys, but Theodore is in the military.

That’s good. I was sad when he left.

He’ll be all right.

I know, Don. They met the boys quickly.

Your sons are so intelligent and beautiful.

Thank you.

Oh yeah.

We stopped off at the library, and said hi to everyone. That was good.

We’re going now, tell Theodore we said hi.

I sure will. Jane and I hugged, and they left.

Samuel and Matthew came into the living room because they heard puppies whining. They looked into the box, and first thing Samuel said was, Which one is mine? And Matthew started right in with him.

They are all of ours, and they are so pretty. What do you two think about the names Luke, Layla, and Gracie?

I like it.

Me too, Mom.

Two girls and one boy.

Sure is. Where are Sophie and Solomon?

Out back.

Mark came down. WOW, can I have one?

I smiled and said, Boys will be boys. Joel came running in saying the same thing.

They are all of ours. Matthew, take the boys out back to play with the puppies, and I’ll get supper ready.

Will do, Mom. By then, Theodore came in.

Hi, honey.

You just missed Don and Jane. They said to tell you hi.

I’m sorry I missed them. I’ll go get cleaned up for dinner.

All right. John, let me put you in your chair, and here is a snack while I get it finished. How does chicken, baked potato, and peas sound with chocolate cake?

Good. After an hour passed, I yelled, Suppertime.

Mark came in. I want to stay outside and play with the dogs.

Everyone eats dinner in this house at the same time, young man, even the dogs. Yes, ma’am.

Now go get your brothers and the dogs.

Finally, John had turned a year, and it seems as if it took a long time to come. Then next thing I know, time was moving right on by with school, programs, projects, birthdays, and holidays. John was three, and I was having another baby boy. We’ll call him James. And once again Theodore was also happy.

That’s number 8.

He smiled, and said, I love you too.

Before I knew it, it was 1983, and James was six months and walking. Ida came over. He’s walking?

Yes.

I know you better watch out, it will be sooner than three years.

We both laughed. What brings you over?

A patient of mine had twin girls, identical.

Wow, I don’t know how she’s going to manage that.

I know what you mean, one at a time is enough. James was sitting on the floor, and Ida was trying to get him to come to her.

Come here, James, I want to see you walk again. He finally got up. Now walk to me. Bette, he walks like a pro.

You’ve been here before.

Hi, James.

Hi.

He can talk?

He’s learning.

Bette, you are truly amazing with your children.

Thank you. She picked him up and gave him a kiss. I have to go now. I’ll walk you out. When we got out there, Theodore and the boys were still working on the car. She said bye to everyone and left. Theodore came inside. All the boys will be able to work on a car, but Joel has a gift—to become a mechanic and have his own business.

I know he loves cars.

Yes, he does.

We were all getting ready for Joshua’s graduation, and he came downstairs looking very handsome. When we got to Greenville Weston High School, he went to the back, and we all took our seats. All the graduates came out and took their seats. The principal spoke and called each graduate in alphabetical order. When the principal said his name, Joshua Hudson, we all yelled and took pictures. He got his diploma. He was president and most likely to succeed. We were so proud, we all went out to dinner at Lobster Reeds, and later he went out with a friend.

The next day, I said, Joshua, you got a scholarship and tuitions, baby?

Yes, I do.

We are so proud of you.

I know, Mom, that’s why I told you I was going to college, and if it wasn’t for you, I would not have been able to do it. You are a good mother, woman, wife, role model, and you love your kids. I cried; he hugged and kissed me. The dogs came in running, and I said, Sit down, you too, Luke.

Joshua said I will see you later, Mom.

All right.

Ida came by. I told her Joshua got a scholarship and tuitions from everywhere. He is going to be an engineer."

That’s good, don’t cry, Bette. I know you’re proud of your boys.

All I want to do is just be a good wife and mother. Unlike my own, and have my sons to become smart and responsible men.

I know.

Ida, you know I appreciate all you’ve done for me, because had you not, I don’t know what would’ve happen to me, you were in my corner all the way. Never said one unkind word, and I’m grateful, and I love you.

Bette, you were smart all on your own, and that’s why those boys are, and I love you too.

Did I tell you Joshua is leaving soon?

No.

He’s going to Morehouse College.

Good!

Samuel came in the house. Mom. Hi, Ms. Ida. The football game is tonight, are you coming? Dad is.

Yes, I’m going with your dad and the boys.

You coming, Ms. Ida?

All right.

Mom knows how I did it in junior high, now I’m in high school. I’m about to set it off.

What position do you play?

Running back, Ms. Ida.

All right now! I’ll be routing.

Thank you.

Bye, you all. Oh, what time?

Six.

We all pulled up at Greenville Weston High School, and Theodore told the boys to stay close. We got our seats, and the game started. The commentator is on the microphone. Hudson gets the ball and bounces to the outside. He sees a defender and seems as if he can read his mind. He fakes to the right and explodes to his left. Before he could react, he puts his shoulder into another defender. The sound of the collision echoes through the stadium. He goes right through the defender, and everyone else could only watch as he galloped toward the end zone. Everyone in the crowd was in awe at the amazing speed and power that Hudson possessed. He got 315 yards and eighteen carries this game. We all were yelling and screaming. I was so proud of that boy. After that game, we went and had ice cream. I am so proud of you, son, I guess all that farming, learning and playing, paid off.

Yes, it did, Dad, and thanks.

You go, boy!

Thanks Ms. Ida.

The boys all told Sam, You did that. Ida left, and we all went home. The boys all got their baths and turned in.

Joel get up and put your project in the room and put your cars back on the shelf. All right, Mom, will do.

As time passed , the boys were getting bigger.

We were all going to Samuel’s games every Friday, and he was better then ever, each time.

Now here I am with child number 9 and getting bigger and bigger this time around. I went outside; Theodore and the boys were working on the farm. Baby, where are you going?

To the store to get a few things. Do you want or need anything?

No, and you be careful.

I will.

When I came back from the store, I fixed a big dinner: roast, potatoes, carrots, peas, corn bread, and apple pie, with ice cream. We were eating, and the dogs were eating like we always do. Someone came in the door. Who’s there? Someone was walking toward us.

Theodore III! Why you didn’t say something?

I didn’t hear you, Dad.

Baby, when did you get here?

An hour ago.

Why didn’t you tell somebody you were coming?

I wanted to surprise you all.

You did that. We all got up and gave him a big hug. He talked about all the places he went and the different people he met. But I missed you all so much. Mom, you’re pregnant?

Yes.

And you still have one more to go.

I know. Joshua left and went to Morehouse College for four years to take up electronic engineering, in Atlanta, Georgia. He doesn’t even have to pay as long as he keeps the good grades.

And we know he can do that, Mom. All your kids can. You’re wonderful and I love you and Dad.

Thanks, son.

Yes, thanks, son. Are you hungry?

Yes, ma’am.

Let me fix your plate.

Mom, how is Ms. Ida and Lori?

Just fine. Lori goes to Mississippi State. She’s taking up accounting.

How is Ms. Maggie?

Fine and she’s still at the library.

What about Don and Jane?

Moved to St. Louis, Missouri. To take over his uncle’s business making fire hydrates. They came to visit and brought us three beautiful puppies.

How are Sophie and Solomon?

Just fine, they just went outside before you came.

We talked for a while, and we told him we were going to bed. Mom, before you go, I have something for you. Here you go.

Thank you.

Open it. I did.

These are so beautiful! Diamond earrings! Thank you, baby, and I love you so much.

I love you too. Good night.

Good night, Mom and Dad.

Good night.

The next morning, the boys were getting ready for school; I fixed their breakfast and packed there lunch. They were leaving out. Have a great day.

They said, You too, Mom.

James, you go help your dad with the farm until your brothers come home, and feed the dogs.

Yes, ma’am.

Mom, I’ll go help James and Dad.

Thank you, son, I love you.

You’re welcome, Mom, and I love you too. I cleaned the house up and took a bath, laid down, and fell asleep.

Mama, wake up, it’s lunchtime.

All right, James. How long was I sleep? I got up, put my shoes on, went down into the kitchen, and fixed their lunch. They ate and got back to it. James, you come back because you have to read.

Yes, ma’am. I let him read for about an hour and let him go back out.

Now it was time for Samuel to graduate. What to wear, I got it! I got the boys ready and put on my light blue dress, and Theodore put on his blue slacks and white shirt with tie. We got in the car and headed for Greenville Weston High School. Theodore pulled up and parked, and we got out. Son, you look nice.

Thanks, Dad. He went to the back, and we took our seats. Ida was running in. Here we are.

Thanks, Matt.

You’re welcome. The principal came out and spoke, and the graduates came out and took their seats. He called the ones who got scholarships, and Samuel was right in there. Then he called them in alphabetical order. When he got to the Hs, we all yelled and screamed our heads off. I’m proud of these boys, Bette.

I know, baby. When it was over, we waited for him to come out.

Here he comes, Mama!

Samuel, you got a scholarship for football and outstanding grades.

I know, Mama!

We’re all proud of you.

I’m glad I could put a smile on your face.

Oh, you did that.

We all went out to eat, and when we got done, Theodore III Said, I’ll pay for it, Dad.

Thank you, son.

Mom, Dad, I will see you two later, going out with some friends.

All right, and have a good time.

I will.

Thanks again, big brother, for the dinner.

Anytime.

When we got home, the boys and the dogs were playing and running around. You all, I’m going upstairs to lay down.

You all right, baby?

Yes, I am.

The next morning when I got up, I checked the mailbox, and there was a letter from Jane. I went back in. Honey, I got a letter from Jane.

I opened it. She said she and Don are doing just fine, and they miss all of us, and she know the boys are smarter than ever. Also, she wrote to give you all and the dogs their love.

I’m glad they’re fine.

Me too.

Good morning, Mom and Dad.

Good morning, Theodore.

Good morning, son.

I will be leaving in a few days.

So soon . . . we thought you would stay for a month.

I wish I could, and those earrings look good on you.

Thank you, my son gave them to me. We all laughed. I’m glad you brought them for your mom.

Me too. I’m going up.

Okay.

The baby is really kicking, and hard. Theodore had just gone upstairs. Go tell your dad to come back down. He ran up the steps.

Dad, it’s Mom. They both ran back down.

What’s wrong, baby?

I think it’s time. The three of us and James left. When we got to the hospital, the doctor came right away. He had a nurse take me to a room. She helped me get out of my clothes, and left.

The doctor came. How are you feeling, Mrs. Hudson?

Not too bad.

I have to examine you. He did.

Your baby is turned the wrong way, I have to do a C-section right away.

* * *

When the doctor cut Bette, I cried, I had never seen anything like that before. When it was all over, they rolled her to a room and cleaned the baby up. I looked at my wife; she was still so pretty after all our kids. When I said I love, you she woke up. Where is the baby? Is he all right?

He’s getting cleaned up, and he is fine. The nurse came in and asked, What is his name going to be?

We decided to name him Peter Hudson.

I’ll put that down. You know you have to make a ball movement before you leave.

I will. And she left.

Baby, here it is, 1986 and you are still giving me what I wanted in the beginning. You are on number 9 and still going strong. Plus whatever you put your mine on, ain’t no . . . stopping you. I love you, Mrs. Hudson.

And I love you, Mr. Hudson.

* * *

Ida, Theodore, and the boys came in. First thing, Mama, where’s the baby?

He’s coming. Then they all kissed me. Thank you all.

What did you name him?

Peter.

Theodore, Joshua, Samuel, Matthew, Mark, Joel, John, James, and now Peter. Theodore, you have your own football team.

You are so right, Ms. Ida.

So what are you two going to name number 10?

We don’t even know yet.

I smiled and said, Right.

The nurse came in with the baby. Here you go. I just changed him.

Thank you. She left.

Mama, get up!

I can’t right now, James. I’m a little sore. Ida held the baby first.

He looks just like me. We all laughed.

Please don’t make me laugh, I told you all I’m sore. Theodore held him next, then Samuel, Mark, Matt, Joel, and John.

James said, What about me?

I’ll help you, son.

Thanks, Dad. Mom, Dad, I leave tomorrow.

So soon…

It’s time for me to go back now, but I am glad I was here when you had baby Peter.

Me too, son.

All the boys yelled out, One more to go, Mom! I smiled.

You all are so right. What time do you leave, son?

In the morning because I have to be back in South Carolina by 2:00.

Then, Samuel, you make sure your brothers get to school.

Yes, ma’am.

Did you all do your homework?

Yes, ma’am.

Oh, Mom, here Joshua sent you a letter.

Thank you, Matt. It’s time for them to go home, and make sure they eat.

I will.

Ida you leaving too?

Yes, so I can be ready for work. She kissed and hugged us all and left.

Theodore feed and burped the baby, then changed him. Baby, you know you love your kids.

I sure do, just like my wife.

I’m glad about that.

The next day, the nurse came in. You have to walk today, Mrs. Hudson.

I do?

Yes! Did you make a ball movement?

Not yet, I’m going now. Theodore help me to the restroom.

Come on. I was so sore. I washed my face and brushed my teeth. Then used the toilet, washed my hands again, and came out.

I sat back on the bed, and some young man brought my food in. Thank you. You’re welcome.

Honey, help me eat this.

No, because you need your strength.

Later, after I walk I will take a shower. This way you can go home and clean up.

I don’t want to leave you by yourself.

I’ll be all right.

Are you sure?

Yes, I am. I convinced him to leave, and I read Joshua’s letter.

Dear Mom and Dad,

How’s everyone? Fine I hope.

Atlanta, Georgia, is a really nice place, and Morehouse is truly a good college. I can do this four years with my eyes closed or with flying colors. Did you have the baby yet? What did you name him? Number 9 and one more to go, Mom, I can truly say you did it, and whatever you put your mind to… I have a part-time job tutoring. I found out I like teaching people, like you. I love you, Mom and Dad. Hug the boys for me. Enclosed is a check for $200. Buy yourself something nice, Mom.

Love,

Joshua

As I finished reading, the nurse came in. It’s time! I want you to walk from one end of the hall to the other.

I’m sore.

You can do it. I was walking very slow, and it seem as if my stomach was heavy as a rock. After I did that, I had to lay down. I got back up, which took me forever, then got into the shower. When I got out, the nurse bought the baby in. I feed, burped, and cleaned him up. He fell asleep. When Theodore came, I let him read the letter. That is a good boy.

As days passed I got stronger. Then I was able to go home. When I got home, the house was clean as a whistle. Theodore and Samuel had cooked. I said thanks and gave them a hug. Theodore bought my food up to me, so I wouldn’t have to go back downstairs. Samuel came up behind him. Mom, I won’t leave for college until you get better. I can help the boys with their homework, cook, and clean.

No, you don’t! Everything will work out.

I love you. He started doing a crazy dance. I love your dance, but don’t make me laugh, Sam.

All right, Mom.

Laughing makes me hurt. I’m going to bed.

Okay. The baby woke up at 2:00 AM.. I was getting up.

I got him, baby. He feed, burped, and changed him. Then talked to him until he went back to sleep.

The next day, instead of me writing Joshua, I called. Ring.Ring. Hello.

Hi, Joshua.

Hi, Mom! How are you and everyone doing?

Just fine.

And you?

Good, did you have the baby?

Yes.

What did you name him?

Peter. I had to have a C-section.

Why?

The baby was turned the wrong way.

How are you after that?

Good, but sore. I’m just glad to get your letter.

I’m glad you received it. I will send more next time.

Baby, you don’t have to send me money.

I want to. I love you, Mom, and I always have, and I always will. Bye, Mom, duty calls.

Bye.

When Theodore came in, I told him, Joshua said hi and he loves you. Oh, he wanted me to give you a hug.

Thank you and him.

When the boys got in from school, they ate, and I said it’s time for homework. After they finished, I went over their work. You all are doing wonderful. Now read your books. By then, the baby woke up, and on my way up Sophie, Solomon, Luke, Layla, and Gracie were on my trail. I said, Come on. Samuel, came up.

Mom, I’m leaving tomorrow for college.

Which one did you choose?

USC in California.

All right now.

My young man is going to be a football star.

My alternative is business. I have to take care of my mom.

That’s your dad’s job.

Mine too. Love you, Mom.

And I love you, Sam.

Do you need anything?

No, ma’am.

Theodore came up. Do you need anything, Mom?

No, son.

The doorbell rang. Joel said, Mom, Ms. Ida’s here.

I’ll be right down. Theodore got the baby, and I went down. Hi, Ida.

Hey, Bette.

How is everything?

Just fine.

How is the baby?

All right and eating good. Come here, Luke. What you got? What you got? He ran. Luke is something else. Solomon ran in. Hey, boy. What you up to? He lay beside me.

Sam leaves tomorrow.

Already?

I’m afraid so. He’s going to USC college in California, for football and business.

Beautiful!

Ida, do you want to stay for dinner?

No, I just ate at Popeye’s.

Sounds good.

I’m going now, I just wanted to check on you all. Sam walked in.

Have a safe trip.

I will, Ms. Ida.

Bye, everyone. We all said bye.

The next day, Samuel left, and I cried because I will truly miss that boy.

Time was really passing by. Christmas and New Year’s and Valentines had gone by. It was now March 1987. The kids were all doing good in school. Peter was steadily getting bigger. I took him to the clinic first, and he’s fine. Then I went to the doctor.

Mrs. Hudson, you’re pregnant.

What! You are about two and a half months.

Peter won’t be one until July. Wow! He’s only eight months. I wasn’t supposed to have another baby until 1990.

Not this year. It happens sometimes, Mrs. Hudson.

I drove back home. I went inside and lay Peter down. Then I dozed off. I jumped up and got dinner started. Was I dreaming? Did the doctor tell me I was pregnant? Another baby. The kids came in, then Theodore. Hi, baby.

Hi, honey.

What’s wrong?

I’m two and a half months pregnant.

That’s wonderful! I love you, woman. Everything will work out. It’s all right if it’s not three years. You know I’m happy.

Everyone, wash your hands, it’s time to eat. Mark and Joel, feed the dogs.

Yes, ma’am. They did, and we all sat down, and Theodore said grace, and we all ate.

As time went on, Peter turned one years old. We gave him a birthday party. He really enjoyed himself. But Luke thought it was his day, running all over the place and eating everything in sight.

The next day, Theodore, Matt, Mark, Joel, and John were working on an old 1957 BelAir. Joel thinks he’s really a mechanic. Pass me this, hand me that.

I laughed, But he really knows the parts. He loves cars.

I know.

Maggie showed up. You’re pregnant?

Yes. I heard you have a baby already?

I do, another boy.

Bette, I lost count, what number is it now?

The one in my stomach will be number 10.

Bette, I am so proud of you, when you say you’re going to do something, you do it.

Peter walked in. This is Peter. Peter, this is Ms. Maggie.

Hi, Ms. Maggie.

Hi, Peter.

How old is he?

He just turned one.

Your kids are so smart.

Thank you. Maggie, are you still working?

Yes.

What have you been up to?

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